I have been without power at home for six days and haven’t showered for seven.
I Am Grateful that I have had a pretty significant crochet habit the past few years and have made several blankets, they are coming in quite handy at night!
Last year I went crazy and made a whole bunch of candles. Little did I know I would be needing them this year. I will replenish once I gain power.
I’ve also had a hobby of preserving foods the last few years. I am not in lack.
It is 38 degrees during the day here.
I still have wood for a fire this evening and have access to more should I need it. I have gasoline to make the trip for it too! What a blessing!
In the night my dreams are quite active. It seems my intention for my future is being polluted in the astral, but I wake. The night is the night and the day is the day, and once again the smile is spreading upon my lips as I sit and type this message, drinking my tea.
I still have employment, so have a nice warm place to go during the day. The work load is light, yes, but here I am still … Grateful.
My co-workers will need to avoid me as much as possible for even I am beginning to smell myself, haha. If the power is not on soon I will figure a way to heat water for a sponge bath. I’ve 3 – 7 gallon jugs of water that I filled and replace the water occasionally, specifically in the event I would need it.
My Higher Self, Guardians and Master Teachers and Guides have been looking out for me, and I’ve been listening, obviously, on a subconscious level.
Rather than focusing on what I do not have, I focus on the things I DO have, and I make a conscious effort to be grateful for these things.
I pour forth LOVE from my Core Essence, Grateful for You.
UPDATE: I understand now that my intentions are NOT being polluted. I am simply being shown what COULD happen should my intentions materialize … and it is an OPPORTUNITY to re-evaluate … GRATEFUL.
HA Breath with Ho’oponopono
In Breath: I Love You Hold: I Am Sorry Breath Out: Please Forgive Me Hold: Thank You
After a long night of manipulation in the astral, I once again reclaim my smile, my ease, my joy.
I Am Grateful that the night is the night, and the day is the day.
I Am Grateful …
On my way to work this morning, still tender from the nights “affairs” a vehicle pulled in front of me, nearly right after I left the house … the license plate began as 444. My beautiful message that my guardians and guides were, and are, with me, as requested.
Every time you see this number, say (out loud if possible) “all is well”. Take a moment to feel calm and confident in your situation. This number was sent to confirm to you that everything is working out and that you are on the right path.
The law of divine oneness is the MVP of the universal laws, in that it’s the one upon which all others build. This law states that we are all connected through creation, Every single atom inside of you is connected in some way, shape, or form to the rest of the universe you move through.
This means that everything we do has a ripple effect and impacts the collective—not just ourselves. To call upon this principle for self-improvement, simply remember that your actions both matter and make a difference.
2. Law of vibration
Everything in the universe has a frequency and a vibration, Nothing ever stands still, as everything is always either being pushed away or pulled toward something. Furthermore, items of a similar vibration are attracted to each other. So, to use this law to manifest your desires, you must match your vibration with that of what you want.
3. Law of correspondence
The premise behind the law of correspondence is that our lives are created by the subconscious patterns we repeat every single day, and these patterns either serve us or hold us back. Activate this law by becoming aware of your own patterns, which are often passed down via family ties, and then consciously taking action steps to break them.
4. Law of attraction
This is the law of vibration in action. Many people get scared by the notion that bad thoughts or low vibrations can somehow destroy their life because they’re unaware. The law is not a punishment, but a very clear mirror of our self-worth and mind-set. You’re surrounded by the outcome of decisions you’ve made in the past and are fully capable of making other decisions and attracting a different set of circumstances.
5. Law of inspired action
While the law of attraction is about vibrationally aligning yourself with whatever it is you want, the law of inspired action is about taking—you guessed it—action in order to bring what you want to fruition. So you can certainly create vision boards, but Wilder says taking physical steps to move you closer to your vision is much more crucial.
6. Law of perpetual transmutation of energy
This law means that even the smallest action can have a profound effect. Like the seed of a mighty tree holds all its promise in its tiny shell, you also have the power within you to move mountains.
To put the law into action on a practical level, it is recommended to do small things every day that uplift you, whether that’s singing in the shower, dancing like nobody’s watching, or anything else. Remember, small shifts equal major results.
7. Law of cause and effect
The law of cause and effect, also known as the law of karma, states that any action causes a reaction, and that whatever you put out—good or bad—you get right back. To harness the power of this law, be aware of how your actions and decisions are affecting not just yourself but everyone around you, and focus on sending out good vibes only.
