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Who Exactly Is ‘Sam”?

Published May 22, 2018 by tindertender

It’s been nearly two decades now since I stood at rivers edge in a storm late at night, hair whipping in the gusts as they wrapped my body. Potential tragedy could be felt as the wind swirled around everything. Rain pelted my face … and loudly a male voice shouted, “No You Don’t Sam!” (2003)

So, who is this “Sam”?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Samael

Now the archon who is weak has three names. The first name is Yaldabaoth, the second is Saklas, and the third is Samael. And he is impious in his arrogance which is in him.

https://gnosticwarrior.com/yaldabaoth.html

In the storms, we see and experience chaos. Whether this battle is believed to be true or not, it remains.

2003 … tragedy delayed. January 2015 arrived and the message that 8 years were going to go by swiftly came … that points to 2023. Are we able to learn about and relate properly to what is coming?

Several Ways To Do It

Published May 16, 2018 by tindertender

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Eating isn’t always the easiest thing. Meals often require chopping and boiling or frying and baking. It is tempting to just throw a bunch of fruit and vegetables into a blender and drink the meal raw. Depending on how involved you get, the blender method can actually be much more nutritious. Complexity makes for an enjoyable form of gaining nutrition, sharing meals with friends and family, whereas the quick gets the job done, but is less pleasurable.

Life sometimes involves shortcuts. Rather than take the time to thoroughly explain what we are thinking, abbreviations are used and we wonder why no one understands. When listening, often we hear what we want to hear, picking and choosing certain phrases from the conversation and focusing on them, rather than the entirety of the what is being said. This too leads to misunderstanding and can create a negative emotional charge … or quite the opposite, when in fact we’ve missed the truth of what is stated.

Is it laziness, or lack of interest? Have our minds been chemically altered to produced apathy?

The skies are often filled with sprays which fall to the earth and waters. Scientists have reported that the foods we eat can be programmed to become edible ‘vaccines’. What are we really eating nowadays? We do not even know for certain, and testing is expensive. The average person will not be able to afford to find out, and if they can afford it, have no idea what to test for.

Mix whatever is being put into the soil, sucked up by the plants and fed to us, with wireless communication (microwaves), and you have disaster … all done while we watch the television and play with our phones.

Yes … I think apathy is bred … and people eat it up, much due to no choice, especially in todays world of secret agendas by government and sects of it.

Damages done … are the people willingly and naturally harming each other and their surroundings, or are the foods, medication, and sound frequencies programming them to behave in a certain manner? How many people actually care enough to think about it and begin investigating?

Who Makes Your “I AM” Statements?

Published May 14, 2018 by tindertender

How much longer are you going to let someone else determine what your “I AM …” statements are going to be?

Throughout life ~ as children, young adults, adults ~ you may have listened and taken to heart what others say of you. “You’re too fat …You’re too skinny … You’re too loud, You’re selfish … You’re this … or that … or you have no capacity for this or for that, or you’ll never amount to anything … Whatever it is … most often it is negative.

How long are you going to believe this crap? How many more days, months, years are you going to allow these phrases to repeat in your mind, the memory of them kept alive? How much of your precious time and attention will you let them steal from you?

Stand in your authority! Take charge of what you will allow in your mind! The only way to do this is to counter the bad phrases with positive ones. CHOOSE to say something different. Tell those crap memories your mind keeps giving you (or present verbal vomit) they are no longer permitted to have space in your head! Show them what IS allowed, and repeat it as often as need be. Eventually, those who have planted these bad seeds in your mind will begin to quiet. At some point you will recognize your power.

No one has the right to tell you what your “I AM … ” phrases will be. You are not obligated to believe ANY of them that are given to you! YOU decide what you are made of, what you are capable of, and what you will create in your world. Everything you need is within you, do not doubt it.

The future is yours … 

I AM

Tired Body, Tired Mind

Published May 10, 2018 by tindertender

There are days when physical labor is pushed, maximized to the best of ones ability. There are also days when number crunching and project planning is a continuous cycle. Hours go by and the muscles begin to ache, the mind starts to as well. Tylenol can be ones best friend after this work.

Efforts made are increasing, it is as though we’ve entered the ‘spin cycle’ of life. There is a wringing out of the ‘suds’, a cleansing is happening. Soon there will be an end to the spin and it will be time to dry, fluffing and making soft the load we’ve been carrying.

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Photo by Joshua Fuller

A blessing is in store. The effort, the stamina maintained as the sea of life is sailed, all experiences, will culminate in calm, it is going to settle. As the waters rage they are washing away the grime that has collected, and although it seems so much is destroyed, it is actually a purification. The sun is about to shine bright, bringing abundance in ways that have been missing for nearly everyone. As we begin to realize the intricate connection we have with the earth, the waters, the air and with each other, we will learn to ride the tide … not with fear and a clutching to anything we find for safety, but with balance and awe as the truth embraces us, and as we embrace the truth.

When things begin to sweep out from under, go to high ground … rise above it. Whether it be a tumultuous relationship of some kind, or some other experience … rise. This cleansing is going to happen, where you place yourself will determine how it affects you.

When too much is taken from a situation without anything given back an imbalance occurs. This is seen in many situations, it is in the products we choose, it is in what we put into the soil and water of the earth, it is what we allow in our lives..

As this shift happens, look around, practice really seeing others and how circumstances affect them, look deeply into your own world. Often, life is a story told and many of these tales are complete fiction.

Transparency, vulnerability … allowing the real you to shine will be the gift you came to share with the world. No one can be you better than you.

Keep Going

What Can Be Said Of Time?

Published May 10, 2018 by tindertender
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Photo by Aron Visuals

Every morning before I get a chance to talk myself out of it I climb onto the stationary bicycle. There is that moment when I begin to say to myself, “it can wait until tomorrow”, which is why I get on before I’m fully awake.

After the remaining exercises I sit and breath, quieting my mind, learning how to be still anew, every morning. With the work schedule it is easy to tell myself I haven’t time for deep silence or contemplation, yet this is exactly where the connection with the larger reality is made. By NOT allowing proper time, we only cheat our self of that which is most beneficial.

The mind gets distracted by things, time disappears as it gets caught in webs placed around us … advertising, television, commotion in the household, neighborhood crime, world events … to remain centered and come from that place is a challenge many do not take.

Strong energy is always inspiring and provoking. Anyone who wishes to follow an interest or continually grow toward something worthwhile has an enthusiastic energy.

Seeing imbalance in others seems simple, yet seeing it in ourselves is difficult. Finding balance is key.

Honoring our self is critical, and respecting the earth as sacred is just as important, for an unhealthy planet cannot support us as we need.

It is never too late to change. Regret is useless. Forgiveness may be necessary. Bravery is valuable. It’s beneficial to act with courage and to be empathetic, to grow knowledge of how our actions affect others and the planet.

Random Statements

Published May 9, 2018 by tindertender

We have so much power to say no to one use plastic.

The idea is to become an alchemist once aware.

As a young lady I was furious when a culprit of a situation tried to tell my brother and I “why” we felt the way we did. Doing this to people is a Bad, bad habit.

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