They broke your heart, did the utmost to destroy you. You extracted yourself. Now their life is falling apart. They say they’ve learned their lesson. Want to return.
We don’t go backward. Grateful folks are learning their lessons, but if they’re going backward, they’re asking to repeat a cycle.
Growth comes from forward momentum. Not regressive return to trauma, thinking it’s “fixed”.
Sometimes the “reason” folks come together is a “lesson” … not a “lifetime”.
Release.
“Ritual” helps set intention in the mind, in one’s essence. Dressing one’s self in intention isn’t scary, it’s helpful, and sacred.
When I was a girl, my dogs and I would go strolling through the wilderness. Whenever we’d come across a snake, they would paw and dig furiously at it, finally picking it up in mouth and flinging it out into the forest somewhere.
Dog :: reminding us of what is important in an upside-down world.
As I was half dozing last night/this morning, I was thinking about the thought forms in the collective field … those viruses of shame, guilt, anger, lust, those ideas we aren’t good enough, or worthy, those thoughts encouraging folks to think lowly of self, to hate self, to want to end self … and I called on the holy canine to sweep the collective field, rousting out these snakes and doing their thing to clear them.
I woke to near silence.
May all who work so diligently on behalf of the Divine, the Sacred called Life flowing within all beings and things, be blessed abundantly, surrounded by the Might of the Most High, protected, guarded and guided as they move in this world.
I accidentally took the wrong exit, and I thought, “oh my goodness! I just got my self lost!”, and I was thrown back into that nostalgic moment of youth, and the excitement of it, how I would fill the tank and purposefully get myself lost so I could spend the day finding myself. I said, “oh Heavenly Father! This is going to be fun!”, because I know I need to find my way and I was going to do it without GPS and just so happen to have a full tank of gasoline.
Then I thought about my life and how dark it was in spots and how miserable and how completely lost I felt and alone and afraid and I suffered and I wondered if the me who walked into this life ~ did she have the same excitement about being lost, and having the opportunity to find herself, as I just have?
Nobody watches you harder than the people who can’t stand you.
You will reach a point on your path where you do not require a single person to understand or relate to you.
You become a more positive, peaceful & harmonic person when you don’t react to people who use you as a mirror for their own insecurities & self hate.
When people say “you’ve changed” – there’s a 99% chance that you just stopped tolerating their bullshit.
Apologize to yourself for letting someone get comfortable with treating you like you’re average.
No longer responding or reacting to people who trigger you is one of the ways to strengthen your spiritual muscles.
No matter what’s going on in your life – always prioritize self-care. Some people may not like you because your light illuminates the shadow work they refuse to do.
Being happy is a very personal thing & it really has nothing to do with anyone else.
The key to breaking a pattern is to respond differently.
You know you’ve grown when the old you would’ve reached out by now & the new you never will.
What’s for you won’t lower your vibration – that’s how you’ll know. Any time you find yourself giving more energy than you receive – fall back.
Before clarity – there is confusion. Before healing – there is hurt. After pain – there is purpose. You’d be surprised how many things fall into place when you learn to follow your spirit & speak with your soul.
We can only share worlds if our vibrations meet at a common state of honesty & love.
Find your equal – not your whole.
Grace over grudges.
To fully heal you must understand why your subconscious prioritized their manipulation over your self respect.
Trust the process – even when it seems like it’s not processing.
The heartbreak that comes from leaving a one-sided relationship is never as painful as the loneliness that comes from abandoning yourself in order to stay.
A big fuck you to anyone who used you to make them “feel good” until they didn’t need you anymore & then left you wondering where you went wrong.
The ego wants more – the soul needs less.
When someone ghosts you – respect the dead & never disturb them again.
Any relationship that requires you to be quiet or a watered down version of yourself for it to “work out” – is not the relationship for you. Never allow someone to control your narrative. Feed your soul – not play a role. The journey of freedom awaits you.
Love does not leave someone traumatized. Whatever happened – it was not love.
Sometimes the Universe will hold you back temporarily until the road is safe & clear to continue. Be thankful for the stall.
“We’ll figure it out together” is a love language.
Trust what you feel – not what you hear.
Never let irrelevant people control your mind, feelings & emotions. Peace of mind is the real bag. Secure it.
Never be so loyal that you betray yourself.
Seeking validation from others is a reflection of lack of self-love – accept yourself in order to be your authentic self. Your soul doesn’t give a shit about impressing others – it seeks fulfillment over validation.
The more healing you do – the more sensitive your body is to recognizing bad energy.
A person who finds peace instead of revenge can never be bothered.
You know you’ve mastered a soul lesson when the circumstance has not changed but the way you respond has – that’s true energy self mastery.
Stop chasing what your mind wants & you’ll get what your soul needs.
I dreamed I was killed last night. They dragged a hot blade from my throat to my sternum. I woke, it was a little uncomfortable, difficult to catch a breath. It’s not the first time they did this to me. I meditated with tourmaline and selenite until I fell back asleep.
