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THE ASHTAR GALACTIC COMMAND

Published July 8, 2020 by tindertender

The Ashtar Command is the Airborne Division of the Great Brother/Sisterhood of Light, under the Administrative and Spiritual Direction of Commander Ashtar and the Spiritual Guidance and Directorship of Lord Sananda, known to Earth as Jesus Christ, Our Commander-in-Chief.

“We are also known as the Galactic Command, the Solar Cross Fleets and the Orion Jerusalem Command. We are the Hosts of Heaven who serve the Christ, our Most Radiant One, in His mission of Universal Love. We can best be understood as Celestial or Angelic in nature, functioning as Councils of Light upon Missions of Holy Endeavor in accordance with the Divine Plan.

“As a Member of the Galactic Confederation we oversee this sector of the Milky Way Galaxy protecting the Divine Plan against any type of interference or violation of Confederation Law or Melchizedek Protocol. We are here to assist Humanity through the current dimensional shifting in consciousness, the transformation of your physical forms into a less densified etheric-physical form capable of Ascending with the Earth into 5D+.

“We also work in coordination with our Brothers and Sisters in Telos and Their Earth based Silver Fleets under Commander Anton and with the Melchizedek High Priest of Telos, Adama. We are all working together under the Authority of the Office of the Christ, the Great Central Sun Hierarchy (Throne of God), and the Order of Melchizedek. We also have our bases located within mountain ranges, in desert areas and under the oceans.

“We, Our Bases and our Merkabas (Aerial Chariots or Starships), are invisible unless We wish otherwise. In order to see Us your vibration has to match the wavelength upon which We are manifesting. We, and our higher dimensional vehicles are composed of etheric matter, as real and solid to us as your environment is to you. Thus we appear by lowering our wavelength to match the 3D vibration and we disappear by raising our vibrations beyond your visual range.

“Know that you are not alone in the Universe nor anywhere else for that matter. What you do affects not only your world but countless other civilizations and worlds existing in different dimensions but just as desirous of maintaining their existence as you are yours. In fact, Ashtar’s first personal entry into this Solar System and Earth occurred in 1952 in response to urgent reports that Earth was attempting to detonate the hydrogen atom, a living organism, an act in violation of Confederation Law.

“The state of the pollution and decline of Mother Earth’s ecosystem as well as your delving into nuclear fission for defense purposes caused Him to immediately send delegations from the High Council of the Ashtar Command to meet with certain heads of Earth’s government. We do all that is possible without violation of your free will to neutralize excess radiation within your soil and atmosphere and to deflect potentially dangerous asteroids from impacting Mother Nature and Mother Earth.

“We maintain the stability of Earth’s axis and, as much as possible, relieve the pressure of your tectonic plate systems, thus directing earthquake activity away from heavily populated cities. We constantly monitor all geophysical and astrophysical conditions
affecting Earth as well as other planetary systems. We are universal ambassadors of peace, peacemaker/diplomats and peacekeepers, and we greatly anticipate the day when you too will join us within the United Federation of Peaceful Worlds.

“The Ashtar Command is composed of thousands of Starships and millions of personnel from many Civilizations. We also have many Members of the Command currently Living on Earth, some having been born into Earth families, and others who come and go, Living for a time amongst their brothers and sisters on Earth and then returning to Their respective points of cosmic origin.

“Life upon Earth and throughout this Solar System was originally seeded by the Elohim, so it is very similar, if not identical, in form. We are all Rays of the One God-Source-Creator and, as such, have the Divine Duty and Mission to extend God’s Love throughout all time and space continuums. It is you who give a face, voice and hands to God’s Love on Earth. You are in the End Times, the last days of war, conflict and harmful intent.

“Sooner than you can possibly fathom, you and your precious Orb will move into a kind, gentle version Permanent Golden Age Life. It has simply outworn peaceless existence as a viable or allowable option. Within less than 20 years, Earth, and all upon Her, will completely transform into a world of Pure Love. Those not willing or capable of making that transformative adjustment will find themselves in the world of their choosing.

