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YOUR DARK WARRIOR HEART

Published August 22, 2020 by tindertender

“She took me deep into her night and her fog. She tried to break me on her demonic altar.

But I told her No.

And she listens to my No, when I infuse it with all of my conviction and my heart.

On the dividing line between sanity and madness, life and death, love and loss, I found myself finally, learned the lessons my father could never teach me. He abandoned me to the darkness so I had to find my own way. How to love. How to breathe, how to surrender to the breath. How to trust. How to stay kind. And how to keep walking, even when death is close.

That is trauma, you see, my love, the sense that you’re on the edge of oblivion, about to disappear, when in reality you’re not, and you’re safe but you’re hurting and you find no relational haven in time or the world. That sense of doom and the overwhelm of the night. The absence of all empathy.

But No. No. You are not her meat. You are not her prey, her collateral damage. This screaming in your head may be loud but thoughts shall not define you and will not hurt you as you learn to embrace them, even laugh at them through the night.

I have learned this the hard way. I have passed through the hell realms where the brain seems close to madness and the body is on somatic fire. I have learned to give myself to the night so she cannot take me by force. This is the secret of all healing, I tell you.

I will not be her victim any longer. I have found power in my powerlessness, victory in the ego’s failure. My strength lies in my willingness to shatter for love and for the goodness of things. Her night will not devour me; I shall devour it first, in trust.

Like you, I have felt the wild heart pounding and the terrible heat generated by the body, and the sweat and the constrictions and the tremors of primordial arousal. I have felt the contractions in the belly, and the numbness and the tingles in the arms and legs and the way we sometimes feel like we are falling into oblivion and all things are coming to an end. I have known it all and I know now, finally, finally, it is God. I have given up the fight against life, surrendered to the power of my very own body, my healing temple. I tell my heart to beat faster, harder, to beat out of my chest, and it does. I tell the heat to rise to a peak, and I tell the tremors to intensify as much as they need to. I invite the storm so it does not end me. I beg the anxiety to increase. I beg the terror to do its worst. I know nothing can break me except my own refusal to live. I know I am stronger than I would ever believe.

I have told my nervous system to show me its terrifying healing power. I have relaxed into my own sweat and flesh and pounding. I have given myself willingly to the night and to the darkness, to her convulsions and contractions, I have become one with her and she has become one with me. Entered the death realm, was sucked into the heart of trauma, it was not happening to me but alongside me and with me and through me and it was finally a part of me and I was bigger than it all at last. And I was no victim, no helpless child, but the life force – yes, the fucking LIFE FORCE – that created a billion universes with energy to spare, with playful laughter and wild abandon and a twinkle in its eye.

Vibrating with warm energy, shivering with awe, I open my eyes again. I see you now.

Hello, my love.

Hello.

The worst has happened and I am alive. We are alive. Terror as portal. Yes, terror as portal. We are here.

Hello.

I have gone deep into her night and fog and I have found only a stronger version of myself, and I know this is possible for you too. I tell her not to break me and she does not. She listens, she does, when I talk with the fullness of my being, with a courageous heart, and with all my authenticity. She will listen to you too.

Do not fear the night, my love, do not fear her fog and her contractions, do not run when the dark material emerges and do not panic at the point of utter helplessness for that is the healing point. The eye of the storm will inoculate you. Her darkness will strengthen you if you let it, and she will show you things the daytime knows nothing of.

Trust the night! For she is you, you see – your own dark warrior heart, your own ache and longing for safety, and warmth, and home…

~ Jeff Foster

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Fire!

Published August 22, 2020 by tindertender

May every one understand their value.

Unity

Published August 22, 2020 by tindertender

Unity has many different meanings, the most common is a union between cultures, countries, peoples.

There are the base four bodies, possessed and worn by all individuals. The Physical, the Mental, the Emotional, and the Etheric.

It is important to ponder these four bodies, meditate on them, or in other words, relax the mind and allow the meaning for each to come through for you.

What is the foundation for the Physical body?

What is the foundation for the Mental body?

What is the foundation for the Emotional body?

What is the foundation for the Etheric body?

Once you have got this, written it down, and solidified it in mind … consider Unity … uniting the elements of these four bodies.

This is where union begins.

Alignment.

The work you put in, you get out.

Effort made toward wholeness cannot, and will not, be overlooked.

Your higher self, in combo with your guides, the angels who watch over you, and the elementals of this world will assist you in process.

All you need do is ask, relax, and let it flow.

