If you find yourself in shady places with shady people in your dream life, find some way to wear a black tourmaline crystal on your heart space, wear a bra to bed and put it there, or tape it on somehow.
Last night, (and other nights) I’ve been “placed” in spaces that are not good … in fact they are quite nasty. Last night in particular, I woke and grabbed the tourmaline off my end table and wedged it between my breats.
Although I was “placed” in other spaces afterward, they were not as “dark”.
Give it a try.
And remember, drink a LOT of water throughout the day, it’ll help “wash away” anything that has attached to you in the night. Be grateful to the water, and do not complain about having to use the bathroom quite often.
Despite the madness and seemingly-increasing chaos enveloping the outside world – or rather, because of this development – I see more people experiencing an “awakening” in their lives.
At the same time, the same intensification of energies has other people getting caught in (and unconsciously aligning with) the divide & conquer agenda of the occult forces, as we currently see manifested in the shadow projections (or worship) which surrounds their latest authoritarian puppet installment, Donald Trump (and thus generating all of the resulting emotional “loosh” for the hyperdimensional puppeteers to feed upon), which I’ve written about here.
“In the big picture, it really does not matter what person is the President, what organization is spraying chemtrails, running the cabals, or financing negative alien “black op” projects.
They are a symbol of a collective “mind controlled puppet” playing out their role as the unseen force manipulates their ego’s behavior to keep the same 3D structure feeding the same vampires.
They will just pluck another dominating ego persona from the masses to play out the same fear manipulation program.”
~ Lisa Renee
How Much Are You Willing To Know?
Some people believe themselves to have finally “woken up” from the manipulation of the Matrix Control System.
However, the word “awake” seems to be a very abused and overused word these days.
What I notice is that more people are becoming aware, for the most part, of the symptoms of the Matrix on a 3D surface level (which is encouraging to see and a good start), but mistake that for having truly “woken up” in the holistic sense of the term, and therefore most of them oftentimes don’t follow up or keep “going”, especially with regards to inner self-work.
Our inner voice – stemming from the real self (“speaking” to us through a sense-embodied intuitive knowing, not via head-centric thought-injections), hidden behind the socially/cultural conditioned/programmed mask of personality we identify with – also whispers to us to go deeper, if we can hear and heed its “signals”.
These echoes are hardly recognizable at first, but become more audibly-apparent as we shed our layers of conditioning, programming and trauma/wounding.
It’s the voice of Spirit and the Divine, asking us to recognize our true nature, to keep going deeper within… to self-realize, self-actualize.
“Knowledge is the comprehensive embodiment of imagination that surfaces in observation and finally ripens through the reinforcement of experience, thereby inculcating knowledge.
This, in fact, is the short story of life.”
~ Q.M. Sidd
It should be noted that “awakening” is a process that is different for each and every one of us as we reach towards higher/broader levels of consciousness.
For example, relatively speaking, you can be “awake” to the basic 3D aspects of the Matrix, but if you get stuck there (especially when there is lack of sincere inner work taking place), you’ll still be subjected to hyperdimensional interferences and manipulation, especially when you’re caught in the external expression of shadow-projection.
Being “awake” (or “woke”, as the cool kids like to say) about the matrix and the various control mechanisms and deceptions – and based on a purely intellectual informational level – is a necessary stage of growth, but only the very beginning stage of a true Awakening …and cannot even be called “taking the red pill” from an esoteric perspective.
This stage of awareness are mere baby steps which must be taken prior to crossing the threshold towards self-realization, which entails esoteric self-work, embodiment [soul integration] and alchemical internal transformation in order to reach a higher level of being/consciousness… one that is based upon frequency vibration.
The neurological mind can’t go there, and is, in fact, an obstacle to higher awareness beyond the five senses. This is not a very pleasant process at times, especially at the beginning stage, for it results in utter disillusionment and death of the conditioned personality, which doesn’t like to give up and let go of control that easily.
For that reason, many people in their process of seeking “truth” wind up avoiding sincere inner work by constantly externalizing the “dark” (especially with regards to shadow projection) side of reality, and thus get lost in the information swamp or hooked on sensationalism, mechanical activism, or wind up locked in the tunnel vision of the 3D matrix, decorated as it is with shadows on the wall, which is a puppet-on-a-string-pulling trap in itself, and only works in favor of the occult matrix architects.
