Strength

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Let Them

Published March 9, 2025 by tindertender

People you ache for will reject you
Let them

People are going to show you
with their actions
the painful reality of who they are
Let them

People are going to violate
your boundaries
and then blame you
Let them

People are going to believe
their own version of who you are
despite truth or facts
Let them

People are going to misunderstand
misalign and malign you
Let them

I know it’s agony
to allow false stories
to take center stage
rather than truth
but let them

This way lies power
and healing and self-reclamation

The energy you were spending to gain
approval, inclusion, validation
is a false-belonging wound
that’s bleeding you dry

Warning:
To “Let Them”
requires many
stops
and
starts

Stop
the hemorrhage
of explaining

Stop
the frazzle
of justifying

Stop swallowing
the slow-killing poison
of defending

Stop striving, earning, performing

Stop telling yourself
you need their back-breaking
version of love
or understanding

Stop allowing their judgement
to injure your self-love

Take a breath

Dare
to fill your lungs
with something other than
anxiety

Exhale
diminishment

Inhale
expansion

Now start

Start
seeking inside you
the thing that you
always wanted from them

Start
owning all your truth
the beauties
and the beastly
daring to embrace it all

Start
delighting in the wonder of you
as vast as a moon-sky blanket
and dazzling
as a starlit circus

Start
healing the fracture
of your tender fierce heart
gluing and gilding
the jagged edges
with the 24 karat courage

Forgive yourself
for mistaking them
for your power source

The day you start
giving yourself
the love
you wanted from them
is the first day of your freedom

A sky walker once said,
“We’re all living in cages
with the doors wide open.”

You, little songbird, deserve to be free

Take wing from the prison
of your thoughts

You’ll soar

They’ll criticize

Let them

~ Angi Sullins prints, books and card decks http://www.angisullins.com

Art by Digitiel

You Are the Medicine

Published February 20, 2025 by tindertender

Despite the Odds

Published January 24, 2025 by tindertender

Fear doesn’t rule here.
“Be Bold”, spirit says.
Show your Love for the Highest and Brightest God who gave you Life despite challenges meant to end it.
LIVE
LOVE
LAUGH
… Anyway …

When God has kept you alive, despite the odds, one really has no choice but to move forward courageously, despite the risk … Blind faith looks like insanity when you keep going regardless of threat. How can one stop, shrink, play small, when God has shown how great He is?

When I think of “being a light” in the world, I envision my front porch light. I see the moths, the flies, and whatever else coming to the light, bouncing off the bulb, burning themselves, probably secretly cussing the heat of the light for burning it every time it bounces upon it. I think of the spiders casting their webs there, catching some of these tasty morsels. The webs and the dead bodies pile up and every so often, I have to sweep the environment of this carnage.

I think of my body, the bright light people claim to see and be drawn to. I think of the bitterness some spew, the deadly, energetic intention sent my way. Those who wish to devour me, hating me because they keep hurting themselves bumping into me, yet they can’t seem to help it, or stop. They demand I dim my light, or that I stop shining altogether.

Occasionally, I have to sweep my environment … on the regular, actually.

It is said, the higher you rise, the greater and scarier the boogeyman gets. It is true. Life is a spiral, ever rising higher and circling wider as the flow goes. There are those who wish for the rise to be a fall, where the circles made are small, limited.

These ones are very skilled and quite determined to retain their authority. They are no newby when it comes to silencing a challenger, or anyone who dare be a bird, rather than a worm.

Expansion is scary. The soul-eater is frightful … it is so much worse than anyone can imagine. Yet how can I shrink, when He who has gifted me life, to be here now, is offering opportunity I cannot fathom the greatness of, yet know exists?

Reminder to the Energies Standing Tall now, in me, and elsewhere ::
Drink your water.
Sing the song.
Dance the dance.
Cry the tears.
Tell the Most High, as you know it to be, your fears.
Let Him carry the burden and provide a solution.
It is seen and known.
The answers, aren’t always …

Alignment.
The shattering of the heart.
The expansion necessary, gained, when put back together.
Like the Japanese cups that break, repaired with gold,
You become more beautiful every time you drop,
And gain substance in the structure, as gold mends the connections.

Courage does not come easy.
It must be fortified in the mind,
Layered in the heart, filling the Soul.
That loving cup isn’t going to fill itself,
And those intent on your suffering won’t let another fill it for you,
For too long anyhow, before dropping you again.

Strength and Safety

Published January 8, 2025 by tindertender

Most folks present their powerhouse to the world. The more intimidating they can be the better. Scary. Reputation. Gain.