I am currently in student mode, and I share my ‘lessons’ with you, so that we may grow into it together.

Peace is the goal, and it begins on the inside of each individual.

As you can see, the outside layer is the Mental body, the most commonly afflicted body. The easiest target by anyone who wishes to manipulate form.

Strengthen the bodies, understand the foundations for each, unite them into a cohesive whole, and it will be easier to walk in this world and bring about positive adjustment, to create the Peace you wish to enjoy.

Oracle Reading 8-22-2020 a.m.

Published August 22, 2020 by tindertender

Take Note of Intuitive Messages

Use your intuition. Practice discernment. See through illusions and blockages.

Lunar energies are surrounding your life, allowing you to understand what is standing in your way. Not everything is as it seems and you’re being guided to use your discernment. When the moon appears, intuitive or psychic urges are seen, so take note of any feelings arising at this time. They are messages from your soul and angels. The Moon shines her light on all that has been kept in the dark, so ask yourself if you are avoiding anything or refusing to deal with something of importance. If so, it could be holding you in the shadows when your Destiny is to be in the light. If you feel someone isn’t being completely real with you, know that their intentions will be revealed to you. The Moon has no secrets – she reveals all.

Embrace the Energy of Peace

Let go of the need to defend yourself and prepare to offer peace. You are safe.

If you have been exposed to a situation in which you have felt the need to protect yourself or defend what you feel is right, know that this is now coming to an end. You are being guided to know that the energies of light are entering to wash away all the darkness. You can drop your shields and protection. You are now in a situation that will honor you and honor your needs. Arguments are ending and disagreements are being resolved. Prepare to talk things through and offer the peace that you would like to enjoy. In order to move forward in a more fearless way, it’s important for you to let go of the idea that you can be hurt by this situation or the people involved, because this will only work against you. Know that your angelic guides and ancestors are standing around you, protecting you and taking you lovingly forward.

Reading from the deck “Angels and Ancestors” oracle cards created by Kyle Gray.

When I Need You

Published August 21, 2020 by tindertender

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you
It’s only a heartbeat away

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
A telephone can’t take the place of your smile
But you know I won’t be traveling forever
It’s cold out, but hold out and do like I do

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you, babe
It’s only a heartbeat away

It’s not easy when the road is your driver
Honey, that’s a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won’t be traveling a lifetime
It’s cold out, but hold out and do like I do

Oh, I need you

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

When I need you
I just close my eyes
And you’re right here by my side
Keeping me warm night and day

I just hold out my hand
Just hold out my hand
And I’m with you darling
Yes I’m with you darling
All I want to give you
Is only a heartbeat away

Oh I need you darling
Oh i want you darling

Precious Loves!

Published August 21, 2020 by tindertender

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You Have Become Beloved Children Of The Multiverses! You Matter Here And Now!

You Are Sacred Love Since The Creation Of All Life! You Have Come Forth Into This Density Of Oppression To Reveal The Very Light That You Are!

You Are Here To Shine Your Light And Expand In Consciousness!

You Are Perfect As You Are And Anything Or Anyone That Tells You That You Must Follow A Path That Your Soul Tells You Is Darkness, Is Your Notice To Back Away!

To Those That Plan To Destroy Your Sacred Dwelling In Any Part Of The Planet, To Those Who Make Evil Plans To Destroy A Fetus Or Newborn For Convenience Is A Murderer! 

To Those That Call Darkness ‘Light’ And LIGHT, ‘Darkness’, BEWARE!

The Planet Is Facing Biblical Destruction Without Leaders That Are Real People, Not Witches, Clones And Liars!

They Will Take Your Money And Sense Of Well Being, Your Protection Of Homes And Property And Say They Are Helping You!

Beloved Ones! This Is Not Even Political. These Are The End Times! No matter What Happens, You Are Safe And A Sacred Soul! But You Have A Choice To Bring The Silent Majority Forth And Declare Your Rights,

And Live With Your Children And Families In Safety With POTUS As Your Leader. We Address This From A Spiritual Standpoint. He Is Of The Light! Other Countries Will Face The Same Choice Of Thriving Or Downfall If They Fail To Understand, ‘WE THE PEOPLE’ Is Their Soul Life Also!

Wake Up Beloved Ones And Take Care Of This Before You Lose Your Rights!

I Will Remind You Of Something You Might Have Forgotten! As You Arrived Into This Density, It Was Not At All What You Were Accustomed To Living!

