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‘Owning’ Lifes Experience

Published March 4, 2019 by tindertender

Note to self: Do not give other people more authority of my experience than I give myself.

There is always someone in this world who claims to know the fix to what ails you. In most cases, they may be familiar with the symptoms, but not the reality of the story, for they have not had personal experience of the same.

At times the assistance of those familiar with symptoms is needed, for they have the authority and access to many medicines which can make it possible to calm the storm in the heart and mind while the person affected gets a clearer knowledge and understanding of what is happening to them. Eventually they will be able to leave the symptom recognizer and handle their own affairs, should they choose to do the work.

I am amazed at how many people read stories in books about the Spirit Realms and take them to heart, believing that all who are not in body are bad. You ask them if they believe in God, most say yes. Ask them if they believe what they hear may be of God, and they say it’s the devil.

Some say that God would never speak to folks because he respects their sovereignty, but people have been messengers of Spirit for a very long time. This relationship was at one time more intimate, now everyone is trained to fear it, medicate it, and deny it.

Fear has had its day in my mind and life. I’m going to move forward with a different frame of mind, a mind of acceptance, and a curiosity that brings blessing to reality, not fear. Yes, I know there are many people who behave very badly, they are not who I speak of. I speak of that intimate connection with those beyond, who simply wish to be heard, not feared, not slandered, not hated.

There has been too much rejection in this world, and not enough embrace. Unless I permit myself to love it, it will never reveal its true self to me.

People have been trained to eliminate everything that doesn’t feel comfortable. Getting stressed? There’s a pill for that. Anxiety getting you down? Here’s something to calm you. Can’t sleep, too many dreams? Here, take this 1/2 hour before bed time. Having conversations with those no one else hears? Take this, it will stop them from speaking … and on, and on … anything and everything to help you not deal with the way things are, just so things can continue in the manner which has brought upset to so many lives, without actual change. Honestly, this current system is not about helping people understand, it is about keeping them quiet and docile.

“We are so captivated and entangled in our subjective consciousness that we have forgotten the age-old fact that God speaks chiefly through dreams and visions.” … “People will do anything, no matter how absurd, to avoid facing their own souls.” ~ Carl Jung

Sources for more quotes of C.G. Jung:
http://freudquotes.blogspot.com/2014/02/cg-jung-quotes.html
https://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Carl_Jung

Life As A Tango ~ Cha-Cha-Cha

Published February 24, 2019 by tindertender

You don’t recognize me, I’ve been here all along. I have faded from your attention but I have not changed. The “me” you claim to remember was a broken one on the mend, careful not to disturb newfound peace.

At first I thought it was only humans that purposefully take advantage. When folks are digging up unrest, dis-ease and chaos while living, they do not stop once the body quits.

That which seems to divide can actually be that which connects. Appearances are often deceiving.

Penny pincher, penny pincher, why have you not lived? Why do you deny living fully because of what might be?

Emotional energies that are triggered by accusation, a wrongful conclusion and communication, are difficult to tame. It is true that verbiage which harms are only words, but dishonest and false accusation is an oppressor which must be transmuted.

He stands there with top hat on and walking stick in hand. The lesser of the two exhibits a clearer understanding, or perhaps it is only the greater, entrenched in pride, who cannot admit not caring, and is no good at pretending. Who is it to say the wise one is wise, when the lesser one shows greater care and sharing? Who is wise? Who is more connected to heart? Who is more connected to mind? Who speaks with care, and who speaks only to prove how wise they are?

White robots in grass shirts … where has the flesh gone? Will AI be able to entertain itself? Is it capable of intellect, or only an expansion of its predecessors knowledge … built upon, morphed, yet not entirely embraced or known?

It seems good is always surrounded by, inhibited by, and influenced by those who desire chaos. Shifting view, we notice it is chaos surrounded by good. This is why it seems so obvious, the contrast makes it easy to see. Things are not always what they seem. Do you choose to give away your power and authority, or claim it and put chaos in its place?

Always look to the center, the heart of a situation, there you will find truth. When you see it, be careful not to judge it. These things tend to shrink and expand, constantly shifting in and out of character.

What appears chaotic may only be a birthing. What seems to destroy may be a forming up, a forging by way of energetic fire. Capable of destroying all that was once known, it mimics death in all ways. Sometimes it actually is. Occasionally one survives.

Do you dance? Many will say no, but the truth is life is a dance … an intimate tango weaving to and fro, tender, yet intense.

Have chaos makers stolen your ability to care? Have you ceded to their power, giving up and following suit? Too much time has been wasted in the attempt to please those who cannot please themselves. Attention must be increased in order to make up for lost time.

