I was a ghost, I was alone 어두워진 앞길 속에 (hah) Given the throne, I didn’t know how to believe I was the queen that I’m meant to be I lived two lives, tried to play both sides But I couldn’t find my own place Called a problem child ’cause I got too wild But now that’s how I’m getting paid 끝없이 on stage
I’m done hidin’, now I’m shinin’ like I’m born to be We dreamin’ hard, we came so far, now I believe
We’re goin’ up, up, up, it’s our moment You know together we’re glowing Gonna be, gonna be golden Oh, up, up, up with our voices 영원히 깨질 수 없는 Gonna be, gonna be golden
Oh, I’m done hidin’, now I’m shinin’ like I’m born to be Oh, our time, no fears, no lies That’s who we’re born to be
Waited so long to break these walls down To wake up and feel like me Put these patterns all in the past now And finally live like the girl they all see
No more hiding, I’ll be shining like I’m born to be ‘Cause we are hunters, voices strong, and I know I believe
We’re goin’ up, up, up, it’s our moment You know together we’re glowing Gonna be, gonna be golden Oh, up, up, up, with our voices 영원히 깨질 수 없는 Gonna be, gonna be golden
Oh, I’m done hidin’, now I’m shining like I’m born to be Oh, our time, no fears, no lies That’s who we’re born to be
You know we’re gonna be, gonna be golden We’re gonna be, gonna be Born to be, born to be glowin’ 밝게 빛나는 우린 You know that it’s our time, no fears, no lies That’s who we’re born to be
Most men don’t lose their marriage because they stopped loving. They lose it to financial turbulence. They lose it while giving their best as husbands. Many get outplayed by deceptive, unfaithful, manipulative women.
But sometimes—the enemy isn’t outside. Sometimes, it’s within. Sometimes—it’s you.
Your need to twist the truth until it suits you. Your urge to spread your seed far and wide. Your hunger for pleasure, not purpose.
And when the destruction starts with you— It cuts deeper. Because you didn’t just lose a wife. You sabotaged your own kingdom.
Let’s break it down:
Deception Always Comes Back With Interest
You can lie to her. You can lie to the kids. You can even lie to yourself.
But the truth is undefeated.
Every hidden chat. Every secret bank account. Every double life.
It all returns—with compound interest. And when it does, it costs more than honesty ever would.
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Cheating Isn’t Freedom—It’s Suicide in Installments
They told you multiple women make you powerful. They lied.
Every side chick is a liability. Every affair is a trap. Every secret kiss puts your empire at risk.
Men don’t lose their wealth in the boardroom. They lose it in bedrooms they should’ve never entered.
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Manipulation Is Weakness Disguised as Strategy
Some men think they’re smart because they can spin stories. But leadership isn’t trickery—it’s trust.
You don’t need to outsmart your wife. You need to outbuild your enemies.
And every time you manipulate her, you’re not leading—you’re losing. Because the day she stops believing you is the day she stops following you.
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A Lying Husband Trains a Lying Household
Your kids are watching. Every secret, every shift of blame, every “little cover-up.”
And they’ll copy it.
You think you’re hiding flaws. But you’re planting seeds.
And one day, you’ll look at your son or daughter and realize— They didn’t inherit your wealth. They inherited your deception.
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Respect Dies Where Lies Live
You can’t demand respect while building your house on dishonor.
She may stay. She may smile. She may even play along.
But deep down—she doesn’t trust you. And without trust, your crown means nothing.
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Final Word: Don’t Be the Man Who Buries His Own Legacy
Marriage is not for the deceptive, cheating, or manipulative man.
Because no woman can trust him. No children can follow him. No legacy can survive him.
The truth is simple: You don’t destroy her with lies—you destroy yourself.
So if you can’t lead with truth, don’t lead at all. And if you won’t be faithful, don’t be married.
Because marriage isn’t a game of strategy. It’s a covenant of legacy.
And the man who plays games with it— Ends up losing everything he thought he owned.
And do you know the Holy Spirit is called a Spirit of Grace, in Hebrews, chapter 10, verse 29, He’s called a Spirit of Grace. And that is, grace comes to us through the Holy Spirit. What is baptism? Baptism is immersion, to be immersed in the Spirit of Grace. Why should anyone be afraid of that? That’s the very thing we need! I need an immersion! A drenching of the Spirit of Grace! There are two ways we can be immersed: One is, you go into a river, and the other is, a flood of water, falling down from Heaven. If I stand under a river flowing down, I can be drenched. And that’s what the Holy Spirit is….. The River of God, flows down from Heaven and I stand under it, and I get drenched, and it’s grace, all the way. Grace, Grace, Grace. And grace is not “Undeserved favor”. Grace is power.
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2 Corinthians , chapter 12. Paul says about a time in his life when God allowed him to suffer a thorn in the flesh. And he asked the Lord to take it away from him, and the Lord said to him, 2 Corinthians 12:9, “My grace is sufficient for you. For my power is perfected in weakness.” What is my grace? It’s my power. It’s the same thing. “My grace is enough for you because my grace, or in other words, my power, is made perfect in your weakness.” And Paul understood that. He says, “Well, then I’m okay. I’m alright because the power of Christ is going to rest on me.” That’s what grace is. And when God says , “My grace is sufficient for you,” what it means is, “My grace is sufficient to handle anything that you’ll ever face in your life.”
