Emotion

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A Wind Dance

Published May 7, 2025 by tindertender

“Another” repeat lesson, the lesson of fine-tuning my own thoughts regarding connections. Largely, happiness and sadness are mine to create. If I tell myself someone hates me, likely, I will be putting that energy between us, I may even get real angry (I’m an expert at riling myself up!). If I tell myself someone loves me, this would be the energy put between us. This goes for normal connections, not the ones where someone feels they own the show, and control. I am the creator of my reality. I can get real depressed and mad and sad, easily allowing my mind to “fall” into negativity, or I can think there are perhaps many in the world (even tho they be unseen) who love me, and “rise” on the wings of that knowing … or dream … whatever one wishes to call it. As creators, it is important to focus on the good potentials … often, others will be willing to give us what we “think”. Make it a good dream.

In the past during over two decades of mental and energetic r.a.p.e., I focused, saying, “My dream for my future is greater than the enemy’s fantasy for me”. Now that there are more intimate energetic connections, the intensity of the feelings has increased as well as my vulnerabilities. I have to apply the same philosophy to this current scenario, despite what another may believe, and if they don’t like my story, my dream, they are welcome to leave.

Many of us have been so betrayed and heart and energetically abused, it is easy to sink into a pitiful, raging mess. No one wants that. This energy must be shed, or transmuted, if we wish to live in an energy of love. Trust is an issue for most of us these days, which is why so many of us are alone with our “dream” which can hurt or heal. Choice. The mind is a beautiful thing, nearly destroyed by the experiences of this realm.

May Your Path Be Blessed.

I believe it is true the “Great I Am” will give us what we are trying to create. It’s the lessons of ascension. Are we wallowing in a toroidal mess? Or synchronized in this little, or big, Wind Dance?

Let It Go

Published February 13, 2025 by tindertender

Is that person intimidating you, or are you just intimidated?

Creators Love is Stewing

Published November 20, 2024 by tindertender

So much hurt running thru the energy regarding trauma’s imposed upon the family.

Anger isn’t the word … but a low rumbling that seems like growling IS happening.

Dumb little piss ants …

Remember …

Published September 3, 2024 by tindertender

“Remember, happiness doesn’t depend upon who you are or what you have; it depends solely upon what you think. So start each day by thinking of all the things you have to be thankful for. Your future will depend very largely on the thoughts you think today. So think thoughts of hope and confidence and love and success.” –Dale Carnegie

Hi-Voltage!

Published May 2, 2024 by tindertender

The energy feels combative.

Powerful responses and reactions are possible now.

Carefully keep in check the urge to toss out everything and everyone as trash.

https://www.swpc.noaa.gov/products/alerts-watches-and-warnings

https://www.spaceweatherlive.com/en/solar-activity/solar-flares.html

https://spaceweather.app/

Sun news May 2: Bye bye, AR3654

https://www.esa.int/Applications/Observing_the_Earth/FutureEO/SMOS_and_Swarm_team_up_to_spot_huge_solar_storm

https://www.space.com/solar-flare-coronal-hole-space-weather

Oh God, My God, I Need You!

Published February 26, 2024 by tindertender

Are We All Agent Smith?

Published February 7, 2024 by tindertender

Many of the tarot readers seem to be picking up on the same energies. I find it intriguing and assuring. It tells me the messages are more accurate, and perhaps showing that the collective are having much the same experiences, even tho the “characters” in our story are different.

It shows that we are actually not only more alike than we thought, but are living the same experience in many ways. It’s eerie, fascinating, and expanding in the field of conscious awareness.

I’m excited to know we are so similar … true sisters and brothers of experience … its understandable how we often feel we are “mirroring” or being seen as a mirror.

It’s strange we might just be Mr smiths ourselves, living nearly the same experiences with different “characters” playing similar roles in our life, as seen through our personal, particular and individual trauma experiences, and the emotional scars we wear.

May He Learn to be Compassionate and Kind While the World Hates Him

Published September 14, 2023 by tindertender

This is how people treat each other in this world. They lead you on, pretending to care, while harboring beliefs such as this, all so they can continue having access to the energy field and life of a person.

