As a young girl I would be startled at the ‘knowing’ that would come over me about certain places, things, people or events. Usually it was of negative nature, or, it felt negative to my young girl heart.
I was introduced to alcohol at a young age by friends. I never liked the taste, but to fit in, I drank it. My perceptions seemed to die out the more ‘abusive’ I became with myself.
In my sexual experiences, I was surprised at the lack of connection made by my partners. They didn’t seem to feel things the same as I felt them. Deeply. No, they seemed shallow, for the climax only.
True connection always seemed to fail, even when I believed it hadn’t.
After 17 years sober, my perceptions are alive and kicking. Hollering even.
Astral travel is off the charts.
Fighting in the ethers.
Loving in the ethers.
Feeling for the first time what full body sense operation (without actual physical connection) is like, or the simple beginnings of the reality anyhow.
I believe I’ve been shown a glimmer of what true sensation is, and when partnered … whoa … it’s gonna be awesome.
Anyone and everyone who was or is psychic or clairaudient or having some other sense-ability will experience an upswing in sense activity, if they haven’t already.
Caring for self is critical right now. Be tender with yourself. If life is tense, find a few moments, here or there, or longer if you can, and love yourself tenderly. Sometimes, we are the only ones who will, so be sure to do that.
As the planet raises in consciousness, we are too. It will get bumpy-er. Be sure to put on your armor … hope, faith, belief … however that looks like for you. As I’ve been told in the recent past by a few, “Stand Your Ground”.
Do what is necessary to protect your Spirit and Soul. Eat nutritious, light food, live if possible, non-gmo too when possible. Easier said than done if you’re not super dedicated. I’ve added a nutrition shake in place of a meal to cut out some of the bulk.
We get where we are going by taking baby steps. One, two, three, maybe a couple steps back and three or four forward … growth is strenuous at times. Difficult, even when the change is minor.
Change, as well as full blown loving, will rock the nervous system. And it isn’t over at climax, no … it continues to alter the nervous system as long as needed until comfortable.
Then a new growth cycle will begin.
Find the joy in life’s ride. Create it, see it in everything. Otherwise, you’ll spend far too much time being upset, or angry, or lonely and bored.
Steer life’s emotions, do not be led by them.
They are powerful. Dangerous if left unchecked.
Be responsible.
But more than that …
Be a Creator who is in complete control of self, working at all times for the benefit of the whole.
Need and Necessity: Night and day exist within the very same moment. Creation and destruction wear the same face. You only see one or the other because you are not seeing the whole. What you may see as harmful, another may believe to be good. All is based upon perception. In nature, all occurs according to need and necessity not right and wrong. Ask yourself – Is there a genuine need to act? Is change necessary for your continued wellbeing and happiness? If the answer is yes, then act. If the answer is no, then do not.
Time to Reflect: Have you been rushing along, living from one moment to the next without thought or care? Have you failed to notice and acknowledge all that you have achieved and accomplished? Stop. Take a moment to pause and reflect upon all that has happened and all that is happening. See how you have grown. See all you have succeeded in accomplishing. Acknowledge and delight in your journey and understand how it has played a part in creating the you who lives in the present.
Show That You Care: Do not distance yourself from life and those around you. Reach out. Ask for help or support if you have need. Or, if someone within your circle is in need of care and support then give it without hesitation or question. A trouble shared is a burden halved. Now is not the time to withdraw and be alone, nor is it time to leave another in need. Be aware. Be caring. Be compassionate. Reach out and be a friend and allow others to be a friend to you.
Time to Ground: We all experience moments in our lives when we feel confused, unfocused and surrounded by chaos and turmoil. These moments are often unavoidable, as are the lessons the moments can impart. But how you respond to them is a choice only you can make. Take a deep breath and a moment to pause and reconnect with Gaia and nature. Seek the silence of the void within whilst your spirit spirals downward to anchor itself like an ancient tree root in the cleansing embrace of the earth beneath you.
Share Your Thoughts: You have hopes, dreams, goals and ideas. Do not guard your ideas jealously nor keep them locked within for fear that another may steal them or offer ridicule instead of support. It is time to share your vision. Tell Great Spirit and Gaia of your dreams and hopes so they may send you what you need. Speak of your dreams to others. Connect with those who share your goals and hopes for they may be able to help you realize your dreams sooner.
