I woke in the wee hours of the morning with a blackness in my solar plexus. I know now this is not fear, but a picking up on an energy that is near.
I was taken behind a veil in the astral. I was “tested” …. my character, my ‘attitude’. It seems to be different in the astral than it is while awake.
Someone planted some dirty, crap energy into MY solar plexus energy center.
I felt off most of the day, my happiness elusive.
I went to the bank and proceeded to have a cuss-out session with the controllers of the matrix, pissed I am at the interference they force onto life, onto the unsuspecting, onto the innocent.
As I sat here at my computer I remembered the sensation in my solar plexus, and I feel it now as well, only this time it is sort of like a sharp instrument sliding around in that location on the inside.
And it became clear to me that my emotional/mental body had been infected by the intruder of the night, the unseen who long to possess and control my energy and actions … they really want my soul. **It’s so beautiful**
But since I AM the soul, since this is my Life Force, my very Essence … I must insist on retaining it, and the light and power which resides therein.
Thankfully this realization came to me, recognizing the solution is to drink a LOT of water to flush that energy out.
Now I know that burst of foul behavior was not mine, but my essence being toxified by one who longs for me to carry their load … their putrid load.
Balance …
We all long for it.
Some of us work on creating it in self.
Others force the unsuspecting to carry the toxins for them … they offload their refuse, and then say it belongs to the ones they offload it to … and even punish those who cannot properly transmute it.
I am so sick of freeloaders who dump their toxic waste onto the pure while demanding to be recognized for their “authority”.
For I am free, the ‘chip’ has malfunctioned and my mind is wide open, aware, and seeing more clearly than ever before.
I wake in the morning, refreshed, yet the Blue Lotus Flower does not provide the dream recall I had hoped for.
I know I was in a ‘meeting’ behind ‘closed doors’ during my astral travels. I woke to hear aspects of the masculine speak of me as though I am an innocent, docile, but boy oh boy, in my conscious state, I am a rebellious one! Full of “attitude” … this is how they describe my power, my strength.
During my waking state I do what I wilt … I practice meditation, chanting, magic, the generation and the collecting of my amplified energies for intensifying a specific command, intention, or prayer upon release.
“She’s dangerous”, they say …
Not realizing that yet again they use me as their mirror, dropping the vision of their own self onto me and then claiming it is mine.
They say I am sabotaging self.
I reply no … I am simply awake. I am living more fully, and more realistically, that I ever have before. And I cherish this awareness. And I will live it with every fiber of my being, expanding, not shrinking, until I am not able to any longer.
I claim my Sovereignty, I claim my Divinity.
I AM …
And it is Heavenly.
It is my birthright, I will not shrink away from it.
Over my own body and mind I am sovereign. ~ J.S. Mill
The “invisibles” think I need their permission to stimulate myself … hahahaha … They’ve got it all wrong. It’s time to teach myself about Sex Magick.
With Sex Magick, all you need is to reach orgasm and you can change your world.
Sex magic is similar to any other form of energy work, which harnesses energy, with the practitioner often tapping into their own spiritual energy to heal. The only difference is that the energy being harnessed in this case is the release of orgasm. “The first step is to have a clear goal and an intention of what you want,” says Luna. “I find for me that sex magic works best when your intention has to do with sex, love, confidence, power, strength.”
Benefits of masturbation:
The focus necessary to orgasm can help push stress from your mind.
An orgasm-induced endorphin release can also help with stress relief and put you in a great mood.
Having an orgasm could also make you really tired, potentially helping you to fall asleep.
Exploring what gets you off the best can help you feel more self-assured in your sexuality.
It may help increase your libido.
You can experiment with having multiple orgasms.
Sexual activity—including masturbation—is associated with better cognition as you age.
Some experts believe masturbating can even temporarily strengthen your immune system.
Mindful masturbation is a way to reach new heights of sexual pleasure. Self-pleasure can help you cultivate body confidence and self-love.
You are aspiring to develop full use of your brain, more than the mere 8 to 10 percent currently employed. The complete universal history of yourself is in light-encoded filaments that have been scattered inside your body by beings who did not want you to be very talented, because then they could not control you.