“The Divine Plan is always Perfect and just! Watch for the miracles occurring daily in your life and worldwide. These will continue until you realize that you are deeply loved and part of the Divine Plan more beautiful and wondrous than you can ever imagine, until It Lives through You as It does through Us. We are sending you Messages of Love and universal truth via Crop Circle Designs ever more intricate and exquisite.

“Please stop a moment and contemplate how you live and move and have your being within such a great God! Know that you are an Embodiment of Divinity designed to be fully indwelt by the Holy Spirit. That is your Real Nature and Calling in Life and you will only find genuine and lasting Bliss and Peace when you give Unconditional Expression to the Pure Love that you Are.

“Ask and It will be quickened within you. Please also receive Our Love that We offer to each one of you upon Earth.

“You may know us as your Elder Brothers and Sisters, as the co-workers of Christ upon a mutual Mission of Divine Love. We are the Celestial Heralds of the good news of God’s Love for all of His Creation and of the entering of your world into a higher dimension of understanding, revelation and life more abundant. In the Light of our Most Radiant One we bid you God’s Blessings. Adonai, the Ashtar Command.”

~ Ashtar-Athena SherAn

ASHTAR & THE GALACTIC FEDERATION

Ashtar on July 4, 2020 via Galaxy Girl said, “Greetings, Beloveds. We are the Galactic Federation of Light. We speak as One Voice tonight, sending you waves and waves of Love, encouragement and good cheer. The eclipse triad Monad has activated swiftly what was needed to activate, and much that was hidden is to be shortly revealed. Your DNA upgrades that are occurring in you now will enable you to further enjoy the experience of being within your form. We See and Feel your exhaustion and ask that you hold the Vision of the Divine Plan a little while longer. Even though Nova Gaia is very real and waiting for you, you must Co-Create the Bridge and pull that reality time stream to you with your Divine intention to Love in every moment and your willingness to shine your Glorious Light.

“We are the Galactic Federation of Light. You are an essential part of the Divine Plan, you are key players in this Conscious Dream Experience. Your importance cannot be diminished. Allow no one to diminish your Light. The Light heals all wounds. Atrocities are no longer to be tolerated and violation of the free will of humans will no longer be allowed. The Light has won! The dark ones know this and it should not come as a surprise to you, seasoned warriors, that they will continue to try to bring you down. They are not able to meet together as they once did frequently to plan and scheme the further demise of Humanity. They are cut off, separated, drowning in their own fear. We do not say guilt for we are unclear if they have guilt at this point, for one must have a certain amount of personal awareness to process guilt and that is part of the healing work.

“Nonetheless, the Light has them surrounded on all sides. Those that choose to leave the Earth sphere simulation will do so and the virus opportunity affords them this. Do not be afraid. Self care is in order from now on and that includes the highest good of all in Oneness, as You all are now intuiting and Living the Divine Plan as One and meeting and finally beginning to Co-Create or uncover Shambhala with Your Group Soul Family. We wish for our Lightworkers to feel Our support and healing Love. Invite Our Healing Teams into your homes to surround your bodies for all to sleep with healing Light and Love. Extend This into all your communities.

“The vibratory Galactic Codex of a healed Lightworker is felt worldwide. When you are healed you heal many by smoothing the vibratory Galactic Codex of the human collective. Choppy waves instantly becoming smooth like glass so that one can see one’s reflection. Humankind will be able to at last See Its own reflection as the chaos is soothed. Self Realization is not for the faint of heart. It is not for the wounded warriors to judge another’s wounding. But as you are all a hive of collective energy one does affect the other and so sending healing Light Itself is tremendously advantageous, and in your own personal and collective best interests to do so.

“Do not be alarmed dears if the dark ones seek you out to end their suffering. They are lost. The Light is their true home. All is Light and One. All is Source in various stages of Self Awareness. You are doing them a huge service to send them your Light. They may not agree, but that is their perception. The heinous acts of dark are being curbed and eliminated. Karma is in play as well, as always. Justice will be most unpleasant to those who have inflected and they will experience their own hand.