8. Law of compensation
The law of compensation is about reaping what you sow. It instills trust in us that we will be compensated for our work as long as we’re open to receiving in all the many ways that the universe can deliver.
To be clear, compensation in this sense isn’t limited to employment arrangements or financial compensation. Rather, it’s about receiving compensation for all your contributions to the world around you, including the love, joy, and kindness you spread; it is all rewarded.
9. Law of relativity
Nothing and no one is inherently good or bad. Everything is a spectrum of expression, and there is more than one perspective on any situation or challenge. In other words, we are the ones who assign meaning to things, so we can choose to regard things as “bad” or as happening in our favor.
10. Law of polarity
Everything has a polar opposite: If there’s an up, there’s a down. If there’s light, there’s dark. One cannot exist without the other. Experiencing these polarities is part of the human experience, and that they also help us learn from our mistakes and support us in identifying what we don’t want so we can get clearer on what we do want.
11. Law of perpetual motion
The law of perpetual motion tells us that everything is forever changing and our job is to embrace the ride. If life is tough and challenging, know that it will change. If everything is peachy, then savor the moment, but don’t try to make it last beyond the natural order of things. Each stage of life has tremendous gifts to offer.
12. The law of giving and receiving
The energies of giving and receiving operate within all of us, and in order to create flow, they need to be in balance. To work with this law is to recognize where in your life the balance between giving and receiving is off. You have to allow both sides in you to have their say and get their way.
A link to Edgar Casey’s Universal Laws documentation
I fell back to sleep and this particular entity said, using MY voice, “I’ll show you …” and proceeded to get very serious about the same type of manipulation.
I am grateful, for I see it for what it is, and I recognize my true self as gentle, pure, joy.
It has come to my attention that I am easily manipulated in the astral for I subconsciously believe I am powerless. In the astral I am 17 years of age.
The story …
When I was 15, I met a man who was 26. He treated me like a princess. He moved in to my parents house with me, although our sleeping quarters were on the opposite side of the property.
For one year he was my prince, a pure gentleman. Then it began.
At 16 he started to beat me. By the age of 17 I was receiving beatings once a week, usually followed by him requiring sex from me while he rattled on about how sorry he was and how much he loved me.
My mother and step-father did not lift a finger to help me. We were very poor and this abuser poached salmon and dear for the dinner table. There were many mouths to feed.
The last time … At 17 I had tried to leave him. I was in my car and he ran me off the road. He yanked me thru the drivers side window and threw me into his truck, tying me in. He drove me to the river where he proceeded to beat me hard. I tried to jump in the river and he picked up a huge rock and said he would smash my head should I try it. I did not. He then grabbed me by the throat and choked me until I passed out. When I came to he was smashing my head into the rocks. He stopped, then he pulled me into the truck, where he proceeded to have sex with me … once again saying how sorry he was, how much he loved me.
This lasted for many hours. When I finally arrived home, to my mothers house (she had moved out of the previous house) it was the wee hours of the morning. I went to the bathroom and drew a bath. I locked the door so my mother could not walk in. I sank into the bath water, my body full of scrapes from the rocks and the start of bruises from his attack beginning to show. I was shaken … I realized I could have died that night.
I left town, for I knew I was in extreme danger.
Fast forward to these days …
In the astral I am manipulated my the masculine. They are not human, but they can shape shift into human form. They are expert at manipulating the psyche of the human.
They cause me to do things in the astral I would not choose to do if I were resting in my power.
It has come to my attention that my astral self, my 17 year old self, is still in that mode of powerlessness, and these ones take advantage of it … or perhaps they are simply showing me that this scenario exists in my subconsciousness, bringing it forth so that I may heal it.
Either way …
It is time to heal that girl in me, to bring her into her power, the power she wields as a conscious 54 year old me.
I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my 17 year old self from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
It is time to reprogram my subconscious.
Here are a few things I’ve discovered that can assist in the process.
My first action is to strictly limit the negativity I am exposed to … from this moment on, then …
1: Listen to the wisdom in my resistance, being humble 2: Decide, Commit, Resolve 3: Don’t assume I know everything 4: Listen to my fears and define what they are 5: Interview my subconscious: What am I afraid of? 6: Repeat what I believe to my subconscious ~ Affirmations 7: Promise myself I will make it work
The subconscious mind is a force. It has the power to stop me from dreaming big and moving forward — but all its power comes from the programming I put into it.
