“One of the conversations I enjoy most with the patients I visit is about the visions they see. The other day I was with a gentleman who shared that he has been seeing people in his room, mostly men. He is not afraid of them, they seem like they are there to help him feel less alone.
I asked if he talked to them; he told me he didn’t know what to say, so we discussed things he could ask them. He asked me if this meant he was dying soon. My response was that while yes… he is dying, I did not believe they are representative of the time frame. I told him I thought that maybe being near death allowed him to be more receptive to their presence and they knew that, which is why they were there. This seemed an acceptable answer to him.
I saw him again the following day and he told me that he started to talk to them, they didn’t say words, but he felt their answers, one of which was that he was safe and not to be afraid, which he welcomed. Then he proceeded to tell me that his two dogs who had passed away came to see him. A tear rolled down his cheek. He said they jumped on his bed and curled up next to him.
I would like to think that when I am near death, my dog Jack will curl up next to me…”
THE GREEKS AND THE ROMANS WORSHIPED SATURN AS A CRUEL DEITY. HERE’S A BRIEF SUMMARY OF THE MYTHOLOGY OF SATURN IN THE WESTERN WORLD:
“WITH THE DEPOSING OF HIS FATHER, SATURN BECAME THE RULER OF THE UNIVERSE FOR UNTOLD AGES AND HE REIGNED WITH HIS SISTER, OPS, WHO ALSO BECAME HIS WIFE.
IT WAS PROPHESIED THAT ONE DAY SATURN WOULD LOSE POWER WHEN ONE OF HIS CHILDREN WOULD DEPOSE HIM. TO PREVENT THIS FROM HAPPENING, EACH TIME OPS DELIVERED A CHILD SATURN WOULD IMMEDIATELY SWALLOW IT. WHEN HER SIXTH CHILD, JUPITER (ZEUS), WAS BORN, OPS HAD HIM SPIRITED AWAY TO THE ISLAND OF CRETE. SHE THEN WRAPPED A STONE IN HIS SWADDLING CLOTHES. HER DECEPTION WAS COMPLETE WHEN SATURN SWALLOWED IT, THINKING IT WAS THE CHILD.
WHEN JUPITER WAS GROWN, HE SECURED THE JOB OF CUP-BEARER TO HIS FATHER. WITH THE HELP OF GAIA, HIS GRANDMOTHER, JUPITER FED HIS FATHER A POTION THAT CAUSED HIM TO VOMIT UP JUPITER’S FIVE SIBLINGS, VESTA (HESTIA), CERES (DEMETER), JUNO (HERA), PLUTO (HADES), AND NEPTUNE (POSEIDON).”
-WIKIPEDIA, SATURN (MYTHOLOGY)
SATURN ALWAYS HAD A NEGATIVE, IF NOT EVIL SIGNIFICANCE.
IN ANCIENT TIMES, IT HAS BEEN CALLED “THE GREATER MALEFIC” WHICH WAS OPPOSED TO JUPITER, “THE GREATER BENEFIC”. SATURN IS ESOTERICALLY ASSOCIATED WITH MAN’S LIMITATIONS, RESTRICTIONS, DEATH AND DECAY. HIS GREEK NAME WAS “KRONOS”, THE RULER OF TIME, TIME BEING THE MAIN FACTOR INEVITABLY LEADING TO THE DEATH OF MORTALS.
TRADITIONAL REPRESENTATIONS OF THE “GRIM REAPER” ORIGINATE FROM THE ATTRIBUTES OF THE GOD SATURN, WHO HELD THE SICKLE WITH WHICH HE SLAIN HIS FATHER.
YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW IT, BUT THE ENTIRE WORLD HAS BEEN WORSHIPING SATURN FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS. THE CULT HAS NEVER STOPPED AND ITS RITES ARE STILL PRESENT TO THIS DAY. SATURN, DUBBED THE “LORD OF THE RINGS”, IS THE REASON WHY WE EXCHANGE RINGS AT WEDDINGS OR PUT HALOS ON THE HEADS OF GODLY PEOPLE. THIS
ARTICLE EXPOSES THE ATTRIBUTES OF THE GOD SATURN AND THE PERPETUATION OF HIS CULT THROUGH IN POP CULTURE. SINCE ANCIENT TIMES, SAGES GAZED AT THE STARS, ADMIRING THEIR HEAVENLY GLOW AND ATTRIBUTING THEM GODLY POWERS, BASED ON THEIR EFFECT ON HUMANS.
