Some have received judgement of a suffering hobo life where none of their needs will be met, Others, endless war.
I saw a cyborg; he had a white face plate and was walking somewhere quickly.
They are losing their “energy resources” aka: stolen, human life force and vitality.
I saw the outline of a city with skyscraper buildings, it was night. A very thick stream of red light, like a lightning bolt, only red like fire, crashing down upon the tallest building.
I heard adversary say they were being shifted out of this timeline, into another (they are getting quieter, disappearing).
I heard them say, “Four to Seven weeks”.
They were complaining about how He who has All Authority puts the Mother upon a pedestal.
Karma is playing out for what they “chose” to do to her.
He isn’t messing around.
He is Love, He is terrifying … He is mine.
Perhaps you know Him, too.
“He is love, he is terrifying” means that someone is so intensely and deeply loved, that their presence or power feels almost frightening, likely because of the overwhelming emotions they evoke, the level of vulnerability involved in loving them so much, or the potential for immense pain if the relationship were to end.
Key points about this phrase:
Contradiction: It highlights a paradox where love, usually associated with comfort and safety, can also feel scary due to its intensity.
Passionate Love: This often describes a love that is very passionate, almost consuming, which can be both exhilarating and intimidating.
Vulnerability: The fear could stem from the vulnerability that comes with fully opening yourself up to someone and trusting them completely.
I was given another life May 29, 1996 when I wrapped my car around a telephone pole, just before my 30th birthday.
The matrix had ‘programmed’ my horrifying fate that day.
The Divine interceded, decided I needed to remain.
My “conscious” spiritual warfare began at the age of 36 (= 9, endings).
Oh, the joys they had tearing apart my mind, feasting on my emotion, my energy!
It finally eased at the age of 58 (= 13, friday the 13th is considered the day of the goddess = 4, strong foundations and mental stability = protected by angels).
Twenty-two years of transformation and rebirth (a number of mastery).
Thanks be to The Most High God, Heavenly Father, Divine Mother and my King, my Beautiful, my Scary, my Everything … for never leaving me, for preparing me, and for showing me without doubt my life is valuable, priceless, and Divine.
The art of “becoming” is often fraught with intensity. It’s messy. It’s ugly. It’s unkempt. Those who never have a hair out of place aren’t “becoming” anything… they’re pretending.
The darkness must be wrestled and transmuted. It’s no easy task. The well dressed suits aren’t equipped for heavy labors of transformation. They cling to a singular image and impression of self.
Be multifaceted. Boggle the minds of people. Be something no one has yet witnessed. It’s addicting.
When I was 5, I wanted to be like mama. Mama smoked. I used to get the buts out of the ash tray and pretend. By 7, I was taught how to properly inhale by a babysitter. By 11 I had mother approval, was given allowances, and notes of approval for purchase of the cigarettes at the store.
At 16 my mother bought an exorbitant amount of alcohol for self and friends, a party in the woods! Alcohol use approved, and supplied.
In life, people have tried to label me as addict. I would never accept that.
I experienced a pattern of excess, then I stopped. Those historical experiences don’t determine who I am today … or even then …
Some use cannabis, or hemp, and are labeled as an addict.
Some drink to excess and are seen as sophisticated … or a lush, depending on social status.
We as humans have experiences. Sometimes these experiences destroy us. Sometimes we physically perish, sometimes spiritually. If the bioform survives, the Spirit advances, expands, elevates …
While others get so angry at your rising, overcoming, gaining resilience and knowledge that could help others avoid such paths …
An experience isn’t an addiction.
Doing something repeatedly isn’t addiction.
It isn’t addiction unless there is craving.
Cigarettes have an addictive substance added to ensure this, so does alcohol, and junk food …
Addiction is allowed by governmental allowances of addictive substances added to natural products and foods. Many things are advertised as helpful and healthy. Of course “addiction” has grown into a complex money-maker for governing systems.
I never did the 12 steps.
I simply decided not to overindulge anymore.
And with flow, experiences come and go.
Mostly it is Man who judges harshly.
Spirit is happy for the wisdom, resilience, and inner fortitude manifested within.
Challenges are to be overcome.
Challenges aren’t meant to be a lifetime shadow of self-perceived weakness.
See yourself as “at risk” of falling and failing,
Or see yourself as an Achiever of whatever the mind desires.
Man’s judgements inhibit flow, and interfere with the lesson.
Especially knowing about all the interferences meant to manipulate this flow … or stagnancy.
Rise, beautiful mighty one.
Those challenges meant to drown you or bury you in suffering and shame were only fuel for your Soul Flight. Soar.
Excerpts from “Spring and Easter”, Open your heart to the Sun ~ The Way of the Sun ~ White Eagle’s teaching for the festivals of the year
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… man has been put into a physical body in order to learn to free himself from the bondage of matter and to fill the physical life with the beauty, happiness, well-being and health that God intends him to have. In other words, to attain mastery over physical matter. By self-discipline, by subjugation of the lower instincts the selfishness which is the flesh, and man can be reborn into the spirit. In time the spirit will command the whole earth and the golden age will come on earth.
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“He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do …”
Every man has this gift within him, but the creative power which man has to change himself, to change the world, is not loud, noisy, and quarrelsome – it is the humble, gentle, loving spirit. It is the gentle spirit of Christ which you all have within you which is the power that performs miracles.
This… is what will save mankind, not the crucifixion of the Master on a cross, but the crucifixion of the lower self and the release of the glorious son of God in man.
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This is a lesson which Easter has to teach. It is a time of sweet surrender to the light and beauty of the spirit; and within this surrender comes the great outpouring from the Son, Christ, to bless the child of God.
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… you can only arrive at constant renewal by cultivating awareness and faith in God.
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Understand that life itself is the Son in you, and the Son is the Christ spirit. The real you, the essence of you … is part of the Christ spirit, for you are not the little earthly personality that you think you are. You came from God, you are part of God, you are God’s seed.
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A master is one who has by hard work and self-discipline and divine love in himself – and in giving his divine love, giving all gentleness and kindness to his brethren – attained to a degree of mastery of matter. You too have to learn how to rise in spirit and command flesh.
You are now in the process of crucifixion. It is very painful, your life may be hard, you get weary of the burden, and the cross you bear is more than you can stand sometimes; but it is only the power of the spirit of Christ within you that will enable you to rise and carry that burden as though it did not exist. This is for you, it is for everyone on this earth plane, to understand, and to set to work to develop more and more this divine love in the heart.
Through development of divine love in the heart, wisdom comes, knowledge comes. With the coming of knowledge and wisdom and love the whole being of man will be suffused with the power of heaven.
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Some people think that love is purely an emotion and that therefore the voice of love cannot satisfy their reason; but love in its divine sense completely satisfies. And when fully developed in man it can raise him from the valley to the heights, giving him a range of vision which is only possible from the apex of the mountain.
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‘Salvation’ is the true word to describe the mission of the Christ spirit; for when the Christ spirit becomes alive in man, man is literally saved from his sins; he lives in the light, and brings the light into the world. Once the Christ quickens within him, the world can no longer touch him. This is what salvation means – not salvation through belief in one particular man, but salvation by reason of the Christ love within man himself. This will forbid him to wage war against his brother or to treat his brother as less than himself; but will inspire him to words and actions of kindness and consideration, to work for God in his daily life, to live in consciousness of a glory which is above, around and within him, and in all life. This is salvation by Christ. Always the Lord of this earth, the Sun, the Son who is the savior of mankind, quickens the life of the spirit in man.