A “gateway” drug isn’t something that necessarily leads one down an ever increasing addictive process, it’s a substance which opens access to the solar plexus and mind, the power center and its controller.
Once “they” get access, they then manipulate the consciousness, nervous system and other chakra centers, or gates, to utilize, even need, greater substances with an ever increasing opening affect on the bioform and it’s systems.
Alkuhl is one of the greater “gate” opening substances, but all substances used without conscious care and wariness result in an opening of the bioforms gates.
Moderation is key. Unfortunately alcohol messes with the ability to make sound judgement calls, and lowers the defenses to spiritually harmful substances.
For years cannabis was illegal. They’d throw a person in jail or prison for having it. Now, the controllers have made it legal, growing it and selling it without penalty to the citizenry.
This is a perfect example of community, and statewide, even countrywide manipulation of minds, lives, and finances.
First they tell folks they are criminal for using it, then they 180 it and sell it to people for profit.
Many peoples lives were ruined, made next to impossible over cannabis. People would look upon a smoker as a drug addict. Harsh judgement by the self-imposed righteous one’s.
Now even the most straightlaced ones of yore are using hemp, if not cannabis too.
Whacky, this manipulation of consciousness and lives.
Some question whether the state of being be “natural” in people.
For the teen close to the budding, I’d say yes. The bioform should be at its peak with all cells, chemical constitution and nervous system fresh in it blooming, and for the mental, spiritual, energetic and physical being … emotionally there is probably some instability, especially in this state of the world.
As we age, the bioform chemical structure changes. The “wealth” of the body begins to waste away. The electrical system just doesn’t function like it did in youth, largely due to environmental hazards … toxic food and water, parasite infestation, among other things like addictions and stress.
What if as one ages they take supplements which enliven the cellular structure? Plant medicines which benefit the bioform, assisting in its “cylinders” firing off beautifully.
Some say it isn’t natural if you have to use supplements. Yet, food is a supplement … or a toxin. The bioform requires it from day 1. So is it really “not natural” to feed the body good thru food, drink and herb?
Manipulation of the bioform happens in a negative (toxic food and drink, no activity) or the positive (proper nutrition, regular movement).
I feel there’s always someone manipulating peoples body and energy. Why is it anything different when a person takes the steps to learn herbology and care for self despite the manipulation by others thru food, drink, and electromagnetic smog?
I’m seeing a lot of ignorant posts calling for more gun control laws. Here’s some info to help combat the ignorance.
I know many people aren’t even aware of the restrictive gun laws that are already in place in our state because your posts are saying you want to ban things that are already banned in our state. Stop allowing fear-mongering media and politicians to convince you that we need tougher laws because we have them already and criminals don’t care.
The only thing an “assault rifle” does to get that ignorant label is: 1-They have black plastic outer parts instead of wood/metal. 2-They eject the empty bullet cartridge and load the next round using the gas pressure from firing a bullet instead of manually ejecting and loading. (More than 70% of hunting rifles use the same EXACT mechanics and function exactly the same but “look” less scary.) 3-That’s IT. It is not a weapon of mass destruction. It fires one single shot for each trigger pull, just like a revolver, a bolt action rifle, a shotgun.
The gun show loopholes have been closed in our state. We have mandatory background checks and a waiting period for EVERY SINGLE GUN SALE in our state. They just banned the so-called “assault rifles” last week in our state. There are mandatory training courses to take in our state. They banned high capacity magazines in our state. There is nothing left for them to “pass” for gun safety.
Every single law that politicians are trying to pass at this point to “protect the children” is literally them disarming the populace so they can do whatever they want. We’ve seen this scenario play out over and over and over with horrifying results throughout history.
These criminals that are shooting up schools didn’t care about any of the gun control laws that are in place because they are not going to abide by any laws. If they did, the laws banning murder and assault would have stopped them without the need for any other laws.
People need to stop taking away peoples rights to defend themselves under the guise of trying to save children.
Blind, ignorant sheep are the ones asking for harder laws. We HAVE THEM. They are not doing any good.
If you want to save children, advocate for better mental health care and ban highly processed foods because crazy people don’t follow laws, and children are 28 times more likely to die from obesity than from guns.
