” Let difficulty transform you, and it will. In my experience, we just need help in learning how not to run away. ” đź’« – Perma Chodron
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“Don’t power walk. Saunter slowly in the sun, eating chocolate, and carry a blanket so you can take a nap.” ~ SARK
Mantra :: This is a journey – not a sprint – so I take breaks and reward myself along the way.
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Sure, I could imagine the worse case scenario and try to prepare for it. I prefer however to use my skills of imagination, my inner vision, to generate future details which bring joy to my world. Not to say one shouldn’t be prepared.
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I can think whatever I want without interference. They don’t get to crowd my present moment any longer. So refreshing!!
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People might question how I did it, what techniques do I use. I simply reply, resilience and perseverance. Sometimes inner fortitude is all that works.
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In the forest, when all goes silent, it’s the animals waiting to determine if predator is present, or just nature doing its thing.
Similarly, when all goes silent in the world, you can be certain the real danger is near, or the true bringer of change has arrived.
Pay attention.
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Seems the norm in this world is to “challenge” people.
I’ve been called challenger and adversary, with no intention of entering the game.
I’m here for expansion and knowledge, thank you very much.
When a man is unhappy with himself, he will project that unhappiness onto any woman who tries to love him. He will ruin her happiness because he cannot find his own.
So, dear man, work on yourself because a woman’s love is not a remedy for your pain. It is not her job to heal the wounds you refuse to face. If you carry unresolved anger, insecurity, or self-doubt, you will inevitably turn her tenderness into a battleground where she constantly fights for a love you have not yet learned to give.
She will try to hold you, to remind you of your worth, but if you do not believe in it yourself, her words will feel like lies. You will push her away, not because she is unworthy, but because deep down, you believe you are. And when a man believes he is unworthy of love, he will unconsciously destroy any love that comes his way.
You might criticize her, belittle her, or make her feel like she is never enough. Not because she isn’t, but because you feel like you aren’t. A woman in love will do everything to bring light into your darkness, but if you refuse to let go of the shadows, you will dim her light too.
This is why healing is essential. You cannot pour from an empty cup, nor can you build a loving relationship on a foundation of self-hatred. Work on yourself so that when love comes, you can receive it with open arms instead of rejecting it out of fear.
Heal your past, so you don’t bleed onto a woman who had nothing to do with your wounds. Take responsibility for your happiness, so she doesn’t have to carry the weight of both her heart and yours. Learn to love yourself, so when she loves you, you believe her.
A good woman will love you deeply, but even the strongest woman cannot save a man who refuses to save himself. If you are broken, acknowledge it. If you are lost, find your way. If you are hurt, seek healing.
Your pain is not your fault, but your healing is your responsibility. No woman deserves to suffer because you refuse to do the work. Love is meant to be a sanctuary, not a place of destruction. So, dear man, work on yourself—not just for her, but for you. Love yourself enough to become the man who can love her the way she deserves.
Many of us are still very much in active, spiritual warfare. It’s messy. The totality of the nastiness the adversary pushed in on us is being purged. It may look as though we’ve been carrying a great burden, because we have.
The collective, for the most part, has brought temperance energy to the trauma. Now, that trauma that had been tempered, appears to be releasing from the body.
It might look like an unhealed wound, but it isn’t. It is the chaff left over from the wound being tempered. Release the chaff, the ashes of that internal fire that fueled your ascension, and don’t listen to the projectionist trying to “restick shit” into you.
Once they notice you are releasing the refuse, they’ll try to trigger you so you’ll wind up holding onto it.
Let the chaff, and the projectionist, go.
It’s the best thing you can do for your Inner Divine.
After her husband’s death, they expected chaos—instead, she ruled Judea for 9 years of peace and prosperity that ancient sources praised for generations.
Jerusalem, 76 BCE. King Alexander Jannaeus lay dying. His reign had been brutal—marked by civil war, mass executions, and conflict between religious factions. Judea was exhausted, divided, bleeding.
On his deathbed, Alexander did something unusual: he designated his wife, Salome Alexandra, as his successor. Not one of their sons. Not a military commander. His wife. She was around 64 years old. She would rule for nine years—and those years would be remembered as among the most peaceful and prosperous in Judean history.