I will allow feelings of love, joy, and peace to flow through me as if I were truly having these experiences, and …
8: Adopt empowering beliefs 9: Focus on Gratitude 10: Visualize, 10-15 minutes per day 11: Be very consistent and persistent 12: Biohack the subconscious mind with Binaural beats
Gamma when engaged in certain motor functions
Beta when fully conscious and actively concentrating
Alpha when relaxed
Theta when drowsy or lightly sleeping
Delta when in deep sleep
These audio programs can help reprogram the subconscious mind by creating a more receptive forum for installing positive messages.
“Whatever we plant in our subconscious mind and nourish with repetition and emotion will one day become a reality” — Earl Nightingale
You can’t stop a woman who has the universe inside her.
Yes, her dream states may be manipulated.
There may be those in the astral who attempt to shame her.
Their seeming intention is to make her feel weak and vulnerable.
All that does is show their own frustration at their inability to manipulate her waking state.
She remains in joy.
She sheds all attempts to make her feel shame.
She recognizes her power by the sneaky hidden ones frustrations, shown by their influence in the astral. In the dream state.
Their power ends there.
Fully conscious, she chooses self-love. Not perverted, but fresh, whole and free.
Strong efforts are made to cause the praying woman shame and humiliation.
The night is the night, and the day is the day.
They may influence the dream state.
But she knows who she is.
She has SEEN herself, true.
She is LOVE.
She is PURE.
She is INNOCENCE.
She is SACRED.
She is here to remind the manipulators they have no authority here.
Their influence ends once she enters fully into consciousness.
Their power is shallow and vague at best.
She releases all burdens attempted on her.
She sheds any and all fragments of the perverted unseen.
And she goes on to live a fabulous, love filled day, knowing full well the guardians and guides she has called upon are with her always.
Life is life.
Seen, unseen.
1. Law of divine oneness
The law of divine oneness is the MVP of the universal laws, in that it’s the one upon which all others build. This law states that we are all connected through creation, Every single atom inside of you is connected in some way, shape, or form to the rest of the universe you move through.
This means that everything we do has a ripple effect and impacts the collective—not just ourselves. To call upon this principle for self-improvement, simply remember that your actions both matter and make a difference.
2. Law of vibration
Everything in the universe has a frequency and a vibration, Nothing ever stands still, as everything is always either being pushed away or pulled toward something. Furthermore, items of a similar vibration are attracted to each other. So, to use this law to manifest your desires, you must match your vibration with that of what you want.
3. Law of correspondence
The premise behind the law of correspondence is that our lives are created by the subconscious patterns we repeat every single day, and these patterns either serve us or hold us back. Activate this law by becoming aware of your own patterns, which are often passed down via family ties, and then consciously taking action steps to break them.
4. Law of attraction
This is the law of vibration in action. Many people get scared by the notion that bad thoughts or low vibrations can somehow destroy their life because they’re unaware. The law is not a punishment, but a very clear mirror of our self-worth and mind-set. You’re surrounded by the outcome of decisions you’ve made in the past and are fully capable of making other decisions and attracting a different set of circumstances.
5. Law of inspired action
While the law of attraction is about vibrationally aligning yourself with whatever it is you want, the law of inspired action is about taking—you guessed it—action in order to bring what you want to fruition. So you can certainly create vision boards, but Wilder says taking physical steps to move you closer to your vision is much more crucial.
6. Law of perpetual transmutation of energy
This law means that even the smallest action can have a profound effect. Like the seed of a mighty tree holds all its promise in its tiny shell, you also have the power within you to move mountains.
To put the law into action on a practical level, it is recommended to do small things every day that uplift you, whether that’s singing in the shower, dancing like nobody’s watching, or anything else. Remember, small shifts equal major results.
7. Law of cause and effect
The law of cause and effect, also known as the law of karma, states that any action causes a reaction, and that whatever you put out—good or bad—you get right back. To harness the power of this law, be aware of how your actions and decisions are affecting not just yourself but everyone around you, and focus on sending out good vibes only.