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Sin shall not have dominion over you, because you are not under law, but are under grace! You’re not under the Old Covenant, you’re under the New Covenant. You’re not just one receiving mercy, but you’re receiving grace.
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“God is able to make all grace abound to you, that always, having all sufficiency, in everything, you may have an abundance for every good deed.” Here are seven times, you get a picture of totality, do you notice that? All grace, abound, always, all sufficiency, everything, abundance, every good deed. I’ve never seen a verse like this in the whole Bible. Seven times! All grace, is going to abound to you! Always, not just sufficiency, but all-sufficiency. Not just in most things, in every thing.
I don’t know what it is that makes me love you so I only know I never wanna let you go ‘Cause you’ve started something, can’t you see That ever since we met you’ve had a hold on me?
It happens to be true I only wanna be with you
It doesn’t matter where you go or what you do I wanna spend each moment of the day with you Look what has happened with just one kiss I never knew that I could be in love like this
It’s crazy but it’s true I only wanna be with you
You stopped, you smiled at me And asked me if I cared to dance I fell into your open arms I didn’t stand a chance
Now listen, honey I just wanna be beside you everywhere As long as we’re together, honey, I don’t care ‘Cause you’ve started something, can’t you see That ever since we met you’ve had a hold on me?
No matter what you do I only wanna be with you
You stopped, you smiled at me And asked me if I cared to dance I fell into your open arms I didn’t stand a chance
Now listen, honey, I just wanna be beside you everywhere As long as we’re together, honey, I don’t care ‘Cause you’ve started something, can’t you see That ever since we’ve met you’ve had a hold on me?
No matter what you do I only wanna be with you
No matter, no matter what you do I only wanna be with you (whoa)
No matter, no matter what you do I only wanna be with you
Transformation! She died. She was resurrected. Led back – Ascension. Curator threatens God.
The entity that has been selling life-force energy of suns and stars is giving God an ultimatum. He’s swearing that if He doesn’t hand over this Divine Feminine, he’s going to sacrifice All the Chosen ones.
He has supplied a long night of verbal, incriminating evidence of his betrayal, obstinance, and intention to destroy this feminine.
The United States of America is now Egypt. The land is going back to the indigenous. The happiness haters are blaming God and this Divine Mother figure.
This curator and some people he’s speaking with appear to be “Eastern Stars.” They fumbled this Divine Feminine, they fumbled her Spiritual Spouse.
God is protecting the Chosen, however, this curator seeks a Judas… who will sell out God and this Divine feminine, and essentially, their own selves back into his hands and authority.
She graduated an impossible life path, an initiation process … she didn’t fail, she made it through without cutting corners or making deals.
These masculines who feel they own Divine Feminine Womb energy are SUPER angry!!
Apparently, a religious person has tried smoking something and they’re talking about the energy … are they smoking crack, or meth?
This curator and his friends want to butcher both of these Divine Beings at the same time, (or a couple working for them who are struggling).
There are defenses, a twist, and genetics they don’t quite understand.
They exploited the story in the Bible of the Desert.
The woman helped them get free.
They obtained and imprisoned their captor because of access to her and her energy and gifts.
Rather than protect her and care for her as promised TO GOD, they broke her bridge with God and sacrificed her to the depths.
Ultimate betrayal.
God took her back.
They’re making war with God and all Chosen Ones, hoping to find a Judas … they don’t think this is “fair”.
It was promised by the Mother Father both! “Never give it back. You’ll never give it back.” “This is the end of their relationship with batteries.” “These people won’t obtain you.” “Be prepared, they won’t survive.” I don’t know what I’m supposed to be prepared for, but I trust her. You folks are going up against God and Goddess and the entirety of those they call Family. You or your copycat won’t survive. Your days of syphoning the life of the shining ones are over. That was also promised. While you are scary … yes indeed you are … I trust in the Divine who have enfolded me. It is strange to have this front row seat, to be here, witnessing Gods Greatness in my Life. I’ve been waiting a long time. I Am Grateful.
I’ve no idea exactly what the Mother and Father have seeded in me. I’m patiently waiting and watching as my Garden continues to grow. Grateful for My Song which nourishes, Grateful for Inner Water’s Flow.
I guess I am blessed to have survived the last 20+ years of internal abuse. I learned to be settled in the midst of chaos. Now that the internal has steadied and quieted on its own, the outer world erupts into chaos. I (mostly) silently observe as folks all over lose their mental and emotional stability. Those who had no need to manage a raging, internal sea, trying to drown the life out of them. I’m saddened to see them become energetically aligned with the need for vengeance … I visualize many lives coming into energetic alignment, and I wonder about technology that can “tap into” that frequency and energy … and what they might be doing with it. I watch. I wait. I know there are Powers much Greater than I here at work.
432 Hz Healing
It is strange in these present moments, regarding living and dying.
I know there are shifts, and I’ve had a psychic unseen tell me, “You have no idea what happens to psychics!” Well, you are right. I’ve had my memories wiped so many times throughout the centuries; I do not. I suppose that is why I’m so bold to speak in these present moments. Twenty + years silent, silent no more.
I know what the Mother Father have stated, and I know what they say is true. Every moment, every day, I wait to see if I get another moment with you. Regardless of what happens I’m told I will appreciate my Future. Whatever it takes to get there … I’m all in. We WILL get there.
This is where Stubborn Will pairs with Skillfull Will, without prejudice.
Managing the electrical currents in the body, harmonizing greatest amps within nervous system and mind … it’s a wonderful “hobby” finding out what gifts increase results.