Learn to use the material of your own history to show yourself something. Without judgment, joyously move through life rather than create soap operas that keep you starring in the same reruns. As all twelve strands of DNA begin to form, whatever issues you have not dealt with and peacefully cleared in your personal history will form chaos in your body. Feelings and memories will emerge, offering you an opportunity to experience the fabric of your being, revealing who you are through events and beliefs intricately woven into you.
We are reminding you of what you know inside yourself. We have come onto this planet to trigger your memory bank—to inspire the human race through light, so that you will begin to remember who you are and create your own reality. You will alter the frequency on the planet and claim rightful ownership of yourself and this territory. You will rise to the opportunity to master the situation as you trust in abilities that you did not think you had.
We have a very deep fondness for each and every one of you because you have helped us—you have assisted us in delivering something. Your planet is a most miraculous place, and there are those who see your planet from a distance and realize many things. You do not see your planet from a distance. You experience your planet firsthand. It was just a number of years ago when pictures of Earth, viewed from space, were shown to you for the first time, offering all of you a visual image of yourselves as a whole. If someone were to study you from space, you would all look alike if that someone did not know how to read the vibrations you emit.
There is something that we are getting at here. These last few years, you have been impulsed into diving more deeply into personal exploration, the meaning of identity, and connecting with your cosmic overview of life itself. Perhaps at first it seemed as if you were reaching far beyond what the parameters of civilization supported. As you met in quiet clusters everywhere, letting out your deepest yearnings and knowings and secrets that you had your whole life, you began to realize that perhaps you were not so far outside the parameters of civilization. Perhaps civilization was moving as you extended the boundaries.
Your dedication to reevaluating, reconsidering, and reorganizing your basic assumptions about life has expanded the expressions of civilization itself. You humans have no other choice than to reach out to the new territory that you lay forward as both charted and uncharted discoveries.
More up-lifting messages from our guardians and guides in highest realms.
We are sending you all much Love and Light as you navigate the stormy waters that are flowing through Planet Earth at this time.
Many of you may be feeling entrenched in a 3rd Dimension world of restrictions, lockdowns, health issues, sadness, disappointments, and so-called of lack freedoms as you still succumb to a dark agenda.
In truth your restrictions are but an illusion and you can escape any time that you want to, by just being in a Higher Dimension. The Higher 5th Dimensional world is as real as any time that you may spend in the 3rd Dimensional world. We encourage you all to spend more time in a 5th Dimensional world than in the 3rd Dimensional world of restrictions.
We encourage you to be grateful for all that you can do, instead of lamenting what you cannot. Be grateful for the air that you can breathe, the taste of the food and water that you can ingest, the beautiful sights that you can see, hearing the sounds, and feeling the body that you have, no matter what it’s restrictions. Life is indeed a blessing and however or whatever you are feeling, you are still alive at this special time of Transition.
Your soul is always free to roam, my dears, so imagine where your soul would like to roam. Your dreams are real and can manifest all that you so desire, as your manifestations start to quicken. Those of you lucky enough to be able to go outside into the Earth are fortunate in that you can commune with the flora and fauna. Do this when you feel alone and in need of company. Those of you who are in isolation in your own homes can still see the sky and watch and connect with Nature from a distance. When all feels lost, you can still retreat into your soul and dream a new world into existence.
Those of you who are depressed can still find some hope in a Creator who will not let them down. Talk to him about the sadness and anger that you feel. Interact with Mother Nature and tell her your problems. Believe and Trust in the Higher Powers who will not let you down.
However hard it may be for you to understand, believe in yourself as a strong soul who has a mission to help others and know that in time you will overcome. Keep in contact with your Guides and Angels and lean on others for support at this time and be very gentle with yourself.
This time of so-called lack in the world is an opportunity to realize how much you have taken for granted in the past. It is now a time for an attitude of gratitude for all that you do have. Bless all that you do have, even if these are very small mercies. You are Alive dear ones and as such you are here now to Dream that wonderful New world into existence. You do not need anyone else to do this for you. You are the Powerful Ones and you can do this for yourself. You do not need a great leader to create the New World for you.
