My blue ray is now smart. I have Netflix and iheart radio. Better than a stereo! I get to choose …
Today we have so many options, and it could possibly end any time, so enjoy while you can, I will.
I’ve been thinking about this whole business of being alive. We all go through so many experiences, and much of it involves suffering of some sort. It seems the pain comes in waves, like the ocean, one after the other, intensifying and then easing … over and over. This is the sea of life. How good of a sailor are we? We learn to swim it, and sometimes we float along, catching our breath, renewing ourselves.
This experience is a great and wonderful privilege, and we welcomed every aspect of it before we arrived. Do you believe this? You are growing stronger and more resilient with every single experience, this is the quick and speedy crash course in between lessons. You cannot learn about life any quicker than by diving right into it and fully integrating yourself with it all. Therefore, every single experience you have is for soul progression, and I bet you have had some doozies that you thought would end it. But here you are, you amazing achiever!
Many of you, myself included, have been angry, wanted revenge, even thought we hated … and then we realize … we love. We love because that is what makes us feel good. That is what brings us joy. When we are in a state of joy, it spills over onto others in the world and we help each other, lifting each other. Perhaps we only do this in spirit rather than an actual lifting, and this is important work! It will increase peace and compassion. But first, we must love ourselves. Forgive ourselves. Recognize in our self we are human, capable of error, but also of changing this and turning it into an experience that can benefit others who are travelling the same path or paths.
I am absolutely in love with almost 50! So grateful am I to be alive … still! It sometimes is an overwhelming thought … I am so loved that all the times I unintentionally tried to ruin and throw my life away, I was picked up. Oh yes, there was great suffering at times, I even thought I would die, I also thought I would never be able to function normally again. But here I am, and there are you. I do not see you, but I know you are there … just as I know God and the Angels and my Guardian and Guides are there, loving me … always. You remember when Jesus said He would send us a comforter? He did not lie. All we need to do is be still, and listen. Feel the presence of the one who is here to assist us and bring us comfort.
You are so important! Nobody does life like you. Nobody. You see things in a special way, you smell and taste and hear differently than any other. When you see yourself, and then you see another, you see a huge difference! It’s the same with your senses, this experiencing … and yet, we are alike too. It is amazing, we are BOTH! The same, and yet different! We go hand in hand with darkness and light, we are joined together no matter what we may believe, or are told.
It is lovely, truly the most beautiful expression of God, of Life and living. It is you …
I know I am strong, I have and do work through many physical and mental things. It has been a difficult journey, and I am certain there will be more growth opportunities. I embrace them, time is limited, and so I must, because I need these experiences … I need to grow in strength and endurance and abilities. Oh how I hope there is enough time to fully generate what I must, for I wasted a lot of time … or did I? Perhaps it really is a crash course, a pushing of the limits, a toeing of the line, a stretching of the mind and self … a risk taking.
So many men and women have been inspired to generate medicines, exercises, meditations, learned how to properly use herbs and needles for acupuncture, even learned hypnotherapy, and so much more … simply to help others, and to help themselves. It really is amazing how spirit moves through us to help us. Do you recognize this?
I thought about pulling a card for the night, but I believe this has been an inspiration, and you and I … we are connected, with all there is.
Enjoy your existence. Know that you are never separate from spirit and you are forever loved. It will never be anything but this.
Mankind can be cruel, yes. Take this and transmute it in your mind, build your inner strength, go closer to the one who loves you enduringly. Be aware and use your ability to distinguish the true, from the not true … awe heck! There’s a word for that and it’s not coming to me! It’s from the bible and it means … well, it means what I said already. I have a library in my head, a complete knowing, and yet there are times when what I want just doesn’t make itself known. Until later … anyway … I’m sure you know what I am getting at. Don’t be fooled by a liar!
Oh yes, there it is … Discernment …