“The Great Flash of Light is upon you. NOW is the moment of Gaia’s Rebirth via Humanity’s Awakening. Now is the moment of Conscious Choice or Dream and Love Realized. In every moment and place that you find yourself, beam Love. Beam It to Gaia’s crystal heart. We will See your Light call and we will amplify your Light beam with our Ships. In so doing we will create myriads of millions of prisms of Light beams, such as one that was recently above New York City. New York will be renamed for the old will be no more. Many of your cities will fall in order to be rebuilt as Shambhala Communities with the darkness being removed. The underground structures are being filled up. The children are being rescued. The Light has won!

“Many of us are within your human leaders, we are incognito on assignment, just as you are. You are warriors from the Stars embodied and you are in It now. Much healing is taking place and will continue to take place. Much has been broken that will require time to mend. Utilize the space in between your breaths for this mending, this healing, and send your strength of Light vibration out into the Collective Consciousness Field and It will boomerang back to you. Call your strength back! It is time. We are the Galactic Federation of Light. Peace.

“I am Ashtar. You must allow for your own complete healing. You must feel the pain for the wounds to resolve. This is what is happening upon Earth’s surface. The full scale war is happening under your ground and above your skies, and as You win the battle between Good and evil within, we reflect that more in the Dream. You, Ground Team, are the glue, the Love Healers in form, Warriors of Light and Love. Send healing Love and We will match It.

“Grieve of what has been so that you can See clear-eyed into the Divine future and Create It now. You must grieve to heal. Many will choose not to see and to be released from the experience. The coronavirus is a cover and opportunity for this Divine Exodus from the techno-matrix world now fully collapsing. Do not fear. Not all will choose to remain. It is their choice. But Gaia’s choice is clear to Ascend and We are following the Protocols and Decrees of those above us, ever in service to the Light. Fill yourselves and Your homes with Light. Fill all Earth with Light via the Shambhala Communities You are now Co-Creating or uncovering to replace all cities. Then the darkness will become transfixed and transformed and the highest Timeline for full Ascension fully anchored and manifest through You all. It is well known throughout the Multiverse what is happening Here and It is now coming into fruition.”

Daily Affirmation

Published July 8, 2020 by tindertender

Morning: Today is a day to focus on success. There may be tangible things I want to achieve, specific tokens of achievement that I aim for. But I will also remember that success is measured in many ways. As I move forward toward my goals, I will not measure my success based on what others judge to be successful, but only by my own inner guide.

Evening: I know that I did my best today to focus on success, and that I am always successful in the ways that are most meaningful to me. Tonight I will rest knowing that the universe and all its energies support my success, in all its forms.

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Beloved Ones Of The Light!

Published July 8, 2020 by tindertender

I Hold You Closely Each Moment As You Travel This Journey!

I Call To The Angels, To God, To Our Family Of Light, To Cover All Beings And The Sacred Planet Earth, In The Highest Vibrational Frequency Of Love!

Relax Your Body Now. Breathe Deeply And Let Go Of Thoughts!

Be Still And Know You Are Completely Safe And The Emotions You Feel Are Energy And Will Dissipate Like A Cloud Before You!

You Are Living A Waking Dream That Gives You The Creative Ability Of Choices And Design.

This Is Called A ‘Waking Dream’ Because Many Believe It To Be Real And The Only Story They Have Ever Lived.

Beloved Ones, This Is An Aspect Of Consciousness, An Aspect Of Your Soul. Only Part Of Your Soul; As Other Aspects Are Completing A Waking Dream In Another Dimension.

The Merging Or Soul Integration Is Where You Find Yourself To Be Now. You Are The Highest Vibrational Frequency Of Your True Self!

HERE, NOW, On This Planet With So Many Others!

The Story Was Already In Full Force When You Entered Into A Body Form.

Many Have Left The Story As Many Others Have Entered. All Of This Activity Is On-Going And Planned Carefully By Your Soul And Soul Group.

It Is Likely That You Can Name Ten People That Have Impacted Your Life In A Powerful Way.