BEFORE THE GREAT FLOOD, SATURN WAS REGARDED BY ALL MANKIND AS THE SUPREME GOD AND RULER OF THE KINGS. OCCULT RESEARCHERS AFFIRM THAT SATURN RULED THE KINGDOM OF ATLANTIS AND BECAME THE DIVINE ANCESTOR OF ALL EARTHLY PATRIARCHS AND KINGS. THE CULT HAS BEEN PERPETUATED THROUGH NUMEROUS GODS DURING ANTIQUITY:
“CHRONOS, OR SATURN, DIONYSOS, HYPERION, ATLAS, HERCULES, WERE ALL CONNECTED WITH ‘A GREAT SATURNIAN CONTINENT;’ THEY WERE KINGS THAT RULED OVER COUNTRIES ON THE WESTERN SHORES OF THE MEDITERRANEAN, AFRICA AND SPAIN. ”
– BALDWIN, PREHISTORIC NATIONS
IN EGYPTIAN MYTHOLOGY ISIS IS CONSIDERED SATURN’S ELDEST DAUGHTER:
“I AM ISIS, QUEEN OF THIS COUNTRY. I WAS INSTRUCTED BY MERCURY. NO ONE CAN DESTROY THE LAWS WHICH I HAVE ESTABLISHED. I AM THE ELDEST DAUGHTER OF SATURN, MOST ANCIENT OF THE GODS”
SATURN HAS ALSO BEEN ASSOCIATED WITH SATAN AND THIS, FOR NUMEROUS REASONS.
FIRST, MANY AUTHORS ARGUE THAT THE WORD SATAN IS DERIVED FROM THE WORD SATURN.
SECOND, SATURN IS ASSOCIATED WITH THE COLOR BLACK AS WELL AS SATAN.
THIRD, ANCIENTS CONSIDERED SATURN TO BE THE FARTHEST PLANET FROM THE SUN , THE LATTER BEING ASSOCIATED WITH THE PRINCIPLE OF GOOD. (NOTE THAT PLUTO NEVER WAS CONSIDERED A PLANET).
SATURN IS CONSEQUENTLY THE CELESTIAL BODY THAT IS THE LESS EXPOSED TO THE SUN’S (SON) DIVINE LIGHT AND THUS ASSOCIATED WITH THE COLDNESS OF THE PRINCIPLE OF EVIL.
FINALLY, THE “GREAT GOD PAN”, THE HORNED DEITY, REPRESENTED SATURN IN ANCIENT PAGANISM.
THIS HALF-MAN HALF-GOAT CREATURE IS CONSIDERED THE ANCESTOR OF OUR MODERN DEPICTIONS OF SATAN.
“PAN WAS A COMPOSITE CREATURE, THE UPPER PART–WITH THE EXCEPTION OF HIS HORNS–BEING HUMAN, AND THE LOWER PART IN THE FORM OF A GOAT. (…)
THE PIPES OF PAN SIGNIFY THE NATURAL HARMONY OF THE SPHERES, AND THE GOD HIMSELF IS A SYMBOL OF SATURN BECAUSE THIS PLANET IS ENTHRONED IN CAPRICORN, WHOSE EMBLEM IS A GOAT”
– MANLY P. HALL, SECRET TEACHINGS OF ALL AGES
SO PAN WAS DEPICTED WITH HORNS DUE TO THE FACT IT REPRESENTED SATURN, THE RULER OF THE HOUSE OF CAPRICORN WHICH SYMBOL IS A GOAT.