8. Law of compensation
The law of compensation is about reaping what you sow. It instills trust in us that we will be compensated for our work as long as we’re open to receiving in all the many ways that the universe can deliver.
To be clear, compensation in this sense isn’t limited to employment arrangements or financial compensation. Rather, it’s about receiving compensation for all your contributions to the world around you, including the love, joy, and kindness you spread; it is all rewarded.
9. Law of relativity
Nothing and no one is inherently good or bad. Everything is a spectrum of expression, and there is more than one perspective on any situation or challenge. In other words, we are the ones who assign meaning to things, so we can choose to regard things as “bad” or as happening in our favor.
10. Law of polarity
Everything has a polar opposite: If there’s an up, there’s a down. If there’s light, there’s dark. One cannot exist without the other. Experiencing these polarities is part of the human experience, and that they also help us learn from our mistakes and support us in identifying what we don’t want so we can get clearer on what we do want.
11. Law of perpetual motion
The law of perpetual motion tells us that everything is forever changing and our job is to embrace the ride. If life is tough and challenging, know that it will change. If everything is peachy, then savor the moment, but don’t try to make it last beyond the natural order of things. Each stage of life has tremendous gifts to offer.
12. The law of giving and receiving
The energies of giving and receiving operate within all of us, and in order to create flow, they need to be in balance. To work with this law is to recognize where in your life the balance between giving and receiving is off. You have to allow both sides in you to have their say and get their way.
It has excellent response to command and question.
I was doing some commands and then I wondered how it performs as a dowsing tool.
You aren’t able to see my hand here but I can assure you I was not purposefully influencing the swing of the pendulum.
Here’s a little video, and I guess I can claim status now. 😘 Gotta love a pendulum telling you you’re a queen and a goddess. I think the Orion is my new best friend, lol. 😉
I wrote a letter … to whom is but a dream, real none-the-less.
The hue of you is near translucent, I can see all of your cracks and scars. Fire’s flame reflects off you in a gentle glow.
Rose petals fall softly, surrounding your form, their sweet aroma filling the air.
I was a wanderer among shadows bumping into everything that gifted a bruise.
But then I saw the flickering light which drew me near, somehow smothering my fear.
You welcomed me, saying I was the “entertainment”, a thing to be used, not cherished.
And so off to the shadow I move once more, leaving you and flame behind.
The wind howls and temperature drops.
Yet I am warmed by dignity and wrapped in self-respect.
All I want, indeed, all I need.
When I was finished with my meditation I decided to draw a few cards. Looks like there is more to be seen and understood … much more.
See the Signs ~ We are often sent small signs in the form of synchronicities and coincidences. Be watchful. Do not overlook them in the everyday rush of life. Words, numbers, and symbols that repeat, animal and birds that appear on your path, people who come in and out of your life at odd or similar moments, and those flashes of knowing when you believe something will happen with every fiber of your being ~ these are all things you are meant to see and hear; messages from Gaia and Great Spirit sent to aid your journey.
See the Truth ~ Do not be deceived. Be watchful and mindful of the illusions others weave around themselves, and that you may weave around yourself. Know the night. Understand the shadows. See through the darkness to the light of truth. Pay attention to contradictions. Notice when actions and words are not in harmony. Hone your intuition and insight so that you may know the minds and hearts of those around you – and yourself – and trust in the wisdom born of that awareness.
Challenge Your Perception ~ You cannot challenge an out-dated perception or one born from a lack of understanding if you are unwilling to put aside your feelings and beliefs and embrace another’s point of view. To do so makes you aware of the whole and stands you up on high where you can see that both parties involved in a dispute can act against an injustice. Both can be right, both can be wrong, and what one may perceive to be harmful, may be seen as both healing and beneficial by the other.
I want bring this to your knowledge – to think about the “experiment earth”, good/evil, Lucifer`Baal and Creation – and I know this will not be for everyone.
As everything is rapidly changing in the world, the only constant is your connection to SOURCE.
What is playing out on the world’s stage is in constant flux.
Many are unsettled and uncertain about the current reality.
Just remember that everything in the third-dimensional world is not really “real.”
It is part of the “matrix” which is simply a reflection of the Collective and the Individual Consciousness.
This matrix is responding to the thoughts, feelings, words, and actions of each individual, as well as that of humanity as a whole.