This Was A Role They Played For You, And You Played For Them.

Think Of Those That Harmed You In The Worse Way, The One You Loved More Than Any Other, The One That Gave You The Most, The One That Took All You Had, The One That Taught You To Give, The One That Taught You To Forgive, The One That Made You Fear And Run Away, The One That Taught You To Trust. And So Life Goes!

But Often There Is One Person Who Mirrors All Of These Lessons For You.

Everyone Has A Role And Purpose In Assisting Another To Experience Higher Consciousness And To Hold This Expansion In A Vibrational Frequency To Be Discovered In The Next Waking Dream!

You Never Lose Anything!

You Are Moving Forward Always!

Your Gift To Yourself Is To Enter And Forget! Then Discover As You Move Along, That You Are So Much More That The Story You Live!

Many Realize They Do Not Belong Here At All.

They Long To Understand Fully But There Is A Chosen Moment By The Soul To Fully Awaken From The Dream!

Many Of You Are Waking Up Now! You Know This Is Not Your Name. You Are Not From This Planet, But You Have Been Here Many Times!

Many Of You Are From Galaxies Far Away. Many Are From The Pleiades And Are Our Family And Friends!

This Is The Dream That Will Completely Awaken Everyone! This Is The Grand Shift Of The Ages That Is Upon Planet Earth!

You Have Arrived With A Sacred Ethereal Invitation To Return To Origin In Your True State Of Being!

You Are Love In Your Essence And Consciousness Has Manifested All Needed For Each Dream!

It Is Time To Awaken, Beloved Ones!

We Rise As One!

EN EEKE MAI EA!

AYA

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Oracle Reading 7-8-2020

Published July 8, 2020 by tindertender

Wisdom from the higher realms will make you appreciate and share the riches of the Earth.

You’re looking in the right place for wisdom and spiritual riches. You’re generous because you think of others and their needs. You have an abundance of energy and the wisdom to use it wisely.

You are the stillness in the midst of turmoil, with inner knowingness and acceptance.

You’re becoming stable and calm and developing the ability to see through the curtain of your own and others emotions. You’re steady and at peace. This energy flows out from you and affects the well-being of others without your realizing it.

You have the quality of complete openness, absolute potential. You are connected to all beings. Everything is linked by the vastness of space.

You feel connected to all of life. You’re developing empathy for all beings and are beginning to understand others. You’re now noticing people’s similarities more than their differences and realizing that you’re at the dawning of your own conscious awakening.

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Oracle Reading 7-7-20202

Published July 7, 2020 by tindertender

Your thoughts must travel through your heart. If your action began with attunement to the “I Am” mind of the all-perfect universe, then what is coming to you now should be plenty of what you want.

If you find yourself with plenty of disappointment, it is time to look to your thoughts again and into your heart. Did you set out to achieve a goal your heart was not into? Did you override deep feelings within? We’re your goals overlooking the needs of others? Are there unkind words now piercing your heart and limiting your vision? Listen.

Words can be stab words (s-words) or salve words – “I don’t like you,” or “I forgive you.” Your sword (words) can cut away the problem or wound the one you are experiencing the problem with. Pay attention. Aim to foster love.

It is a time of victory and peace. Those aspects of yourself that you were courageous enough to bring through by accepting them yourself have been accepted by the world. You have captured the dream. You are in a stage of equilibrium. Relax and enjoy.

Your relationship, career, or artistic expression has been accepted by the important others in your life. You have withstood the challenge and gained in strength. Conflicts are resolved. You are deemed worthy. You now have the raw materials, basic setup, or opportunity you have wanted to enable yourself to continue to higher levels of expertise. Your confidence and abilities have increased. That which you have held dear is yours. Take it all in.

You have earned the title Sage or time Genius. You are a visionary who has lived fully and well, the artist at life itself. Your works will last long beyond your own physical life and thus are immortal. You are passing on the pipe now, handing down the wand. This may be in only one area of your life or all of them. You know.

