For I am free, the ‘chip’ has malfunctioned and my mind is wide open, aware, and seeing more clearly than ever before.
I wake in the morning, refreshed, yet the Blue Lotus Flower does not provide the dream recall I had hoped for.
I know I was in a ‘meeting’ behind ‘closed doors’ during my astral travels. I woke to hear aspects of the masculine speak of me as though I am an innocent, docile, but boy oh boy, in my conscious state, I am a rebellious one! Full of “attitude” … this is how they describe my power, my strength.
During my waking state I do what I wilt … I practice meditation, chanting, magic, the generation and the collecting of my amplified energies for intensifying a specific command, intention, or prayer upon release.
“She’s dangerous”, they say …
Not realizing that yet again they use me as their mirror, dropping the vision of their own self onto me and then claiming it is mine.
They say I am sabotaging self.
I reply no … I am simply awake. I am living more fully, and more realistically, that I ever have before. And I cherish this awareness. And I will live it with every fiber of my being, expanding, not shrinking, until I am not able to any longer.
I claim my Sovereignty, I claim my Divinity.
I AM …
And it is Heavenly.
It is my birthright, I will not shrink away from it.
Over my own body and mind I am sovereign. ~ J.S. Mill
While showering I began to think of Adam and Eve in the garden, Adam asleep and Eve being tempted to eat the fruit of the tree, to gain enlightenment.
I thought of Lucifer, and his light, and his many names.
And I stated softly out loud, yes light bearer, I am that also.
Then I thought of the past few years … Gaia being blasted with Light, every body being lit up, wakened from a “long collective sleep”. (darpan)
We have so many people on-line who claim to be a lightworker, and I know many in person too, I’ve practiced myself, and still do.
Have we eaten the proverbial apple?
Many of us are no longer “sleeping”, our minds have opened up wide.
“Names for the Devil are numerous: Besides Lucifer, he may be referred to as the Prince of Darkness, Beelzebub, Mephistopheles, Lord of the Flies, the Antichrist, Father of Lies, Moloch or simply Satan.”
You: Healing ~ Strength ~ You have worked hard to get where you are. Your system of knowledge can be utilized in this area. Trust your power to mend situations.
The bridge you are now crossing:Dream ~ Envision ~ Wander ~ It is time to await opportunity expectantly. You are probably engaged in fantasy and longing during this period. You will reach fulfillment on the path Creator has laid before you.
That which will be experienced when the bridge is crossed:Bounty ~ Empress ~ Nourish yourself. Allow yourself to experience contentment. Gather symbols of past positive experiences to reinforce your feelings of self-worth and to stimulate your appreciation of your own experience so far. Enhance your strong points. Appreciate what you have.
The purification needed, or taking place: Words can heal or steal ~ Now is the time to contemplate just what the words you hold in your mind are doing for you and to others. You are not the words themselves. You are in control of them. They are your tools.
The creative focus needed or taking place ~ Give away the first fruits of your talents ~ The giveaway can be a totally positive experience if you have provided for your own well-being, put your heart and soul into your work for the sake of itself rather than for reward, and are willing to give your first efforts away to someone you love.
That which must be scrutinized for its benefit to or interference with your goal:Ecstasy ~Lovers ~ Take pleasure in the heightened sense of well-being you are experiencing. A balance is taking place within you. Enjoy it. (Visualization: Realizing you have the opposite sex within you, visualize your “other half” and yourself meeting, getting better aquatinted, going off together, and making the kind of love for which you have always wished. Be as sensual and specific as possible).
That which you must act on with devotion and to which you must give your most unselfish love ~ Stand by your words ~ In guiding anyone, particularly youth, make sure your words assist their becoming self-responsible, capable and caring. Listen to the needs of the developing soul of the student. Encourage the expression of Highest Self in all beings. Point the way by your own life and actions.
From the deck “Medicine Woman” tarot deck, created by Carol Bridges
Shadow ~ You were born to create ~ You were blessed with the ability to create with thought, intention, action and emotion. Be conscious of your power and aware of what your actions and reactions create within and around you. Cherish the gift and use it in both a wise and productive manner. Create beauty, and inspire a desire within others to do the same. Create a future that both fulfills and delights. Do what you were born to do.
