During my bath 2 nights ago I relaxed with eyes closed and I saw the under side of a shark as it swam over top of me … here’s a little something I found about it …
The shark spirit animal exudes power, superiority, and authority in its natural environment.
This indicates the need for you to fight for what you want. Do not back down, and be steely in your resolve to show everyone who is in charge.
Just like your shark totem, you have a ruthlessness in you. Fortunately, you also have the patience and self-restraint.
Trust in your instincts and learn to interpret them accurately.
Pay attention. Do not ignore your instincts when you hear warning bells or see the warning signs.
The shark meaning is about observation, perception, and understanding.
Today is a day to focus on being a spiritual being. I inhabit a physical body that moves through the world, but that is not my inner self, my true self, my timeless self. I will remove my attention, as much as I can, from the distractions of the outer world and concentrate on my spiritual being. And I will try to see the inner, true self of every other being I meet today.
It’s time to think big. You are a star in your own right. There are unlimited possibilities. It is fine not to know every detail before proceeding. Mystery is a natural part of life.
Nuit’s energy is as wide as the sky, as big as the universe, and as bright as a star. Within the Egyptian pantheon, Nuit played the role of sky goddess. the celestial heavens were her body, and below her, in a mirror image, lay her brother, the earth god, Geb.
The infinite sky and the sparkling stars above are the expressions of the nature of Nuit. The ideas of wonder, unlimited possibility, infinity, and the eternity of life are all mysteries of Nuit. Ancient Egyptians believed that when one died, the body rested in her energy and, thus, they often painted her image on the lids of sarcophagi. Death is, in fact, a part of rebirth for the Egyptians, and Nuit was also a mother – she gave birth to Isis, Osiris, Set, and Horus. The sun god, Ra, was born from her star-strewn body every morning and then swallowed again at sunset.
Nuit invites us to share the infinite and expand accordingly. Her flowing energy suggests to us that there is nothing we can’t do and encourages us to embrace big possibilities. While many of us are fearful to expand and to take risks in that growth, Nuit encourages traveling forward with a strong intention anyway. When you are feeling small, when you are stuck in the tiny details, when you feel that there is no place in the world for you, Nuit is the perfect goddess to help you from relief. Nuit encourages us to think big and to set positive intentions for our growth.
Nuit also offers comfort to those who feel that they need to have all the answers all the time, which can be exhausting on so many levels. None of us is perfect. None of us knows everything, and it is unfair to put that type of pressure on ourselves. Not knowing actually leads to growth too. Nuit champions the idea that there are some things that should stay unexplained due to the beauty of the mystery.
Reading from the deck Goddesses and Sirens created by Stacy Demarco
It is very clear to most of us that we are a part of something humongous happening on planet Earth. The Ascension impacts everyone and has personal implications that hold different meanings that are very intimate to each person.
Connecting with your Soul, Connecting with God Source is very personal. As a part of the human race we all know what it means to suffer horribly in pain and feel completely alone in the darkness. As we endure this Ascension Cycle, remember, it is about Kindness Above All. Honor where you are at, take the time you need, allow yourself the space to heal and find the kindness for yourself.
As you strengthen your core and can expand your sphere of influence, then practice random acts of kindness towards others. One second of criticism, sarcasm, belittling, or hateful words can mar and scar a child and a person for life. One second of kindness can elevate a child or person to accomplish greatness that allows them to find their soul.
Close your eyes, tune into your breathing, and allow yourself to sink deeply into the heart of the living creation that you are. As you notice your breath becoming steady and slightly deeper than usual, observe the urge within you that is begging to come forth in some alive action. Pay attention to any images, sounds, or feelings that beckon your awareness; and there you will find the key as to the manner in which to express this magnificent pulse.
Your breath is the crossover between Spirit and physical reality. Breathing comfortably and steadily helps you align yourself with Spirit, which then brings a clearer focus on what creative expression is preparing to be birthed through and from you. Discard any habitual thought patterns that would prevent the manifestation of what you are being prompted to bring forth. Allow yourself to take risks with this self-expression, and all of Creation will smile upon you.
In both subtle and more dramatic ways, you can shapeshift by your choice of clothing, hairstyle, adornments, and even mannerisms (such as facial expression, gestures, and the way you walk). By adjusting these along with your internal attitude, you can actually display different personas. When you experiment with these variations of self-expression that are not how you ordinarily present yourself, others will react to you, depending on the degree in which your persona contrasts with the one they are most familiar with. Be like the clouds as you try out different forms, stretching your limits at times, willing to move and adjust as necessary.
Lift your head up, square your shoulders, and stand tall such that your chest and heart open to the world, and note how this feels. You may feel vulnerable at first, but stay with it. Then let your shoulders fall forward slightly, pull your chest inward an inch or two, and let your head drop a little; observe how this feels.
Experiment with contracting your aura (your energy field), then expand it as far as you comfortably can. By this kind of shapeshifting you can consciously choose your expression into the world. Just remember who you are at the core.