Challenge Your Perception: You cannot challenge an outdated perception or one born from a lack of understanding if you are unwilling to put aside your feelings and beliefs and embrace another’s point of view. To do so makes you aware of the whole and stands you up on high where you can see that both parties involved in a dispute can act against an injustice. Both can be right, both can be wrong, and what one may perceive to be harmful, may be seen as both healing and beneficial by the other.
Change is Unavoidable: Every second of every day you undergo change. Your perception is altered by what you see, feel and experience from one moment to the next. Your body ages and moves closer to death with every breath. Autumn will always come to end the bounty of Summer, and the new hope of Spring will always follow the Winter. Change is all around you. Do not let your fear bind you to the past and prevent you from enjoying your present and future. Stop fighting. You cannot resist the inevitable so choose instead to embrace it with acceptance and peace.
Embrace the Masculine: Within ourselves there are two aspects to our nature – the masculine and the feminine. Here in the present, you need to embrace the Masculine aspect of your nature and let it guide your steps. Now is time to be assertive, to act with authority, and stand up for both yourself and your truths. Fight for what you believe in. Do not allow others to tell you that you must not, or cannot. But remember, whilst you allow your masculine self to be dominant, you need to temper your assertiveness and determination with gentleness and compassion.
See Yourself in Nature: You are born of man and woman, but humanity is born of the natural world. Now it is time to reconnect. Look out into the natural world. Explore your world and you will see who you are. Peel away all judgement and dogma born of man and see your truest nature mirrored in the beautiful world around you. See that your emotions are like the weather, and that your senses reach into the sky and earth like the branches and roots of the trees. See yourself in nature and nature within yourself.
Let Go of the Old: Are you holding on to beliefs and notions that no longer serve you? Are you blocking your own growth and forward momentum because you fear to end a chapter in your life? It is time to release all that you hold onto that no longer serves. It is time to say goodbye to all that no longer has a place or purpose in your life. It’s time to have an emotional, or physical, spring clean. It’s time to let go of the past so you can be open to what the future may bring.
Know You Belong: You have place. You have purpose. You are special. Do not change who you are just so others might accept you. Do not dishonor your truths by allowing someone else to tell you who you must be. Change made just so you fit the expectations or social criteria of a clique or group does not honor you. You do not need to change in order to belong. You are a blessed child of Gaia and Great Spirit and belong simply because you are.
Love that You are Different: You have strengths and weaknesses and both are worthy of love. Know them, honor them, and do not heed those who tell you that you must change in order to fulfill their expectation of you. You will never be who others expect you to be. You can only be the unique individual you are meant to be. Love that you are different for it is your differences, and loving those differences, that make you truly beautiful.
“I am Gaia. I am the daughter of Great Spirit, who is the Source of All. I am both magical and divine, as is all which I create. I am the Great Mother. I am your mother, and you, beautiful soul, are a physical manifestation of my love.”
The five pointed star is incomplete. It needs the sixth point added, which means “union with God.” When will this union occur? Who is God? My question this morning. Let us pay special attention to the workings behind scenes which affect our lives.
Seek the Lesson: Wisdom is born from seeking the lesson in all experiences, both the good and the bad. It is born from the awareness that everything is connected, and that all happens for a reason … even when the reason remains a mystery. Embrace a new idea, new awareness, or the knowledge that comes from listening to your internal voice, and to the human and non-human teachers and messengers who will come in, and out, of your life. Let them inspire you to explore unknown pathways.
See the Signs: We are often sent small signs in the form of synchronicities and coincidences. Be watchful. Do not overlook them in the everyday rush of life. Words, numbers, and symbols that repeat, animals and birds that appear on your path, people who come in and out of your life at odd or similar moments, and those flashes of knowing when you believe something will happen with every fiber of your being – these are all things you are meant to see and hear; messages from Gaia and Great Spirit sent to aid your journey.
Nourish the Soul: Drink in life. Use your senses to explore your world – to see, touch, taste, smell, hear and experience all that is within you and around you. Your journey through life is meant to be a sensory experience. Your life is meant to be a rainbow of colour, full of motion and sound. It is not meant to be a bland, tasteless existence of simply black and white. Be sensual. Explore yourself and your world every day and nourish your soul with every moment.