PAN WAS THE CONTROLLING SPIRIT OF THE LOWER WORLDS. HE WAS PORTRAYED ROAMING THROUGH THE FORESTS, PENIS ERECT, DRUNK AND LASCIVIOUS, FROLICKING WITH NYMPHS AND PIPING HIS WAY THROUGH THE WILD. WE MIGHT SAY HE RULED THE LOWER NATURE OF MAN, ITS ANIMAL SIDE, NOT UNLIKE SATAN.
DESPITE ACKNOWLEDGING ITS ASSOCIATION WITH EVIL, SECRET SOCIETIES FIND THE VENERATION OF SATURN NECESSARY TO OBTAIN ILLUMINATION.
IT IS THE NECESSARY COUNTERPART OF THE PRINCIPLE OF GOOD.
MASONIC AUTHORS CLEARLY ASSOCIATE SATURN WITH SATAN:
“SATURN IS THE OPPOSITE TO JUPITER; HIS SYMBOL IS THE CROSS ABOVE THE SIGN OF LUNA. HE IS THE SATAN, THE TEMPTER, OR RATHER THE TESTER. HIS FUNCTION IS TO CHASTISE AND TAME THE UNRULY PASSIONS IN THE PRIMITIVE MAN.”
It is more and more obvious I cannot trust the feminine in my dreams, in the astral. They are being used to “lure” me into shady places where there are aspects of the masculine who’s desire is to ensnare and entrap me.
Last night “she” took me to a place where there was drinking. They offered me some and I proclaimed I do not drink. I don’t, having quit in 2003, and I avow that part of my experience is over.
We went to leave, the males gave her their car so she could retrieve something. She sped off, peeling out and sliding all over the place. It was a hot rod, a newer high powered vehicle.
They said she was racing away because she was being chased, that she had broken laws and was at risk of being arrested, entrapped.
The males offered me a cigarette. I took it and smoked it. (My psyche geared for it due to the Blue Lotus flowers I smoke on occasion, even tho I quite smoking cigarettes in 2003). Note to self: Stop smoking Blue Lotus Flower. This manipulation must be extracted from any portion of my reality, here or there.
Then they showed me an arm full of pill bottles, pharmaceutical drugs. They proceeded to tell me what each one was, saying they would make me sleep all night. (Note to self: Stop using ZzzQuil, and anything called a sleep aid).
I mentioned to them that I hadn’t stayed out like this for a number of years, decades.
When another showed up I assured him that nothing had happened between the masculine that was there and myself, no hanky panky. One of the original males looked down his nose at me, haughty, as if to say, no, but it will.
These things are happening in the astral for reasons I’m beginning to figure out, I am vulnerable and eager to please while there. I am only 17 after all … and my desire is to make friends, to be pleasant, to please.
I woke saying, “If they do this, they can have that.” And although I do not know what I was talking about, the conscious me stated right away, “No, they cannot have anything.”
I was told by a psychic yesterday that my Guardians and Guides are being hindered in their efforts to assist me for these ones are siphoning 6 out of the 7 parts of my Life Force and creating blockages to my helpers. Indeed I woke in the middle of the night feeling them feeding on my solar plexus, yet again. It’s as though they are “tasting” me. I woke and said to self, “Someone is feeding on you.” And I also replied, “Yes I know, I can feel it.”
Apparently my price is only $50,000.
Although these ones are quite invasive, and used to manipulating and entrapping souls, they underestimate me … as usual, most aspects of the masculine in this current state of the world and it’s dimensions have, and do.
I Am Grateful to them, allowing me to see where I need to improve my own life and actions so that I Am better equipped to interact, gaining ability to refuse them.
I Am Grateful for the night being the night, and the day being the day.
I WILL Master this game they are playing with me.
I WILL learn to enforce my Will in the astral.
I WILL learn to deny the feminine their opportunity to lead me into traps.
I WILL teach my astral self to stand in her Power.
Thank you Man on the Mountain. Thank you benevolent ETs, Master Teachers and Guides for being with me and bearing Witness to that which I Am Witness to. It is my honor to share with you the wily ways in which humanity is being manipulated by these ones.
