Years ago I had something happen which nearly ended my life, and actually DID end life as I knew it.
For years my mind was in chaos, and only since August of 2020 has it smoothed out.
In these moments, when power is out and life has gone basic, I am finding that I Am coming more into alignment with my Soul Essence, which I have seen on 2 occasions in the astral.
Pure Love, welcoming with joy all that she sees … all that I see.
Only in the last 2 days have I really looked at my defensive nature toward things, people … seen and unseen.
I Am learning how to release that portion of self … there isn’t any need for it in the New World … the world I very much long to be a part of.
My most sincere apologies to my visitors in the astral.
I know I have not been the easiest person to visit.
It is a challenge, this transition, especially because of the way it started for me, all those years ago.
I am grateful for your persistence and patience.
I cannot promise that I have achieved a full liberation from the old me, but I am in process and looking forward very much to returning to that place of Love unconditional, in all instances.
If you come to me as a victim I will not support you. But I will have the courage to walk with you through the pain that you are suffering. I will put you in the fire, I will undress you, and I will sit you on the earth….
I will bathe you with herbs, I will purge you, and you will vomit the rage and the darkness inside you. I’ll bang your body with good herbs, and I’ll put you to lay in the grass, face up to the sky….
Then I will blow your crown to clean the old memories that make you repeat the same behavior. I will blow your forehead to scare away the thoughts that cloud your vision. I will blow your throat to release the knot that won’t let you talk….
I will blow your heart to scare fear, so that it goes far away where it cannot find you. I will blow your solar plexus to extinguish the fire of the hell you carry inside, and you will know peace. I will blow with fire your belly to burn the attachments, and the love that was not.
I will blow away the lovers that left you, the children that never came. I will blow your heart to make you warm, to rekindle your desire to feel, create and start again. I will blow with force your vagina or your penis, to clean the sexual door to your soul….
I will blow away the garbage that you collected trying to love what did not want to be loved. I will use the broom, and the sponge, and the rag, and safely clean all the bitterness inside you. I will blow your hands to destroy the ties that prevent you from creating….
I will blow your feet to dust and erase the footprints memories, so you can never return to that bad place. I will turn your body, so your face will kiss the earth. I’ll blow your spine from the root to the neck to increase your strength and help you walk upright….
And I will let you rest. After this you will cry, and after crying you will sleep. And you will dream beautiful and meaningful dreams, and when you wake up I’ll be waiting for you. I will smile at you, and you will smile back. I will offer you food that you will eat with pleasure … tasting life, and I will thank you. Because what I’m offering today, was offered to me before when darkness lived within me. And after I was healed, I felt the darkness leaving, and I cried…
Then we will walk together, and I will show you my garden, and my plants, and I will take you to the fire again. And we will talk together in a single voice with the blessing of the earth. And we will shout to the forest the desires of your heart…
And the fire will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together….
And the mountains will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together….
And the rivers will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together….
And the wind will listen and whisper the echo, and we will create hope together….
And then we will bow before the fire, and we will call upon all the visible and invisible guardians. And you will say thank you to all of them…
And you will say thank you to yourself. And you will say thank you to yourself. And you will say thank you to yourself.
I am the river of life I am the keeper of this dream Walk with me I’ll tell you a thousand stories Long ago given to the earth
These mountains tall They are my only walls In this temple where I bow
Haseya
Rise up, my sisters, rise up We are the water, the sacred cup It’s in our hands that all life grows It’s in your dance, it’s in your hands It’s in your love we rise above
It’s in your song I hear my soul So rise up, my sisters, rise up Let us lift each other up Sing it from your heart and from your soul
Haseya
Sun and moon they shine together She moves the waters and dances with the heavens
In your eyes I see Haseya rise In your eyes I see the giver of this life
I have been without power at home for six days and haven’t showered for seven.
I Am Grateful that I have had a pretty significant crochet habit the past few years and have made several blankets, they are coming in quite handy at night!
Last year I went crazy and made a whole bunch of candles. Little did I know I would be needing them this year. I will replenish once I gain power.
I’ve also had a hobby of preserving foods the last few years. I am not in lack.
It is 38 degrees during the day here.
I still have wood for a fire this evening and have access to more should I need it. I have gasoline to make the trip for it too! What a blessing!
In the night my dreams are quite active. It seems my intention for my future is being polluted in the astral, but I wake. The night is the night and the day is the day, and once again the smile is spreading upon my lips as I sit and type this message, drinking my tea.
I still have employment, so have a nice warm place to go during the day. The work load is light, yes, but here I am still … Grateful.
My co-workers will need to avoid me as much as possible for even I am beginning to smell myself, haha. If the power is not on soon I will figure a way to heat water for a sponge bath. I’ve 3 – 7 gallon jugs of water that I filled and replace the water occasionally, specifically in the event I would need it.