The lethargy you feel is the result of a lack of activation – in other words, something that stirs your senses. This could be anything from walking outdoors, feeling the breeze on your body, or inhaling the different aromas that Nature herself provides. Or it could be finding the pleasure in a warm bath that helps you release the tension and stress from your mind and body. Music may activate your hearing, which sparks the pleasure centers in your brain. Art may activate your emotional responses. The touch of another human may activate a deep need to be physically held in some manner once again.
Now is the time for action. Engage in some activity and be fully present so that you forget about your surroundings and enter into that timeless and multidimensional experience of Union with the focus of your creative attention. Let your physical body be active. Movement alone – whether quietly dancing by yourself or hiking up that hill over yonder – will require you to be as present as possible in your body. Enjoy!
Reading from the deck “Earth Magic” created by Steven D. Farmer
With All Of The Advice, Wisdom And Clarity That We Strive To Offer In Love, It Is Also Important That You Remember This Story.
This Waking Dream, Is Very Much A Gift From God!
We Focus So Much With You On Frequencies, The Unseen, What Is To Come, The Virus, The Marches And So Much Chaos.
We Explain Our Crafts And The Federation Meetings And How Much We Love You!
What Is Important In This Moment Is To Remember You Are Living A Precious Life That Matters!
This Story Of You, This Role That You Play With Others Playing Roles, Is Very Significant!
We Never Mean To Imply That You Are Simply Here As A Stepping Stone To Another Place!
God Is Everywhere, As Everything That Is Created.
You Are This NOW, In THIS Moment!
Focus On The Love That You Are, The Love You Have To Offer, The Ones You Have Experienced As Changing Your Heart For The Better.
You Are Overflowing With Gifts!
Allow The Changes But Stay Present As The Energies Flow!
You Were Meant To Enjoy This Life Experience!
You Are Worthy To Be Loved!
Never Give Up On Yourself Or This Life That You Have Been Given!
You Are Sacred And Divine, As You Feed Your Dog, Wash Dishes, Play With A Child, Or You Own A Country And Have More Money Than You Can Spend!
If You Have No Home And Are Without Work, You Are Just As Sacred And Important As Another!
So In This Moment, We Focus On You And The Name You Carry, The Feelings You Have And The Changes Throughout Your Dream That Have Hurt You Or Made You Better!
Everything Is Working For Your Good Beyond The Dream And Within The Dream.
I astral travelled last night with a group of souls. We came upon a body of water and the others began to play in it.
I said, “Don’t put your feet in the water.”
This, I believe, was a fear response due to a previous visit, where I saw people being placed on mounds in the river, and being eaten by slimy, ball shaped life forms I can only call ‘alien’ who LOVE the salt from humans.
I am uncertain if this was the same place … it may not have been, only the memory may have been present.
Just as I said this, the ‘veil’ came up and I awoke.
Fear is a dis-ease.
In the waking world I am surrounded by it, as are all of you. Many are immersed in it, with little hope of extracting themselves, because they cannot see the cage that has been placed over their minds.
In the waking world I seem to do fine.
In the astral, I’m not so sure.
Life is so much bigger than the seen …
Let us embrace it, and heal it, for self, for others … for ALL who live … in all life’s forms.
It is hating my ass A LOT. It is thinking HOW CAN I HAVE AN ASS LIKE THIS, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.
HOW AM I EVEN A HUMAN WOMAN PERSON THING.
And then about a day later, I am LOVING my ass. Like really really digging the shape, and the jiggle, and the softness, and how I can flex it. I want certain people to do things to it. Sending pictures celebrating it to my women on fire, of course.
I am taking advantage of this happy ass moment because I know, inevitably, I am going to hate it at again at some point. I am going to wake up in the morning and curse the gods of asses and the creative demons behind perfectly curated instagram photos with arched backs and waxed ass cheeks that look like the virgin ass cheeks of a baby deer.
I am going to demand that I AM GIVEN ANOTHER ASS OR ELSE.
How I feel about my ass is essentially, how I feel about my life.
Reality looks like:
Feeling decent, good even. Like hey, I am not doing too bad. Then a day or so later….
DEAR CHRIST WHAT IS THIS THING WE CALL LIFE.
WHAT AM I EVEN DOING.
My work now isn’t so much the doing or changing or growing or being better, but letting myself be loved and not looking for the ways so much in which I don’t feel loved.
For I am being loved. Deeply. Every day.
Love reminds me to get an Xray on my back, even when I don’t want to go.
Love is putting my heart, needs, feelings, first, even if it’s not convenient, or easy. If it hurts. Or is scary. Or is annoying.
Love is so blissed out to be with me, it is as if I never have a bad ass day. Ever.
Love is playing board games with me, getting mad at me, giving me the best org*sms of my life.
Love goes pretty easy on me and most importantly:
Love tells me my ass looks great.
Because it does.
In woman on fire we have good ass days and bad ass days, and we celebrate them all. No more avoiding or numbing out or wallowing alone.
We do that shit IN THE LIGHT OF DAY: together! Where we can finally laugh at ourselves and cry and hold each other from miles away.
We get reprieve for a moment from the addiction to self-flatulence and aggrandizement that can play in our heads.
PM me to claim one of our last few spots for this round of woman on fiyah.
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