It’s not really a matter of feeling worthy of love, friends, health, or wealth. Or of appreciating what you already have. Or even of learning to love yourself. These don’t have to come first. You don’t have to wear a halo to manifest the changes you want.
It’s simply a matter of understanding that if you do your part: visualize, prepare the way, and act “as if,” without looking over your shoulder for quick results, what you want must be added unto you… as will the feelings of worthiness, appreciation and loving your most lovable self.
I’ve always reserved the right to change my mind, always.
And I wonder …
Does this right dissolve if time itself stops? Or shifts?
What if what seems to be, isn’t. And what doesn’t seem to be, is.
Who are you?
If you want to raise your vibration, you’ve got to stop intentionally lowering your vibration.
Do you smoke?
Do you drink?
Do you eat a lot of processed foods?
Do you drink purified water?
Do you overindulge the senses?
I’m not here to judge anyone’s habits. The point is, if we put garbage into our energies, our energies will become dirtied. And everything we create will become tainted.
While living, we can see the signs which show we tend to categorize each other, while holding ourself in a sort of superior mode.
Again, not my effort here …
We do see this clearly with reverends, pastors, counselors and such. I was told by a reverend once that they must hold themselves apart from others because they are the wayshower, the guide. I can see the point, however it does seem to be a level of connection I’m no longer interested in … nor am I interested in shallow connections otherwise.
Here is to transparency.
To admitting we do not have all the answers.
To acknowledging that perhaps our neighbor, or fellow man and woman, have the information, the missing piece to our puzzle which will allow everything to make sense.
When we say things such as, “I’m afraid I do not understand” we are limited in thought and potentials… for we have allowed the subconscious format of fear using the word afraid in our sentence at all.
These ingrained, unnoticed, habitual phrases need to be sniffed out and eliminated from our conscious and subconscious thoughtforms.
Have you heard the phrase “You are the company you keep”? Well, our creations will be treated with what our inner thoughtforms are, our inner dialogue. The inner dialog becomes the outer dialogue and then creation followed by reaction or response, repeated for who knows how long.
We have the choice of our creation only when we become responsible for our inner dialogue and guide the outer with empathy and care.
We truly are in this together, for our combined efforts of increased and united thought forms cause our greater reality. Each one is crucial to the whole.
Last spring I walked into the pasture and beheld a beautiful sight. Mama ewe had just given birth to twins. It was a warm day, and she chose a perfect spot under the shade of a big oak. As I knelt down to welcome them to our farm, this little one wobbled over and touched my fingers with his soft, pink nose.
One thing that stands out to me in life is that birth is always messy, but it is beautiful.
I think the same goes for our creative projects. When you have an idea and you work to bring it into the world, there is a lot of mess. Don’t think that just because you see the clean, finished product of everyone eles’s projects that the mess didn’t exist while they birthed it into being. Every birth is messy.
I wanted to share some of the messy middle I went through to put together the video I shared last week. I published a short blog post about my messy steps.
Whatever creative project you secretly desire to birth into the world, it’s part of the process for it to be messy — physically and mentally. You are birthing something beautiful.
Accept all souls as they are. This is your true love for humanity.
Give … unconditionally.
It is time to release all. Suppress n o t h i n g.
This process involves cleansing those “frozen” energies that still cause you fear.
You feel different because you are.
Your true nature is love and unity consciousness.
The anchoring of the 5D Divine Matrix on Earth is near completion. Continue to hold your light.
We exist in times of unity. No matter what happens, unity is the future of this planet, period. So, the dark ones do all they can to keep people in isolation. They wish to make social distancing a permanent thing. It will not work.
There is one thing that “negatively” has impacted human consciousness for which very few are aware of. And that is humanity thinking that it is alone in the cosmos.
I must admit, it’s a bit heartbreaking when you think about the fact that the Light Forces of the Universe, in the billions, surround Earth and humanity in these times of great change, but you still have the majority of Earth’s people who go about their day as if nothing is happening.
Honesty, it is simple, yes? This alone can bring balance to your throat chakra.
The heart chakra is the most important step during this ascension process. It is the seat of your soul’s geometrical matrix.
