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Game Over

Published November 5, 2024 by tindertender

The adversary is concerned about your ‘clout’, the amount of support you are receiving throughout the realms.

They wondered if you drink alcohol, thinking they could more easily tamper with your mind, thoughts, and actions.

You are an enigma to them. They cannot figure you out.

They can’t stop two coming together. They’re hoping to desecrate the union somehow before it occurs.

They are frustrated because the team they joined can’t fix this, they don’t know how to change it.

Whatever is happening for them right now is devastating.

They are using divination tools. They were told, “that card has placement where you don’t want to know, you don’t want to go.”

Someone has been charged with aggravated assault, may have been arrested. Chaos has broken out everywhere for these energies.

There is talk of sending out a head hunter … before the inauguration can occur, or during the inauguration.

Someone stated, “It’s been a pleasure!” As though the work here is done and they are leaving, or going home now.

The adversary’s are having conversation about your inheritance. They are arguing and someone shouted, “Because it’s done! It’s over!”

They asked someone, “It was only a dream or something?”

Someone is ‘playing’ in Tennessee. I don’t know if they play in a band, if there is an organization doing nefarious stuff for entertainment, or what. But it sounds like there could be play, or horse-play, going on there.

They’re angry.

Someone(s) are very angry.

They tried to paint you as an addict, but whatever it is you are doing, it’s in moderation. They couldn’t make the blame stick or cover you in shame.

You are considered a Wisdom Keeper.

A few lyrics from song flowed thru mind … “Oh my love! Only my love does it good for me. Only my love holds the other key to me”.

They’re pondering on a divine masculine heading toward his divine feminine. They’re saying, “If he doesn’t take any chances …” trying intently to discern his movements.

They are thinking that because you have a love for the indigenous people and their cultures that he might do something along the Native American pathway.

They’ve had a vision but think of it as metaphorical only, so are having difficulty trying to get ahead of his plans for union.

Something may be going on in Florida, as Spirit did mention it briefly.

Spirit, the family unseen, and your divine kingdom spouse think, “you have just the right amount of crazy in you.”

The adversarial mysonginists are complaining because they feel the judgement they are experiencing is arbitrary. They feel the new leaders ought to be using their “platform of laws and legality” to make decisions.

There is something “killing them”. (A couple days ago they were complaining because they “couldn’t feed them”.) Whatever is killing them “got most of them”. It’s everywhere, happening everywhere. They’re questioning the damage.

Someone suggested they drink something … the koolaid? Their cyanide juice? I don’t know … a protection potion?

They’re talking about inter-racial, or integration. It’s as though two ethnicities are coming together to create and generate an entire new blend of genetics and light bearing children, a strong integrated family tree and unit for generational increase and improvements. Two families, two tribes with specialties of skill and will, united.

Adversary is commenting on how comfortable you are. Your energy, emotional state, physical health, and foundational structure are firm, solid, and secure.

They want to talk to you about “a whole bunch of stuff” but you’re not really interested in communications or explanation at this point.

They are talking about your celibacy, your purity, you amplified essence and the crazy amount of Light you are generating thru the system … soul, spirit, chakras alighting, electrified. You purify frequently. The purity of your essence has been priority … you’ve focused on mission, on task, on successfully completing the reason for being present here, now.

With your amplified and purified essence you were able to accomplish something that no one else was able to. You mended a connection, repaired a rift, restored communication with those who mattered most when it came time to tackle the atrocities of this realm. You may be an Arch-Angel, building bridges.

Somebody is arguing, saying someone, or something is/was just so stupid.

The ones moving against you are pissed because you can “do whatever you want.” You didn’t sign any contracts, you have made no vows to gain profit, you suffered and endured, persevering, and connecting righteously, freely, with Source. You can say whatever you wish … they couldn’t seal your lips, steal your soul, or obtain control of your vital force and essence.

Your divine partner “wants no other love, baby it’s just you they’re thinking of. Don’t be cruel, to a heart that’s true.”

The misogynists want to explain something to you. They want to tell you what? Why they’ve been mistreating the mothers and children, forcing fathers to shed blood in endless wars leaving their prescious families alone and vulnerable the misogyny of s3x trafficking and energy harvesting?

They are talking to each other about divine masculine coming forth, saying, “We both think that he …”. They never actually let me hear that part, or maybe it is the divine masculine covering their assumptions so as not to confuse the matter.

The bitter challenger is concerned about their finances. A couple days ago I heard them complain about the bank accounts and assets being frozen.

Somebody’s getting hustled. They’re contemplating if it’s just them, or the whole of the particular collective which have been trying to hijack this union and family tree.

They’re realizing that what they’ve been doing is negative.

They’re realizing that you are authentic.

Then I saw three words …

FATE, and

GAME OVER.

Message ~ 10-17-2024

Published October 17, 2024 by tindertender

The adversary can’t believe it!

Karmic Justice is being served.

Osiris is weighing hearts.

Some have received judgement of a suffering hobo life where none of their needs will be met,
Others, endless war.

I saw a cyborg; he had a white face plate and was walking somewhere quickly.

They are losing their “energy resources” aka: stolen, human life force and vitality.

I saw the outline of a city with skyscraper buildings, it was night. A very thick stream of red light, like a lightning bolt, only red like fire, crashing down upon the tallest building.

I heard adversary say they were being shifted out of this timeline, into another (they are getting quieter, disappearing).

I heard them say, “Four to Seven weeks”.

They were complaining about how He who has All Authority puts the Mother upon a pedestal.

Karma is playing out for what they “chose” to do to her.

He isn’t messing around.

He is Love,
He is terrifying …
He is mine.

