So reach for me Like the petals of a rose Bloom in it’s season Gentle and slow My body is the mountain The ocean, the river The sand and the soil The life giver So come on now, my friend Speak to me Help me understand Let us walk together Take my hand And we will heal this land
I like dreamin’ cause dreamin’ can make you mine I like dreamin’, closing my eyes and feeling fine When the lights go down, I’m holding you so tight Got you in my arms and it’s paradise ’til the morning light
I see us on the shore beneath the bright sunshine We’ve walked along St. Thomas beach a million times Hand in hand, two barefoot lovers kissing in the sand Side by side, the tide rolls in I’m touching you, you’re touching me If only it could be
I like dreamin’ cause dreamin’ can make you mine I like dreamin’, closing my eyes and feeling fine When the lights go down, I’m holding you so tight Got you in my arms and it’s paradise ’til the morning light
Through each dream, how our love has grown I see us with our children and our happy home Little smiles, so warm and tender looking up at us Blessed by love, the one we shared Till I wake, and reach for you And you’re just not there
I like dreamin’ ’cause dreaming can make you mine I like holding you close and touching your skin Even if it’s in my mind Oh, sweet dream baby, I love you Oh, my sweet dream baby, you’re in my dreams every night Oh sweet dreams, I like feelin you Oh sweet dreams baby, Don’t keep me waiting all my life
3 short years ago. I thought it was djinn, but it could have been military…. Who knows?
I have never claimed to know it all. I learn as I go. I graduated beyond this experience 3 years ago. Folks who wish to criticize can play teacher on their own channel. I am not anyones religious guru. I was raised in the wilderness by a narcissist who never talked about God. We unknowings are typically the target of the knowing. I raised myself to the best of my ability. I posted this memory as evidence, and reminder, as to where I was vs where I currently am. There is nothing shameful about our journey … Every ounce of knowing developed along the way makes us who we are. There will always be someone who judges our story as insufficient and dangerous for the world. This is what is dangerous, telling the bird it cannot fly without permission. When the Most High, according to my knowing, kicks us out the nest … And says, fly. It upsets me I even have to defend this traumatic memory from an “all knowing” invisible “teacher” who isn’t thee Creator Divine.
Here is another memory from right about this time, info gather from additional research and inquiry…
A: No. I’m only helping them create a perspective.
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I do not acknowledge anyone who claims authority to command the essence of Me.
I claim my Sacred Heritage.
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A little too much And a little too little Goes a long way.
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Blessed is SHE who can RISE from her Slumber & make the EARTH quake at her feet. Yet, walks gently.
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It’s a Hero’s Journey. Break the program. Shift the routine, the hypnotic pre-conditioned patterns.
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Please, listen to some of the things you say of others. And ask if you want to be talked of in the same manner. Not whether it would be true or not, simply if you want to be talked about in like manner. If not, perhaps make an adjustment.
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When you are vulnerable with someone, you get a glimpse of how the relationship will go by the way they treat you.
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I used to be a supreme a-hole. I’m in recovery.
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“Not only are you powerful, you are prestigious. Not only are you prestigious, you are beautiful. Not only are you beautiful, you are consciousness. Not only are you consciousness, you are the spirit. Not only are you the spirit, you are the security of the future, the most bountiful beauty ever God created. Men call it ‘woman.’”
God doesn’t make mistakes when He brings two together as One. It is the challenge and the blessing, and the connected management of these things which supports the Rise, and the Reward.
Together, managing the challenges well, the blessings are fortified and increased, much greater than originally.
If one chooses to be a slacker, they’ll take the original blessing, martyring the gift of the connection and leave the other with the challenge.
Sometimes, the one carrying the challenge will manage it on their own and rise exponentially, unexpectedly.
The reward is greater for this one than the original gift due to the extreme of the challenge.
The one who took the blessing and had fun at the others expense, receives no greater reward, and loses what they had, due to lack of effort, for betrayal, and for rejecting the gift of Union the Most High granted.
When Two Become One ~
It is said God / Goddess are unknowable. Humanity is made in the image of …
How many times have you noted yourself in relationship, sometimes for many years, and out of the blue you realize you never knew them? Resting in the energy, intimate in every way, yet still … unknown to you.
It isn’t a fluke or a trick, it is the hidden gem the Almighty seeded within each and every one of us, the unknowable.
Sometimes this unknowable quality is purposefully hidden.
Some think if they hide it rather than accept the challenge of metamorphosis, with Gods choice of partner, they can replace it with their own version and simply dress it up in the energy of … ‘tricking’ the Most High into believing they accepted the challenge, and ‘became’ accordingly … a villainous attempt to prove Gods Chosen unworthy by committing fraud, wearing a mask, donning their energy, and behaving in a degraded manner. They later say, I tried boss! But (s)he was a Hobag!!! The whole time the true true was buried under blame and shame.
The illusions can get very convoluted.
It is our duty in this union to grow with each other, to ‘become’ as One.
Mostly, people remain hung up on who they ‘think’ they are, they remain focused on their personal needs and desires, forgetting they are a new creation meant to increase together.
As individual, we are the only one we will share every moment of this life with. (Besides our Higher Source). Sometimes, it is we who are the only kind person around.
If we’ve been trained to believe tending to self is selfish, we will neglect self … our best friend in the world. Often, the only one who will pick us up when we fall. (S)He deserves the utmost care any most precious and loyal friend deserves. Don’t wait for someone else to treat you kindly. It rarely comes.
Some people say you should pay yourself first, putting a few bucks in the bank.
Your cup needs this same deposit in order for you to continue pouring kindness out for others.
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The “rules” don’t count against those who don’t play fair.
Listening to misogynists speaking about their prophesy … they insist someone “Fill the Position” they have forecasted, to the Tee. I’m not here as an actress to fulfill a role about their fantasy and illusion. Most of you aren’t either. We are here writing our own story … they despise that about us … Creators, rewriting “his”story.
I no longer offer prayers of protection for the arrogant ones who try to minimize my accomplishments, touting themselves the authority of the experiences and challenges. May they live thru the adventure, since they seem to know so much about overcoming it.
Some of you are in alignment and agreement with what others say about you. It’s not true. You are the originator. They want to take your originality, and replace it with their own bullslip. Your inner g is so bright, you’re the prize!! They must have you believe in your smallness, your rewritten purpose. They need you to use your light to balance their darkness. They need you to give them permission to steer your life, experiences, and potential.
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They target the mind, filling it with jargon and trash. They need you in agreement with whatever storyline they give you. They need you to agree to your own limitations, your helpless inability to affect positive change. They need you to rely on them to tell you who you are and what you are capable of. Permitted. They take your song, the blessing of God given essence, coded particularly with your own self for personal expression in this world, and they change the notes, the tune, the tempo. And they’ll rewrite it occasionally, rescript you .. f them bishes.
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You know how many times I’ve been told I’d never make it on my own? That i lacked what it took to care for self? Many. And i said piss the f off!! And at times i survived on top ramen and baked potatoes, but I actually really love baked potatoes and top ramen. Public transportation … bicycle transport … sleeping on the floor in a sparsely furnished apartment .. f-them. Freedom often doesn’t look extravagant. But it’s priceless and worth fighting for.
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If you’re not able to control your anger, if you continue to feel lower vibrational emotions and feed into them regularly, then you’re affectively sabotaging your own happiness.
Stop owning every lower vibrational thought form that your receiver (mind) picks up on from the atmospher, the ethers. Not all energy or thought that passes through you belongs to you. Stop catching it and holding on to it. Watch it arrive, breathe, and “watch” it, feel it, as it releases.