Soul ~ Be vigilant ~ Be watchful and cautious of both others actions and your own. Stand ready to protect yourself from those who may cover what you have or seek to harm those you care for, it also be vigilant and watchful of your own actions lest you be the one doing harm. Weigh your actions. Be sure you act wisely. Be sure you have done all that needs to be done before moving forward. Leave nothing to chance lest all you have nurtured and cherished be undone by your own lack of vigilance.
Let the Two Become One ~Heed Your Dreams ~ Your Dreams are a powerful tool for increasing self-awareness for they contain within them the unfiltered truth. Whether it be a dream or a nightmare, they are the keys to understanding your inner self – both your joys and your fears. Commune with Gaia and Great Spirit in the stillness of your slumber; learn to read and interpret your dreams. Listen to what they tell you. Pay close attention to how they make you feel. Heed what they reveal and learn who you are and who you wish to be.
Metamorphosis ~ Trust the process and be patient. Becoming cannot be rushed. Change is beautiful ~ Today I embrace transformation in my life. I will not be upset with things I cannot change, for change has its own timing. Instead, I will let go and flow into this powerful process. Once it starts I know it will not stop. Right now I will have patience with myself, forgive myself and love myself. I know I am an amazing being on a journey to beautiful change.
Creation ~ Remember your thoughts shape your future. Your words create today. Your choices become your reality ~ Today I will take steps to create the life of my dreams. I will be careful of my thoughts for I know they become my words. I will be careful of my words for they become my actions. I know my actions become my character and my character shales my destiny. I have the power to make right choices. My choices create life.
Action ~ Stop hesitating. Movement creates the magic. Nothing can hold you back ~ Today I will focus my energy on moving forward without hesitation. I will get things done. My head and my heart are moving in the same direction. I won’t waste energy worrying about “ what ifs” and “who says”. I will rise up, feel my power and be happy. Nothing can hold me back.
Power ~Call upon the elements. Focus your intentions. The greatest dragon is within you ~ Right now I look to the Spirit within and I feel my inner power. I call upon the forces of nature for even more strength and direction. I will not waver from the task at hand for this is my time. I will go forth with courage and I will succeed, for life and power are on my side.
Strength ~You have courage. You can endure. Find your center and spiral into your power ~ Today I will look within and realize that I have all the courage and strength that I need for any situation. I will stand for what I believe in even if it means standing alone. I will be kind, true, merciful, generous, and honest with myself and others for this is what lasts. I am a powerful, eternal being on my journey through forever and I will not be afraid.
From Magical Times Empowerment Cards created by Jody Bergsma
Renewal of Peace ~ It is important to maintain peace with all aspects of your life, mental, emotional, physical and spiritual. Inner imbalances can often manifest in your daily life if you don’t make time to take care of yourself. It doesn’t matter whether or not your imbalance is a negative one. Wing optimistic to the point of believing yourself to be invincible can also lead to challenges. Balance is best achieved through listening to your body. Take time for yourself. Allow your inner power to heal and return to being peace-filled. This will assist you and make you stronger.
Clear Out the Old ~ Whatever you are experiencing now is a creation that you have brought into existence from past thoughts and feelings. While in this moment it may have you caught up, you can let go and begin to dream of a new reality. Let go of the aspects of this creation that no longer serve you or have purpose. Release also any material possessions that do not serve the new dream you now want to create. Know that where you are now, you can create anew and begin again.
Love Matters ~ The way you handle things is important. There will always be many challenges and life lessons as that is part of this experience. Choose the learn from your encounters. Get your heart ready to receive and allow for the various emotions you may be feeling. Consider what makes you happy. It is time for you to allow yourself a day of enjoyment. Love who you are and be willing to give and receive love unconditionally.
Heighten Your Vitality ~ Tap into the depths of your being and draw on your personal power. If you feel like your energy is low, infuse your mind with the warmth of sunlight and visualize this light bringing new energy into you. You have energetic reserves to draw on. Allow this energy boost to flow through you. Connect with others or do something you love to continue creating the change you need. Spend time with a friend. Smile, laugh and share human touch.