You Came From High Densities Of Love And Peace. To Survive Here, The Memory Of Past Lives Were Lost In The Layers Of Consciousness, To Be Remembered When You Awakened.

The False Self, Or Identity You Chose, Entered The Matrix, And From This Point You Adapted And Became Brainwashed. Even The False Identity Began To Learn Defense Mechanisms To Survive.

You Knew There Was More But You Pulled In And Tried To Be Accepted And Lost Parts Of Yourself Along The Way, Just To Survive.

NOW Is The Time To Be Brave, Strong And Free!

Bring The True Self Forward! Throw Away Doubt And Disbelief! Know That You Are A Multidimensional Being Of Sacred Light!

This Is Your Moment! This Is Why You Are Here!

Become The Light NOW And Save Your Land Before The Darkness Plays More Tricks!

Beware Of The Promises Made By Clones And Witches. They Only Seek Power To Destroy!

Remember Who You Are And Let’s Do This!

EN EEKE MAI EA!

I Love You So!

AYA

Gratitude

Published August 21, 2020 by tindertender

There is power in gratitude.

When you’re feeling down … depressed, fearful, angry … create a list of gratitude, and begin with being thankful for what you perceive is causing these emotions in you.

Be grateful to feel the powerful emotions, be grateful that whomever Or whatever is the source of this for you is present, and allowing you the opportunity to work through emotional blockages.

You may find that as your list grows, as you find the tiniest details of things to be grateful for in the moment, this conscious creation will take that powerful emotion and flip it into love and happiness.

There is great power in gratitude.

Use it to your advantage, and you will control your mind, your emotion, and your life.

As with all things, the more you practice, the greater control you will harness and wield.

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Oracle Reading 8-20-2020 p.m.

Published August 20, 2020 by tindertender

Stand Your Ground

Hold firm to what you believe in or are focusing on, because it is absolutely right. Know that Heaven and Earth are supporting you.

Mountain energy is powerful because it’s firmly rooted in the Great Mother and reaches high to the Great Father. If you’re feeling challenged or pressured at this time, know that your spirit is more powerful than you think. You are resilient and grounded, and the energy and air of the mountains is giving you the unshakeable strength to be who you are. Take time to root yourself deeply in the energy of the Earth before welcoming in the energies of Heaven. If you’re not sure what you need to do next, you’re being invited to stay exactly where you are, talk things over with those around you and know that change will come to you. You will be whole and well at the end of this current situation and it will not stand in the way of your future growth and expansion.

Be Fearless and Stand Strong

Don’t back down. Make your opinions heard. Don’t settle for second best.

If you’re experiencing fear at this time, know that this means that whatever is going on is important to you. Whenever you feel fear, you are on the verge of something big ~ perhaps a massive breakthrough that is really going to help you move forward. If you have a situation on your hands where you have to face someone or something that’s been unsettling you, know that you are being guided to call up your inner warrior. Don’t falter and don’t be frightened, because you have the energy to protect yourself now, and at all times.

Reading from the deck “Angels and Ancestors” oracle cards created by Kyle Gray

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Love Land

Published August 20, 2020 by tindertender

I went for a mineral bath yesterday in my home town.

The woman who assisted me in the bath house sensed some stress and did her best to take it from me.

She is a sweet soul who gifted me a heart rock she had infused with her Blessing. Brought me to tears … the kindness was so lovely to receive.

Love, Love, Love …

State of Mind

Published August 20, 2020 by tindertender

I once had arrogance, a surety that I “knew it all” and the world revolved around me.

I had an experience that brought on profound fear. Perhaps I still am in fear, and just don’t realize it … maybe it is suppressed.

My perception currently is that this fear shifted into stubbornness … a need for it arose as I tried to pry myself from fear.

Today’s experience seems to be one of happiness and love, more frequently than not. My goal is to shift stubbornness into Skillful Will, which partners with the various forms of Life.

Sometimes I have bouts of rage, I roil and spew, just like that raging river … and then I calm down and a gentler flow ensues.

Currently, my focus is on reformatting my language to be more inclusive. The knowing that we are about to unite with various other life forms is a sure presence.

I share this with you, because I love you and wish for you to join in the festival that is about to rise.

There will be a grand entrance, it will be a party for some, and a terrifying event for others.

Please join me in the excitement of a new era, a new way of being, of joining in with an expanded family … and creating our New World.

The finest celebration most will see is upon us.

Let’s shift together and watch as Beauty shines.

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