Your vision has brought a portion of your dream to you. But not all forces are yet aligned with your dream. Your own mind may wander from your vision. You may have friends or relatives who disprove. The world may not currently accept what you have to offer. It is time to face these things and lure the universe to accommodate you.

Holding the highest good that you can imagine in mind, begin to enter the unknown. Whether you are engaged in a hunt in the primeval forest or entering into a new marriage or a new career, you are stepping alone into a force field much larger than yourself. You are seeking only one prize, the cherished central key to your dream. Perhaps it is a person’s ongoing love, maybe a position where your creative works will be recognized and encouraged, or an inner step of development that you have been longing to achieve. In any case, you must use your personal talents to guide the dearly desired toward you.

Your fears will rise up. Your expectations that others should already be attuned to your needs will be confronted. You are alone and small in a field of seeming opposition. It is time to go with your gifts, pull out your talents and use them, however meager you think them to be. This is what the universe is asking of you now. Trust the higher self.

Give it your all. This is the egos battle to transcend its boundaries. It is a time of interpersonal breakthrough and growth. You are coming to terms with life around you. This is a creative conflict or the therapy stage of a relationship, a cleansing intensive. All your Energy is called forth to empower you.

It is time to await opportunity expectantly or to wander seeking pieces of the dream. You are probably engaged in fantasy and longing during this period. You may even feel a craving for something you cannot quite define. There may be periods of melancholy due to the sense of uncertainty in your life right now. Flow with them. Watch them pass.

You will reach fulfillment on the path Creator laid before you. Trust enough to take the first step. Let yourself be guided by dreams and visions. Look for signs. Trust your inner response. Follow that which calls you at the deepest level; respond to that which creates all-engrossing enthusiasm. Let the universe lead.

You are now a co-creator , taking part in the planetary transformation now taking place. Self and world are one being, breathing one life. You are the Dancer holding wands of male and female life force in perfect balance. The polarities within the self have been recognized and brought into a conscious creative working relationship. There is a synthesis, crystallization, perfection, stability, all within the greater flow. You move consciously with the cosmos, understanding your place in time.

The Dancer: I dance freely and with power, for I have faced the death of all that flows through me. In other words, I have transcended possession and desire for results. My actions are based on the fullness of the moment rather than on sacrifice for the future. I understand that now is all futures. I therefore live in death. It is death as a state of constant peace and surrender to what is. Thus, death is the ultimate balance during life. I have united polarities of existence. As you approach the understanding of this within yourself, the world is yours. In Earth, I am through you.

Command: (The Emperor) I am the Empowerment/Chief, creator of the overall structure that takes into account the many abilities, talents and experiences you have discovered within and relates them to the worlds needs. Through the Empress/Bounty in yourself, you learned of these gifts in your being. Now, through me, you will learn how to give them physical form.

You have journeyed as the Fool/Seed, willing to take a risk to move forward. Then, as a Magician/Resourceful One, you saw the tools you have to use along the way. As the High Priestess/Seeker, you realized your responsibility for that which you experience. At the same time, along the way, you discovered an abundance of good ideas, high goals, and personal ambitions. You experienced the bountiful feeling of the Empress when you saw the abilities, talents, and knowledge that have been planted in your consciousness. Now it is time to find a structure that can allow this whole Self to come through in fullness.

Your thoughts and images dictate your reality. You must take command now. It is time to make decisions that benefit your whole being and that of the Earth, your dwelling place. I tell you, you are the maker of your personal law. The definitions of the meaning of your experiences constitute (make into law) suggestions that are accepted, without reservation, by your consciousness. You define what you see, many times without thinking. Realize, you have choice in your definition, in your response, to any situation. This is your point of power.

Affirmation: I now create the structures through which all of my gifts will be actualized. I am the governor of my world. I am the ruler of my life. From Limitless Spirit, I draw all things needed for right action.

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“The Satan” Isn’t At All, They are Djinn

Published July 7, 2020 by tindertender

The first step is in knowing WHO you are dealing with ….

The Djinn, first created of God, made from smokeless fire.

They were instructed to bow to the ‘new’ creation, the Human.