The Solar Plexus, the seat of power. And when it is not balanced, you feel butterflies in times of anxiety, stress, fear. And it can actually pull in other peoples fear if not balanced.
Working and clearing your soul star chakra, once fully balanced, you gain access to the akashic records. This will be a gradual process, not a one time swoosh.
The veils of the illusion have begun to dissolve faster than before. This is causing confusion among the masses, as peoples past memories, present awakening, and future probabilities, are all merging in the NOW.
Crystalline body is what we are transforming to. This includes the animals as well.
When your thoughts are in alignment with the thoughts of the highest aspect of YOU, your I AM Presence, and the Godhead, you experience abundance in waves like the ocean.
If you are not clear how to proceed with your life from this point. Stop, and ask the angels, you have many waiting for you to ask for their assistance. And watch for the signs.
You can call on Archangel Sandalphon to place a 5th dimensional “bubble” over you. This will uplift your entire energy to a higher frequency.
You are here because a call echoed through the cosmos, you volunteered, you were chosen. You are here to anchor and hold the higher light entering Earth. Assisting Earth as the new divine matrix becomes comfortable.
Without you, this shift would have not been possible. The shift in consciousness, and humanity to a higher reality, would have failed without your presence and support.
I say what I say from the heart. I do this not to boost your ego, but simply because it is truth.
When the physically coming together of Starseeds and those of the Galactics begins, it will be THEY, asking YOU, in amazement to share YOUR wisdom and stories, and how you were able to UPLIFT an entire world from the abyss of the 3D, all the way into the fifth dimension.
I’m beginning (again) to realize this life does not make sense. What is the meaning of it … if you don’t have children, or a husband, or a job? At the end of it all, would anyone even knew I was here?
Not likely.
I can’t sit here and rightly cry about what might have been, for I chose it. All of it.
If a person lays crap here, and crappy attitude there, to that one, and over there to another, and so on … ALL of that will boomerang back. Little mini boomerangs being returned to the gifter … and the gifter cannot possibly catch them all, not even close. They will return, whacking the gifter up along side the head, hitting various parts of the body, tearing down the energetic and mental form. Perhaps even causing physical illness.
When will we tire of dodging boomerangs? Those turns which we create?
When we choose to put out nice stuff, rather than the stuff that hurts, it will not matter if we catch all the boomerangs. It won’t hurt so bad upon their return when we fail to make the catch if we choose to make our gifts to the others sweet.
I like writing. It assists me in paying closer attention to what I’m thinking about.
Maybe it’s time I practice being optimistic rather than pessimistic. It is said practice makes perfect, and I’ve practiced pessimism just about as long as I’d like … thank you very much.
Whatever happens, don’t go all dooms-dayer on anyone. They will not hear you.
Maybe I’m a distraction … to myself … imagine that. I’m in a river, and I do not swim well. I’ll have to do my best to simply float.
Sssshhhhh …. Control your mind, stop leaking.
The elusive butterfly.
He already knows what spices he’s going to use. What could spices be used for?
Pessimism states, he’s speaking of cooking me.
Optimism states, he’s thinking of bathing me.
Oh, the human mind. Always playing tricks.
Yay for Optimism! May it grow in minds, be shared by hearts, and become all encompassing throughout time, and the world.
I want you to take a long hard look at this picture because this is the reason “aliens” don’t want to talk to you. Not a joke, but for real.
I know, because I don’t just know them, I’ve known them, personally, for years. OFF-planet beings, not this nonsense of “Pleiadeans” acting like they come from that constellation when in fact they’ve been sequestered right here, underground, for eons and eons of time during Tara Urth Quarantine – hiding from surface “human” man and hiding their higher technology that could have stemmed this tide many times over by now. I mean from the actual beings who have absolutely the last word on what happens or doesn’t happen on this planet.
THIS. IS. FEAR.