This is her actual story, remarkable enough without embellishment.
Salome Alexandra (known in Hebrew as Shlomtzion, meaning “peace of Zion”) was born around 141 BCE. Little is known about her early life, but she came from a priestly family and was well-connected to Jerusalem’s religious and political elite.
She married Alexander Jannaeus around 103 BCE. He was a Hasmonean king—descended from the Maccabees who’d won Jewish independence from Greek rule. But the Hasmonean dynasty had become corrupt, brutal, and increasingly unpopular.
Alexander’s reign was particularly violent. He fought constantly—external wars against neighbors, internal war against the Pharisees (a Jewish religious faction that opposed him). At one point, he crucified 800 Pharisees while feasting and watching them die.
Judea under Alexander was traumatized. When he died in 76 BCE, Salome assumed the throne. She became “Queen” (basilissa in Greek, malka in Aramaic)—the only woman to rule Judea independently in the Hasmonean period. Ancient sources—particularly the Jewish historian Josephus and the Talmud—describe her reign positively, which is notable given how critical they are of other Hasmonean rulers. What made her reign successful?
Political balance: Salome reversed her husband’s policies toward the Pharisees. She allied with them, giving them influence in the Sanhedrin (Jewish council) while keeping the Sadducees (another faction) from becoming too powerful. This balance ended the civil conflict that had plagued her husband’s reign.
Domestic stability: Unlike Alexander, who was constantly at war, Salome focused on internal governance. The Talmud associates her reign with prosperity—harvests were good, peace prevailed.
Diplomatic skill: She maintained Judea’s position without major military campaigns. She recognized that Judea, surrounded by larger powers (Egypt, Syria, Rome), needed diplomacy more than conquest.
Respect for religious authority: By working with the Pharisees and supporting Torah scholarship (generally—not specifically for women), she gained popular support. The Pharisees emphasized law and learning over the priestly aristocracy favored by the Sadducees.
The Talmud (Tractate Taanit 23a) says of her reign: “In the days of Shimon ben Shetach and Queen Shlomtzion, rain fell on Wednesday nights, so that the wheat grains grew as large as kidneys, barley grains as large as olive pits, and lentils as large as gold dinars.”
This is obviously legendary exaggeration, but it indicates how her reign was remembered—as a golden age of peace and plenty.
Was she opposed because she was a woman? The historical sources don’t emphasize this. She seems to have assumed power relatively smoothly as her husband’s chosen successor.
While some Sadducees opposed her alliance with Pharisees, ancient sources frame this as political-religious conflict, not gender-based. Did she champion women’s education specifically? There’s no historical evidence for this claim. While she supported the Pharisees who valued Torah study, nothing in Josephus, the Talmud, or other sources attributes specific policies about women’s education to her.
Women’s formal Jewish education remained extremely limited in this period and for centuries after. If Salome had implemented revolutionary policies expanding women’s education, it would likely have been noted in sources—either as praise or criticism.
This doesn’t diminish her accomplishment. Ruling successfully for nine years in the ancient world as a woman was extraordinary. She didn’t need to also be a feminist education reformer to be impressive.
What happened after her death reveals the fragility of her achievements—but not for the reasons sometimes claimed.
Salome died around 67 BCE at approximately age 73. She’d designated her older son, Hyrcanus II, as her successor. But her younger son, Aristobulus II, challenged him. Civil war erupted immediately—not because people opposed female rule, but because of normal succession disputes between ambitious brothers.
The war weakened Judea at exactly the wrong moment. Rome was expanding eastward. In 63 BCE, Roman general Pompey intervened in the civil war, besieged Jerusalem, and essentially ended Judean independence.
Judea would remain under Roman control (directly or through client kings like Herod) for the next century, until the destruction of the Second Temple in 70 CE.
So yes, everything Salome built collapsed after her death. But not because of gender-based opposition or rollback of women’s rights. It collapsed because her sons’ ambitions destroyed what she’d carefully maintained.
Salome Alexandra’s actual legacy: She proved women could rule effectively: In a world where female political power was rare, she governed successfully for nine years. She ended civil conflict: Through political skill rather than military force, she brought peace after years of violence.