But “self-work” – to truly “Know Thyself” – is also a tricky thing, and self-deceptions in this pursuit are very common.
Some people tend to over-estimate themselves with regards to their level of being/awareness.
They claim to “know themselves” when they actually mistake “the Self” for their personality (with its more subtle programming/conditioning features)…or they talk about “living their truth”, which can also be a falsehood which misleads/distorts the actual calling of the self, and instead acts as a self-justification, a denial, and a buffer.
I also see people talking about the hyperdimensional matrix, claiming to be “free” from it, but don’t realize/see how it’s still working through them, especially when they get trapped in victim, blame, martyr, or savior consciousness archetypal programming.
It is important to understand the fundamentals of true deep self-work, especially since much of that has been corrupted and over-simplified via New Age/pop-spirituality and pop-psychology mechanisms.
The most difficult aspect to grasp in esoteric self-work is detecting and confronting the moment-to-moment lies we are telling ourselves, and the buffers/masks we create so as to avoid the internal friction that is necessary to ignite the alchemical fire of transformation within.
“Knowledge of oneself is a very big, but a very vague and distant, aim.
Man in his present state is very far from self-knowledge. Therefore, strictly speaking, his aim cannot even be defined as self-knowledge.
Self-study must be his big aim. It is quite enough if a man understands that he must study himself. It must be man’s aim to begin to study himself, to know himself, in the right way.
Self-study is the work or the way which leads to self-knowledge. But in order to study oneself one must first learn how to study, where to begin, what methods to use.
A man must learn how to study himself, and he must study the methods of self-study. The chief method of self-study is self-observation.
Without properly applied self observation a man will never understand the connection and the correlation between the various functions of his machine, will never understand how and why on each separate occasion everything in him ‘happens’.”
~ G.I. Gurdjieff
In Search of the Miraculous
Now, I don’t take myself out of this critical equation, and would never claim to be fully “awake”, let alone “enlightened”.
There are vastly-different levels and steps on the “spiral out”; one step cannot be claimed to be “better” or” worse” than another, it all depends upon one’s individual soul lessons/path (which includes divine timing with regards to what we’re being shown, which is not left to the impatient ego to determine), and the current condition of one’s state of being and sincerity/self-honesty.
I can see in myself how hard it is to stay truly conscious every single day, how some dormant programs still resurface, enticing me to react mechanically (under the illusion that it was actually my “true self” calling to me), how my mind tries to rationalize/justify itself at times.
I can see and sense how the occult hostile forces still try to interfere through my own mind via thought injections, tempting me with old cravings, or trying to generate a reactive response in me by working through others (who are not aware of at all that this is occurring).
It’s certainly not as severe as it was in the past – and I can see/sense it more easily – but “waking up” demands “super-efforts” (Gurdjieff)… not in terms of “doing”, but with regards to,
sincerity
self-remembering
conscious suffering (not giving in to internalized programs)
staying grounded in the body and in the present moment
remaining calm
floating in zero-point non-reactive consciousness
intending and “working” (not forcefully),
…towards a conscious connection to spirit within as an instrument for the Divine without any sense of ambition, pride or vanity, without the egoic self-centered notion (and illusion) of the “me” personality.
This entails a basic understanding of how to observe oneself and how to do “self-work”, as well as how the matrix actually operates on the unseen levels through us – not just an intellectual understanding, but an embodied Knowing… to truly “see” it in the world, in oneself… to see the unseen.
We cannot do this work alone all the time (especially at the beginning of the process), for we all have blind spots and need “alarm clocks” from others who are also engaged in the same work – people who can provide us with “mirrors”, observations which don’t stem from their own shadow projections… people who can also offer us support and encouragement.
So, it’s tricky work to engage in, and the potential for self-deception and over-estimating one’s level of awareness (or “awakened state”) is huge.
Wisdom comes via experience. You can read all the books and learn all the theories, but without experience, you won’t taste the sweetness of walking the inner landscapes and enriching your spirit.
