There is a possibility that cannabis has been made legal only because by using it, you lock yourself into the 3D matrix. Using any drug, smoking or abusing alcohol can potentially cause a “hook” which will ensure the soul remains in 3D.
Foods also have a particular affect on the ability to ascend …
It is a challenge to be kind to self when self has been taught to be so destructive toward its own nature.
It is difficult for me especially because my roommate always bakes these delicious processed foods, which I eat most of, because he does not.
Meats can be a triggering aspects of remaining hooked into 3D too … in particular, pork.
I go through waves of being kind to self, and being self-destructive.
I hope some day while I’m in a mode of being quite kind to my body and life that it ‘sticks’ and stops swaying between the polarities.
Oh how I would love to rise, to leave behind this 3D matrix.
Do I have what it takes to leave behind all habitual patterns which weigh the body, spirit and soul down?
Who knows … I guess we’ll find out … although I’m ‘told’ there won’t be any recollection of the struggle.
It’ll be what it’ll be.
I think Ivanka Tump is already in 5D … no one in 3D appears so perfect. How many others are already ‘there’?
Release the Old and Rest ~ Release all of the pressure and expectation weighing you down. Shed it all so that you can recover before moving into a time of renewal.
Love and Let Yourself Be Loved ~ Welcome with open arms opportunities to give and receive love.
Be Open to Healing Information ~ Listen to what is coming up within you and what is being shared with you by trustworthy others in your life. Pay attention to healing information.
Intend and Create ~ Recognize that you have power to change your life. Face your fear and align with the light!
Bask in Joy and Light ~ Rise up, open your wings and shine. Bring your projects and plans out into the light, into manifestation.
Reading from the deck Angels and Ancestors Oracle Cards created by Kyle Gray
It seems temptation still has its hold on me. When will I ever learn to subconsciously let go of past habitual patterns? It’s easy enough while awake, yet the ‘tests’ continue in the astral, and I find myself failing … failing myself.
There are times when I’d like to kick down a door and save those I hear being abused, yet for some reason, I don’t.
It seems those in the astral want me to know just how powerless I am. It seems I ought to meditate on personal power before nodding off at night.
Perhaps I’m not a warrior after all.
Perhaps I am merely a survivor.
Or, perhaps the time for my true test simply has not arrived yet.
Whichever way, the night is the night and the day is the day.
May this day be filled with that which brings smiles to faces and even laughter to hearts.
Be well friends.
May the best arrive for you in the coming moments.
“I’m really worried. I’ve started implementing the new protocols in force. One of my new tasks is taking and recording each person’s temperature. I aim for the center of their forehead with my thermometer shaped gun, I pull the trigger, wait for the beep and record the temperature. I always apologize to the person before proceeding! After doing this a dozen or more times, I suddenly had a realization:
Are we being desensitized to be targeted at the head and also causing potential health issues by aiming an infrared ray to the pineal gland? So I started taking the temperature on the wrist, which turned out to be more accurate given that the forehead is cooler than the wrist and the results differ by more than one degree in some cases.
I went to a shopping mall and people were lining up to get their temperature taken by an employee who obviously was not a medic and was not properly educated on how to correctly perform this procedure. Many were shocked when it was my turn and I took the gun that was being directed at my forehead and re-directed it to my wrist.
I spoke softly but firmly and told the employee that an infrared thermometer must never be pointed at someone’s forehead, especially babies and young children. In addition it requires basic knowledge of how to properly read someone’s temperature, i.e. placing a thermometer on the wrist or elbow fold is much more accurate and much less harmful.
It was very disturbing to me to observe children getting used to seeing an object in the shape of a gun aiming at their forehead and without any negative reaction from the adults as if this was normal and acceptable.
As a medical professional, I refuse to directly target the pineal gland which is located directly in the center of the forehead, with an infrared ray . However, most people agree to go through this several times a day! Our pineal glands be protected as it is crucial for our health both now and in the future.”
The pineal gland is a small, pinecone-shaped gland of the endocrine system. A structure of the diencephalon of the brain, the pineal gland produces the hormone melatonin. Melatonin influences sexual development and sleep-wake cycles. The pineal gland is composed of cells called pinealocytes and cells of the nervous system called glial cells. The pineal gland connects the endocrine system with the nervous system in that it converts nerve signals from the sympathetic system of the peripheral nervous system into hormone signals. Over time, calcium deposits build-up in the pineal and its accumulation can lead to calcification in the elderly.”
Function
The pineal gland is involved in several functions of the body including:
Secretion of the hormone melatonin.
Regulation of endocrine functions,
Conversion of nervous system signals to endocrine signals
How do I know Who I am When all I have been taught Is who to be According to rules That belong to a past That believed in the domination Of nature As a path to power.
How do I know Who to be When the judgment that gets thrown Arises from a fear so old That no one even knows Why it’s wrong To shine Or show pleasure As a woman.
Why would I stay Cooped up in a cage Of shoulds and oughts When this body Is crafted from moonlight And fire And the deeper river Of ancient knowing Guides my every felt sense Of what it means To be a woman.
So I stand Shameless bright My heart open wide Wild crafted pleasure And mountainous might I define myself As I set myself free And I laugh out loud As I birth a new me For all women.
Today is a day to focus on safety. I will remove from my mind any ideas that make me think I am not safe. There are many beings and circumstances in the world that affect me and my surroundings. I cannot control them, but I can protect myself from them. I can deflect their negative energies and impulses. I am aware that I am protected by all of the forces of the universe and have no need to fear.
Today is a day to focus on healing. If my body needs healing, I attend to what I need to do physically. And I also heal my thoughts. I keep my thoughts and ideas positive, and let go of old hurts and ideas that have made me unhappy. I release those old ways of thinking and become a source of healing – for myself and others.
Observe … Do not let ‘outside forces’ disrupt your peace of mind and rational decisions.
Longing for what once was is a form of living in the past … let it go, let ‘them’ go … focus on the present moment and what you can do to make it the best possible moment.
Look inside yourself, not at what another may bring to make your day better. Self-reliance, self-love, recognize your own personal value and power to shift and mold your energy and environment.
Smile whenever you can. It will “lift a mood”.
Worrying about the negatives that may come is the same as being fearful of death. It is a complete waste of the “now” energy.
When you focus on suffering, it is an open invitation for more of it to enter your life. Instead, focus on the beautiful things in life, the things that bring a smile to your lips and put a little song in your heart.
Remember being a child in school and doing something naughty and having to write on the chalk board “I will not ….” or something to that affect?
Buy a notepad and fill a page with affirmation, just like that. Line after line repeat it, let it flood your mind for a moment.
I AM Strong … I AM Powerful … I AM Beautiful … I AM Blessed … I AM Worthy … I AM Capable … I AM Free … I AM Enough …
Whatever affirmation you choose, write it, repeat it, grow it in your heart and mind. Let it fill your world, your ‘space’ and generate a new creation for yourself, a new way of thinking and being in this world.
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