The child who is taught that their emotions do not matter, becomes the adult who struggles with acknowledging their feelings.
The child will become the adult who lacks emotional awareness. Who does not know what emotion feels like in their body. Will feel emotions like it’s their first time experiencing it, every time.
Imagine that you’re filling water in a glass. Water is your emotions, the glass is your body.
Someone who doesn’t have good emotional awareness will only see the problem when the water finally overflows, and *not* when it’s dangerously reaching the brim.
The child will become the adult who holds their emotions in until a faint breeze comes in that makes them break.
The adult will end up getting trapped in this cycle of not acknowledging the problem until they have to clean up the mess. They will lack emotional accountability and the inability to create spaces for emotional safety for themselves and others.
Let’s change this by prioritizing the need for acknowledging the body. It’s not healthy to go weeks on end without checking in with yourself. It will always end up with the glass overflowing. Slow down, sit down, and take some seconds out of your day to ask how you’re feeling.
Use this emotion wheel for recognizing the reason you are struggling communicating emotions. May it help to identify them.
When experiencing a strong emotion, use the wheel to identify and write it down. Start with the umbrella center emotions and work it through the middle and outer tiers.
Shadow ~ Be Patient ~ Now is not the time to act. Now is a time to show self-restraint; to be patient and wait. Do not let your desire for an outcome or resolution result in one that is not to your liking because you forced it to manifest before it was time. Trust that all will be as it is meant to be, when it is meant to be. Be still. Let go of all frustration and impatience, and remember that good things come to those who wait.
Soul ~ Trust in Magic ~ Magic is the mysterious and coincidental. It is at the heart of those moments of synchronicity and knowing. It is woven into awareness that there is more to life than what you can see. It is born of that moment when you step without fear and with loving heart into the Void,voice your desire, and have Great Spirit send his messengers to show you the way. Trust in Magic. It is real, and it surrounds you.
Let the Two Become One ~ Embrace the Masculine ~ Within ourselves there are two aspects to ur nature – the masculine and the feminine. Here in the present, you need to embrace the masculine aspect of your nature and let it guide your steps. Now is the time to be assertive, to act with authority, and stand up for both yourself and your truths. Fight for what you believe in. Do not allow others to tell you that you must not or cannot do. But remember, whilst you allow your masculine self to be dominant, you need to temper your assertiveness and determination with gentleness and compassion.
Reading from the deck “Messenger Oracle” created by Ravynne Phelan
We often look outside ourselves for something to change or something to set us free of our circumstances.
When we purely rely on things to change from the outside, often times, they tend to stagnate or get worse because we are not in alignment with the flow.
We are pushing for it to happen which can block the way.
The move for change, for things to shift needs to come from within. Things wont change for the better if your belief system is stagnant in thoughts of fear and lack.
Meet your inner fears, give them wings, surrender to the emotions that arise and set them free so you can get out of your own way and allow the natural flow of change to take place.
A book my new brother in Namibia has written. If so inclined, please contact him directly for purchase.
Darlington is a teacher of children, and also provides instruction to enable the adult opportunity for learning how to train the mind and program the consciousness.
My book (E-book), Consciousness: The Mistaken God is now available.
Not yet online due to technicalities of online payment in Namibia. However, one can DM and be given the straight details and for acquiring the book.
The book explains how failure to understand consciousness has resulted in mankind “creating” the God. The three states of consciousness have manifested this universe, and we all have those 3 states of consciousness. Thus, we are Gods who created the universe.
Quite an enlightening book. It explains how consciousness used to exist as formless b4 the Big Bang.
Also how Demiurge “captured” Source Consciousness, how to program the subconscious mind and the 3 states of consciousness, among others.
Have you ever noticed how in the scriptures men are always going up into the mountains to commune with the Lord?
Yet in the scriptures we hardly ever hear of women going to the mountains. But we know why — right?
Because the women were too busy keeping life going; they couldn’t abandon babies, meals, homes, fires, gardens, and a thousand responsibilities to make the climb into the mountains!