I avow my Gratitude to The Man on The Mountain, Guardians, Master Teachers and Guides, Ascended Masters, The Blue Avian and all other benevolent ETs who work on behalf of Life here on Gaia, for being present here with me, and for Witnessing all that I am experiencing. With Great Appreciation I thank this benevolent team of mine for assisting during my conscious and subconscious states, in the manner you know is necessary so as to eliminate confusion, helping me to Rise and become my Highest and Greatest, my Fullest Potential. Thank you for Blessing me with your presence, your Care and your Love.
It is more and more obvious I cannot trust the feminine in my dreams, in the astral. They are being used to “lure” me into shady places where there are aspects of the masculine who’s desire is to ensnare and entrap me.
Last night “she” took me to a place where there was drinking. They offered me some and I proclaimed I do not drink. I don’t, having quit in 2003, and I avow that part of my experience is over.
We went to leave, the males gave her their car so she could retrieve something. She sped off, peeling out and sliding all over the place. It was a hot rod, a newer high powered vehicle.
They said she was racing away because she was being chased, that she had broken laws and was at risk of being arrested, entrapped.
The males offered me a cigarette. I took it and smoked it. (My psyche geared for it due to the Blue Lotus flowers I smoke on occasion, even tho I quite smoking cigarettes in 2003). Note to self: Stop smoking Blue Lotus Flower. This manipulation must be extracted from any portion of my reality, here or there.
Then they showed me an arm full of pill bottles, pharmaceutical drugs. They proceeded to tell me what each one was, saying they would make me sleep all night. (Note to self: Stop using ZzzQuil, and anything called a sleep aid).
I mentioned to them that I hadn’t stayed out like this for a number of years, decades.
When another showed up I assured him that nothing had happened between the masculine that was there and myself, no hanky panky. One of the original males looked down his nose at me, haughty, as if to say, no, but it will.
These things are happening in the astral for reasons I’m beginning to figure out, I am vulnerable and eager to please while there. I am only 17 after all … and my desire is to make friends, to be pleasant, to please.
I woke saying, “If they do this, they can have that.” And although I do not know what I was talking about, the conscious me stated right away, “No, they cannot have anything.”
I was told by a psychic yesterday that my Guardians and Guides are being hindered in their efforts to assist me for these ones are siphoning 6 out of the 7 parts of my Life Force and creating blockages to my helpers. Indeed I woke in the middle of the night feeling them feeding on my solar plexus, yet again. It’s as though they are “tasting” me. I woke and said to self, “Someone is feeding on you.” And I also replied, “Yes I know, I can feel it.”
Apparently my price is only $50,000.
Although these ones are quite invasive, and used to manipulating and entrapping souls, they underestimate me … as usual, most aspects of the masculine in this current state of the world and it’s dimensions have, and do.
I Am Grateful to them, allowing me to see where I need to improve my own life and actions so that I Am better equipped to interact, gaining ability to refuse them.
I Am Grateful for the night being the night, and the day being the day.
I WILL Master this game they are playing with me.
I WILL learn to enforce my Will in the astral.
I WILL learn to deny the feminine their opportunity to lead me into traps.
I WILL teach my astral self to stand in her Power.
Thank you Man on the Mountain. Thank you benevolent ETs, Master Teachers and Guides for being with me and bearing Witness to that which I Am Witness to. It is my honor to share with you the wily ways in which humanity is being manipulated by these ones.
Thank you for never giving up on me. I Will remain faithful to you, to our connection.
I understand these ones are siphoning my Life Force energy, leaving me just enough to get by on. I know they Love it and are working out a plan to entrap it for themselves. I know that this is simply an opportunity for me to Rise Above the sneaky ways of the feeders, becoming more empowered by every action they show me of themselves and their intentions.
I understand you would rather I not be so trusting, and consciously this is an easy task. My younger, astral self is still in the mode of trying to please people, to make friends. She is learning, being trained by the very ones who mean to possess her.
Please speak to me while conscious, LOUD as the violators are quiet. Or very softly, using that special communication which is a “knowing” rather than vocal. Or any method you deem suitable which will leave no doubt of your benevolence and Love for me. I Love You.