Thank you for never giving up on me. I Will remain faithful to you, to our connection.
I understand these ones are siphoning my Life Force energy, leaving me just enough to get by on. I know they Love it and are working out a plan to entrap it for themselves. I know that this is simply an opportunity for me to Rise Above the sneaky ways of the feeders, becoming more empowered by every action they show me of themselves and their intentions.
I understand you would rather I not be so trusting, and consciously this is an easy task. My younger, astral self is still in the mode of trying to please people, to make friends. She is learning, being trained by the very ones who mean to possess her.
Please speak to me while conscious, LOUD as the violators are quiet. Or very softly, using that special communication which is a “knowing” rather than vocal. Or any method you deem suitable which will leave no doubt of your benevolence and Love for me. I Love You.
I Am Grateful for the exposure.
I/She WILL learn from these experiences, logging every action taken against us, using it to teach the subconscious self about the trickiness being used against her, this younger astral me.
She Will learn.
I Am Grateful to these ones for exposing themselves to her, for allowing her to see them for what they are.
I/She WILL Rise and become the Empress I/We are meant to be … consciously and subconsciously.
I, Me, She WILL overcome these trials, these tests.
WE … every aspect of ME … past, present, future and parallel timelines, through all dimensions WILL be successful in the extraction of Self and move into our True Path … the path WE have been thwarted from.
They know my Power, this is why they began to fracture my consciousness through sexual and other abuses at an extremely young age.
They know my contract, and why I Am here … and they are desperate to hinder its successful outcome … they are desperate to keep my truth from the conscious ME.
Desperation causes recklessness … obvious by their continuous exposure of themselves, in the many dimensions they inhabit.
I release my inner child from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my inner child from the victim/victimizer/savior roles. I release my inner child from the victim/victimizer/savior roles.
I neutralize and dissolve all cords, hooks, implants and connections from past lives and current experience hindering and holding me back from my fullest potential and highest & greatest good.
With Love, ME
I am so Grateful for all benevolent beings working hand in hand with humanity for the highest possible good.
May you all be Blessed abundantly, and receive my Love in full.
“We’re not supposed to be targeting people” he said.
“What’s the name of the cattle?” another asked.
They know, understand, and cannot deny it.
I Am grateful to be in the role of Witness. I Am grateful to relay information to my Higher Self, Higher Knowledge, Guardians, Master Teachers and Guides … and last, but definitely not least, the Man on the Mountain.
Thank you for blessing me with this responsibility. My hope is that I Am doing a good job … succeeding in my role.
“Be careful what you say around her”, they are warned.
Years ago I had something happen which nearly ended my life, and actually DID end life as I knew it.
For years my mind was in chaos, and only since August of 2020 has it smoothed out.
In these moments, when power is out and life has gone basic, I am finding that I Am coming more into alignment with my Soul Essence, which I have seen on 2 occasions in the astral.
Pure Love, welcoming with joy all that she sees … all that I see.
Only in the last 2 days have I really looked at my defensive nature toward things, people … seen and unseen.
I Am learning how to release that portion of self … there isn’t any need for it in the New World … the world I very much long to be a part of.
My most sincere apologies to my visitors in the astral.
I know I have not been the easiest person to visit.
It is a challenge, this transition, especially because of the way it started for me, all those years ago.
I am grateful for your persistence and patience.
I cannot promise that I have achieved a full liberation from the old me, but I am in process and looking forward very much to returning to that place of Love unconditional, in all instances.
I am the river of life I am the keeper of this dream Walk with me I’ll tell you a thousand stories Long ago given to the earth
These mountains tall They are my only walls In this temple where I bow
Haseya
Rise up, my sisters, rise up We are the water, the sacred cup It’s in our hands that all life grows It’s in your dance, it’s in your hands It’s in your love we rise above
It’s in your song I hear my soul So rise up, my sisters, rise up Let us lift each other up Sing it from your heart and from your soul
Haseya
Sun and moon they shine together She moves the waters and dances with the heavens
In your eyes I see Haseya rise In your eyes I see the giver of this life
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