I’ve always reserved the right to change my mind, always.
And I wonder …
Does this right dissolve if time itself stops? Or shifts?
What if what seems to be, isn’t. And what doesn’t seem to be, is.
Who are you?
If you want to raise your vibration, you’ve got to stop intentionally lowering your vibration.
Do you smoke?
Do you drink?
Do you eat a lot of processed foods?
Do you drink purified water?
Do you overindulge the senses?
I’m not here to judge anyone’s habits. The point is, if we put garbage into our energies, our energies will become dirtied. And everything we create will become tainted.
While living, we can see the signs which show we tend to categorize each other, while holding ourself in a sort of superior mode.
Again, not my effort here …
We do see this clearly with reverends, pastors, counselors and such. I was told by a reverend once that they must hold themselves apart from others because they are the wayshower, the guide. I can see the point, however it does seem to be a level of connection I’m no longer interested in … nor am I interested in shallow connections otherwise.
Here is to transparency.
To admitting we do not have all the answers.
To acknowledging that perhaps our neighbor, or fellow man and woman, have the information, the missing piece to our puzzle which will allow everything to make sense.
Last spring I walked into the pasture and beheld a beautiful sight. Mama ewe had just given birth to twins. It was a warm day, and she chose a perfect spot under the shade of a big oak. As I knelt down to welcome them to our farm, this little one wobbled over and touched my fingers with his soft, pink nose.
One thing that stands out to me in life is that birth is always messy, but it is beautiful.
I think the same goes for our creative projects. When you have an idea and you work to bring it into the world, there is a lot of mess. Don’t think that just because you see the clean, finished product of everyone eles’s projects that the mess didn’t exist while they birthed it into being. Every birth is messy.
I wanted to share some of the messy middle I went through to put together the video I shared last week. I published a short blog post about my messy steps.
Whatever creative project you secretly desire to birth into the world, it’s part of the process for it to be messy — physically and mentally. You are birthing something beautiful.
Accept all souls as they are. This is your true love for humanity.
Give … unconditionally.
It is time to release all. Suppress n o t h i n g.
This process involves cleansing those “frozen” energies that still cause you fear.
You feel different because you are.
Your true nature is love and unity consciousness.
The anchoring of the 5D Divine Matrix on Earth is near completion. Continue to hold your light.
We exist in times of unity. No matter what happens, unity is the future of this planet, period. So, the dark ones do all they can to keep people in isolation. They wish to make social distancing a permanent thing. It will not work.
There is one thing that “negatively” has impacted human consciousness for which very few are aware of. And that is humanity thinking that it is alone in the cosmos.
I must admit, it’s a bit heartbreaking when you think about the fact that the Light Forces of the Universe, in the billions, surround Earth and humanity in these times of great change, but you still have the majority of Earth’s people who go about their day as if nothing is happening.
Honesty, it is simple, yes? This alone can bring balance to your throat chakra.
The heart chakra is the most important step during this ascension process. It is the seat of your soul’s geometrical matrix.
The Solar Plexus, the seat of power. And when it is not balanced, you feel butterflies in times of anxiety, stress, fear. And it can actually pull in other peoples fear if not balanced.
Working and clearing your soul star chakra, once fully balanced, you gain access to the akashic records. This will be a gradual process, not a one time swoosh.
The veils of the illusion have begun to dissolve faster than before. This is causing confusion among the masses, as peoples past memories, present awakening, and future probabilities, are all merging in the NOW.
Crystalline body is what we are transforming to. This includes the animals as well.
When your thoughts are in alignment with the thoughts of the highest aspect of YOU, your I AM Presence, and the Godhead, you experience abundance in waves like the ocean.
If you are not clear how to proceed with your life from this point. Stop, and ask the angels, you have many waiting for you to ask for their assistance. And watch for the signs.
You can call on Archangel Sandalphon to place a 5th dimensional “bubble” over you. This will uplift your entire energy to a higher frequency.
You are here because a call echoed through the cosmos, you volunteered, you were chosen. You are here to anchor and hold the higher light entering Earth. Assisting Earth as the new divine matrix becomes comfortable.
Without you, this shift would have not been possible. The shift in consciousness, and humanity to a higher reality, would have failed without your presence and support.