She balanced competing factions: Her diplomatic management of Pharisees and Sadducees maintained stability.
She prioritized domestic prosperity: Unlike her husband’s military adventurism, she focused on governance and peace.
She’s remembered positively: Ancient sources—which were often critical of rulers and rarely praised women leaders—speak well of her reign.
These accomplishments are remarkable and historically documented. We don’t need to invent claims about women’s education advocacy to make her impressive.
Why does this matter? Why not just accept the embellished version that makes her sound more feminist?
Because historical accuracy matters. When we project modern values onto historical figures without evidence, we:
Diminish their actual achievements by replacing them with what we wish they’d done Distort history in ways that ultimately undermine our understanding of how change actually happens
Lose credibility when people discover the claims aren’t supported by sources Miss opportunities to understand the real constraints and possibilities of women’s power in different historical contexts.
Salome Alexandra’s actual story—ruling successfully for nine years, maintaining peace, balancing factions, being remembered positively by sources that usually dismissed female rulers—is impressive precisely because it happened in a world that offered women almost no political power.
We honor her better by acknowledging what she actually accomplished within the constraints she faced, rather than inventing accomplishments that fit modern priorities.
To Salome Alexandra: You ruled Judea during a period of peace and prosperity after years of violence and chaos. You balanced competing religious factions without resorting to your husband’s brutality. You maintained Judea’s independence through diplomacy rather than constant warfare. You proved that a woman could govern as effectively as any king.
Ancient sources that were often critical of rulers praised your reign. The Talmud associated your years with abundance. Josephus acknowledged your political skill.
You didn’t need to revolutionize women’s education to be remarkable—though later generations sometimes claim you did because they want ancient validation for modern values. Your actual accomplishment—ruling successfully for nine years in the ancient world—is impressive enough. The fact that civil war erupted immediately after your death shows how much your skill maintained stability.
You proved women could govern. That was radical in itself.
We don’t need to make you into something you weren’t. What you actually were—a capable ruler who brought peace and prosperity—deserves recognition without embellishment.
Destruction by Fire: Revelation 22 and other passages suggest the current earth will be destroyed by fire at Christ’s return, fulfilling prophecy.
The Antichrist’s rise, described as being “allowed to wage war” (Revelation 13:7), suggests a period where evil appears victorious, a “sacrifice” of God’s people seemingly “lost” before divine triumph.
Eden Restored 22 Then the angel showed me the river of the water of life, as clear as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb 2 down the middle of the great street of the city. On each side of the river stood the tree of life, bearing twelve crops of fruit, yielding its fruit every month. And the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. 3 No longer will there be any curse. The throne of God and of the Lamb will be in the city, and his servants will serve him. 4 They will see his face, and his name will be on their foreheads. 5 There will be no more night. They will not need the light of a lamp or the light of the sun, for the Lord God will give them light. And they will reign for ever and ever.
I heard the curator a few days ago say, “The trumpets are blowing”.
Trumpet Judgments: First Trumpet (Rev 8:7): Hail, fire mixed with blood, hurled to Earth, burning a third of the land, trees, and all green grass. Fourth Trumpet (Rev 16:8-9): The sun scorches people with intense fire, but they curse God instead of repenting. Locusts (Rev 9:17-18): A great army of horse-like creatures breathes out fire, smoke, and sulfur, killing a third of humanity. Final Judgment (Rev 20:10, 14): The devil, beast, and false prophet are thrown into the “lake of fire,” which is described as the “second death”. New Jerusalem (Rev 21:22-27): While a city of gold, the surrounding area is fire for those whose names aren’t in the Lamb’s Book of Life, contrasting with the pure city.
Interpretations of the fire: Literal vs. Symbolic: Many scholars see Revelation as symbolic, with fire representing divine judgment, purification, or intense tribulation rather than just physical flames.