I am wondering how my higher self, my King my God, and Heavenly Father will handle this. I’m out in that regard. All I do is facilitate space for others to show their truest selves, often they do so with great exuberance.
I’ve been a little funky today, my heart chakra aching … and I wonder if I died. It’s happened before …. I’m not too sure they can take the life my King gifted me the last time they took my life and I jumped timelines.
Spirit has been playing the lyrics from this song all day in mind. I am grateful for my beloved brothers and sisters of the unseen who try to uplift my mind and heart when another has hurt me.
I love my Divine Family. I am grateful for this front row seat. Looking forward to seeing the response. Justice …
It’s a beautiful day
Ay, oh, no, no, hmm (One, two, three, oh)
You’re tired of hanging around Waiting for life to come to you So tired, it’s getting you down Miss the fun that used to be in you I know that most of it is probably not your fault But, I ain’t giving up, no way No, I ain’t giving up, no way, no way
Oh, oh, it’s a beautiful day Oh, oh, don’t let it slip away Time wish you’d walk out that door Tell me what you waiting for Oh, oh, it’s a beautiful day (hey) It’s a beautiful day (hey) Oh, yeah
I know there’s gonna be days When it’s gonna be hard for you Let’s go, ’cause I know a place (know a place) That I really wanna show you You say you just won’t run And I’m wasting my time But, I ain’t giving up, no way No, I ain’t giving up, no way, no way
Oh, oh, it’s a beautiful day Oh, oh, don’t let it slip away Time wish you’d walk out that door Tell me what you waiting for Oh, oh, it’s a beautiful day (hey) It’s a beautiful day (hey) A beautiful day It’s a beautiful day (hey) A beautiful day
And when you give in, let it shine And don’t you let them change our story Oh, can you see it? I’m here for you If I fall, I will fall, pick you up from the ground, and I say
Oh, oh Oh, oh, it’s a beautiful day Oh, oh, don’t let it slip away Time wish you’d walk out that door Tell me what you waiting for Oh, oh It’s a beautiful day (hey) Oh, yeah (hey) A beautiful day Nah, nah, nah, nah Nah, nah, nah, nah Nah, nah, nah, nah-nah Oh, no, no, no Nah, nah, nah, nah Nah, nah, nah, nah Nah, nah, nah, nah-nah
Sometimes, you just have to say, “No. You’re a bad parent. I have fired you.”
Whether it be an actual parent, an employer, or a lover … if they think it is okay for another to abuse you, but threaten you when you stand up for yourself, for all that is Holy in You, kick them out of your fields.
That doesn’t mean to quit, to move out, to rampage.
It means take a step back, emotionally, energetically. Cut the cord. Maintain your balance, and when the time is right, remove yourself.
Don’t act in haste. Retain control. You don’t want to cause unnecessary chaos.
Create change according to your own timing and will. You have what it takes to command the situation, gently. Release the need to be rigid. Release the need to be right.
Just flow into the change your inner self is generating.
The key is to flow into the shift before the Universe has to tear your world apart.
I embrace the strangeness of this new experience. Even though it challenges my beliefs about self, I open to it and expand.
I am a Sacred Being crafted by the hand of Universal Creator, and I also create.
I am exotic, unusual, and sometimes eccentric and even seen as a little bizarre. I make peace with this.
I let strange beauty happen through me in creative flow.
I release any fixed ideas I may have about the way things “should” be.
I free-fall into life. The old way is on its way out.
I accept into my life something new and beautiful, it is coming soon.
I leave my historical lessons behind, retaining only knowledge gained. I have outgrown old ways of navigating this life.
My dreams CAN become reality.
I stay grounded.
I remain patient as I contemplate new opportunities. A change for the better is taking place.
I heed the lessons offered by my shadow self. I do not deny this aspect of Me.
I know love can give rise to great destruction, and hate can inspire great acts of love.
I am not a victim. I remain humble. I forgive those who’ve harmed me.
I am open to wisdom and insights from my elders.
I know what it is like to experience unreliability. I nurture its polarity in my life. I stick to tasks until they are complete. I work to make it interesting and stave off boredom.
I allow my dreams to become reality.
I believe a new and better life is coming to me.
I am blessed as I enter this new cycle of transformation. I am on a path of self-discovery in every moment.
I stay present.
I do not construct a story around it.
I allow the experience to be “uncovered”.
Patiently I move into the new, I’m finally seeing things as a whole. A clear perspective of what is happening in my life arrives.
In my heart, I am peace. I seek the highest good.
I am a Giver of Love. I am an extension of that One, infinite Giver of Love.
The imagination is the bridge we build so that higher beings can get to us. I am not afraid to build a good one.
I am not afraid to let Infinite Love to take form according to my desires. I ask the Giver of Love to embody before me as a person with whom I can relate. I embody the Giver of Love within me.
I seek a way to manifest my souls desire for new meaning and a more nurturing and fulfilling life-style.
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