You are all One with the Great Creator and as such, you can create that new Heaven on Earth. This time of Transition can be a very bumpy ride and you may well feel buoyant one day and feel as if you are drowning in a sea of emotions the next. This time may well be a time of stormy emotions for many of you but you are feeling them, for them all to be cleared, and this time will pass Dear Ones. When you come out of the stormy waters, you will be coming home to your own safe harbor.
When you come home to yourselves Dear ones, and learn to be at one with yourself, no matter what happens outside of you, you will begin to feel a wonderful sense of peace inside of you, that none can destroy.
Much Light is being beamed upon the Earth at this time to help in the Earth’s Transition. As this happens much clearing is taking place as everyone learns to navigate their own emotions. As Lightworkers you are ahead of the game, so to speak, and you are clearing much darkness from your own auras and becoming the Light yourselves. Have no fear others will have to awaken in time also, and when they do, you will be very much needed to assist them.
As always we are here to help you in this process, so call on us to assist in your sad times and rejoice with us in your happy times.
We send you Much Love and many Blessings for you all to find that Peace and Joy within your own lives, Dear Ones.
Simple example of Creation:
If I want to have peace I can’t demonstrate AGAINST war. The Universe is very accurate and will bring “war”. So people have to demonstrate FOR PEACE. It’s simple.
You: Healing ~ Strength ~ You have worked hard to get where you are. Your system of knowledge can be utilized in this area. Trust your power to mend situations.
The bridge you are now crossing:Dream ~ Envision ~ Wander ~ It is time to await opportunity expectantly. You are probably engaged in fantasy and longing during this period. You will reach fulfillment on the path Creator has laid before you.
That which will be experienced when the bridge is crossed:Bounty ~ Empress ~ Nourish yourself. Allow yourself to experience contentment. Gather symbols of past positive experiences to reinforce your feelings of self-worth and to stimulate your appreciation of your own experience so far. Enhance your strong points. Appreciate what you have.
The purification needed, or taking place: Words can heal or steal ~ Now is the time to contemplate just what the words you hold in your mind are doing for you and to others. You are not the words themselves. You are in control of them. They are your tools.
The creative focus needed or taking place ~ Give away the first fruits of your talents ~ The giveaway can be a totally positive experience if you have provided for your own well-being, put your heart and soul into your work for the sake of itself rather than for reward, and are willing to give your first efforts away to someone you love.
That which must be scrutinized for its benefit to or interference with your goal:Ecstasy ~Lovers ~ Take pleasure in the heightened sense of well-being you are experiencing. A balance is taking place within you. Enjoy it. (Visualization: Realizing you have the opposite sex within you, visualize your “other half” and yourself meeting, getting better aquatinted, going off together, and making the kind of love for which you have always wished. Be as sensual and specific as possible).
That which you must act on with devotion and to which you must give your most unselfish love ~ Stand by your words ~ In guiding anyone, particularly youth, make sure your words assist their becoming self-responsible, capable and caring. Listen to the needs of the developing soul of the student. Encourage the expression of Highest Self in all beings. Point the way by your own life and actions.
From the deck “Medicine Woman” tarot deck, created by Carol Bridges
I’d like to share some insights from Adamu – out of the transcription of the EVENT. And I think this will probably resonate the most within those of you who are on the path of UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS or those who want to be on this path. Because the EVENT will not be THE SAME for everybody. Let’s see why it will be in this way.
So, what is The Event? When will it happen? What will happen? What will happen afterwards? And how should you prepare for The Event? These are the questions I wish to address in today’s conversation.
What is The Event? In a nutshell, The Event is the moment when your collective consensus reality, the timeline that nearly 8 billion of you, that all of you are currently creating together, splits. You can imagine a great rope of many strands, 8 billion strands, in fact!
This great rope becomes unbraided and a number of smaller ropes get made with those strands. That would be a fair understanding. The moment of the unbraiding is The Event. It’s that which happens that allows you then to proceed on a smaller rope.
So, when will The Event happen? I’ve mentioned previously that it is desirable that the “when” is delayed. That it take as long as possible for the “when” to happen. And I wish to address that. Those who are of the lowest frequency of consciousness, those who are profoundly victim-conscious, those who are of other-responsible consciousness… and please, if you don’t understand what I’m talking about here, we have spoken about this.