Other folks present their inner child, or the vulnerability of their inner child. Heart open, Light bright, seemingly nothing to be concerned about, weak.

When this vulnerability is attacked, it presents the Strength in Self, whatever is considered to be that strength, opportunity to respond to the measure moving against it, expanding, discovering.

What happens to the strongman who hid the inner vulnerability behind the reputation, when the reputation fails?

Who will stand for them in that time?

AI?

Many Moons Ago

Published January 8, 2025 by tindertender

1/21/2024, I was told by who I perceived to be, Bastet (could also be Sekhmet) to …

“Be prepared. They won’t survive.”

The last 3-4 days I have been viciously attacked with death magic.

Adversary wanting a body.

I didn’t know what to expect when I heard her say that all those months ago … the past many days have shown me.

I Am Grateful for my Family Devine.

Your ‘Power Couple’ Union is Said to be the Strongest

Published December 21, 2024 by tindertender

Be aware of the subtle energies of those in your environment.

Realizing they were against you, needing your services. You’re not required to be “servant” to the envious, jealous, deceitful ones who plan to get in your energy and claim your gifts, unaliving you into suffering if they could. Tricking you into a bad outcome.

Allow the “Two to be One”.

This connection you share … the two, separately, already intertwined with the Most High Divine … as One … are very, very strong. Transmitter / Receiver of The Most High God, Divinity itself moving through this couple, United, as it moves through no other pair.

Do not let “people” interfere with the Power of the Divine moving in you. They aren’t in this connection, they aren’t the ones TMH moves through, as it moves through you.

Listen to the Divine
Let it guide you
Let it lead you
Let it provide the people what they need
While monitoring them
And removing them, should they have desire to remove you.

Trust.

Blind Faith.

Comfortable in the Unknown.

Allowing it to be shown,

In Divine Timing.

Depths

Published November 26, 2024 by tindertender

Some like to think they know, but haven’t a clue, what’s actually being created within me, and within you.

Game Over

Published November 5, 2024 by tindertender

The adversary is concerned about your ‘clout’, the amount of support you are receiving throughout the realms.

They wondered if you drink alcohol, thinking they could more easily tamper with your mind, thoughts, and actions.

You are an enigma to them. They cannot figure you out.

They can’t stop two coming together. They’re hoping to desecrate the union somehow before it occurs.

They are frustrated because the team they joined can’t fix this, they don’t know how to change it.

Whatever is happening for them right now is devastating.

They are using divination tools. They were told, “that card has placement where you don’t want to know, you don’t want to go.”

Someone has been charged with aggravated assault, may have been arrested. Chaos has broken out everywhere for these energies.

There is talk of sending out a head hunter … before the inauguration can occur, or during the inauguration.

Someone stated, “It’s been a pleasure!” As though the work here is done and they are leaving, or going home now.

The adversary’s are having conversation about your inheritance. They are arguing and someone shouted, “Because it’s done! It’s over!”

They asked someone, “It was only a dream or something?”

Someone is ‘playing’ in Tennessee. I don’t know if they play in a band, if there is an organization doing nefarious stuff for entertainment, or what. But it sounds like there could be play, or horse-play, going on there.

They’re angry.

Someone(s) are very angry.

They tried to paint you as an addict, but whatever it is you are doing, it’s in moderation. They couldn’t make the blame stick or cover you in shame.

You are considered a Wisdom Keeper.

A few lyrics from song flowed thru mind … “Oh my love! Only my love does it good for me. Only my love holds the other key to me”.

They’re pondering on a divine masculine heading toward his divine feminine. They’re saying, “If he doesn’t take any chances …” trying intently to discern his movements.

They are thinking that because you have a love for the indigenous people and their cultures that he might do something along the Native American pathway.

They’ve had a vision but think of it as metaphorical only, so are having difficulty trying to get ahead of his plans for union.

Something may be going on in Florida, as Spirit did mention it briefly.

Spirit, the family unseen, and your divine kingdom spouse think, “you have just the right amount of crazy in you.”

The adversarial mysonginists are complaining because they feel the judgement they are experiencing is arbitrary. They feel the new leaders ought to be using their “platform of laws and legality” to make decisions.

There is something “killing them”. (A couple days ago they were complaining because they “couldn’t feed them”.) Whatever is killing them “got most of them”. It’s everywhere, happening everywhere. They’re questioning the damage.

Someone suggested they drink something … the koolaid? Their cyanide juice? I don’t know … a protection potion?