I Am Grateful for the exposure.
I/She WILL learn from these experiences, logging every action taken against us, using it to teach the subconscious self about the trickiness being used against her, this younger astral me.
She Will learn.
I Am Grateful to these ones for exposing themselves to her, for allowing her to see them for what they are.
I/She WILL Rise and become the Empress I/We are meant to be … consciously and subconsciously.
I, Me, She WILL overcome these trials, these tests.
WE … every aspect of ME … past, present, future and parallel timelines, through all dimensions WILL be successful in the extraction of Self and move into our True Path … the path WE have been thwarted from.
They know my Power, this is why they began to fracture my consciousness through sexual and other abuses at an extremely young age.
They know my contract, and why I Am here … and they are desperate to hinder its successful outcome … they are desperate to keep my truth from the conscious ME.
Desperation causes recklessness … obvious by their continuous exposure of themselves, in the many dimensions they inhabit.
I fell back to sleep and this particular entity said, using MY voice, “I’ll show you …” and proceeded to get very serious about the same type of manipulation.
I am grateful, for I see it for what it is, and I recognize my true self as gentle, pure, joy.
It has come to my attention that I am easily manipulated in the astral for I subconsciously believe I am powerless. In the astral I am 17 years of age.
The story …
When I was 15, I met a man who was 26. He treated me like a princess. He moved in to my parents house with me, although our sleeping quarters were on the opposite side of the property.
For one year he was my prince, a pure gentleman. Then it began.
At 16 he started to beat me. By the age of 17 I was receiving beatings once a week, usually followed by him requiring sex from me while he rattled on about how sorry he was and how much he loved me.
My mother and step-father did not lift a finger to help me. We were very poor and this abuser poached salmon and dear for the dinner table. There were many mouths to feed.
The last time … At 17 I had tried to leave him. I was in my car and he ran me off the road. He yanked me thru the drivers side window and threw me into his truck, tying me in. He drove me to the river where he proceeded to beat me hard. I tried to jump in the river and he picked up a huge rock and said he would smash my head should I try it. I did not. He then grabbed me by the throat and choked me until I passed out. When I came to he was smashing my head into the rocks. He stopped, then he pulled me into the truck, where he proceeded to have sex with me … once again saying how sorry he was, how much he loved me.
This lasted for many hours. When I finally arrived home, to my mothers house (she had moved out of the previous house) it was the wee hours of the morning. I went to the bathroom and drew a bath. I locked the door so my mother could not walk in. I sank into the bath water, my body full of scrapes from the rocks and the start of bruises from his attack beginning to show. I was shaken … I realized I could have died that night.
I left town, for I knew I was in extreme danger.
Fast forward to these days …
In the astral I am manipulated my the masculine. They are not human, but they can shape shift into human form. They are expert at manipulating the psyche of the human.
They cause me to do things in the astral I would not choose to do if I were resting in my power.
It has come to my attention that my astral self, my 17 year old self, is still in that mode of powerlessness, and these ones take advantage of it … or perhaps they are simply showing me that this scenario exists in my subconsciousness, bringing it forth so that I may heal it.
Either way …
It is time to heal that girl in me, to bring her into her power, the power she wields as a conscious 54 year old me.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
It is time to reprogram my subconscious.
Here are a few things I’ve discovered that can assist in the process.
My first action is to strictly limit the negativity I am exposed to … from this moment on, then …
1: Listen to the wisdom in my resistance, being humble 2: Decide, Commit, Resolve 3: Don’t assume I know everything 4: Listen to my fears and define what they are 5: Interview my subconscious: What am I afraid of? 6: Repeat what I believe to my subconscious ~ Affirmations 7: Promise myself I will make it work
The subconscious mind is a force. It has the power to stop me from dreaming big and moving forward — but all its power comes from the programming I put into it.
I will allow feelings of love, joy, and peace to flow through me as if I were truly having these experiences, and …
8: Adopt empowering beliefs 9: Focus on Gratitude 10: Visualize, 10-15 minutes per day 11: Be very consistent and persistent 12: Biohack the subconscious mind with Binaural beats
Gamma when engaged in certain motor functions
Beta when fully conscious and actively concentrating
Alpha when relaxed
Theta when drowsy or lightly sleeping
Delta when in deep sleep
These audio programs can help reprogram the subconscious mind by creating a more receptive forum for installing positive messages.