When a narcissist says “I LOVE YOU,” those words take on a whole different meaning. This is a letter written from the perspective of the narcissist for the souls who have fallen in love with someone who can never love them.
Dear collegue,
I’m going to say something that I would never say or admit to you.
When I say “I LOVE YOU”, I mean that I love the way you want to believe that I love you madly.
I love the things you do for me.
I love the power you give me to take advantage of your goodness by exploiting your good intentions.
Making you feel worse makes me feel better.
I love making you feel insignificant.
I love the fact that your life revolves only around me. You fix my problems, you solve my doubts, you ease my pain.
I love that all your time is dedicated to me, not to you, and how your attention is only for me.
I love making you doubt yourself and question your own sanity. You don’t know what’s right or what’s real unless I tell you.
“I LOVE YOU” means that I need you because I need someone who won’t abandon me. I need someone I can use as a punching bag.
Someone to make me feel good.
I love how my expectations of you are constantly increasing, while your expectations of me are gradually decreasing.
I love seeing failure and disappointment on your face.
When I say “I LOVE YOU”, I mean love by hate towards you.
I love myself vicariously through the love you feel for me. And I need you to suffer because I hate having to depend on you for this.
I love how my happiness is your responsibility.
I love how I feel when you are near me. How can I become a victim when you try to bring up one of my many personality flaws or harmful behaviors.
I love how I make you feel horrible when you mention something I did that hurt you.
Like you won’t leave me because you’re hooked on this toxic relationship.
I love how you support me and that I have never had to support you. Why would he do that? The things you’ll never get keep you with me.
I love how you think you are with a person who loves you.
But I am a person who shows love and affection as a manipulative tool.
I love how you need me and how you think you are with the right person.
How I make you feel unworthy and insignificant.
When I say “I LOVE YOU,” it’s not because of what love really stands for. When I say “I LOVE YOU”, it means I love how you respect my rules and how you live by them.
You need to know that I will use hurtful words and manipulation tactics under the guise of love.
You will never change me.
We both know this isn’t real. We both should know.
It was hard for the High Vibrational Souls to penetrate here in the 🌎.
When the arrival of a soul of a higher order about to incarnate the matrix reacts by transmitting the signal “attention to all” its commands.
And immediately, opposing forces fall upon that baby yet to prevent birth, provide for an early death, or to extinguish and steal his potential to exercise his gifts.
Externally, this may manifest itself as problems during pregnancy, childbirth. The child is born in the most difficult environment to degrade them as much as possible.
The system accurately reads vulnerabilities and problem points in order to strike them ruthlessly and consistently.
The task is to deprive her of self-confidence, destroy the inner core, be subjected to physical and psychological violence, incessant criticism and negativity.
The main thing is to stop loving yourself, disconnect from your soul and believe in others – it has no value – that you have to live like everyone else, do what you are told, not believe in yourself, in your own ability, handing over your power to someone else.
Yes, powerful souls can choose this cruel journey to lift experiences to more difficult levels.
But having descended to these lower vibrations you instantly realize that it’s not as simple as it seemed “from above”.
But there’s nowhere to go and not everyone passes that test of rising in those conditions and still spreading positive vibes around you.
This path symbolizes the lotus flower growing strong roots to overcome the darkness of the mud, overcoming all obstacles.
Similarly, a Human, on the spiritual path, goes through the experience of negativity.
So if sometimes you feel tired, think this is the darkest hour before Dawn, soon your lotus flower will surface.
Ok so first I do have background in psychology BUT I’m writing this thread mostly from my experience and from a background of 10+ years of helping my clients and my close friends and myself. It’s rough out here and I noticed the hands on work yields more perspective with emotionally nuanced things like this.
When you grow up with a narcissistic mother it’s confusing. As with all narcissistic parents, you start off being a bother as a baby, just something to show off but emotional needs, outbursts and selfless attention and time are usually a bother UNLESS your mom thinks it makes them look like a good mom to handle these things well.