Perhaps you know Him, too.

He is love, he is terrifying” means that someone is so intensely and deeply loved, that their presence or power feels almost frightening, likely because of the overwhelming emotions they evoke, the level of vulnerability involved in loving them so much, or the potential for immense pain if the relationship were to end

Key points about this phrase:  

  • Contradiction: It highlights a paradox where love, usually associated with comfort and safety, can also feel scary due to its intensity. 
  • Passionate Love: This often describes a love that is very passionate, almost consuming, which can be both exhilarating and intimidating. 
  • Vulnerability: The fear could stem from the vulnerability that comes with fully opening yourself up to someone and trusting them completely.  

Building Back Better

Published October 8, 2024 by tindertender

When they tried to destroy my mind, I decided to take control and be the destroyer.

Then I slowly began building back, better, and they didn’t know it because they believed it was they who thrust me into darkness, into chaos.

I suppose this is why they got confused.

Plus, being connected to Source, sharing the entire experience, this unconventional method of approaching mind rape, helped a lot.

I do hope there have been new discoveries made by this seemingly insane and perhaps psychotic approach to dealing with parasitic attachments.

It certainly felt to be at least a little reckless.

Sometimes change requires us to get a little crazy.

Intentional Connections

Published September 26, 2024 by tindertender

Folks will pick a fight with you, just so they can have a role in your life.

They’ll love bomb you just to gain entry.

Where attention flows, energy goes.

Be aware of what you give your power to.

For they are quite intentional in approaching you.

You’ve got what they need!

A blessing.

A healing.

Sanity.

And in their mind, Power and Control.

Transformation

Published September 13, 2024 by tindertender

I was given another life May 29, 1996 when I wrapped my car around a telephone pole, just before my 30th birthday.

The matrix had ‘programmed’ my horrifying fate that day.

The Divine interceded, decided I needed to remain.

My “conscious” spiritual warfare began at the age of 36 (= 9, endings).

Oh, the joys they had tearing apart my mind, feasting on my emotion, my energy!

It finally eased at the age of 58 (= 13, friday the 13th is considered the day of the goddess = 4, strong foundations and mental stability = protected by angels).

Twenty-two years of transformation and rebirth (a number of mastery).

Thanks be to The Most High God, Heavenly Father, Divine Mother and my King, my Beautiful, my Scary, my Everything … for never leaving me, for preparing me, and for showing me without doubt my life is valuable, priceless, and Divine.

Grateful, for yet another resurrection.

Grateful, to know I Am Loved.

I’ve never felt so safe, so connected.

Grateful for my New Family.

I am so glad you exist!

You’ve Changed

Published September 13, 2024 by tindertender

Suddenly, that phrase is SO welcoming!!!!

The Art of Becoming

Published August 4, 2024 by tindertender

The art of “becoming” is often fraught with intensity. It’s messy. It’s ugly. It’s unkempt. Those who never have a hair out of place aren’t “becoming” anything… they’re pretending.

The darkness must be wrestled and transmuted. It’s no easy task. The well dressed suits aren’t equipped for heavy labors of transformation. They cling to a singular image and impression of self.

Be multifaceted. Boggle the minds of people. Be something no one has yet witnessed. It’s addicting.

Success!

Published July 23, 2024 by tindertender

The hidden gems you’ve uncovered in your intentional, or unintentional, excursions! What will you do with all that wisdom?

Let It Go

Published April 26, 2024 by tindertender

You Aren’t What Others Tried to Create in You

Published April 26, 2024 by tindertender

When I was 5, I wanted to be like mama. Mama smoked. I used to get the buts out of the ash tray and pretend. By 7, I was taught how to properly inhale by a babysitter. By 11 I had mother approval, was given allowances, and notes of approval for purchase of the cigarettes at the store.

At 16 my mother bought an exorbitant amount of alcohol for self and friends, a party in the woods! Alcohol use approved, and supplied.

In life, people have tried to label me as addict. I would never accept that.

I experienced a pattern of excess, then I stopped. Those historical experiences don’t determine who I am today … or even then …

Some use cannabis, or hemp, and are labeled as an addict.

Some drink to excess and are seen as sophisticated … or a lush, depending on social status.

We as humans have experiences. Sometimes these experiences destroy us. Sometimes we physically perish, sometimes spiritually. If the bioform survives, the Spirit advances, expands, elevates …

While others get so angry at your rising, overcoming, gaining resilience and knowledge that could help others avoid such paths …

An experience isn’t an addiction.

Doing something repeatedly isn’t addiction.

It isn’t addiction unless there is craving.

Cigarettes have an addictive substance added to ensure this, so does alcohol, and junk food …

Addiction is allowed by governmental allowances of addictive substances added to natural products and foods. Many things are advertised as helpful and healthy. Of course “addiction” has grown into a complex money-maker for governing systems.

I never did the 12 steps.

I simply decided not to overindulge anymore.

And with flow, experiences come and go.

Mostly it is Man who judges harshly.

Spirit is happy for the wisdom, resilience, and inner fortitude manifested within.

Challenges are to be overcome.

Challenges aren’t meant to be a lifetime shadow of self-perceived weakness.

See yourself as “at risk” of falling and failing,

Or see yourself as an Achiever of whatever the mind desires.

Man’s judgements inhibit flow, and interfere with the lesson.

Especially knowing about all the interferences meant to manipulate this flow … or stagnancy.

Rise, beautiful mighty one.

Those challenges meant to drown you or bury you in suffering and shame were only fuel for your Soul Flight. Soar.

Leave the manipulations behind.

You aren’t what others tried to create in you.