The only way to change the reflection in the matrix and ultimately leave the matrix into the Higher Dimensions is to forge a strong connection to SOURCE.
The more attention you are paying to your connection to SOURCE, the less attention you’ll pay to the reflection in the matrix.
The more attention you are paying to your connection to SOURCE, the more you are able to feel the Divine Perfection of SOURCE.
The more you are feeling the Divine Perfection of SOURCE, the more you are able to bring it into your Emotional, Mental, and Physical body.
Once you have accomplished that, you are BEginning to create a Powerful Momentum that will then, in turn, change your experience of the world.
You are BEginning to change your experience from the inside outwards into your reality.
The more you are radiating the Divine energies of SOURCE into the matrix, it BEgins to change.
Eventually, the lower energies of the third-dimensional world will leave your reality, because they cannot sustain themselves in your Higher Vibrational Energy Field.
You are NOW connecting to the Higher Dimensional Reality and every day, you are making this connection stronger.
All of a sudden experiences are entering your reality that are New and of a Higher vibration of Love, Joy, Ease, Abundance, and Well-being.
Without Physically leaving your place, Energetically, things BEgin to Shift HIGHER, your Divine Connection to SOURCE BEcomes stronger and you are BEcoming a NEW Person in a NEW Reality.
Welcome to the Divine New Earth!
We are Holding the vision of the Divine New Earth with you and from our vantage point, it is Glorious.
You are Loved beyond measure.
Let me also bring some messages for the Lightworkers, Lightwarriors, Lightbringers and starseeds (sorry,-))
Truth is transparent.
Human beings have many chances in their lifetime to evolve and connect to their astral body. Evolution is taking place on Earth but is not helping the planet’s vibration to rise. All beings that reincarnate on Earth are responsible for connecting to her energies, help the vibration to rise and the trauma to be healed.
We are not quite satisfied with the evolution on the planet and this is why we have sent all OF YOU on Earth to transmit and receive energies from the higher realms.
The purpose of this teaching is to wake you up to your truth which has nothing to do with materialism, consumerism, and manipulation but it is a life of truth, higher consciousness, and supporting others to rediscover their true self. If you wish to be a creator that is the path you have to take.
When people finally open their eyes and become able to see beyond the illusion, they will be faced with a horrible, unspeakable, and monstrous reality.
Some of them will be shocked and in order to protect themselves from trauma, they will be tempted to close their eyes and return to the illusion.
I say to you that you have to face the horrible situation that surrounds you in order to regain power and start your transformation.
Many of you have started to wake up to some of the truths and have realized that what you were told, believed, and taught was false. There is a thick net of manipulation that controls most people’s lives on Earth. Trying to get away from it, at first it will make you feel confused and disorientated but you have to go on.
When you follow your intuition, you will rediscover your purity, your driving force.
Some of you do not understand what we mean by the term purity and I want to help you understand. Purity is this part of you that cannot be affected by any sort of manipulation, fragmentation, and distortion. All beings carry purity in them. It is their light, which was given to them when they were created. It is the link between the being, the god, and the source.
When you follow purity, you are truly happy and satisfied; able to make your greatest contribution in your life and in the life of others; transform yourself and others.
Have no doubt as to what your purpose is and you will be able to fulfill it.
This is why I always say it’s too little to “pray Love & Light & Namaste” without acknowledging the bitter truth here. Some become even upset when they get “confronted” with Pedophilia, Satanists Agenda, Child Torture and Murder because they think in “facing” the truth they “lower their own vibration”. This is the moment where my light turns always into a “purge with fire” for those people. Nobody can and will ascend in denial of the truth….
And in reference to 3D truths I’ll bring after a break some info’s from above majestic.
Well let`s bring some insights from Above Majestic about…..DEATH Many individuals at their moments of Death and encounter with Death report talking to a select few individuals. It is the understanding in this download that the two people reflect: the exoconsciousness projection of your ego and your subconscious reflection of your ego at death.
Trust in yourself is key.
Truth resonates from within and the universal life force is love, so those who we hurt in our lives are not shown love, therefore we all have negative “karma” built up in our lives.
The moment of Death provides an IS-BE (your “God”, “Creator”, etc.) the chance to meet its ego (self awareness in 3D) with its exoconsciousness (the person who others saw you as through your decisions upon them) with their subconscious (the desires and sacrifices held within seen only through your eyes). It is at this moment when your true self is seen and your able to clearly see your path forward. Many people stray from this path and they have lost their way of LIGHT.
