So much hurt running thru the energy regarding trauma’s imposed upon the family.
Anger isn’t the word … but a low rumbling that seems like growling IS happening.
Dumb little piss ants …
“Son, although it may be difficult for you,
and son, although it seems to be unyielding
no matter how long you reflect on it
the answer to the problem
is here inside you.”
“She’s in between worlds right now.
A part of her is leaving.
But it’s not like before.
She’s holding space this time.
Not sweating it, but breathing beyond her skin.
She’s good.
She’s even shape-shifting.
The raven.
The owl.
She’s unafraid of the bird’s-eye view.
And unlike all those other times, she isn’t scared of the unknown.
She’s present and neither timid nor bold.
It feels beautiful like the song of a blackbird.
And powerful like the rumble of an avalanche.”
~ Tanya Markul
[Art | Ingrid Tusell]
The vision was of boys, teens, or perhaps they were in their 20’s. They were fighting, some standing and boxing trying to knock down, others rolling on the ground punching each other. They were doing all this in a big puddle of black water/goo. They were splashing around in it, covered in it.
It reminded me of spiritual warfare, when a black tar-like energy was planted in my solar plexus. They used to love doing that to me. It felt like the energy of death.
Those young men were covered in it, destroying each other.
The adversaries are talking about “blasphemy”. They want to marry you, bind you in contract, but you are the opposite of everything they stand for and dedicate themselves to, you don’t comply. They couldn’t unalive and trap you, they’re trying to be “creative” solution providers.
They’re talking about “devices”. Now, they mentioned devices a few days ago as well. They may be thinking of enacting some “event” thru the devices. It might be good idea to keep them out of the sleeping chamber this month, put in the microwave at night or something.
Something big is going to begin, and happen next week, adversary guessing the 15th or 16th. They may try to get in front of it with a cellular activation of some sort of technological interference to the bioform and consciousness.
The boogie man used to insist their warrior queen was a Sagittarius. They haven’t yet found her and it’s awful late in the day, but those still standing are thinking about her still. They say, “She has to be authentic.” Meaning if her essence or energy is enhanced by drugs or alcohol it isn’t natural. Remove those things and the same energetic output isn’t present.
They’re talking about drizzle. Drizzle is a light rain of very fine drops. To make something wet with small drops. Now, many of you are aware of cloud seeding, you don’t know what chemicals they plant into the cloud. They may be thinking of seeding the cloud so infectious disease can be “rained down” onto the collective. They are concerned about temperature, perhaps because the virus or germ needs to be kept viable … some of these things won’t survive certain temperatures.
The adversaries, those who wanted to trap the Luminaries, prevent them from procreating together, are concerned about the separation. They want to degrade the bioform and/or spirit/energy of them before physical union and connection.
A feminine was saying, “… not mine, but now that you know …”. And the masculine responded, “We’re done.” He thought he had coupled with an original fractal of source, and he discovered he was with an energy harvesting vampire.
One of the misogynists who undervalue the Mother stated, “I have a 100%er!
They know you Luminareis are going to create a magnificent, powerfully light filled family tree. The light is strong in them, even the newest shoot on the ancient tree I saw in vision were filled with the same potency light as the original pairing.
The adversary wishes to breed the 100%er he has, create a race of beings who can move against your tree of the future. The problem with that is, as soon as they get the woman, they gang r her and foul her energy, possibly fracturing her essence and mind, her connection to source. They certainly aren’t a Luminary, so the child won’t be equivalent to your own … the main source of their power seems to be brute strength and brutality… who have met their match, and have met their conquerer.
They certainly are concerned. Your lineage manifests an Empire in the future.
They are talking about a car accident. Since you are heavily protected, it must be that someone they know has had a car accident.
Gold was mentioned, and similarity. You have a golden body, and a light body, bright white, with violet light healing ability. They want to replace you but you are a fractal of source and you shine differently from every cut, from every wound. They can’t duplicate you.
“Your family right here!” Someone is angry how you were tossed aside, not because of the mistreatment, but because you survived, overcame, expanded and became more than they thought possible and really messed things up for them. They threw you away and now you have a new family, united firmly. They cannot touch you or your energy and gifts again.
A masculine said to another, “As long as we’ve known each other…” and I wasn’t permitted to hear the rest. He said, “She’s beautiful. She has the strength.”
This feels to me like this masculine prefers his own gender. Has never been interested in a woman … but … you have potential he wants to harvest
Wants to enter “relationship” with you, but some time ago I was told, “Their relationship with batteries is over.”
They’re on their own.