My Higher Self, Guardians and Master Teachers and Guides have been looking out for me, and I’ve been listening, obviously, on a subconscious level.
Rather than focusing on what I do not have, I focus on the things I DO have, and I make a conscious effort to be grateful for these things.
I pour forth LOVE from my Core Essence, Grateful for You.
UPDATE: I understand now that my intentions are NOT being polluted. I am simply being shown what COULD happen should my intentions materialize … and it is an OPPORTUNITY to re-evaluate … GRATEFUL.
HA Breath with Ho’oponopono
In Breath: I Love You Hold: I Am Sorry Breath Out: Please Forgive Me Hold: Thank You
It`s imperative to understand that there are MANY plans and Agendas right now playing out. Illuminati against Satanists ( a lot for show), Dems against Rep (also a show), Biden/Trump (big cinema) – but the really important thing is that there is a DEVINE PLAN in order and unfolding with the Ascension of Earth. I always told people how can they talk about ascension in the mind that`s about a Presidency???? I never got this “logic” – 5D is about Unity Consciousness and not about left or right. And so we can observe HOW MANY of the so-called “Love & Light” groups become hi-jacked and completely got lost in the “game”. We HAVETO TRUST OURSELVES and trust OUR INTUITIONS – we are interdimensional beings, celestial beings and no f……ing AI.
On of the first Lords Rothschild said : Give humans the Illusion that they can choose, vote or elect – you will always win. Especially when both parties are already yours. Why do this 1% become more rich with every war?? Because the sell weapons to both sides – for them it doesn’t matter who is “winning” because they always win. It’s a “win/win” situation for them. And the Election of a President is the same procedure for them.
MSM is such a vital part of the Illuminati and negative forces – programming consciousness.
I am really quiet sure that by now more than 2 Million lightbeings are incarnated on Earth. It’s already the 3rd wave of incarnated higher consciousness here. And with 144,000 we wouldn’t be able to keep, hold and ground the incoming energy for humanity. The 144 has something to do with the activation of the DNA strands and the Solar Rishi.
They are well aware that we are all here now. And they also know that they can’t stop the solar event and can’t stop the ascension of Earth. They just can try to take as many as possible with them into they 4th negative dimension.
Probably people have to hit the ground first before they are willing to wake up and take self responsibility for their own life and don`t blame and judge always others because this just causes the law of cause and effect for THEMSELVES – not the others. Universal laws in effect.
Self responsibility is important but waking up is necessary.
Free Will:
Let me share something with you about YOU as an IS-BE (Interdimensional Spiritual Being having a human experience) and the dilemma of this realm:
Movies, tv shows, comic books, fantasy movies, etc that disclosed ET presence on Earth and what interacting with ETs really entails. The fact of the matter is, extraterrestrials IS-BEs are not interdimensional IS-BE. You are not required to take DMT supplements or drugs to interact and communicate with extraterrestrial IS-BEs.
In order to exist on this level, each IS-BE must be in sync with their full chakra frequency alignments. Full telepathic communication and mind meld. This is what it means to connect with someone on a deeper level inside the brain and mind, stored inside of your DNA which then is the signature used by your subconscious to project reality around you. Your IS-BE is the God inside you. You have the ultimate control over your own destiny, however to comprehend and manifest those lessons, patience, prayer, meditation, empathy, love, and union are emotions that will manifest positive life energy manifestations to become in your reality.
Allow us to connect a few dots for you that may be unclear. These interdimensional beings responsible for the child sacrificing obsession the society has been driven to are also the source of where fascism is coming – the Universities. We can visually see the Universities are cults with massive pedophile rings inside of them using Government subsidized programs to perform illegal experiments on millions of lives.
Understand that all life forms are IS-BEs. Including mice. Including rats. Including bacteria. All IS-BEs are a manifestation of a conscious projection of an IS who wishes to BE. The IS-BE responsible for the Biological entities it encompasses. This logically and compassionately.
Universities are experimenting on animals and lower cast life forms because they are deemed worthy to be experimented upon. Here is a moral dilemma, what gives one life form the permission to take the life of another lifeform? That who created you. This is the beast of burden debate in vegetarianism. However consuming meat for food is the psyop The real beast of burden is what Universities are doing to global consciousness in the sacrifice to science.
Seen from the medical point I think the nasal form of the test is a probable danger because the hidden access leads via the nose to the “Regio olfactoria”. In this uppermost area of the nasal cavity, the brain, or the fluid surrounding the brain, the so-called liquor, is only removed from the outside world through a bone (the ethmoid) and some cell layers of the nasal mucosa Cut. So it`s very easy to “place” nanoparticles there, which can be “activated” with the vaxx and directed via 5G – frequency manipulation.