Iblis refused, and became the accuser, the tempter, and the all around chaos in minds for humanity. Many follow him and assist in his process of bringing disruption to the minds of our human family..

He tempts us, so that if we fall, he retains the right to punish. He was given this right by God, for God knew that the righteous would not fall for the lies.

According to the Parable of the Sower, Satan “profoundly influences” those who fail to understand the gospel. The latter two parables say that Satan’s followers will be punished on Judgement Day, with the Parable of the Sheep and the Goats stating that the Devil, his angels, and the people who follow him will be consigned to “eternal fire”.

Conservative Judaism generally rejects the Talmudic interpretation of Satan as a metaphor for the yetzer hara, and regard him as a literal agent of God. Orthodox Judaism, on the other hand, outwardly embraces Talmudic teachings on Satan, and involves Satan in religious life far more inclusively than other sects. Satan is mentioned explicitly in some daily prayers, including during Shacharit and certain post-meal benedictions, as described in Talmud and the Jewish Code of Law.

There are those in this world who are worshiping and working with, and for, the Red Djinn … don’t fool yourselves. They have an ‘agreement’ surrounding ‘power’. Apparently, they are going to be rewarded with a Utopia for harvesting the innocent human lives for the Djinn to utilize the energies of. (Since they are incapable of generating that which is needed for their own survival).

When the President of the United States recently called it an ancient practice, he is absolutely speaking the truth. THIS is what’s happening with the missing children and young people. The younger they are, the more vital the blood and energy. The young missing women are used as breeders (from rape).

A note from one other who has personal experience:

Jinn are MASTERS of Telepathic mind control.

When they control a human being from far, or possess them outright, ALL your thoughts are theirs. I should know this, as they controlled me through possession personally and until I had them removed, I was living on a timeline of pain, fear, scarcity, torture, and a type of psychosis that many in mental institutions are familiar with. MANY people in this world are trapped in those timelines. Those who are in these places, are mainly controlled by Jinn. The Western World, is by far and large, ignorant as day about how Jinn work and what they can and WILL do, to a human being to gain control. With being designed from plasma liquid crystal, Jinn also have tribes, families, have sex, get married, etc etc –similar to our human race. It so happens that there are higher ranking Jinn and predictably, the lower ranking ones — and it is the one of lower rank, who come after us humans. Jinn are exceptionally fast.

And when I mean fast, I would love you to think of a mentally astute and sharp person whose mind thinks at 120 mph, can run 5 businesses in the bat of an eyelid, on manageable amounts of cocaine with precision, frightening calculation, dexterity, and, speed to twist a situation.

And times THAT, by 20. 

When Jinn want to fuck with someone, they will go straight for their mind and scramble and delineate their thoughts. They will cause pain and torture in every area of your life, your relationships, marriages, business, jobs, health, friendships, everything. You name it and a Jinn can do it. The hardest part for a person who comes under the control of a Jinn, is differentiating THEIR thoughts from what is being implanted in them. 

Jinn can twist and change your thoughts in NANO seconds. The ultimate Houdini. Now you see it, and now you don’t.

They cannot survive without our energies. Control your emotions, your anger, pain and fear, and they starve. Do this, and you’ve won half the battle.

How Djinn (Jinn) Use Telepathy For Complete Mind Control

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Satan

https://occult-world.com/djinn/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jinn

https://diabolicalconfusions.wordpress.com/2013/05/27/discovering-the-demons-of-islam-a-crash-course-in-understanding-the-djinn-from-multiple-perspectives/

Honestly, I believe the human traffickers are actually Djinn of a lesser order, obeying the instruction of the Red Djinn, whos only goal is to eliminate the powerful humans, and degenerate them into a “commodity”, an energetic food source.

Daily Affirmation

Published July 7, 2020 by tindertender

Morning: Today is a day to focus on the strength that I must have in order to do what I need to do. There are many kinds of strength ~ strength of character, the strength of my body, the strength of my beliefs. I can be called on at any time to use one or all of them. I can be strong when I need to be, and use my strength to protect, to defend, to withstand. I can use all of my strengths today, wisely and meaningfully, as and when I need to.

