I was visited my a masculine and feminine presence this morning.
I rose and kissed the masculine and said, “You’re a genius!” I have no idea why I thought this, other than he posed as my CAD man, who happens to be a genius when it comes to designing packaging.
Then I looked at the female … she had a very hostile energy … it was really heavy and gross, to be franc.
So this morning, as I felt the residuals of her presence, I asked that they keep her away from me.
Her energy is what I felt as I was working to protect my Soul from the attacks of many years.
I say to these, “I want nothing to do with anyone who’s goal is to bring about suffering to life. And I want nothing to do with any portion of the masculine who makes it a point to join energies with ones such as this … so please, ALL of you, stay away from me. I cannot allow Self to partner with this …”
And yet, at the same time, I know these are the keepers of time, those who “manage” life and determine the fate of each child born, already knowing the previous life and the interactions of said child … Soul. They mete out the suffering according to their own frustrations.
I ask them kindly to keep their distance.
For I know insisting does no good for these ones. Of course, neither does asking kindly, but I express my wishes in the gentless way possible, for I know anger only fuels them.
They do not live according to the Law of One.
Realization ~ Now that I’ve stated I do not want this …. it’s probably exactly what they’ll give me.
Still working on figuring out what the best words and phrases to use are, in my own manifestations.
Of course, I also understand that the old ways of doing things are a-changin’