The main antagonist mutation of a parasite calling itself a pure man said, “I have to let it go!” He has been a relentless POS who has recently been quizzed by his ancestors. “Why did you do it?”
He turned on the Luminaries that were here in service to their tribe. Martyred them and extracted the life force as well as the gifts, locked their minds down and drained their energy.
His response was, “Because it’s energy, and energy is life.”
They view the luminaries as a commodity to be used according to their own pleasure and desire.
There are repercussions for all actions once the heart is weighed and truth discovered.
They are talking about s.e.x. The harvested energy of the root chakra and womb of luminaries has been powering this false matrix illusion for centuries.
They’re thinking “combat”. It’s their go-to. They are paranoid. They don’t know how to try and manage this.
Someone spoke up, hopeful, saying, “We all add $600 …” and the still and quiet one said, “Someone is in for a rude awakening.”
They are concerned about what may happen on the 19th of November.
Next week, beginning 11-10 and ending on 11-16 something big is going to happen. I received message, “See you all next week!” A couple days ago. The adversary thinks this might happen on the 15th or 16th. The couple weeks after that are apparently going to be rough, especially the 19th, according to adversary.
The song lyrics, “I lose control when you’re not next to me.” This song is by Teddy Swims.
Your light, your luminescence, powered the will of your old family, they used your energy and vital force to command a mutation of experience for others. They buried you in misery and used your creator connection as a fractal of source to hurt and harm others while benefitting themselves.
They are in need of a signature. It sounds like they want to forge your signature on documents, or somehow obtain a signature of another to confirm some sort of documentation.
Someone said, “We’re being told to stay away from her.”
They’re discussing an agenda.
It includes Clonaid.
Song lyrics, “I’m mister blue, wah-a-wah-ooo….” ran through mind.
They’re considering how to seduce you.
Someone is playing Russian Roulette, whether it be an actual circle of folks and a gvn, or if someone is taking an over-the-top risk with something, I can’t say.
Adversary is mad!! Saying, “Stop lying about this!” They are realizing they got bamboozled.
They know you are heavily protected, they can’t seem to stop talking about it! They’re looking for a way to topple your fortress, a weak spot, a vulnerability, but they can’t find any.
Perpetrator: a person who carries out a harmful, illegal, or immoral act. Now, whether they are insinuating this is you, or if they want to send someone after you, is unclear.
They think you are dangerous. You see them. You are speaking on what you see, know, feel … telling your story, confessing your personal testimony. They are concerned about their privacy, having the ability to continue behaving in a vile manner undetected.
Someone who sounded somewhat feminine shouted, “They conquered you! She’s a medium!”
“They” are your new family, your Spiritual team. You have connections as a medium they cannot explain or understand. You’re an enigma. What seems like a year ago there was a shocked exclamation, “They aren’t supposed to exist!”
Someone is complaining, “Is this the best you can do?”
There is talk of the 15th or the 16th. Something BIG is supposed to happen. (Yesterday the message was,”See you all next week!”) There may be a transition, a timeline bifurcation, or trifurcation, a relocation, a ‘rapture’, or a portal opening to transport life into another realm … take it as it resonates. (On October 17, someone said ‘4 to 7 weeks’, which would be 11-17 / 12-1).
It sounds like the split will happen next week and the 2 weeks following will be some sort of catastrophe, or purification.
The adversary is calling you sacrilegious. You didn’t get baptized, or commit and dedicate your essence and soul to some religious entity or cause. You’re free. You are in union with TMH Family Divine, direct connection. There is no 3rd wheel enemy between you claiming authority over this connection. They are being told it is against the rules to bring you into their loop … you aren’t one of them, you are directly connected and they can’t control you. (Someone thinks if they can gain contract they’ll be able to, tho).
Apparently, something is going to be happening on Sunday, 11-10-2024.
They’re calling you an original, acknowledging their counterfeit got discovered.
Something is confidential.
Next week it begins. Again, it starts 11-10 / 11-16. The whole month will be significant shifts.
Pentacles: “She doesn’t have any”, he said. “She doesn’t have access to funds.” Another said, “That means she won’t be able to go back.” This sounded like a time traveler, or intergalactic traveler in need of a ticket and ride home.
“Go to bed, Nikki!” He hollered. She may be the one who cannot return from whence she came. Emotions are unstable, heated.
They are contemplating you and this circumstance. “She’s got control of herself. She’s got control of satan”, he said.
Waffle watches … apparently waffle watches use a specific dial. It’s where patterns of hollowed squares intersect. Also called a Paris Hobnail, or Clous de Paris.
The adversary has come to the realization that solitude made you stronger.