Evening: I know that I did my best today to focus on strength in all its forms. Tonight I rest knowing that when I needed to, I did my utmost to use my strength of body, mind and spirit.

Color for the day: Red
Element of the day: Fire

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No Fear Here …
No Fear Here …
No Fear Here …

5 Behaviors to Avoid Feeling Powerless

Published July 7, 2020 by tindertender

Written by: Dr. Cassone

1. Use platforms/products that have a mission (like censorship-free #Minds).

2. Follow those dedicated to exposing truth and re-share good information. Make a channel and invite friends for this specific purpose. Turn off the regular news. It is full of lies and stressors.

3. Prepare for more disruption which might include shut downs or changes in food/water supply, gas, medicine, travel, and/or finance. Make some basic plans to weather the storms ahead (without getting paranoid).

4. Get healthy. Eat right, move your body, and address any medical concerns through holistic doctors. Get off any drugs you don’t absolutely need. Taking action decreases anxiety and empowers.

5. Build community connections with those like-minded and don’t waste words on those with closed ears. Friends/family you can count on are priceless and should become our primary focus.

HOW I GOT FREE FROM DEPRESSION

Published July 6, 2020 by tindertender

Written by Maria Palumbo

I did many things. All that I embodied, I teach in woman on fire. One thing I did was I started hanging out with people that made me uncomfortable with how happy they were.

Not people who wanted something from me. Not people who distracted me awhile from my own shit, by always having a bigger catastrophe.

I started being with people who dwelled in possibility.

Who had no limit to the fun they had in their lives. To the love.

No unending pain. No sob story. Just ease.

They treated me well, which made me feel on edge. I was no longer being used by others, heavily leaned on, my boundaries weren’t always being obliterated by an immediate need of someone else.

Could I trust that? Did I want that?

I did not feel worthy.

I thought it was only a matter of time until they realized I was full of shit. I was some shaken broken being.

There was no passive aggressiveness.

So I was either bored, uncomfortable, or a little of both.

It was incredibly confronting.

Pretty soon they would realize I was NOT one of them. I was, “The Other.”

Depressed. Trauma in my background. Confusion. Self-esteem was shaky.

Made mistakes.

But they did not see that in me.

They saw and loved my essence. They helped me begin to trust myself. Trust them.

I forced myself out of the house. Into the hearts and lives of others.

I forced myself to get out of my head, which was very frightening in the early stages of depression.

To grow, you must sit with the discomfort of being with powerful people.

People who are not sad all the time.

People who are not living in regret.

People who embrace who they are and speak up.

People who are not apologetic about what is healthiest for them.

People who when they don’t like something, tell you to your face.

People who are CREATING their lives instead of reacting to their lives. Showing you it’s truly possible to do the impossible.

There will be plenty of people in arrested development:

trying to smoke

f*ck

whine

drug

complain away their lives.

You cannot surround yourself with them.

You get to be with ones that can make you jealous by how much they decide they get to have.

In woman on fire we use jealousy as a tool for intimacy. We name it, claim it, so it doesn’t get in the way. It actually becomes a GIFT to the person receiving it. What is possible when we all are showing up fully is more good than we ever thought possible.

To letting in the good. You don’t have to push it away anymore.

Pm to join us.

https://www.facebook.com/maria.palumbo.loves
https://mariapalumbo.com/

Bee Health

Published July 6, 2020 by tindertender

You have a garden?
You need bees
You like to eat FOOD?
You need bees.
You like beautiful sweet honey?
You need bees.
You like wild flowers stop’n soil erosion.
You need bees.
You want the world as we know it to survive?
You need bees.

In the industrial ‘development’ I work in, they spray toxins on the grass and bushes quite often. I find bees all the time walking circles and I know they are neurologically damaged and will die.

The poisoning of this planet MUST STOP.

Note from a bee lover:

Just this year, not a single bee – and we used to be swarming with them every year. Planting will not help dead bees. Have to prevent all the ways they are being killed, which may include, uh, ‘geoengineering’ the sky.