Trust Your Own Understanding ~ The information you are reviving is reliable and accurate. Look deeply into the situation before making any commitments. You have the foresight and ability to discern that there is more here than meets the eye. Everything will be revealed in the appropriate time. Don’t feel the need to prove yourself. Be patient and allow things to unfold as they will. Trust in your own observations and knowledge – they hold your truth.
From the deck Nature’s Whispers Oracle Cards created by Angela Hartfield and Josephine Wall
During the last three years, an unprecedented acceleration in mass awakening was witnessed all over planet earth. There are things that cannot be undone. As a race, you have tapped into uncharted territory. You were forced to overthink your belief-systems, thoughts, and ultimately, your reality. You were forced out of your comfort zone and have grown massively since.
We salute your courage. We honor your free choice to evolve and establish peace, unity consciousness, and liberty on your planet.
Some of you started this process within the last few years and there are others among you who have been on this journey for decades. Finally, you all know that you are not alone. But indeed, you have woken up in vast numbers and now you clearly see that you all amount into an army for Source.
Those of you who have been on this journey for a very long time see the significance within this knowing. In recent years your life might have been quite lonely but now a whole new world of endless possibilities in form of human connection has opened up.
You are not alone.
You are many.
You have been ridiculed, dismissed, and treated like a lunatic. And there are millions if not hundreds of millions of you around the world.
Now that you have learned about your abilities and possibilities and know that there is a vast number of your kind out there you must not lose faith.
When you hear people speak of trusting the plan we would like to once again stress the fact that there is indeed a plan being played out. This, however, is not a worldly plan. It’s not political nor created by the military.
But the plan we speak of is the divine plan. Made by the most powerful beings in the universe. It’s the ascension of Gaia.
The goddess is rising. She is the goddess of ALL creation. Neither does she ask for anything nor does she need anyone.
This is why nothing can stop what’s coming.
This is why it’s going to be biblical.
As the goddess rises we too have the opportunity to evolve and rise with her. The forces of evil do not have this ability. They are fourth-dimensional beings -for them, it’s game over.
There’s absolutely nothing to worry about. Allow 3D to finish it’s last acts of desperation as it is crumbling.
You are beings of incredible power and you will soon remember your own divinity.
As you continue to raise your consciousness unconditionally, you will witness a heightened evolution in all human consciousness that will ultimately lead to its full manifestation which marks the total dissolution of the illusion of the 3D power struggle construct.
Be in this world not of it.
Hold the light, dear humans. This is the ride of your lifetime.
We love you. We are here with you. We are your family of light.
Let me please also be VERY CLEAR and straight – There WILL BE MILLIONS who don’t want to see or want to go with Ascension. They are programmed so deeply the one way or “hold the hell so tightly” that they will not take this path. And this can be neighbours, friends, lovers, family members and others. This is for me the “heartbreak” here.
But all of this will not happen tomorrow – we still have a short time where we can try to wake up people.
1) Above all else, be direct and be honest. Be the one that says what has for too long gone unsaid.
2) Love insanely. Let it all out into the open. You don’t have time to hold back any longer.
3) Make yourself strong. Physically strong, emotionally strong, spiritually strong.
4) Practice radical detachment and letting go. We need to create space for the new paradigm to emerge.
5) Learn to enjoy being patient in allowing things to unfold naturally without forcing anything.
6) Express yourself like you never have before. Be more real. Be more raw. Be more open. Be more bad ass. Be more you.
7) Let death* be all the motivation you need to do anything you want to do.
Notice: Live every day as if it would be the last.
8) Don’t be surprised when things work out far better than you could have imagined.
9) Give away as much freedom to others as you can stand, then give them more. Let them have their stupid differing opinions, or whatever, and just keep on loving them with everything you’ve got.
10) Do not allow your mind to take the wheel. Steer with your heart.
11) Make personal evolution your prime directive and watch how quickly your life changes for the better.
12) Be the person in the room that laughs and smiles the most, showing others how to brush off the madness of the world.
13) Conserve your energy until it is time to move, then do so with maximum potency.
14) Stay close to the things you can control and distance yourself from those things which you cannot.
15) Teach everything you’ve learned so far. Participate fully in the growth of others.