Negative forms have more and more troubles in the rising frequency and vibration on the planetary body and so I want to share the latest News about in short form:
Gaian Matrix
There are significant and positive changes taking place in our Universal Matrix at this time, which are happening at progressively higher dimensional layers. Each next layer of access is bringing more recovery and rehabilitation, bringing disclosure and ascension that much closer. While things may look very confusing and dire on the outer scape, these massive shifts at architectural levels are making it increasingly difficult for negative forces to maintain themselves. This is a time to be steadfast in our dedication to know the truth and to nurture our inner spirit and God connection, as we have progressively more access to both.
The return of the Solar Rishi into the matter worlds is a significant event which has generated massive impacts to the timeline architecture of this reality, and is why this month we focus on the current Guardian projects and direct impacts made to the future timeline of the 7D Gaian Matrix. This new configuration has radically changed the Galactic and Metagalactic Core configuration and this is continually unfolding new organic timeline patterns for ascension within the planetary architecture. The 8D Metagalactic Core is also the Gaian planetary core, which previously held in place a Black Sun in the 8th Portal, that was configured from an exact AI replica of the Gaian Matrix during the Electric Wars.
During the Winter Solstice Gold Body activation, a sixth harmonic universe for 6D-7D-8D was completed and this is gradually restoring the Gaian Matrix to its original pre-fall state. This was directed through an intervention in which non-dimensionalized Cosmic God Source fields emerged to host this newly created harmonic universe, surrounding and permeating Gaia within a new Universal Mother Dark Matter Matrix, to correct timeline damage resulting from the Electric War invasion. From within the restored Gaian planetary core shines a Christos Infinity Sun, which emanates its solar plasmic rays for the Gold Sun DNA body from 8D. As well as assorted RH Sun-Star Solar factors designed to spiritualize our blood stream in krystal waters and to ignite plasmic coding within our neurological system for the transfiguration of our etheric body and 3D consciousness.
The Amethyst Order and Violet Flame Yanas and Ramyanas from the Rha God World Creation have been instrumental with organizing extensive emancipation gridwork projects that are happening in the Gaian matrix to restore Universal Tribal Records for angelic humanity. These are assortments of Maji Grail King-Queen instruction sets that restore Gaia’s consciousness record for the Ascended Master lineages, including embodiment of Gaian architecture that holds the original founder emanations of the 48 DNA stranded Azurites. The Tri-Matrix of the Azurites includes three 48 stranded matrices that hold 144 dimensions that are accessed from within a quad merged core manifestation template (12 Tree Grid) that is based on the Ecka God World configurations, the access into the seven higher heavens. These particular Christos diamond sun body templates are forming complex Krystal Cathedral alignments for the Solar Rishi and Founder lineages to pour their consciousness body into, by braiding themselves back into the Gaian Matrix, which is freeing many more Ascended Master identities that were being trapped in the Black Sun constructs.
Having a greater awareness of events happening in the Gaian Matrix that are eradicating holocaust timelines and alien machinery used by the Black Suns from the Electric Wars on Hyperborea for timeline bleed through on earth, also helps us to better understand the hidden spiritual warfare behind the aggressive pushing of toxic nano injections that are currently being mass marketed to the earth population. Everything happening on the earth at this time is connected to the spiritual war happening at multiple dimensional levels, whether we can understand this is taking place or not.
A bit from this Info about the different timelines: 7D Gaia and Paliadorian Seeding
The planet Earth exists in three main formed identities in the Universal Time Matrix. The timelines for the 3D Earth are called Earth or Terra, the timelines for the 5D Earth are called Tara and the timelines for the 7D Earth are called Gaia. Due to the cataclysm that occurred on Tara which exploded portions of the main planetary grid manifestation template, the 5D Taran planet was separated from its 7D Gaian counterpart in future time. Essentially, the result of the planetary grid damage trapped the soul family matrix on Tara and the monadic family matrix on Gaia, to be locked down in their respective harmonic universes unable to communicate or link with each other. This cataclysmic event generated separation between 5D and 7D timelines which further created damage between the soul and monadic layers in our angelic human consciousness body. As a result of this cataclysm, humanity was unable to fully unite and integrate the soul aspects that were trapped in the 5D timelines with the monadic aspects that were trapped in the 7D timelines.
Avoiding the test is the only way out … irrespective of how awakened and ascended our consciousness may be … tragic.
Taking the test or injecting the poison is the cabals way of limiting humanity ascending with Earth. Also possibly leading to their 4D- timeline. Maybe somewhere in the future.
They have already started the no jab no job rhetoric … how convenient ..the agenda is so starkly apparent.
You can make a test but tell them they are just allowed to do it in the lowest regions of the nose, not more than 2 cm inside. The test alone will not “activate” anything – they need to applicate the trigger (vaxx).
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