Every child just wishes to be loved and cared for. Therefore, we are now at a time (remember, time is a marker for events but an illusion in distance between events) where our consciousness will be able to make the proper choices and seek these answers from within PRIOR to Death so when you do meet these two individuals you know what you’re going into.
The power you have to manifest the reality you seek begin with your intentions behind every interaction you have. Synchronicity unlocks the universal creative energy force and allows your thoughts to percolate into reality. Many Secret Society ET derived cults are threatened by mainstream disclosure and instead demand the impossible (absolute full disclosure of all knowable information to be) and corrective demands with promises of ascension and higher vibrational living. Free will lets you experience all frequencies and punishment for transgressions are evidence that cult mentalities are being employed to enforce conformity.
Question: Why does the cabal do sacrifices? They get high from adrenochrome? What does the demon/ET give them in return? Favors? Are they consuming the flesh and blood or the fear energy “loosh”?
Answer: “Sacrifices allow us to live.” (Vampyrs/living dead)
Q: Can a clone even be animated without an IS-BE occupying it?
A: AI can occupy a clone.
Q: Are the planets Saturn and Jupiter sentient or do they just represent energetic concepts?
A: Planets are lifeforms – IS-BE
Q: Do SRA victims with fractured minds have multiple IS’s within their single BE, or is every Altar a piece of the whole IS?
A: No, they experience multiple alternative realities inside the same body because trauma unlocks areas of consciousness that give your IS-BE “God like abilities” of intuition and judgement despite being completely incapacitated by your handlers. Ying/Yang. Everything seeks balance.
Q: How many people have access to Looking Glass tech?
A: Less than 100.
Thinking in 12D is pure unity.
IS-BEs can access these areas of higher dimensions through thought. However your physical existence is in the 3rd Dimension, therefore in order to drop dimensions, you need to compromise information to remain compatible between IS-BEs involved.
Mental dimensions of empathy are different than the physical dimensions of reality. They are one in the same thing, however Ying/Yang.
Thought to Creation. Choice to Action. Free will dominates all reality.
Many IS-BEs surrender their free will due to mind control. Only seeing the truth will set one free, but in order to accept the truth, you must be willing to unlearn everything you once believed and start anew.
Suggesting that ones words of thought are associations to existence in the 4th, 5th, and 6th dimensions means your awareness of them is what counts. Full awareness of unity is existing in the 12th dimension, however weakness of being human degrade your ability to remain constant.
You can perceive it as a “game” – a very brutal one but anyway. You can observe the Matrix but not engage with it. This is the way to “unplug” and still be here.
And the only who you should trust is YOURSELF. Not the mind (often programmed) but your higher self.
I woke in the wee hours of the morning with a blackness in my solar plexus. I know now this is not fear, but a picking up on an energy that is near.
I was taken behind a veil in the astral. I was “tested” …. my character, my ‘attitude’. It seems to be different in the astral than it is while awake.
Someone planted some dirty, crap energy into MY solar plexus energy center.
I felt off most of the day, my happiness elusive.
I went to the bank and proceeded to have a cuss-out session with the controllers of the matrix, pissed I am at the interference they force onto life, onto the unsuspecting, onto the innocent.
As I sat here at my computer I remembered the sensation in my solar plexus, and I feel it now as well, only this time it is sort of like a sharp instrument sliding around in that location on the inside.
And it became clear to me that my emotional/mental body had been infected by the intruder of the night, the unseen who long to possess and control my energy and actions … they really want my soul. **It’s so beautiful**
But since I AM the soul, since this is my Life Force, my very Essence … I must insist on retaining it, and the light and power which resides therein.
Thankfully this realization came to me, recognizing the solution is to drink a LOT of water to flush that energy out.
Now I know that burst of foul behavior was not mine, but my essence being toxified by one who longs for me to carry their load … their putrid load.
Balance …
We all long for it.
Some of us work on creating it in self.
Others force the unsuspecting to carry the toxins for them … they offload their refuse, and then say it belongs to the ones they offload it to … and even punish those who cannot properly transmute it.
I am so sick of freeloaders who dump their toxic waste onto the pure while demanding to be recognized for their “authority”.
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