Notice: SELF – RESPONSIBLE CONSCIOUSNESS is knowing that you are a co-creator and out of this knowledge you are also in service to others (so you don’t think you are a victim of circumstance and you are able to see the big picture) OTHER-RESPONSIBLE CONSCIOUSNESS thinks that somebody else has to “fix the mess”. That they are victims of circumstances and that they need somebody to rescue them. And this is Service-to-Self.
PLEASE be aware of this differences because they are imperative to understand the 3D matrix, the 3rd Dimension and the occurring shifts and who you really are.
Those who are of the lowest frequency, and typically low frequency beings would not be watching the video or reading this. They wouldn’t be interested in it and it would make no sense to them. They wouldn’t be resonant with it because the deeply other-responsible are clinging to an idea that their life is wrong, the world is wrong, everything is wrong and someone else must come and fix it. Those of them would be looking at The Event as being the moment when everything gets fixed.
Unfortunately, for the deeply other-responsible, the deeply victim-conscious, exactly the opposite is going to be their experience. It’s going to be a moment when they really get what they are creating. When they are no longer in a rope with self-responsible beings who are making sure that the world keeps functioning. They are then only in a world with other victim-conscious, with other, other-responsible beings and nobody is making sure that the world keeps working. Nobody is continuing to keep the wheels of the world turning. Things fall apart.
In a disastrous way. For those who are simply sharing an other-responsible world with other, other-responsibles. Anarchie. Almost “hell” in a way.
Those who inhabit the higher frequencies, the unity-conscious, for example, don’t wish to punish the victim-conscious. There is an awareness that you are of victim-consciousness because of circumstances and because you’ve been unable to see that you really need to transform your consciousness. So, there isn’t a desire to hurt, or to punish the other-responsible. And what we also notice is that there is a migration of consciousness.
People are waking up. The Light certainly is rising on planet Earth, particularly now that the structures of control, those that we have called the Illuminati, those that are operating from behind the scenes; particularly as their grip on the world, as their ability to pull the strings of power begins to fade and wane; particularly as they begin to be in conflict with each other, as their power structures begin to collapse, consciousness is rising at an accelerated rate. So, the victim-conscious are slowly becoming creator-conscious, are slowly becoming unity-conscious.
This is happening. Other-responsibles are becoming self-responsible, are becoming unity-conscious. So, the longer we delay The Event, the more souls will move from an experience of The Event which will be shocking and painful, to one which will be acceptable, to one which will be truly joyful. And so it really is desirable to delay The Event.
So, the “when” is not cast in stone. But the longer it takes, the better. If you are of a mind that you say, “Well, too bad for them, if they’re creating something horrible, they must get what is horrible. I want my good outcome. I want my happy outcome and I want it right now!”
Well, the bad news is, if that is your attitude, you’re actually creating from a place of duality. You’re creating victimisation. Your consciousness is probably lower than you think it is. And you probably need to be working on yourself, on your connection to the Divine and on your relationship to the other.
What will happen is still to be created. And, who creates it? You do! The higher your frequency of consciousness, the more powerfully you create. So, the deeply-victim conscious are creating less powerfully than the self-responsible and that’s a good thing! And the self-responsible are creating less powerfully than the unity-conscious. That is as it should be. Because the unity-conscious amongst you are those who truly create from a place of deep compassion and deep loving care for everybody. Amongst the unity-conscious you will not find the, “I’m OK, Jack, tough for you!” kind of an attitude that you certainly will amongst the more victim-conscious.
So, what will happen is not cast in stone. But there’s a range of possibility. The most deeply victim-conscious will need an experience that will allow them to let everybody else go from their consensus. Now, this is what I am saying: The Event is a moment when the consensus breaks down; when you are willing to let everybody else go.
So, you need an experience where things that currently function in the world: media, the Internet, electronic communications, for a moment breaks down, for a moment is paused, so that you don’t know what is going on beyond your own eyesight, beyond your own earshot, you don’t know what is going on. Then you let the rest of the world go and you focus on your own experience. Well, The Event is very much about that. Letting the world go and focusing on your own experience, Creating what you’re creating and getting what you’re creating.