I say what I say from the heart. I do this not to boost your ego, but simply because it is truth.
When the physically coming together of Starseeds and those of the Galactics begins, it will be THEY, asking YOU, in amazement to share YOUR wisdom and stories, and how you were able to UPLIFT an entire world from the abyss of the 3D, all the way into the fifth dimension.
Today as I drove through the Columbia River Gorge, I pondered life.
Wanting to get in touch with the masculine side of life, I decided to go watch men fish. I stopped along the way where people parked with their boat trailers, and were in the bay and near shore, fishing.
I sat and watched as various fishermen attempted to set hook. I imagined them there, friend with friend, in a sort of zen state.
I imagined that there might be a woman somewhere, baking fresh bread to go with the fresh fish her mate would bring home later in the day. I imagined fresh salad, supplies taken from the home garden. (Too early yet, I know. It’s a fantasy).
Anyhow …
After admiring these men, and family units, I drove on down the highway with a smile upon my face. How beautiful they were!
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One of my favorite flowers is the California Poppy. Such a hearty plant that grows in seemingly impossible places. They open with the morning sun, and close up in the evening.
So Gorge-ous!
Nearing the Hood River Bridge I delved into my coin purse for the bridge toll. After crossing the bridge I saw a sign which read, “toll booth closed due to covid19”. I thought, great! Just saved myself $2. Folded it up and put in back in the pouch.
Be yourself. Your power is who you really are. Resist the urge to creat a false identity. You will overcome adversity by developing your own strengths. We are so much more than we think we are. We may be frightened or going through a difficult time, but if we reach down to the place where our best self is, we will be able to triumph over adversity.
Pleasure should be made a priority – actively seek it. Do not forget what makes you happy. Become more aware of the obstacles to your own pleasure. If we don’t allow ourselves to experience pleasure, whether it take the form of laughter, play, sensuality, or practicing our talents, we are less than whole. We need to recognize that, over time, we are much less effective in our emotional and public lives if we do not experience regular doses of pleasure. If we focus too much on serious issues and take ourselves too seriously, then our lives are not complete.
It is wonderful to be alone and to be able to do as one pleases. Independence is a gift. It is time to create your own life. Run your own race. The time has come for focus. Sometimes maintaining a fierce independence can mean we exclude people and opportunities. If we hold ourselves apart from others, we may not be as empathic as we could be. We also may forget that to have true balance, we need to maintain both the masculine and the feminine energies within us. Should we distance ourselves too much from one or the other, we may not forgive transgressions from the opposite sex easily. It’s important that we stay true to who we are without being too separate from others.
It is time to release an old belief or bad habit. Imbalances of all kinds will fall away. Your pain will soon ease. Think carefully about what it is you wish to unburden and release. Remember not to throw out the good with the bad.
You will be victorious. Teamwork or a partnership may be better than going it alone. Synergy is important right now. Delegation is useful. While healthy anger can fuel wise action, rage rarely does. There is a big difference between expressing healthy anger and expressing the uncontrolled negative energy of rage; it is worth knowing your triggers.
You are enough. Build your self-esteem from the inside out. It’s your turn to shine. Be the sunshine in your own life! We have to understand how truly important we are – to those around us and to the world at large. Without building true self-esteem from the inside out, creating a true love of ourself, we are limited in what we do.
The effects of low self-esteem can permeate our lives easily! When we don’t love ourselves or when we only rely on others for our love, it is difficult to stay balanced, keep our boundaries, have a healthy body image, be successful, and simply enjoy life to its fullest. We see the effects particularly when we shy away from taking positive risks and growing. Having positive self-esteem means we shine, and that is evident for all to see.
Strength …
Healthy fierceness is required. Strengthen your physical body. Walk forward in pride and know that you can fight any battle. You need to strike a balance between masculine and feminine. Healthy fierceness is a positive trait in situations that require it. Setting boundaries is necessary for our success.
Self-love …
Romantic love comes into focus. Build your love of self from the inside out. You only fear because you lack self-love and acceptance. Jealousy is unnecessary. We are born perfectly lovable and ready to accept our own beautiful selves. Developing love from the inside out, rather than outside in, is encouraged. This way, we do not rely on anyone to give us our sense of self-worth or self-esteem – we know we are worth it. Without a healthy love of self, we reduce our personal power, often falling into petty jealousies, judging our bodies, and numbing our minds.