The Goddess awaits your call.

Are You Too, Having Intense ‘Life’ Flashbacks?

Published January 26, 2019 by tindertender

Memories …

Recently I’ve been having intense memory flash backs of past actions, attitudes, experiences and how they have, or may have, affected other people. Typically these “flashbacks” or “life review” are said to occur after death.

This morning I spoke on the phone with a long-time friend who is experiencing the same thought patterns.

I’m tempted to say this must be a precursor to what is coming. I am curious as to how many of you are also having intense ‘life review’ memories. If so, what are you inclined to credit the reason as.

Every Journey Has Its Collections

Published January 25, 2019 by tindertender

It seems most days many acquaintances don’t have anything to say. No information to share, no advice to offer, no assistance in solving complications.

Frustration arises as a tired mind takes in this … this situation which has transpired into ‘normalcy’. This is a difficult realization for one who has never rested in ‘normal’, especially when it appears as this is a seemingly one-sided reality. Alone, yet surrounded by an incalculable figure of other life.

Observation and experience screams this is SO unhealthy!

Every once in a while this life gifts situations that cause a desire to drop everything and leave it all behind. The need to ‘purge’ becomes strong. It will not be denied … how much time remains for the old, is yet to be seen.

There is at least one more major shift waiting … it calls, it pulls strongly.

It is amazing how the human struggles, or at least provides resistance to change. The older one gets, the clearer it becomes that to resist change is futile … change is going to happen regardless if one holds to the past/present or embraces the future … it is a river, getting into the flow can be a challenge.

It is not always easy being nice. The more frustrated a person gets with the current the testier they may become.

Imagine having to spend time in a home where people continually talk to each other about you … not caring that you are right there listening. Imagine telling them to zip it, but they pretend to not hear you and they keep talking to each other, ignoring your repeated statements as if you are a ghost who left an unforgettable memory behind, and folks just can’t seem to stop discussing it.

The pit of the stomach turns as the desire to leave them all to themselves arises. Is this an opportunity to practice emotional alchemy? Transmuting lower vibratory thought patterns into something more beneficial? What a challenge! Is this the time to practice manifestation?

Dream a new dream … build a new life.

Thieves and crooks, stealing wages in taxation, stealing attention by creating unending drama, siphoning energy from people and never leaving anything beneficial behind. This cannot be allowed. It will not be permitted. Sooner or later that ‘power grab’ shall be stifled.

Here I am, riding the wave.

The whole wide world is FREE,
and I’ve got a hole in my heart.

After deep reflection over life, it is amazing how beautiful and intense and vibrant all aspects of it have been! These deep reflections have been occurring quite a bit lately. This ‘review’ reminds me of what people say the end of life review is like … except I plan on being around for a very long time yet … so, this is indeed strange.

Since everything in life has an equal in strength opposing pole, then that means those who love intensely are capable of the equal in intensity, opposing pole. Likewise, those who despise everything with an indescribable intensity are capable of the opposing swing of its opposite, equally intense.

But … but … I only want to Love! Why must that experience swing to the other end? If the pendulum swing slows, will the intensity also lessen? It seems we cannot have both. Are the down-times worth the up-times? Will they be equal in duration as well as intensity? Does anyone ever have a long duration love with minimal down swings?

Temptation … I can’t resist. This is no ordinary Love.

How many are there?
How do we reconcile?

When a beautiful song comes on, I find that my eyes want to leak. All my life I just wanted to be in love, and be loved in return. It seems this is a universal desire among people … even among the animals. Common ground among ALL life.

It’s not all candy and ice cream … some times it gets a little sour.

Is reality a degradation, or an expansion? It can be difficult to tell, for both require a tearing down of what currently is, making it into a was … so the new can be.

Is Consciousness Harnessable?

Published January 6, 2019 by tindertender

“They have Infinite Personnel.”

What if, upon death, there be a technique used which harnesses and downloads the consciousness of a person. If/when this occurs, these people remain in employ though government, or “Space Force” and their families receive the paychecks for the physically deceased’s continued service.

From Beyond Time they enter and influence the minds of humanity looking for that one who will guarantee their “win“. They orchestrate chaos in the human mind and in society as a whole, disguised, as always, as mental illness.

The chemicals in the food, in the water, in the air, and in all cleaning supplies for home and body affect the ‘receiver’, the human mind, making it possible for stronger transmission of telepathic signal, and also for complete burn-out.

“MODUS OPERATUS vs Stellar Study; Imposition of the Wind vs normal balance.