Fear isn’t just a matter of being weak in the knees when surprised by a tiger in the jungle, it is a condition brought on by millions of years of being tricked and subjugated so many times they have officially lost their way and now succumb to the notion they are no longer gods, but actually physical bodies walking around entirely by happenstance alone as if evolution -you know, that incredibly insane myth that DNA alters itself to suit its surroundings and magically somehow just grows a different and secondary set of lungs or develops the ability to produce real fusion light in the absolute darkness they live in at the bottom of sea- that kind of evolution supposedly just changes all on its own. The hysterical, illogical and often infantile notion that genetics actually works this way. Let me tell you now, it doesn’t and let me remind you right now that you are no more a body than you are a plant.
You were never “born”. That concept is equally deluded. You WERE. You ARE. And you will always, always BE.
Read that last sentence again, because if there was ever one thing I’ve ever tried to pass along to this evolution is that. You. Are. God.
THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF THE CREATOR OF ALL THINGS.
You CHOSE to come into YOUR OWN CREATION to see what it was like to touch someone, something, anything. Something cold. Something “wet”. Something “material”, because where you come from there is NO SUCH THING as anything cold, wet or material. At all. There is only awareness.
And that gets damn old damn fast.
Especially to an awareness that has a clock speed millions of times that of the processor you call your human brain right now while you are in total lockdown, total isolation and total enslavement.
Let me make this one thing extremely clear right now, if you are willing to be so fearful of manifesting IN YOUR OWN CREATION that you are willing to wear a personal tent to protect you from YOUR OWN CREATION, you have just stepped over that edge where you are literally, in real life, giving away what we would refer to as your “crown”. You know, that thing that is supposed to herald a birth rite, a possession or what is secretly called your ESTATE as a living, breathing embodiment of the all-powerful, all-knowing, ever present creator god. That is creator with a lower-case, ABSOLUTE OMNIPOTENCE LETTER c and a lower case and equally OMNIPOTENT (look that word up right now) letter g.
I am nearly finished with this mission and will soon be out of your hair forever. But before I go I will do everything in my power to convey to you this one thing: you made everything you see before you.
You imagined it, studied it, engineered it, made prototypes of it, then you rebuilt it, then you rebuilt it again.
And again.
And again for millions, billions and trillions of times until it finally worked like what you see before you today. To say that mankind hasn’t even the faintest, SLIGHTEST notion of what the human body actually is, what the flora world actually is or the fauna actually took to bring into “creation” (holographic, 100% PROJECTED LIGHT) “reality” is a rudimentary understatement.
THIS…. IS YOUR WORLD. THIS IS YOUR CREATION.
YOU have NOTHING to fear being here in manifest form because you CAN. NEVER. DIE. You will only take another shape. Another form. But like all “energy”, you simply change shape into your next journey. The next odyssey. The next ADVENTURE. But what you will never do is fall victim to “life”. Awareness. Presence. Because simply put; “you will never cease to be aware. Ever.”
Because where it is you come from doesn’t have beginnings or endings, there is only the now. And now has always existed and will always exist with a different sunrise (IF YOU INVENT IT) and a different sunset (IF YOU PAINT THAT PICTURE) because YOU willed that from before any creature ever moved. Any sunrise or sunset ever existed. The TEMPLATE that you gave the “cosmeias” was that it would be forever adapting, changing and refreshing itself so the boredom of simply awareness would never overcome you again.
And THAT is what this WHOLE THING has been about since DAY ONE as far as “time” ever goes back: There HAS to be a spark of life in order to keep anyone -even a human who uses less than 10% of their own brain- from ever experiencing boredom and nothingness ever again.
This is a DRAMA folks. It was never EVER about “spiritual perfection” or “ultimate wisdom”, it has always been about entertainment. That’s why when you put a wooden spoon in the hands of a toddler he is thrilled for hours. Or when you place a car under his seat when he comes of age he is thrilled for years. Always extending excitement relative to the education and preparation of his awareness while within limited manifestation.
That was LIMITED MANIFESTATION….
Where a god LIMITS her senses. LIMITS her abilities and LIMITS her awareness down to 1/1728th of her actual capabilities in order to create a sense of ANTICIPATION.
There is NO SUCH THING as something more exciting than anticipation. I don’t care if you’re talking about wine, women, song or m$ny, nothing compares to a creator god’s ability to imagine the most outrageous, intense and utterly mind-blowing scenarios that come from anticipation.