Nurture all you Love: Take the time to nurture the things you care about so that they may flourish and grow. Your hopes, your dreams, your body, your mind, your spirit, your creations, and your relationships; all that is you, needs to be cherished, loved, honored and respected. Without care and attention, these aspects of self can fall into a state of neglect that does only harm to both you and the world around you. Nurture them, and they will bring you peace and fulfillment.
Choice #1: Seek your Answers Within: If you find yourself confused, your intuition and inner voice drowned out by the answers, wisdom and advice of others then it is time for you to step away. Withdraw to a place of solitude. Like the bear, it is time for you to hibernate, to go within and seek the void, and to embrace the silence that dwells within. Within that silence are the answers to your questions, and because they are answers born of your truths, they will be answers that move you forward, instead of holding you still.
Choice #2: Focus and then Act: There is something you want or need to make manifest, but to make your dreams a reality you must focus your will upon that desire and do what needs to be done. Prayer alone will not give you that which you desire. There are things that you must do in order to have your hopes realized. Now is the time to focus your will, your thoughts and emotions, and to get up and take the necessary steps.
Choice #3: Heed your Dreams: Your dreams are a powerful tool for increasing self-awareness for they contain within them the unfiltered truth. Whether it be a dream or a nightmare, they are keys to understanding your inner self – both your joys and your fears. Commune with Gaia and Great Spirit in the stillness of your slumber; learn to read and interpret your dreams. Listen to what they tell you. Pay close attention to how they make you feel. Heed what they reveal and learn who you are and who you wish to be.
Let go of the Old: Are you holding onto beliefs and notions that no longer serve you? Are you blocking your own growth and forward momentum because you fear to end a chapter in your life? It is time to release all that you hold onto that no longer serves. It is time to say goodbye to all that no longer has a place or purpose in your life. It’s time to have an emotional, or physical, spring clean. It’s time to let go of the past so you can be open to what the future may bring.
Embrace the Masculine: Within ourselves there are two aspects to our nature – the masculine and the feminine. Here in the present, you need to embrace the masculine aspect of your nature and let it guide your steps. Now is the time to be assertive, to act with authority, and stand up for both yourself and your truths. Fight for what you believe in. Do not allow others to tell you that you must not or cannot. But remember, whilst you allow your masculine self be dominant, you need to temper your assertiveness and determination with gentleness and compassion.
Love without Condition: Do you often find it easier to give advice to others, whilst hiding from the truth that the advice you give is advice that you, yourself, neglect to follow? Do you find it easier to nurture others and show them kindness and compassion? It is time to be kind and gentle with yourself; to love you – strengths and weaknesses – without reservation or condition. Nurture yourself. Be kind to yourself, for you are deserving of the same unconditional care and love that you give to others.
Surrender to the Flow: Through choice and action you can steer the course of your life. But sometimes a need to control every outcome can have you caught up in a whirlpool instead of moving forward. You may move in the direction of your choosing, but it may not be the direction in which you need to journey. Loosen your grip. Surrender yourself to the flow, and trust that you will find yourself exactly where you need to be.
Let Two Become One: Share yourself with the one that you love. Be their best friend and let them be yours. Let your trust in each other be unshakeable, and your love be strengthened by knowing and accepting each other’s flaws and weaknesses, and still loving each other despite them. Give yourself completely, trusting that you will not lose your independence or sense of self, but instead become two halves of a stronger, loving whole.
Remember, when you try to impose your will upon someone or thing, then that someone or thing cannot become that which it meant to be. Be supportive, by all miens, but do not try to steer the process. It will unfold as needed, in due time.
Think on the transformation of the caterpillar to butterfly. You would be wise not to rush the process.
The identity formed is dependent on those in the vicinity. The DNA and persona is extracted from an organic matrix growing inside. Basically, they are kept alive through a suspension of their termination through a symbiotic parasitic entrapment by the entity.
It hosts them to keep their consciousness alive to use it in a pliable repertoire of false identities to project and lure in or collapse the defenses of potential prey.
Some people are predators, in human bodies. The human was taken over and is hosted with minimal variation and pseudo self willed thought process patterns. It’s consciousness is based upon tricking our consciousness so it fits into every groove or ‘blind spot’ in our psyche.