This could mean: A specific method of trial studies, ‘forcing’ the wind to acquire ‘normal balance’.

Unfortunately, those who believe you can force anything in this world, or in life, are in for a rude awakening, and so are all of the people whose lives they have toyed with while doing their unvoted for, unnotified, and publicly unauthorized tainting of lifes earthly forces.

https://www.thefreedictionary.com/Modus+operandus

Maverick: an unorthodox, independent-minded person; a free-spirit, also know as a loose-cannon … could potentially mean the President of the United States. He definitely is not playing the same game everyone else has been playing for decades.

People are making the mistake of not listening to the music of voice. Every word has sound and vibration. Stop listening to the words and start listening to the vibration, and how it feels. Don’t get hung up on what current perception determines is meant by words alone … it’s all vibration.

There is a vast river of information. Quite similar to the phrase, “You can lead a horse to water, but you can’t make them drink”, is the human when standing on the edge of this river, watching others drink of it but not partaking themselves.

Do not state what you are not. Rather, always state what you are. Re-enforce the positive.

“Commit to being a hunter of excellence in yourself … You must master it and thereby transform; know that you cannot transform that which you have not experienced …~David Morehouse, PhD

There is a reason for our experiences. They are meant to instill knowledge needed in order to bring about transformation. How do you transform negatives, you ask? By changing your mind!

“If you want to change your personal reality, you’ve got to change your personality.” ~Dr. Joe Dispenza

Beetle Vision

Published December 25, 2018 by tindertender

A beetle showed itself to me recently in vision. It looked like a cross between the Golden Jewel Beetle and the Dogbane Leaf Beetle. The right wing was golden in color, very bright, whereas the rest of it looked like the Dogbane Leaf Beetle, with the exception of the antennae, which were shorter, like the golden jewel.

Looking for meaning I find:

“This is a time of high calling from Spirit to use unlimited imagination, tapping into the creative intelligence of the universal elements … using the power of ‘the force’, your inner energy wheels, your chakras will create momentum and drive, propelling you to break free into new dimensions of being into new ways of connecting and expressing the eternal force that lives within you … as with each step you experience the state of becoming ever eternal, in mind ~ body ~ spirit.”

Across the Universe … they are calling …

Midnight Conversations

Published December 24, 2018 by tindertender

Listening in on conversations … not because I want to, but because they refuse to talk where I cannot hear. They notice I’m listening and their talk becomes hushed. I ask them, “Why are you all getting so quiet? C’mon out and play. It’s what you wanted, isn’t it?”

“After the 4th …”, he says.

We have outside influencers in a battle for the human mind. Which “Space Force” is this?

I enter an area which is grey, void of color. It is as though I am standing on a hill, looking down on a scene. I see three shadowy figures, back to me. Their arms are straight out from their sides, in ‘crucifixion’ form. In front of them are many shadowy figures, standing and facing them. I leave wondering, “Do you think they saw me?”

A water droplet fell into a pool of water, ripples move outward. “Water can be symbolic of life force, chi, and psyche. Other meanings include a search for knowledg3, spirituality, or comfort … water is used for ritualistic cleansing to maintain purity. There is an emphasis on “living water” i.e. water from oceans, rivers, streams, etc.”

http://www.dreamforth.com/search.php?query=water-droplets&type=dreams&page=1

https://exemplore.com/dreams/Dreaming-of-Water-The-Meaning-of-Water-in-Dreams

He says, “I wrote in this letter things which I did not do.” Somebody else utters the word, “racism”.

A ‘coyote’ appears on the stage.

In Native American tales the coyote is a creator, teacher, and a keeper of magic. The coyote often represents a magical power or trickster god. Coyote can appear when you are being initiated into your next level of spiritual growth. http://www.spiritanimal.info/coyote-spirit-animal/

Someone speaks the word, “Philanthropy” … goodwill to fellow members of the human race.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philanthropy

“Blow up” in their faces … meaning, whatever plan ‘they’ have will fail.

“Get it together. Form an opinion based on your observations, and then take action.” This does not mean do what someone else tells you to do. It also does not mean to come to a conclusion based on what others ‘say’. It means observe, form your own unbiased opinion, and take action on it. Trust yourself.

Per Nike (shoes) phrase, “Just do it”. Do you know who Nike is? https://greekgodsandgoddesses.net/goddesses/nike/

With all that … Happy Holiday, whatever you call it, if you celebrate this time of year. There is much happening right now, and continued change will be swift and most likely quite surprising.

Don’t hold your breath … breathe.

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