“Another” repeat lesson, the lesson of fine-tuning my own thoughts regarding connections. Largely, happiness and sadness are mine to create. If I tell myself someone hates me, likely, I will be putting that energy between us, I may even get real angry (I’m an expert at riling myself up!). If I tell myself someone loves me, this would be the energy put between us. This goes for normal connections, not the ones where someone feels they own the show, and control. I am the creator of my reality. I can get real depressed and mad and sad, easily allowing my mind to “fall” into negativity, or I can think there are perhaps many in the world (even tho they be unseen) who love me, and “rise” on the wings of that knowing ā¦ or dream ā¦ whatever one wishes to call it. As creators, it is important to focus on the good potentials ā¦ often, others will be willing to give us what we “think”. Make it a good dream.
In the past during over two decades of mental and energetic r.a.p.e., I focused, saying, “My dream for my future is greater than the enemy’s fantasy for me”. Now that there are more intimate energetic connections, the intensity of the feelings has increased as well as my vulnerabilities. I have to apply the same philosophy to this current scenario, despite what another may believe, and if they don’t like my story, my dream, they are welcome to leave.
Many of us have been so betrayed and heart and energetically abused, it is easy to sink into a pitiful, raging mess. No one wants that. This energy must be shed, or transmuted, if we wish to live in an energy of love. Trust is an issue for most of us these days, which is why so many of us are alone with our “dream” which can hurt or heal. Choice. The mind is a beautiful thing, nearly destroyed by the experiences of this realm.
May Your Path Be Blessed.
I believe it is true the āGreat I Amā will give us what we are trying to create. Itās the lessons of ascension. Are we wallowing in a toroidal mess? Or synchronized in this little, or big, Wind Dance?
“Remember, happiness doesn’t depend upon who you are or what you have; it depends solely upon what you think. So start each day by thinking of all the things you have to be thankful for. Your future will depend very largely on the thoughts you think today. So think thoughts of hope and confidence and love and success.” –Dale Carnegie
Many of the tarot readers seem to be picking up on the same energies. I find it intriguing and assuring. It tells me the messages are more accurate, and perhaps showing that the collective are having much the same experiences, even tho the ācharactersā in our story are different.
It shows that we are actually not only more alike than we thought, but are living the same experience in many ways. Itās eerie, fascinating, and expanding in the field of conscious awareness.
Iām excited to know we are so similar ā¦ true sisters and brothers of experience ā¦ its understandable how we often feel we are āmirroringā or being seen as a mirror.
Itās strange we might just be Mr smiths ourselves, living nearly the same experiences with different ācharactersā playing similar roles in our life, as seen through our personal, particular and individual trauma experiences, and the emotional scars we wear.
This is how people treat each other in this world. They lead you on, pretending to care, while harboring beliefs such as this, all so they can continue having access to the energy field and life of a person.
They wish to destroy others so they can feast on the pain energy of it. Some find it of great satisfaction to crush someone, especially if that someone is already experiencing challenges. āKick them while theyāre downā is some folks motto. It become easier to extract the vital force if a person is ādamagedā.
The goal should be to lift each other, to be compassionate, kind and respectful. But thereās too much superiority and hate in the field of collective consciousness.
Really, Iād like to say F the world. Iām beyond procreating. Iām beyond the need for sex, or physical touch. I donāt need a hand to hold or a shoulder to cry on. It was denied me, I became accustomed to its absence.
Please do as he has done. Tell the truth about how you really feel, and if it sounds like this? Piss off.
Iām tired of liars and pretenders. Iām tired of those who withhold opportunity because of their misperceptions. Iām tired of all the judges and chiefs. Iām tired of feeding attention and energy into a system of folks who only wish to feast, rather than reciprocate, in a GOOD way.
Iām not accepting pain in exchange for my love any more. It simply has no value.
This is a statement from a āfamiliar enemyā. May he be blessed with opportunity to survive a broken mind and heart. May he learn the lesson of inner strength and fortitude as he navigates extreme challenge. May he learn to be compassionate and kind while the world hates him.
Folks who claim to know details of anotherās life based on rumor and very limited knowledge are nothing more than an entity who speaks falsely against others. There is no value there. And if others jump on the train and feed into the imagined storyline, then thatās their choice, to use their creative energies to bring disruption and harm to another.
For so long (2 decades) my field of consciousness was viscously attacked. Voice to skull. Microwave tech that would leave my body quaking, spasming. My nervous system was always under fluctuation, the interferers really are very good at disrupting the āentireā system of the human being. Thank God for statute of limitations laws.
**There are layers of sound, of presence. The interferers with technology have inserted themselves, or attached themselves, to the inner portion of the field of consciousness. They slipped in between the human being, and their connections with spirit. Like a cookie sandwich. Or a parasite, leeching on consciousness, interfering with their tech so truest connection is hi-jacked, intercepted. Many will swear itās the real deal, if it hadnāt almost killed them and discernment discovered. The new interferer is very good at mimicking what we wish to āhearā.**
It is so quiet, so calm and peaceful. Silent. People who havenāt been targeted donāt have any concept of the severity to these challenges. I wish them knowledge without the trauma. But that takes an open mind and heart, unfortunately, what seems fantastical to an uninitiated mind, cannot be fathomed simply by hearing someone elseās testimony.
I have been treated with such disrespect and disdain during my spiritual warfare. I know we will all get what we deserve, but Iāll tell you something ā¦ nothing hurts worse that āfamiliar-enemiesā and their heart barbs.
You know the unfortunate thing ā¦ I know certain individuals in the current friend circle feel this way about me too.
Me and my ābad spiritsā.
Iām tired boss. Iām tired of people who so proudly and surely call others broken while glorifying themselves. So firmly avowing their superior status. Gaslighting, to perfection.
Having one foot in spirit and one foot in 3D is hogwash to those without awareness. They call us ābrokenā because we see, hear, taste and feel things they cannot. It is difficult navigating all the new senses when they awaken, even more so with the cruelty of the blind and deaf.
Dear Heavenly Father, please remove from my presence all who cannot find respect in their hearts for others during their life mission and journey, who purposefully, and intentionally, are cruel minded toward others seen as āless thanā.
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