They wish to destroy others so they can feast on the pain energy of it. Some find it of great satisfaction to crush someone, especially if that someone is already experiencing challenges. “Kick them while they’re down” is some folks motto. It become easier to extract the vital force if a person is “damaged”.

The goal should be to lift each other, to be compassionate, kind and respectful. But there’s too much superiority and hate in the field of collective consciousness.

Really, I’d like to say F the world. I’m beyond procreating. I’m beyond the need for sex, or physical touch. I don’t need a hand to hold or a shoulder to cry on. It was denied me, I became accustomed to its absence.

Please do as he has done. Tell the truth about how you really feel, and if it sounds like this? Piss off.

I’m tired of liars and pretenders. I’m tired of those who withhold opportunity because of their misperceptions. I’m tired of all the judges and chiefs. I’m tired of feeding attention and energy into a system of folks who only wish to feast, rather than reciprocate, in a GOOD way.

I’m not accepting pain in exchange for my love any more. It simply has no value.

This is a statement from a “familiar enemy”. May he be blessed with opportunity to survive a broken mind and heart. May he learn the lesson of inner strength and fortitude as he navigates extreme challenge. May he learn to be compassionate and kind while the world hates him.

Folks who claim to know details of another’s life based on rumor and very limited knowledge are nothing more than an entity who speaks falsely against others. There is no value there. And if others jump on the train and feed into the imagined storyline, then that’s their choice, to use their creative energies to bring disruption and harm to another.

Solitude Looks Real Good On Me

Published September 13, 2023 by tindertender

For so long (2 decades) my field of consciousness was viscously attacked. Voice to skull. Microwave tech that would leave my body quaking, spasming. My nervous system was always under fluctuation, the interferers really are very good at disrupting the “entire” system of the human being. Thank God for statute of limitations laws.

**There are layers of sound, of presence. The interferers with technology have inserted themselves, or attached themselves, to the inner portion of the field of consciousness. They slipped in between the human being, and their connections with spirit. Like a cookie sandwich. Or a parasite, leeching on consciousness, interfering with their tech so truest connection is hi-jacked, intercepted. Many will swear it’s the real deal, if it hadn’t almost killed them and discernment discovered. The new interferer is very good at mimicking what we wish to ‘hear’.**

It is so quiet, so calm and peaceful. Silent. People who haven’t been targeted don’t have any concept of the severity to these challenges. I wish them knowledge without the trauma. But that takes an open mind and heart, unfortunately, what seems fantastical to an uninitiated mind, cannot be fathomed simply by hearing someone else’s testimony.

I have been treated with such disrespect and disdain during my spiritual warfare. I know we will all get what we deserve, but I’ll tell you something … nothing hurts worse that “familiar-enemies” and their heart barbs.

You know the unfortunate thing … I know certain individuals in the current friend circle feel this way about me too.

Me and my “bad spirits”.

I’m tired boss. I’m tired of people who so proudly and surely call others broken while glorifying themselves. So firmly avowing their superior status. Gaslighting, to perfection.

Having one foot in spirit and one foot in 3D is hogwash to those without awareness. They call us “broken” because we see, hear, taste and feel things they cannot. It is difficult navigating all the new senses when they awaken, even more so with the cruelty of the blind and deaf.

Dear Heavenly Father, please remove from my presence all who cannot find respect in their hearts for others during their life mission and journey, who purposefully, and intentionally, are cruel minded toward others seen as ‘less than’.

In other news …

I used to talk like this. I was angry then.

Drop It, Leave It

Published April 3, 2023 by tindertender

Best advice I received from Spirit most recently … “Don’t judge yourself heavy on classic interference.”

Classic interference is many things, mostly in my current perception, it’s through consciousness as well as energy and nervous system manipulation.

Most do it to others unaware.
Some are masters at it.

Mastering self is a doozy of a task, especially when bombarded by others who do their best to drop us vibrationally.

Some say to get angry is a bad idea… I agree, only because it makes self sick inside. But, if anger or disgust does arise, it’s best to release it quickly and move on.

Sometimes this means rejecting the lie and the liar, and falling back into our calm waters.