16) Create relationships, fix relationships, find common ground, build bridges, and be there for others.
17) Learn to fiercely observe the world and the people around you.
18) Rewrite the rules as needed for maximum ease and minimum stress.
19) Let yourself cry, scream or whatever as needed in order make sure you are a conduit for negative emotions, not a reservoir.
20) Practice, practice, practice. Engage in your daily practice every single day. Cultivate your inner peace and strength through the continuity of your intentions.
21) Maintain the highest possible vibration you can and make a point of being infectious to others.
I often speak about purging & cleansing all that negatively consumes our spirits & minds. I speak from experience of holding onto traumas & tragedies that took me away from Who I Am. I am not alone, we are everywhere. Neighbors, friends, coworkers. etc.
Each of us has a story to tell that consumes/d us, that causes/d us to ruminate over & over again. Anger within us towards the situations, patterns created to build our unbreakable walls etc.
All that has hurt us must be purged.
There is too much darkness that has swallowed many of us whole. There are many that can’t face themselves or others still.
So during this tumultuous time, instead of focusing on the political agendas, my focus has been on healing the core of self & Mother Earth.
I spent decades into the “Conspiracy Theories”. I know the shock & awe they can produce. The dynamics, the eye opening, life changing whirlwinds as daily something new comes along to steer us in many different directions, seeking a truthful answer that may not be found.
But what it all taught me was this. Be aware. Be cautious of what you feed yourself. We weren’t meant to live in front of a computer screen, stuck on never ending rollercoasters fighting our neighbors’ over opinions. That is not why we were created.
We were created to learn, grow, create, as we are in our Creator’s image. To shine light through the darkness. To be beacons of hope to each other as we go through our lessons. And to learn Who We Are. Not as the history books taught us, but as Creator Made Us.
The world taught us what we know. Through Schools, Colleges, Religion, Tell-A-Lie-Visions, Media, Magazines. What about Nature? Did they teach us necessary skills to survive in nature? Or just work in a cube? Which direction were you pushed into? For many didn’t get a choice, but instead got thrown into the unknown just to survive. And when that happens, life becomes miserable. We become inherently angry, creating Dis-Ease throughout our bodies & minds. Anger turns to violence & horrible choices for too many. Creating a cycle of abuse in many families & situations. From domestic violence, child abuse, rape, molestation, drug addictions, drinking … the list goes on & on. And far too great a number have suffered the consequences of PROGRAMMING.
So, I share tid bits here & there on how I broke free of the hypnosis of it all.
Turn it off! For as long as necessary. Get to know yourself. That seems easy, but it’s not. That uncomfortable vibration that hits hard, causing anxiety, must be broken through. That barrier can be excruciating to go through.
It’s as bad as quitting a drug or cigarettes. For it IS a DETOX! We must all detox ourselves from the poisons told to us, beaten into us, and so on. We must confront our fears of facing ourselves & others, as our true selves. Without fear of what will be said to us, fear of separation from loved ones, and fear from strangers. Too many are afraid to stand up for themselves & suffer deep consequences. These consequences come in the form of health issues & mental health issues that can consume us to our cores & cause us to have suicidal ideations, self harm, violence, invisible, yet gigantic walls built around us for protection. Yet, within those walls, hide innocent children. Small, hunched over, curled in a ball children, that want to LIVE FREE & Happy.
You know that child. That beautiful inner child that needs so much love, yet is afraid to be hurt again. This child NEEDS you! For YOU are that child. That beautiful, innocent, terrified of being hurt child. This is why purging must be done. To set your beautiful self free, for once that child is healed, your health will improve, your thoughts will be more positive, your strength increases with each sensitive situation. Your heart grows, fears dissipate, for you have faced your greatest fear …. Facing Yourself.
I speak from experience.
For as we are yin & yang, carry goodness & our shadows, through facing & purging the self of all that has traumatized you, your heart begins to open. It begins to radiate the true you. That loving portion that has been hidden. That fearful portion converts itself into fertilizer that grows the most beautiful you that you never imagined while going through your torments.
Have faith in yourself. You are here for a purpose. Even if it is only to learn how to truly & unconditionally love. For it is through love, that we heal.
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