Narcissistic mothers feed off of their image of what they feel “makes” a good mother. Sometimes we get lucky and some of those things are nice. But emotional empathy is ALWAYS missing at the end of the day. Even emotionally “supportive” was moreso centered around the support THEY felt like you needed. Any emotional request outside of what THEY feel is valid gets shut down, berated and they self victimize instead of just giving you what you’re asking for. There is no genuine empathy.
When you’re young, you usually become some type of doll. Like you’re pretty, you’re great in school, you’re well behaved and these things are constantly bragged about. It gets confusing bc this is usually how narcissistic mothers show their love. Being “proud” of you for the things that reflect good on them.
The MOST confusing thing is your mom will constantly exclaim about how much she loves her kids, how she’ll do anything for them all this shit right. She’ll constantly tell you who SHE is and how you SHOULD view her. Honestly it takes time and space to break this rhetoric and see the reality of how selfish she is bc you get taught you shouldn’t hold her accountable for her faults bc of all that she does to try so hard for you and how much she had to sacrifice to be a mother.
It’s veryyy hard to stop making excuses for your mom but it’s important bc if you don’t, you internalize all of that resentment and rage designed for her and it comes out in how you feel about yourself, it makes you guilty for having boundaries with people and saying no.
Once you start getting into puberty tho you become the enemy. Even before that, when you start developing your own individuality you’re suddenly “disrespectful” and unappreciative of all your mom does if you’re not submitting to them and their advice or you letting them over rule you.
This starts the battle. Your mom will then find ways to let you know you’re inadequate. It’ll either come from hyper criticism in the name of “trying to help” or it’ll be downright insults when you’re doing something you’re own way instead of the way they’re telling you to or “suggesting” you to.
If you have a mom who flies into violent narcissistic rage you’ll be called everything in the book when she feels challenged. One way my mom would berate me even as a grown woman would be to refer to me as “little girl” or once called me “her bastard bitch”. I mean it gets nasty.
If you have a mom who goes into a quiet narcissistic rage she’ll become the hyper victim, self loathing and guilt trip you until you feel bad and stop trying to hold her accountable for whatever you’re confronting her with.
You having your identity is literally threatening to your moms identity. If she can’t take credit for every part of you, her self loathing and jealousy will kick in and she will try to project those feelings onto you.
This creates a lot of self doubt when you become an adult. It feels easier to put yourself down than to build yourself up. You may not believe when other people compliment you or are nice to you. You may struggle with depression and not know how to give yourself positive reinforcement.
You may also start to feel competitive with other women bc of the distrust. This comes more from the guilt tripping mothers. You feel like you constantly have to be “beneath” others which can create an inferiority complex. It can cause you to withdraw and self loath when needing help bc you may feel like you don’t deserve the help, like you needing help is an inconvenience.
If you have the more violent nasty mothers, you may be downright avoidant of forming healthy relationships with other women. It may be hard for you to let them in and be soft. You may feel overly self sufficient and not really comfortable asking anyone for help. You don’t want to be viewed as a weak bitch. And that’s on berating from our moms whenever we actually need help.
HOW TO HEAL:
First, it’s a process. You may need to get a therapist to help you expand your awareness on how things have impacted you but if you feel like you have a good grip it may not be necessary. Start to notice how your mom speaks to you on the everyday and the defenses that’s created with others.
Then, notice how you were spoken to as a child and how that’s helped shape your inner dialogue. Next, notice how your emotions have been handled by your mom and how you’ve transferred this into your relationship with yourself and with others. This one is hard bc there’s so much unlearning to do with how to emotionally handle people when they’re vulnerable and how to handle your own vulnerability.
Cry it out. Cry for the little girl who put her moms feelings first. Cry for the little girl who wanted her mom to change. Cry for the little girl who had more empathy for her moms situation than her own. Cry for the woman who feels betrayed. Cry for the woman who feels shorted from having a good relationship with their mom. Cry for the woman who doesn’t have the advocacy they very much need from the person who birth them. Cry because it hurts 💔
If you’re into holistic healing I have a guided meditation that could help with the process. I needed this A LOT when becoming a mother. And to become a better version of myself. I hope this helped, and it does get better 💖💖💖
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