I was talking to a friend the other day, saying that as modern woman I feel like I’m never “free” enough from my responsibilities, never in a quiet enough space I want with God. Her response floored me, “That is why God comes to women. Men have to climb the mountain to meet God, but God comes to women where ever they are.”
I have been pondering on her words for weeks and have searched my scriptures to see that what she said is true. God does indeed come to women where they are, when they are doing their ordinary, everyday work. He meets them at the wells where they draw water for their families, in their homes, in their kitchens, in their gardens. He comes to them as they sit beside sickbeds, as they give birth, care for the elderly, and perform necessary mourning and burial rites.
Even at the empty tomb, Mary was the first to witness Christ’s resurrection. She was there because she was doing the womanly chore of properly preparing Christ’s body for burial. In these seemingly mundane and ordinary tasks, these women of the scriptures found themselves face to face with divinity.
So, if — like me — you ever start to bemoan the fact that you don’t have as much time to spend in the mountains with God as you would like, Remember, God comes to women. He knows where we are and the burdens we carry. He sees us, and if we open our eyes and our hearts we will see Him, even in the most ordinary places and in the most ordinary things.
He lives. And he’s using a time such as this to speak to women around the world.
Dear family, this will be a short lecture on the importance of understanding the relativity of time in the path of awakening.
The first thing is to remember together that we can be impatient most of the time, we want instant gratification and shortcuts to get what we want in life experience.
But, here it is also good to remember that our origins arise from the Father’s radiation that is expressed in a vibration that is first crystalline, then we pass through the plant kingdom, then the animal kingdom, until we become human and then cosmic human, in which we begin the path of ascensions, through dimensions of light, dimension after dimension, until we achieve the maximum achievement of an ascending being. We leave the Father Mother Creator as sparks and return to Him as Suns! completing the eternal cycle of an exhalation and inhalation of the Creator.
From 5D everything IS instantaneous, but the transitions to our present reality have a variable called time, and it is fundamental to reconcile these realities in our mind and heart to understand that we are learning to co-create from 5D to this plane of existence, and the speed of materialization depends at the individual level on our ability to love unconditionally and generate the fiat of light to be able to stretch or cut that variable, and turn it into timelines that will be the real achievement of such co-creations.
And on a collective level it works the same way, a single integrated cosmic Mind, united in love, in which individuality is honored and respected and is invaluable because the sum of the parts constitutes a complete creation that exceeds the sum of them.
That is what we are doing in the now… we are learning to stretch and cut that variable to be effective co-creators, this is a school for Ascended Masters and the wisdom of the soul invites us to study/recall these humble teachings from the heart, validating them as always by the hand of our superior Being and our analytical and deductive intelligence that are tools that must work at the disposal of our Soul.
But, in order to achieve this, we need to take anxiety, fear and anguish out of the equation, which is an individual task of each being, because Fear destroys even the most beautiful creations that arise as a yearning, as a song of the soul.
And then once we overcome our fears on an individual level, we will be united, in harmony as ONE, as a Collective Consciousness and thus we can achieve miracles. Extraordinary and wonderful events that cannot be explained by the regular laws of nature, and that are attributed to the intervention of the Creator Himself. This is our real challenge and the real teaching of Yeshua: to become Miracle Makers!
We embrace them with the soul, and we leave this small light on the path with the only encouragement of allowing other understanding to those who vibrate with it. love you ALL.
Last night as I was contemplating “my world”, thinking of past relationships and their failures, I understood that I have embodied the false belief that my love, and my own self, were not worthy of being cherished.
I examined the many experiences in life with the unseen and I realized … they are simply confirming my own inner truth … showing me what resides inside me. This was a sharp recognition of my internal worthiness factor … the lessons have been difficult and I am surprised it took me so long to see what was in the mirror.
It must come to pass that I release this erroneous, perceived reality.
Forgive myself, forgive the failure … and see it as not a ‘failure’ but an experience which offered great love … and .. great heartbreak.
These experiences in no way determine my worthiness.
Thanks be for the persistence, hard knocks and lessons from the unseen … wherever they may be in these moments.