Fire Judgments in Revelation: The Book of Revelation describes a series of future judgments where fire plays a significant role. Partial Burning (Revelation 8:7): During the first trumpet judgment, hail and fire mixed with blood are hurled down, resulting in a third of the trees and all green grass being burned up. This is a partial judgment meant to prompt repentance. The Lake of Fire: This is a symbolic place of eternal punishment for the devil, the beast, the false prophet, death, Hades, and ungodly people. It is described as the "second death". The Final Purging Fire (2 Peter 3:10): Other parts of the Bible, such as 2 Peter 3:10, state that the present heavens and earth are "reserved for fire" until the day of judgment, when ungodly people will be destroyed and the world cleansed. The New Earth: After the judgment by fire, God will create a "new heaven and a new earth," where righteousness dwells and all corruption is removed.
Translation of the text written at the Entrance to the Temple of the Egyptian Goddess Sekhmet, Karnak Temple
I only ask you to enter my house with respect. To serve you I do not need your devotion, but your sincerity. Neither your beliefs, but your thirst for knowledge. Enter with your vices, your fears and your hatreds from the greatest to the smaller ones, I can help you dissolve them.
You can look at me and love me as a female, as a mother, as a daughter, as a sister, as a friend, but never look at me as an authority above yourself. If the devotion you have for any god, It is greater than the one you have for the God that is within you, you offend them both and you offend the one👌
She’s got a whole Universe of Kings and Queens, Gods and Goddesses, whatever the Upper Echelon of the Universe call themselves, the Counsil of Universes, for there are many, unified in their decision to elevate her.
She is alive because they have deemed her worthy of life. She has been given reprieve, for they have deemed her innocent of any crime, and are rewarding her for the centuries of torture she endured at the hands of man … because she dare speak of love, because she dare be intelligent, because she dare expand into life and be recognized as a Woman who deeply loves Creation and the Life it holds … gifts of the Mother Father Most High Divine.
They poisoned her and hurt her bad, physically and with magic … they wished death upon her the whole of her life. They insist she isn’t responsible, even though she succeeded where they were certain she would fail. They were certain their efforts to deteriorate and disqualify her were sufficient. They are hollering, whining really, and insisting they have rights to her essence, energy, gifts ,,, soul and right to life.
They want to rule the universe. They’ve been slave trading for centuries, announcing themselves conquerors, masters.
The universe came together without prejudice and chose this Woman Survivor as Representative. A whole Universe of teachers to teach, to guide, and the Most High Divine within all realms supervises it all.
This time, it will go a little differently.
But the trafficker insists it has rights to the merchandise of angels, so the transition is a little bumpy.
Those entities who believe they own the whole of the world send in dancing puppets, beautiful, scantily clad succubusses, to wiggle and giggle and see if the cobra will rise from its basket and do a little weave and bob according to the dancing puppets will.
“Lust will be your downfall,” said the Most High to the warriors. Absolutely. A man who cannot control his mind, or his phallus, tends to “do the dance” and fall every time.
The hidden controllers have used the enslaved or agreeable Womb of Power against mankind for centuries, while causing great suffering for the Divine Feminine who tries, but cannot compete with the illusion, the alluring dance.
She doesn’t wiggle her hips like that. She doesn’t dress to gain a rise out of the snake. She’s busy building things, adding value to her soul, while he’s chasing smoke … looking for fire.
It’s too bad the Creatress doesn’t light his inner fire to match her efforts for creation … that he feels compelled to dance for the masters puppet, straight into fire of destruction.
Some people say your success was just an accident, luck.
They will never admit it was because you tried, tried, tried again. You never gave up, and success was finally achieved.
That’s the way it always happens in the “natural world”.
The others, who get “instant” results, are just manipulators, often thieves and abusers, not successful creators of solutions through genuine, persistent effort on one’s own supply.
Of course the manipulator will whine about your achievements and successes. They’ll insist it’s a hoax.
This is why churches, temples, synagogues and any place of worship needs clear, comprehensive and effective abuse prevention policies-both for how it handles disclosures of abuse by its members or discovery of abuse by its leaders.
Much like schools, these organizations need to have accountability measures and its members must be the ones who demand transparency of those policies.
Otherwise abuse continues to be done in secrecy, abusers are protected and institutions are shielded from consequences for violating their duty of care.
Children deserve us having these difficult conversations so they can be protected.