As humanity ‘wakes up’, we see ‘in the dark’, where the webs and droppings of these psychic creatures exist. The same thing happens when someone turns the light on and roaches scatter. The point is that this is mental emotional.
As those mental emotional blind spots are reduced, we see how some were literally acting in full awareness of those blind spots and in fact using them, as their path, their walk way through the dark to communicate, share, grow, and feed themselves.
That is what we are seeing. Throughout the entire stretch of history, someone was always feeding on 90% of the progress and effort. We were spinning tires from the start and this explains the amount of internal this society has experienced.
If one is not careful, the very many selves and intentions they create in life will become so diverse and so paradoxical that they could possibly tear the individual mind attending them, apart. That is what was happening to us.
We were given a special formula designed to spread psyche through gradients and trends that created ripples and waves that took all the effort to hold this space together.
While our energy was diverted with that, we were being drained. Humanity had to learn how to control their emotions in the middle of an emotional war being waged by opposing sides of a circular power structure.
That power structure rotated around like a artificial satellite, catching whatever discoveries, inventions, or any real progress Humanity ever made. Since the beginning, we were stolen from. This is the point. We are living in the ancient past.
The tech used to define the control system that was used to protect parasites, can also lift the burdens that enslave everyone. The last ‘layer’ of the matrix is the self projected program that one is doomed to enslavement and in doing so contradicts one’s own liberation.
The mind is the most powerful and everything relies on the mind. If the mind cannot move forward (by remaining centered as everything else changes), then one’s reality can’t fully become what it actually is.
My participation in your story is what gives it life. Your participation in my story gives it life. We should ALL consider this very carefully.
How do you see Life?
It’s a legitimate question and statement. We are co-creating, now. ALL beings, seen and unseen.
I can choose not to co-create your story. I can choose to change my story.
My outlook, my perspective.
Ours can be an accepted union, which it is, obviously, or it can be a continuous battle.
I do not like to fight … and yet I’ve been doing it my entire life Amid brief intervals of ‘peace’. (Constructed by whom?)
Are we truly Conscious, Whole and Free? The answer for most is, no. The gilded cage of the mind is our most present reality, and home (or prison).
When we can say Yes to being Conscious, Whole and Free is the day we will be at 100%. We are One. Even you, even me.
Meditate on dissolving the bars of the gilded cage of the mind.
Since my participation gives your story life, let me see your story, fully, and I’ll show you mine. Transparency is key, to all successes
Every story that is sleazy or false falls, maybe many times. Every story that is transparent rises, even though it may appear to fall at times, just like the air … which is actually very thin water, we breathe it, or it rains.
Let us Love in the time that we have, and Create the most beautiful Story, combined.
No one tells you that when you are MET it will HURT.
The ego is shaken, and you will experience what it is like to truly want something.
To really be all in.
You can no longer haphazardly vaguely be involved in your life. All of a sudden you WANT and you WANT BIG.
And to want something means there is an emptiness. To hunger means you have SPACE in your body, to let it in.
A divine delicious painful hungering.
All of the rules that worked before, won’t work here.
This one LIVES OUTSIDE of the rules.
All of the games you play and the ways you hide, won’t fly.
This one is IMMOVABLE and UNSHAKABLE.
All of the stories you have taught yourself about love, no longer exist.
This person wants to write a NEW story with you.
One where you both have no idea what you are doing other than you value the PARTNERSHIP over all other things like:
ego
being right
looking good
living safely outside of needing and wanting the other
It is DANGEROUS to really need someone else. To wake up in the morning and feel a subtle unease, until you can nuzzle their neck.
It is MORE dangerous to try to keep yourself from the need (that blessed wretched aching for another). In an attempt to stay safe. To keep things simple.
Being met is not pretty.
It means all of your parts are called out. All the ugly, the true, the mean, the gentle, the perfect, the dirty, called out to be loved and seen in a way you never thought possible.
And the ugly doesn’t want to be loved. It wants to hide and become worse and grow bitter and resentful and hold onto all the old beliefs like:
“I am not good enough to be loved by someone good.”
“I will destroy anything beautiful I have.”
“No one normal will want me.”
You get to live outside all the things you told yourself about love. And create something better. Scarier. But so much better.
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