Equality …
An equal partnership is a positive goal. Your personal power may be challenged. Recognize the need for a balance of power in your body and in your relationships.
Do not give up; there is hope yet. A long-held wish may will be granted, when all else has failed.
It is amazing to me how people think they have permission to be cruel, and still go to heaven, while believing those they have judged will not.
This does NOT mean I do not believe in God. I certainly do. And I’m afraid I’m not measuring up. And if I’m not measuring up, that means those who judge me are probably not either.
Let us clean up our own houses, our own inner temple. Stop looking outside and blaming the world for your situation. We cannot do that. We must create a beautiful situation from our own inner fortitude.
Do you think a person, who relies on another to solve their problems, will ever solve a single problem themselves?
No. It’s a partnership. And a partnership that is only half functioning is not a sufficient partnership.
Karma. It’s a real thing.
Self-righteousness is also.
Be aware of where you are in your own thinking and action.
I sit here on my couch in the night, a soft glow coming from the salt lamp in the corner.
I begin to think of my day yesterday, and nature and the flowers there. The smell of the earth was moist, and the river flowed in the most beautiful way, moving as though it owned the land it flowed upon.
I thought of relationships, and how grateful I am for the hard times which nearly killed me, for they brought me to this moment.
And I realized what it means to have ones “heart full”.
I heard a woman say hers was full a few days back, and I wondered to myself what that might feel like.
Do not let go of the dreams, ideals, and creativity of youth. Whatever is happening, you’re able to keep the clarity and objectivity of your dreams alive.
The Guardian King of the West
His time is evening, and the element he guards is Fire. He is seen holding a symbol of enlightened mind (stupa) in his right hand and a snake in his left. The stupa reminds us that in order to grow toward enlightenment, we have to grasp and overcome conflicting emotions.
Cloudform
You have the potential for energy that will enable the completion of any action. This is a time of focusing and accomplishing your aims. You’re ready to take off in a new direction, unbound by heavy baggage. You can successfully direct your energies toward new efforts. You have the energy to achieve your goals.
The Space Dragon
The highest wisdom is often the simplest. You have the potential to develop pure consciousness. The wisdom that you seek is transcendental – no matter how far you’ve come on this journey, you know that there’s no rush and that patience now means everything. You help others to find stillness.
Passion’s Fire
You are a genuine character of magnetism and ardent love, with the capacity to experience intense emotion and the fulfillment of your desires. You’ve reached a stage in your life where you’re comfortable with yourself – what others see is what they get! Your honesty attracts people to you. You’re now an emotional warrior, unafraid to face the trials and tribulations of life.
Clarity
You are the stillness in the midst of turmoil, with inner knowingness and acceptance. You’re becoming stable and calm and developing the ability to see through the curtain of your own and others’ emotions. You’re steady and at peace. This energy flows out from you and affects the well-being of others without your realizing it.
Connections
You have the quality of complete openness, absolute potential. You are connected to all beings. Everything is linked by the vastness of space. You feel connected to all of life. You’re developing empathy for all beings and are beginning to understand others. You’re now noticing people’s similarities more than their differences and realizing that you’re at the dawning of your own conscious awakening.
Whispers on the Wind
This is the inner voice of wisdom, the ability to trust the intuitive messages from within. Your mind is able to flow effortlessly on your spiritual journey. Your resulting actions are spontaneous and appropriate in all situations. You’re true to your inner self, clean and pure. Out give credit where it’s due and don’t sit in judgment of others. Rather, you rejoice in their successes.
Guardian King of the East
His time is dawn, and the element he guards is Water. He is seen playing gentle music on his lute, which soothes the angry mind and brings calm to the world.
The Ring of Fire
We must remember the boundary between our unbridled passions and the Higher Self. You’re emotionally steady and not following your passions headlong into lustful entanglements. You have the ability to steer your passions in an artful and creative way without consuming others with your fire.
The Guardian King of the North
His is midnight, and the element he guards is Air. He is seen holding a mongoose, which is spitting jewels in his left hand, and a banner of victory over the most deadly emotions in his right hand.