Today is a day to focus on giving. The universe is a place of positive and negative, of push and pull, of give and take. I am a life-giving being. My awareness supports everything and everyone around me. Today I give energy to my positive thoughts and words. I give support to my harmonious relationships. I give attention and support to my environment. And above all, I give thanks for the gifts I have, the gifts I receive, and the gifts I share.
~ A Daily Book of Pagan Prayer by Megan Day
At the age of 18 something happened to my physical form.
I was rejected, humiliated, shamed, by many, by a so-called professional even. I became angry and rejected others in return. Years went by and the participants in shaming and rejecting me varied, yet it was a constant flow.
Eventually, after absorbing this shaming, this rejection, it seemed that these traits became my own.
I no longer needed others to reject me, to shame me … I carried these in my emotional field and applied to self, no longer needing an outside source to keep the ball rolling.
I carried anger … anger at the one who perpetrated it all. Anger toward self for putting myself in a situation like that. Blaming self and others … for years. This anger got all over everything and everyone.
After nearly 20 years of intense inner reflection and release, it just came up for me today that these things still reside in me, all surrounding the original trauma and all trauma that ensued related to it.
I discovered that my trigger is only a trigger because I still reject that part of myself … feeling dirty, untouchable, unapproachable ….
My life has been stern … often people do not approach me because it is felt, obvious that the energy of rejection was in and of me. People, fearing rejection themselves, stayed away.
I’m told to be careful of what I say. That others will take my weakness and use it against me. They may do that. Yet if I do not face this new and interestingly obvious realization, if I do not attempt to process it, absolve it, I cannot move into my true power. The energy of shame, blame, guilt, anger is so polluted it cannot sustain happiness for long … happy is eventually returned to its original state … the state of mind, the state of emotion, the state of non-acceptance it had been used to for 3.5 decades.
Habitual patterns and mindsets are difficult to see, yet once they are seen, it is ones personal responsibility to dissolve them, to process them, so love and happiness can become to new norm.
It is a choice … I would much rather be in a state of love and happiness. One can take on the whole world when in this state. See the chart below for a visual.
Love and happiness which comes up often, yet has difficulty being sustained.
A purge is necessary and needed … so off to my bath for a soak and relaxation, and an allowing of my higher self to assist me in absolving the decades old habitual pattern and replacing it with a new state of being.
Empty the old and stale, filling up with fresh and new, set with intention for the coming peace filled world I wish to help create, that I wish to belong in, that I wish to share with others.
Today is a day to focus on attention. Sometimes life seems to go past me in a blur, days running into nights, nights running into days. I can slow life down just by paying attention to it. Today I will notice and be attentive to everything around me – people, places, things, animals, the weather. I will pay attention to what people say. I will pay attention to the color of the sky, the songs of the birds. I will pay attention to my own thoughts and words and ideas and remember to send positive ones into the universe so that they may be made manifest.
~ A Daily Book of Pagan Prayer by Megan Day
… purge it, wash it clean.
Unity has many different meanings, the most common is a union between cultures, countries, peoples.
There are the base four bodies, possessed and worn by all individuals. The Physical, the Mental, the Emotional, and the Etheric.
It is important to ponder these four bodies, meditate on them, or in other words, relax the mind and allow the meaning for each to come through for you.
What is the foundation for the Physical body?
What is the foundation for the Mental body?
What is the foundation for the Emotional body?
What is the foundation for the Etheric body?
Once you have got this, written it down, and solidified it in mind … consider Unity … uniting the elements of these four bodies.
This is where union begins.
Alignment.
The work you put in, you get out.
Effort made toward wholeness cannot, and will not, be overlooked.
Your higher self, in combo with your guides, the angels who watch over you, and the elementals of this world will assist you in process.
All you need do is ask, relax, and let it flow.
I am currently in student mode, and I share my ‘lessons’ with you, so that we may grow into it together.
Peace is the goal, and it begins on the inside of each individual.
As you can see, the outside layer is the Mental body, the most commonly afflicted body. The easiest target by anyone who wishes to manipulate form.
Strengthen the bodies, understand the foundations for each, unite them into a cohesive whole, and it will be easier to walk in this world and bring about positive adjustment, to create the Peace you wish to enjoy.
When I need you
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you
It’s only a heartbeat away
When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day
Miles and miles of empty space in between us
A telephone can’t take the place of your smile
But you know I won’t be traveling forever
It’s cold out, but hold out and do like I do
When I need you
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you, babe
It’s only a heartbeat away
It’s not easy when the road is your driver
Honey, that’s a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won’t be traveling a lifetime
It’s cold out, but hold out and do like I do
Oh, I need you
When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day
When I need you
I just close my eyes
And you’re right here by my side
Keeping me warm night and day
I just hold out my hand
Just hold out my hand
And I’m with you darling
Yes I’m with you darling
All I want to give you
Is only a heartbeat away
Oh I need you darling
Oh i want you darling
Stand Your Ground
Hold firm to what you believe in or are focusing on, because it is absolutely right. Know that Heaven and Earth are supporting you.
Mountain energy is powerful because it’s firmly rooted in the Great Mother and reaches high to the Great Father. If you’re feeling challenged or pressured at this time, know that your spirit is more powerful than you think. You are resilient and grounded, and the energy and air of the mountains is giving you the unshakeable strength to be who you are. Take time to root yourself deeply in the energy of the Earth before welcoming in the energies of Heaven. If you’re not sure what you need to do next, you’re being invited to stay exactly where you are, talk things over with those around you and know that change will come to you. You will be whole and well at the end of this current situation and it will not stand in the way of your future growth and expansion.
Be Fearless and Stand Strong
Don’t back down. Make your opinions heard. Don’t settle for second best.
If you’re experiencing fear at this time, know that this means that whatever is going on is important to you. Whenever you feel fear, you are on the verge of something big ~ perhaps a massive breakthrough that is really going to help you move forward. If you have a situation on your hands where you have to face someone or something that’s been unsettling you, know that you are being guided to call up your inner warrior. Don’t falter and don’t be frightened, because you have the energy to protect yourself now, and at all times.
Reading from the deck “Angels and Ancestors” oracle cards created by Kyle Gray
Many guys have come to you
With a line that wasn’t true
And you passed them by
(Passed them by)
So you’re in the center ring
And their lines don’t mean a thing
Why don’t you let me try
(Let me try)
Now I don’t wear a diamond ring
I don’t even have a song to sing
All I know is
La la la la la la la la la means
I love you
Oh, baby please now
La la la la la la la la la means
I love you
If I ever saw a girl
That I needed in this world
You are the one for me
(One for me)
Let me hold me in my arms
And thrill you with my charms
I’m sure you will see
(You will see)
The things I am sayin’ are true
And the way I explain them to you
Listen to me
La la la la la la la la la means
I love you
Oh, baby baby
La la la la la la la la la means
I love you
The things I am sayin’ are true
And the way I explain them to you, yes to you
Listen to me
La la la la la la la la la means
I love you
You know, you’ll have to understand now
La la la la la la la la la means
I love you
Come on and take my hand
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Thomas Randolph Bell / William Alexander N Hart
LA-LA – Means I Love You lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc, Reservoir Media Management Inc, Warner Chappell Music Inc
Today is a day to focus on safety. I will remove from my mind any ideas that make me think I am not safe. There are many beings and circumstances in the world that affect me and my surroundings. I cannot control them, but I can protect myself from them. I can deflect their negative energies and impulses. I am aware that I am protected by all of the forces of the universe and have no need to fear.
~ A Daily Book of Pagan Prayer by Megan Day
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