They’re talking about inter-racial, or integration. It’s as though two ethnicities are coming together to create and generate an entire new blend of genetics and light bearing children, a strong integrated family tree and unit for generational increase and improvements. Two families, two tribes with specialties of skill and will, united.

Adversary is commenting on how comfortable you are. Your energy, emotional state, physical health, and foundational structure are firm, solid, and secure.

They want to talk to you about “a whole bunch of stuff” but you’re not really interested in communications or explanation at this point.

They are talking about your celibacy, your purity, you amplified essence and the crazy amount of Light you are generating thru the system … soul, spirit, chakras alighting, electrified. You purify frequently. The purity of your essence has been priority … you’ve focused on mission, on task, on successfully completing the reason for being present here, now.

With your amplified and purified essence you were able to accomplish something that no one else was able to. You mended a connection, repaired a rift, restored communication with those who mattered most when it came time to tackle the atrocities of this realm. You may be an Arch-Angel, building bridges.

Somebody is arguing, saying someone, or something is/was just so stupid.

The ones moving against you are pissed because you can “do whatever you want.” You didn’t sign any contracts, you have made no vows to gain profit, you suffered and endured, persevering, and connecting righteously, freely, with Source. You can say whatever you wish … they couldn’t seal your lips, steal your soul, or obtain control of your vital force and essence.

Your divine partner “wants no other love, baby it’s just you they’re thinking of. Don’t be cruel, to a heart that’s true.”

The misogynists want to explain something to you. They want to tell you what? Why they’ve been mistreating the mothers and children, forcing fathers to shed blood in endless wars leaving their prescious families alone and vulnerable the misogyny of s3x trafficking and energy harvesting?

They are talking to each other about divine masculine coming forth, saying, “We both think that he …”. They never actually let me hear that part, or maybe it is the divine masculine covering their assumptions so as not to confuse the matter.

The bitter challenger is concerned about their finances. A couple days ago I heard them complain about the bank accounts and assets being frozen.

Somebody’s getting hustled. They’re contemplating if it’s just them, or the whole of the particular collective which have been trying to hijack this union and family tree.

They’re realizing that what they’ve been doing is negative.

They’re realizing that you are authentic.

Then I saw three words …

FATE, and

GAME OVER.

Who Art Thou?

Published October 10, 2024 by tindertender

Amun Ra

Creator God of Earth, Heaven and the Underworld

Anet Ra

Grace. Protectress of the Sun God Ra

Anat (Anath, consort of Baal)

Goddess of War, Fertility and Love.

Baal, the god of fertility and storms. (https://www.google.com/search?q=baal&rlz=1CDGOYI_enUS704US704&oq=baal&gs_lcrp=EgZjaHJvbWUyBggAEEUYOdIBCDE1NTRqMGo0qAIBsAIB4gMEGAEgXw&hl=en-US&sourceid=chrome-mobile&ie=UTF-8)

Anat is Warrior Goddess who rescues Baal from the underworld and defeats Mot, the god of death.

Mot, the god of death, infertility, and death.

Anat seizes Mot, splitting him with a blade, winnowing him in a sieve, burning him in a fire, grinding him under a millstone, and throwing what remains in the end over a field for birds to devour.

Winnowing: to separate grain from chaff using wind or air currents, tossing it in the air and allowing the wind to blow away the chaff.

Sieving: retains the good and removes the unwanted.

Winnow: Removing anything undesirable or unwanted; Selecting the most desirable elements; Brandishing; Beating with or as if with wings; Blowing on; Blowing in gusts

Mot is son of El, aka Allah

Allah = arm, leg, leg, arm, head

Jesus declared, “I am truly a servant of Allah”.

Transparency

Published September 25, 2024 by tindertender

“When you are transparent, you become unmistakable—no shadows, masks, or veils to blur the truth of who you are. In your transparency, others can look through you and into the core of your being, where your heart and essence glow with an unfiltered light. You stand as you are, clear and direct, with a kindness that needs no explanation.

There is no mystery to untangle, no enigma to decipher. You leave no one puzzled or lost in the aftermath of your words or actions. You are not a riddle but a presence fully understood. In your honesty, you refuse to hide. You carry the courage to show up fully, stripped of pretense or armor. You are bravery embodied, raw truth in human form.

In this nakedness, you don’t waver or seek approval. Your transparency is not a weakness but the purest strength. It is a declaration: “This is who I am”. You let yourself be seen, and in that openness, you stand out in a world that often shrouds itself in layers of pretense. Your authenticity shines like a beacon, guiding others toward their own.”

~Katie Kamara