“Whatever we plant in our subconscious mind and nourish with repetition and emotion will one day become a reality” — Earl Nightingale
You can’t stop a woman who has the universe inside her.
Yes, her dream states may be manipulated.
There may be those in the astral who attempt to shame her.
Their seeming intention is to make her feel weak and vulnerable.
All that does is show their own frustration at their inability to manipulate her waking state.
She remains in joy.
She sheds all attempts to make her feel shame.
She recognizes her power by the sneaky hidden ones frustrations, shown by their influence in the astral. In the dream state.
Their power ends there.
Fully conscious, she chooses self-love. Not perverted, but fresh, whole and free.
Strong efforts are made to cause the praying woman shame and humiliation.
The night is the night, and the day is the day.
They may influence the dream state.
But she knows who she is.
She has SEEN herself, true.
She is LOVE.
She is PURE.
She is INNOCENCE.
She is SACRED.
She is here to remind the manipulators they have no authority here.
Their influence ends once she enters fully into consciousness.
Their power is shallow and vague at best.
She releases all burdens attempted on her.
She sheds any and all fragments of the perverted unseen.
And she goes on to live a fabulous, love filled day, knowing full well the guardians and guides she has called upon are with her always.
Life is life.
Seen, unseen.
1. Law of divine oneness
The law of divine oneness is the MVP of the universal laws, in that it’s the one upon which all others build. This law states that we are all connected through creation, Every single atom inside of you is connected in some way, shape, or form to the rest of the universe you move through.
This means that everything we do has a ripple effect and impacts the collective—not just ourselves. To call upon this principle for self-improvement, simply remember that your actions both matter and make a difference.
2. Law of vibration
Everything in the universe has a frequency and a vibration, Nothing ever stands still, as everything is always either being pushed away or pulled toward something. Furthermore, items of a similar vibration are attracted to each other. So, to use this law to manifest your desires, you must match your vibration with that of what you want.
3. Law of correspondence
The premise behind the law of correspondence is that our lives are created by the subconscious patterns we repeat every single day, and these patterns either serve us or hold us back. Activate this law by becoming aware of your own patterns, which are often passed down via family ties, and then consciously taking action steps to break them.
4. Law of attraction
This is the law of vibration in action. Many people get scared by the notion that bad thoughts or low vibrations can somehow destroy their life because they’re unaware. The law is not a punishment, but a very clear mirror of our self-worth and mind-set. You’re surrounded by the outcome of decisions you’ve made in the past and are fully capable of making other decisions and attracting a different set of circumstances.
5. Law of inspired action
While the law of attraction is about vibrationally aligning yourself with whatever it is you want, the law of inspired action is about taking—you guessed it—action in order to bring what you want to fruition. So you can certainly create vision boards, but Wilder says taking physical steps to move you closer to your vision is much more crucial.
6. Law of perpetual transmutation of energy
This law means that even the smallest action can have a profound effect. Like the seed of a mighty tree holds all its promise in its tiny shell, you also have the power within you to move mountains.
To put the law into action on a practical level, it is recommended to do small things every day that uplift you, whether that’s singing in the shower, dancing like nobody’s watching, or anything else. Remember, small shifts equal major results.
7. Law of cause and effect
The law of cause and effect, also known as the law of karma, states that any action causes a reaction, and that whatever you put out—good or bad—you get right back. To harness the power of this law, be aware of how your actions and decisions are affecting not just yourself but everyone around you, and focus on sending out good vibes only.
8. Law of compensation
The law of compensation is about reaping what you sow. It instills trust in us that we will be compensated for our work as long as we’re open to receiving in all the many ways that the universe can deliver.
To be clear, compensation in this sense isn’t limited to employment arrangements or financial compensation. Rather, it’s about receiving compensation for all your contributions to the world around you, including the love, joy, and kindness you spread; it is all rewarded.