If you are creating with great anger, with a lot of hatred, with a lot of fear, with a lot of rage, if these are the sponsors of your creation… then, you might find yourself having the kind of cataclysmic, apocalyptic experience of The Event that some fear it will be. If that is what you are creating, then that is what you might very well get. That is one way of letting the rest of the world go. Great disastrous experiences: World War III and comets crashing to the Earth and disease and mayhem. That’s one way of letting the world go. And, then what happens afterwards? Well, the consequences of that world that’s broken, where you try and pick up the pieces… that’s one possibility. That’s the low frequency possibility.
The high frequency possibility is very different. Those of you who are of unity-consciousness, those of you who can find the light of the Divine within yourselves and then also begin to see the light of the Divine in other human beings. Those of you might also be willing to start to see the light of the Divine in animals, in plants, in the planet. Those of you will be ready, perhaps, for a very joyful experience. Where perhaps the lightships that are currently holding quarantine around your planet can begin to appear in your consciousness, they can re-resonate to your frequency, or you can re-resonate to theirs. And you can see this grid of lightships around the planet. And this grid can, by virtue of its re-resonating to your frequency, will cause your electronic communications and your electrical items to cease functioning, temporarily, for a short while, so that you can really let go of the rest of the world and those ships can begin to drop to the Earth, like stars falling to the ground, they can drop and beings can emerge from those ships: some of them looking quite like you (Pleadians look somewhat like humans) or they can look very different from you. There are members of other civilisations who are a part of the Galactic Federation who look very different from you. But, because you are of unity-consciousness, you can look with your heart and see the light of the Divine in that which steps forth from the ship. And you can engage, we can connect with you telepathically, you can engage personally and be reassured that all is well, that all is proceeding as it should. And a new world opens to you where your planetary civilisation is now a part of a greater galactic civilisation. That would certainly be quite a joyful future.
There are other possibilities between these two extremes, which you might be creating for yourself. ( as an IS-BE you can craft your own lightbody through the dimensions).
So, what will happen, and what will happen afterwards, is not cast in stone. It is created by you, in concert with what is called the Planetary Council. The Planetary Council is a group of very high frequency beings, those who you might call Arc Angels, are at the core of your Planetary Council and other high frequency beings are there to assist the planet, to guide the planet to make sure that, even if you create from a place of very low frequency, that you are protected. There is a veto right that the Planetary Council has. But you, you are the creators. You will decide what will happen. What The Event will be for you, and what will happen afterwards will flow forth from that.
And that brings me to the final point: what should we be doing to prepare?
Really, the most important thing that you can do to prepare is to raise your frequency. To become conscious of where you are clinging onto victim-consciousness, to become conscious of where you are creating other-responsibly. To look into your own psyche, to look into your journey, to look into your past-lives, to look into the places in your childhood, where hurts happened, where you came to beliefs that you’re clinging onto that don’t serve you. To look at your hurts and to heal those hurts. That’s perhaps the most important thing you can do. Heal yourself. Heal your relationship with the Divine within yourself. Heal the relationship between the Divine being that you truly are and this ego-shell, this personality that you’re pretending to be, that you’re inhabiting for the duration of this lifetime. Heal these. Come to wholeness. Move your frequency of consciousness upwards that you might create more powerfully. That you might create more of what you really want and less of what you don’t want.
So, my takeaway message really is: please don’t be of fear. There is no need to panic. Heal yourself, work on yourself. Raised your consciousness. Live the life you wish to live. There is time. The Event has been delayed. Work towards creating The Event that you wish to create for yourself. Work towards being the being that you wish to be.
Shadow ~ You were born to create ~ You were blessed with the ability to create with thought, intention, action and emotion. Be conscious of your power and aware of what your actions and reactions create within and around you. Cherish the gift and use it in both a wise and productive manner. Create beauty, and inspire a desire within others to do the same. Create a future that both fulfills and delights. Do what you were born to do.
Soul ~ Be vigilant ~ Be watchful and cautious of both others actions and your own. Stand ready to protect yourself from those who may cover what you have or seek to harm those you care for, it also be vigilant and watchful of your own actions lest you be the one doing harm. Weigh your actions. Be sure you act wisely. Be sure you have done all that needs to be done before moving forward. Leave nothing to chance lest all you have nurtured and cherished be undone by your own lack of vigilance.
