The illusion is very easy to innerstand when one let go of how things SHOULD be and start embodying what actually are. Everyone is a POWERFUL CREATOR BEING.
You create with your Focus, Fantasy, Belief, WILL and action. But really everything is about FOCUS – What you focus on will manifest.
SO when you focus on everything you don’t want, woala. There you go, wonderful creation and you get to experience just that. The illusions are to keep everyone focusing on what they don’t want and feel very low, sad, anxious, stressed and all that. To break free is to really take back ones power of ones focus and at the same time OPEN ONES MIND = THIRD EYE.
It’s that easy as your mind keeps your beliefs and even when you focus on what you want, you’re beliefs are still a part of you and that means also what you manifest.
So open your mind completely and then focus on the absolute BEST CASE, MOST OPTIMAL DREAM SCENARIO. Also, trying to control how this manifests for you will block it all from happening so let go of that, of everything while continue to focus on the most profound dream of creation.
Also, your FAITH in it is SO POWERFUL. You HAVE TO TRUST YOURSELF – TRUST GOD – THAT THIS WILL MANIFEST. This way you are able to let go of everything and then use your heart as a GOLDEN COMPASS, to really calibrate one now moment at a time.
Still, there is also your souls evolution so you will get tested by being put in situations that you feel “bad”.
When this happens, you know that you have two options – one is to change your perspective of that situation so you love that one too – really feeling it deep inside of you. Or you could choose to learn that lesson another time as you’re not yet powerful enough to face that.
Both are perfect – follow your heart!! Your mind will play tricks on you, your gut will play tricks on you so always go FROM HEART TO GUT AND MIND, not the other way around.
For this dream to come true one really has to learn how to love it all but each soul aspect have very different journeys there so one can not tell you what is true for you in your saga where you are staring the leading role. IT IS YOUR MOVIE AFTER ALL. So trust yourself.
Trust God AND MANIFEST ONE NOW MOMENT AT A TIME. It is this easy, yet it’s very hard as we have the human ego aspect that wants to interfere. This is bypassed by letting go of ALL JUDGEMENT and just trust your path. IT IS THIS EASY. Dance with creation.
Those who limit you to or judge the shape your body takes, the way it moves, the way it feels, the way it looks.
People who project their insecurities or fears onto you and are often facing a new trigger or issue.
People who cannot hold your no, your s*xuality, your boundary, your hurt, or your truth.
People who condemn your values, choices, s*xuality, needs, desires, boundaries.
People who do not know what their values, choices, s*xuality, needs, desires, fears, or boundaries are.
The perpetual child-like partiers drowning their emotions and depression in drugging/s*xing, etc.
Those spiritually bypassing their feelings and using crystals, gurus, as the primary way to enlighten self and grow.
The ones who give their energy/attention/affection/trust to other lovers/potential lovers, when they are triggered by you.
The ones that you often experience their emotional absence, when you are needing support.
Those who are unwilling to get help or do their own personal work, requiring difficult emotional labor and standstills in your intimacy.
You need not avoid those that have been through trauma or heartache or loss
These are not signs that anything is wrong.
In fact, those that have been through the most loss are often the most incredible lovers, if they decide to lean into the dark, explore it, shine light onto it, instead of ignore it or hide it away.
Because you deserve to explore the dark together with someone who will never make you responsible for their healing. Who will bring to the table deep value through their own healing + self-awareness and mastery.
To getting what you need and deserve, and letting that in.
For nearly two decades I’ve listened to taunting, to threats, to those insulting my bodily form and my thought processes.
I’ve been degraded and verbally abused by some of the most ridiculous manipulative groups I’ve ever encountered.
They are doing it to many people these days.
Then a woman said, “I’m going to help her.”
She sounded like a goddess, a power house of a woman.
Gratefully, I began to listen.
A man came on board. Amazingly, he knew just how to speak to me to get my attention and cooperation.
I’ve had a male friend for 30 years. We spoke this afternoon and he said, “You were one of the very first people to make masks, and you don’t like to wear them.” I said, “Afer all these years, you still don’t know me. I made them, because other people needed them.”
Many men just don’t get it. They want to insist, or demand an action, way of being, or response to whatever …
Mom had you be her confidant lover sister brother mother father husband wife
Now it gets confusing.
What is family, what does family look like?
What ARE boundaries?
What does it mean to have boundaries?
Who should I have s*x with, be naked with? Open my soul to?
Who is worthy of me, who deserves me? How much do they get to have of me?
You may want to put everything inside of you that moves. It doesn’t matter. Having little authority over your body, mind, heart growing up, it can be hard to find authority over yourself now.
Everything floods into everything. It’s hard to tell who is:
Partner Sister Co-creator Friend Brother Mother
S*x permeates EVERYTHING. Inappropriate boundaries feels NORMAL, healthy, even s*xy.
Siblings being attracted to siblings. Not sure of how to handle the attraction, therefore acting out at each other for attention.
Who deserves your allegiance? Who does not?
When all lines were crossed.
Father looked at you and your needs/feelings/body/health of your own, no longer existed.
He made you his:
punching bag savior devil victim perpetrator angel (the rare times you impressed him.)
Shouting in your face. Making mom seem like a welcome escape.
His love was terrifying.
Therefore you wonder: If I am terrified, then am I in love? If I am lost in a confusing web of unclear needs, is that love?
If the walls keep changing, is that love?
It feels like love.
In woman on fire we begin to separate you from everyone else. Untangle you string by string.
The ropes on your feet, around your hands, the ropes around your mouth, keeping you lost. You begin to shake free slowly, gently, from what they told you love was.
Maybe it means f*cking everything that moves, until you are sickened and so alone that you do not know what to with yourself. We will walk with you back home to you.
Maybe it means celibacy. Walking away from everything for a bit so you can feel the pulsating of your heart underneath your pu$$y. So you can feel how truly deeply they are linked. We will listen as you trust who you are again. What you really want.
Maybe it means somewhere in between. Letting in slowly your true desire. And being able to breathe deeply as the lights go on.
When you can see it all for what it truly is, you no longer live in the darkness of confusion.
I love you and I love this. Us. Together. Getting free.
Decades old pain arose, surprising me, for I thought I had put it to rest. Well, I did put it to rest … without the proper processing necessary first.
I cried for a whole day. And even some on the second day.
I told myself to stop living in the past, to push it aside, to shut off the tears, to ‘woman’ up.
And then I spoke to some very dear friends, one of which asked me this:
Do you take a shower to wash your body?
I said, yes.
She said, “Tears are a cleansing for the soul. It washes it pure after trauma, or heartbreak of any kind.”
She explained to me that I should NEVER shut down my tears, that I should pay very close attention to what is being “washed away”, to feel it thoroughly and then release it.
After this talk, I vow to never put a damper on my tears, never to put the breaks on any release of past hurt or trauma.
I will allow my tears to wash my pain.
I will permit the process of healing in my person.