Nothing.
So you can just forget all about the spiritual bullshit right now, because I am telling you after 16,000 hours on this non-stop train from hell to wake up Indigos and humans to prepare for the shift that is RIGHT NOW IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE that I’ve never one time heard the term “spirituality” from the being you have called god since the first day you stepped onto this playing field. Not one time I can recall now. What I HAVE heard about so often as to become mind-numbing though has been things like “taking self-responsibility” and “standing in one’s own authenticity” and being forthright, fair, just and honest and treating this planet and all living things with honor and respect above all else because every single tree branch, every snowflake, raindrop, desert, forest and field and EVERY FACE you have ever seen has been your own reflection against the looking glass.
That bully in school, your best friend that stabbed you in the back in jr high, your closest buddy you gave up everything to throw in with on his new venture that he wound up screwing you on – as well as every waterfall, sunset and breathtaking moment you have ever shared- has been…. you.
You, god. You creator. You the ONE I AM that brought all things into existence with the vibration of your word. You did that. And when I tell you that YOU DID THAT, you can know this one thing:
I would never, under ANY CIRCUMSTANCES mislead you about this, because I am tied hip-and-waist to you and YOUR FUTURE for the rest of what you can deem as “eternity” if I fail to get my message across authentically and ethically while you are within this last and final Stellar Activation Cycle, or the very last time while you are within your current personality or “flavor” of being you will ever know. If you fail this transition and you were ready and heard this voice, then I fail right beside you.
Fin.
So you can call this selfish if you want to, my trying so hard to get you that one final message or spark for you that one last inspiration if you like. But from what I’ve been told (and I do mean face-to-face with the being who brought you into this current manifestation), this is a good thing and not a self-service because it is in harmony or in so many words sympathetic harmonic resonance with the grand scheme of the aether. Helping you that helps me is very much a win-win in all things related to an evolution. At least this is exactly how I understand her message to be.
So now that I have spoken and revealed to your local fb cops where that message is coming from, you can expect a couple of things. One, this group will likely be taken over by their in-house team that has every reason to stop you from ever understanding that it was YOU who designed and created this world and the rest of the cosmeias, and two, in that event this may be the last message you’re ever allowed to hear from me. We can only wait and see which hand they choose to play.
I came to you 7 years ago with one message: to understand that you created everything you think is material existence and you will never, not now, not tomorrow, not 100 trillion years from now, ever, ever die.
I have given everything in this world to bring you that message. My home, family members who I haven’t seen one of since the day I abandoned my old reality immediately after that moment, all my possessions down to 2 suitcases from a sprawling estate that would take a month to move out of, my patents and claims on products now in circulation around the world and spent 2 solid years living out of a car and eventually a little trailer that didn’t have so much as a bathroom or shower, dying and being brought back to life in replacement bodies 3x in order to bring you this. I would mislead or lie to you exactly the same time I succumbed to forced vaccination: not in the coldest day in hell.
This is all about to be over folks. Make no mistake. The pawns have all been sacrificed, the Bishops, Castles and Rooks taken and all that is left now are the final few squares on this chessboard that will be referred to for millennia and eons across time as one of the most epic, traumatic and eventful evolutions to ever come into being in the history of all things. You will more than likely witness that transition, because it will be far sooner than man may ever expect. Label me insane now, write this off as delusion, but make no mistake, you are now down to the final wire of your experience as Gai Urth Tarans. That is about to change to either Aqueous Sun Tarans or Weasadek Phantom Matrix Antiparticle Tarans. Take your pick.
Like the fraternity I have worked with since contact, the IAFW, my deepest desire is to see you make this grade. If you have been sitting on the fence about decoding the hive or mission guide, I would suggest you give this another thought. The resonant tone of fear in the human body vibrates at exactly the same Hertz as the metagalactic black hole that has been recorded and measured by science that vanquishes and deletes life. The answers to what that is has been covered so exhaustively in the human handbook series that there is nothing left for me to write other than good luck. This is the transition. If you want to make it, you will stop the fear and welcome your next level.
Remove the mask and TAKE YOUR STAND RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW.
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