Let the Two Become One ~Heed Your Dreams ~ Your Dreams are a powerful tool for increasing self-awareness for they contain within them the unfiltered truth. Whether it be a dream or a nightmare, they are the keys to understanding your inner self – both your joys and your fears. Commune with Gaia and Great Spirit in the stillness of your slumber; learn to read and interpret your dreams. Listen to what they tell you. Pay close attention to how they make you feel. Heed what they reveal and learn who you are and who you wish to be.
Let love be your beacon ~ Lead with love. When you enter into a new situation, see loving paving the way. If it is a tense situation or a work environment, do a visualization exercise filling the space with bright, beautiful love for everyone involved including yourself. Acknowledge what is going on and be willing to change how you are approaching this. Communication will be harmonious and you will have greater prospect to create what you are looking for. Focus on the light within you. Imagine this light shining out of you. Your inner light will permit you to see the world with new eyes and learn new things every day of your life.
Amplify your positive emotions ~ There is a ripple effect of energy flowing from you. Be positive. Simply staying happy and sending that happiness out from your heart will benefit those around you. As you adjust your motives and attitudes, this energy flows from you in concentric circles affecting all of your desires and beliefs. There is a chance to bring good fortune and influences to all of the events in your life. As circles also represent cycles, know that you are continually going in and out of cycles, growing and changing. With every ending comes a new beginning. Trust that the positive energy you radiate will attract what you wish for.
Perfect setting ~ If you have a goal or vision, be sure to provide the right surroundings for that dream to flourish. Positive self-talk, affirmations, being kind to yourself, celebrating your talents and successes ~ all of these create fertile soil for your dreams to take root and grow. Sometimes, when you push too hard it can hinder the harmonious unfolding of your journey. Trust the process, relax, and allow nature to take its course. Belief and positive support is needed to accomplish your goal. Keep in mind; nature makes growing and blossoming look effortless but the secret is in all the details ~ position, sun, soil, air, water and nourishment. Make sure you are taking the steps necessary to attain your perfect environment.
Leap of faith ~ See this as a chance to create something wonderful. You are in a transition period where you need to draw on your faith, intuition and knowledge and take the leap. You will not fail ~ you have the safety net of support in plaice. You will overcome your fear and find a beautiful outcome is on the horizon. This leap of faith is the best course of action at this time. If you do make a mistake, you have the ability to try again and learn from what did not work the first time. All signs indicate that if you just trust, you will succeed. Jump head first into the void of the unknown. Even if you eventually fall, for awhile you will soar!
Intuition ~ Empowerment ~ Illumination
You are worth it ~ The only way you can accept, respect, and cherish others is by accepting, respecting and cherishing you. Accept praise and credit when it is given to you. When you learn to be accepting, you allow your true potential to blossom. You claim your worth and reflect that light to others. When you see yourself in this light, other people cannot help but respond to your personal sense of value. As you strive toward more self-love each day, you will find yourself infused with new energy. It is okay to walk away from relationships that minimize or hurt you. Enjoy and love who you are.
Nature’s Whispers Oracle Cards created by Angela Hartfield and Josephine Wall
I view it as “Source” of which we are all a divine segment of … We ourselves are Creator Beings …. so I guess maybe when someone says, “give it to god”, this means, give it to the Collective in the unseen who are able to dispel it better than we, as they are at a higher vibrational level, with ‘other’ skills.
“If a man is compelled to work against his will for one minute or one second, for any cause, reason, or purpose whatsoever – THAT is involuntary servitude.” ~ Ayn Rand
We are doing a real disservice to our Soul when we do not honor our innermost urgings, or warnings.
I for one am not interested in f***ing myself over for the benefit of one that longs to rule over me, to usurp my Will with their own.
It all about freedom, and maintaining it to the best of our ability … and it takes work, effort must be aplied.
The role of victim/victimizer/savior must be left behind, (although, sometimes a little assistance is needed to get us going).
Rise.
Learn to be your own guardian.
And thank those who have sent you the challenges in order to do so.
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