There’s a lot of talk among them, “They’re moving forward.” they say.
Misogynists are obsessed with s3x. Pondering your sexuality, knowing you’re heterosexual.
A thought, not spoken or heard. Some telepathy uses words, others utilize pictograph, and others still, communication without words or pictograph, it’s more like a “seed” of knowing that flows into mind.
What they said was, “See you all next week!”
The dominator tyrant masculines “have no idea” how to manage this, how to be with it.
A friendly one reached out to express gratitude, saying, “Thank you.”
January 1st was mentioned. (On 10-17 the adversary stated ‘4 to 7 weeks’, which is 11-17 / 12-1).
They’re talking about “agnostic” … they don’t understand your relationship with God, Spirit, Ancestors, and family unseen of this precious multi-verse. They don’t know what it feels like or what it means to ‘merge’ with the life of the all that is, the great mystery.
They seem to be concerned about penetration. It could be they are afraid of what will happen when you and kingdom spouse connect, it could be that they wish to penetrate, or infiltrate, this connection somehow, or it could be that they are realizing you inserted yourself into their lair and blew the place up, completely disrupting their ways.
They’re concerned about the girlfriend becoming wife. They hear the songs being played, the devotion …
The thought of this is terrifying to them.
There is talk of a turkey. Someone wants to do some kitchen Witchery with the holiday meal.
There is talk of “mosquitoes”. It could be the adversary wishes to cause a panic, or spread dis-ease, by releasing infected, or robotic carriers of disease.
Someone is “watchin’ them people!”
They can’t stop thinking of the devotion between these two people coming together.
This is the ending.
Something is absolutely boisterous! A party? A celebration?
Two being One.
The mysogonist gang and their entourage of doppledangers are arguing … someone stated, “They knew what they were doing!”
Judgement is here.
They’re discussing lawsuits … “Whoever the lawyer is …”. The one questioned stayed, “You have your choice!”
They’re upset about “how bad earthlings …” have made their circumstances for them. You went and raised your vibrations, opened your throat and heart chakras and started singing like birds! Threw a kink in their evil plans.
They are complaining about being “mired” in an upside down reality. They are “stuck” as in mud, in a very difficult situation … trapped.
They are petitioning for relief of some sort, trying to make a “peace” offering. Someone said, “They rejected mine.” The thing is, these mysogonistic, ruthless, childish tyrant, wanna be dominators of the world have been brutalizing the essence of the mother and child while requiring the fathers to shed blood and die in perpetual cycles of war. They have drained the life force vitality of the unsuspecting and innocent through terrorist means, there is no peace in their heart, only hatred and it’s been proven time and time again … while the people suffered, and took notes for TMH.
The Divine have avowed … “No More Bondage!”
Nuit = Night
Nuit is also a Goddess in Thelma, the speaker in the first chapter of the “Book of Law”, the sacred text written and received in 1904 by Aleister Crowley.
Nuit is an Egyptian Sky Goddess, who arches over her husband, Geb, the Earth God.
New Life!
Fortified!
Congratulations!
Clever talk disrupts virtue; a little lack of forbearance disrupts great plans.
~~The Essential Confucius, Thomas Cleary
Virtue is the foundation of all achievements; no house whose foundation is not solid can be enduring. The mind is the root; no tree whose roots are rotten can be flourishing.
~~A Chinese Garden of Serenity, Reflections of a Zen Buddhist
Four years ago I posted this. It is incredible what hind-site shows us of our growth. Keep going, friends.
TEMPTATION
It seems temptation still has its hold on me. When will I ever learn to subconsciously let go of past habitual patterns? It’s easy enough while awake, yet the ‘tests’ continue in the astral, and I find myself failing … failing myself.
There are times when I’d like to kick down a door and save those I hear being abused, yet for some reason, I don’t.
It seems those in the astral want me to know just how powerless I am. It seems I ought to meditate on personal power before nodding off at night.
Perhaps I’m not a warrior after all.
Perhaps I am merely a survivor.
Or, perhaps the time for my true test simply has not arrived yet.
Whichever way, the night is the night and the day is the day.
May this day be filled with that which brings smiles to faces and even laughter to hearts.
Be well friends.
May the best arrive for you in the coming moments.
Many don’t have the drive or determination to go through the pain in order to gain.
It hurts, this expansion, this adding value to one’s soul.
This is the difference between you and they.
You have the courage and inner fortitude and faith to endure with patience until TMH aligns you with your purpose, your increase.
They will do everything in their limited expressions to put that pain onto others, and then syphon out the gain.
You are not the same.
They want to appear as you … strong and mighty,
You simply Are.
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