Perhaps I will now be able to release this perception and move more fully into self-love, self-appreciation, and self-acceptance.
Lord Melchizedek has written an article to assist in the understanding of the shifts we are experiencing in these times. His writing and viewpoints are intriguing, to say the least. If you are so inclined, have a look: https://eraoflight.com/2021/01/05/lord-melchizedek-2021-yours-to-create/
As some of you may know, I have a very active astral and telepathic life. It has been an extreme challenge, for telepathy was not a natural state for me. Becoming accustomed to invisible people having judgements on behavior and lifestyle is unnerving and feels very invasive.
I spoke to someone thru DM today who gifted me with kindness, explaining to me certain things, and offered suggestions on how to reframe my thinking around specific experiences.
I am grateful.
My next challenge is to shift perspective, using techniques offered (visualization, affirmation, prayer, making requests).
What I truly loved about this communication was the respectful way the discussion was approached and maintained.
It helps me to bring a gentleness to current experience, rather than a hard-nosed rejection.
I am aware of serious trespasses against humanity.
When I speak of them to the telepathic community, I am warned to “be careful of what I say”.
I spoke of sexual trespasses in the astral … mild at first. Yet when I spoke of them, they increased in severity. They want to let me know just how powerless they wish me to believe myself to be.
It is true, I cannot stop them currently from hypnotizing and raping me in the astral. They completely usurp the WILL of the human … they have no honor or respect for the womb of creation.
Those who are having sex in the astral, fantasizing it to be their soulmate or twin flame … this is a fantasy. They are tasting your essence, feeling your Source Power, deciding whether or not they want it, whether they wish to BUY it.
There is “someone”, an aspect of dominat masculine from the future who actually is selling the divine femine to those in other dimensions.
They are here to “protect” their domination factor of the future.
They intend to squash the integrity and strength of the femine, even further.
The Divine Feminine must rise and demand they not be abused in these ways, in the physical AND in the astral.
I was visited by a sister in the astral who was about to be married. She told me that this aspect of the masculine hurts her, and he knows he does. She was in a hurry because she was purchased and forced into this marriage.
Many aspects of the masculine are tasting the sensations of the feminine here.
One of them actually said, “We have a live one here! How much?”
Do not be fooled.
They intend to OWN you, to manipulate and suppress you.
I wish my sisters weren’t so naïve.
I wish my brothers weren’t as well, and that they had capacity to rise and protect us.
Sadly, it is WE who must protect ourselves.
These dominators have no power without inducing hypnotism, fear, and pain into the body and mind of the human.
On a PAR … they stand no chance.
You know who the weak are simply by the amount of manipulation they must employ to remain in control.
They would not receive a following if they were up front and honest, transparent in all ways.
The humans inner core, their Soul knows …
Stand up for your Soul.
They might steal it … but isn’t that better than freely giving it to them?
This is YOUR essence.
YOU generate this power, this beautiful energy that so many long to posses, maniupulate and control.
Yes, we are not as nothing … otherwise, they wouldn’t be trying so hard to own us, to possess us … our Power, and the connection we have to the Kingdom of God …
The Kingdom of God which is within us.
The Kingdom of God they have no capacity to reach, without us.
If they can OWN humanity, they effectively own the Kingdom of God.
Please be aware this vaccine they are pushing onto humanity will remove you from the Kingdom of God. It will delete your Power and stifle your strength … making you vulnerable and weak, easily recyclable when it comes to rebirth … easily manipulated to provide emotional loosh for those who feed in this way.
Think about your life.
How many heartbreaks you’ve suffered. How many times you cried out loud with every fiber of your being … ya … they were feeding on you then, and that is their plan for you in the next life, their plan for WE.
You mean to say life is a choice we agreed to experience? Perhaps, but not without expert manipulation. And the manipulation continues, on and on … while we crazily trust … and believe in goodness.
I, for one, do not appreciate dominant masculine coming here from the future to USE the divine feminine to protect their masculine dominant future. I feel they should just live with the future they created in the first place, and leave the Creator Wombs be … free.
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