9. Law of relativity
Nothing and no one is inherently good or bad. Everything is a spectrum of expression, and there is more than one perspective on any situation or challenge. In other words, we are the ones who assign meaning to things, so we can choose to regard things as “bad” or as happening in our favor.
10. Law of polarity
Everything has a polar opposite: If there’s an up, there’s a down. If there’s light, there’s dark. One cannot exist without the other. Experiencing these polarities is part of the human experience, and that they also help us learn from our mistakes and support us in identifying what we don’t want so we can get clearer on what we do want.
11. Law of perpetual motion
The law of perpetual motion tells us that everything is forever changing and our job is to embrace the ride. If life is tough and challenging, know that it will change. If everything is peachy, then savor the moment, but don’t try to make it last beyond the natural order of things. Each stage of life has tremendous gifts to offer.
12. The law of giving and receiving
The energies of giving and receiving operate within all of us, and in order to create flow, they need to be in balance. To work with this law is to recognize where in your life the balance between giving and receiving is off. You have to allow both sides in you to have their say and get their way.
My potential Love showed himself to me during meditation last night, ever so briefly. He has a very powerful presence. I’m looking forward to meeting him in person!
Dreamtime consisted of many vivid dreams, yet even though I smoked the Blue Lotus Flower before sleep, I was not able to recall these vivid relations in the astral upon waking.
I can say that there are those who would like to pervert the mind, dirtying the Soul and/or Spirit.
Perhaps they, too, saw my potential Love.
I woke and stated that my Love is coming to me this year, and their perversion attempts will be made null and void by our Sacred Union. These ones will simply fall away … by the grace of Love.
Maybe this is why they are trying so hard for me ….
I’ve got news for all who dare attempt to thwart me … we’ve been here before, and I’m still standing. The only difference this time, is that I will rise above it all, connection cancelled.
Do you remember your dreams? Dreams are important. Most Native People believe that dreams are an extension of reality, an opportunity to travel other realms and communicate with ancestors and spirit guides. Dreamwork is highly encouraged by remembering your dreams and journaling them into a special book. Black Elk Speaks had dreams that revealed rituals for his tribe. Your dreams can be just as important.
I’ve been testing the Blue Lotus Flower and something called Dream Herb for lucid dreaming. It seems to help. I was told smoking is the best way to get the herb into the system, but I do not like to smoke. I will try it as a tea blend instead. I am curious what tradition calls for.
It is fascinating to learn about the different energy bodies and what they bring with, or leave behind during OBE.
I was just wondering about the variances that seemed to be present between the conscious mind and the astral mind, the subconscious.
I wondered at the level of WILL one has the authority over when “dreaming” or as we know often as “astral travel” and experiences.
Seems there are certain traits, or characteristics we simply don’t take with us at specific levels of presence.
Well, perhaps the incorporation of all aspects of self we are experiencing as a collective will have an affect on the way energy is currently being distributed between the bodies.
I am very grateful for the teachers, the writers, those who share knowledge and technique so certain practices can be studied.
Indeed, we are in a battle for control of our conscious and subconscious mind.
One of the occult’s favorite things to do to me is make me listen to the cries of children while I sleep.
They are trying to program my subconscious mind toward suffering.
They are trying to program my subconscious mind toward slavery.
Indeed that is what they are doing to all of us … in the waking hours through the media and movies … in the night, through subliminal suggestion and rote training via ‘dreams’. (Which are not dreams at all, but visitations from the occult, trespasses in the highest).
They love to repeat themselves. I guess they believe if they say something often enough I (we) will believe it.
It’s worked this far, hasn’t it?
It is time to be the programmers of our own mind.
Through affirmation, through the repetition of a particular phrase, we can begin to create neural pathways in our own mind, overwriting the occult’s efforts.
Take charge of your mind.
It is difficult, for subconsciously, most of us are innocent children and easily manipulated in the astral.
Lucid dreaming may be a good practice to get in to, in order to actually have some control during these trespasses.
Do it now, for time is short … and it takes time to create new thought avenues in mind.
This is the world war three we weren’t expecting, even tho we were warned.
Ephesians 6:12 ~ King James Version
12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
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