In life I have learned not to take things too seriously. The slanderous rumors, the defamation of character, the theft and willingness to keep anything of value from me, life was one of scarcity, trial and tribulation. Friendless, partnerless … and the world did it’s best to break me. You can probably relate.
In my experience, i didn’t take anything too seriously, for to do so would be to relinquish the open mindedness required for solution creation. Or so it felt.
These days folks are going to need to learn to take it a little more seriously. Recognition is afoot. Your essence and effort is noted, and a reward, or new role and compensation may soon arrive.
Teaching the youth, molding minds … it begins with one’s own personal mental and emotional stability. If there isn’t stability, chaos will be the result.
You’re going to need to be an steady now. You’re coming into leadership. The time of childish frivolity may be over, unless it’s recess time. 😉
I’ve been having conversation in my head with the “Essence of my Essence”, the One who gifted me life when mine adversary attempted time, after time, to strip it from me. God. As I know Him.
I woke last night for a late night malted milk ball snack and through my mind ran the words, “Flesh of my Flesh.”
[Intro: En Vogue + (Maxine Jones)] Ooooh, bop… No, you’re never gonna get it (ow!) Never ever gonna get it (no, not this time) No, you’re never gonna get it (my love) Never ever gonna get it No, you’re never gonna get it (ow!) Never ever gonna get it (not this time) No, you’re never gonna get it (my love) Never never gonna get it Ooooh, bop…
Verse 1: Maxine] I remember how it used to be You never was this nice, you can’t fool me (Ooooh, bop…) Now you talking like you made a change The more you talk, the more things sound the same (Ahh…)
[Pre-Chorus: Dawn Robinson] What makes you think you can just walk back into her life (Ooh, oh oh oh) Without a good fight? (Ahh…) I just sit back and watch you make a fool of yourself (Ooh, oh) ‘Cause you’re just wasting your time, oh
[Chorus: En Vogue + (Maxine)] No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (had your chance to make a change) Never ever gonna get it
No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (had your chance to make a change) Never ever gonna get it Ooooh, bop…
[Pre-Chorus: Dawn] It doesn’t matter what you do or what you say (Ooh, oh, oh, oh) She doesn’t love you; no way (Ahh…) Maybe next time you’ll give your woman a little respect (Ooh, oh oh) So you won’t be hearing her say, no way
[Chorus: En Vogue + (Maxine)] No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (had your chance to make a change) Never ever gonna get it
No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (had your chance to make a change) Never ever gonna get it
No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (had your chance to make a change) Never ever gonna get it
No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (had your chance to make a change) Never ever gonna get it Ooooh, bop…
Interlude: Maxine] Yes sir I give to the needy, and not the greedy Mmhmm, that’s right ‘Cause you see, baby (Ooooh, bop…) When you’re locking, you’re losing And I’m out the door (Ahh…)
[Pre-Chorus: Dawn] It doesn’t matter what you do or what you say (Ooh, oh oh oh) She don’t love you; no way (Ahh…) Maybe next time you’ll give your woman a little respect (Ooh, oh) So you won’t be hearing her say, no way
(And now it’s time for a breakdown)
[Break] Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Never gonna get it (woo-woo-woo-woo) Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Never gonna get it, never gonna get it Never gonna get it, never get it (You bet) BOP! (You bet) BOP! (You bet) BOP! (You bet) BOP!
[Outro: En Vogue + (Maxine)] No, you’re never gonna get it (sweet lovin’) Never ever gonna get it (sweet lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (my lovin’) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’)
No, you’re never gonna get it (sweet lovin’) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (sweet lovin’) Never ever gonna get it (my lovin’)
No, you’re never gonna get it (not this time) Never ever gonna get it (sweet lovin’) No, you’re never gonna get it (my sweet lovin’) Never ever gonna get it (my sweet lovin’)
Blind faith. Perceived insanity. The fire which welds the broken shards of self back together. The wrecklessness which assures us solitude, space, to process and transform.
I’m no longer accepting gifts of blatant disregard. I’ll leave you to the memory of that which you believe had filled you, the “memory” you say left you with no reason to live.
I’ve been here all along, invisible to you, as you dump on me your sorrow. I remove myself from your sounding board. I’ve no need to hear of it any more. Or to assist you in processing.
Hell is a place that has been buried numerous times throughout history.
Time and time again those wielding light come in to offer succor, love, an opportunity to move away from hate and hurting others. They come here to offer an opportunity to rise … but most of the abusers tried to mentally and physically enslave those who came to offer a better way.
There was a thought that they could absorb the healers energy and rise that way, to absorb the essence of purity, to trick the Most High. The real reason behind sacrifice.
Once again the illusion wasn’t grand enough to trick the Master. Once again they will decend while those who hold light, whose inner lanterns are lit, will ascend. There’s a difference between embodying essence, and wearing it as a cloak (I hope).
The planet will be purified so it can heal … and the current ruling puppets will again be inner earth dwellers, locked in their bunkers. It’s time for a super freeze. I’m thinking the bunkers may not be able to withstand it. No matter how deep they are.
It is my hope the slaves and trapped will be removed from these spaces prior, but I think some are just too deep to reach, safely … so it has to be dealt with in another manner.