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YOUR DARK WARRIOR HEART

Published August 22, 2020 by tindertender

“She took me deep into her night and her fog. She tried to break me on her demonic altar.

But I told her No.

And she listens to my No, when I infuse it with all of my conviction and my heart.

On the dividing line between sanity and madness, life and death, love and loss, I found myself finally, learned the lessons my father could never teach me. He abandoned me to the darkness so I had to find my own way. How to love. How to breathe, how to surrender to the breath. How to trust. How to stay kind. And how to keep walking, even when death is close.

That is trauma, you see, my love, the sense that you’re on the edge of oblivion, about to disappear, when in reality you’re not, and you’re safe but you’re hurting and you find no relational haven in time or the world. That sense of doom and the overwhelm of the night. The absence of all empathy.

But No. No. You are not her meat. You are not her prey, her collateral damage. This screaming in your head may be loud but thoughts shall not define you and will not hurt you as you learn to embrace them, even laugh at them through the night.

I have learned this the hard way. I have passed through the hell realms where the brain seems close to madness and the body is on somatic fire. I have learned to give myself to the night so she cannot take me by force. This is the secret of all healing, I tell you.

I will not be her victim any longer. I have found power in my powerlessness, victory in the ego’s failure. My strength lies in my willingness to shatter for love and for the goodness of things. Her night will not devour me; I shall devour it first, in trust.

Like you, I have felt the wild heart pounding and the terrible heat generated by the body, and the sweat and the constrictions and the tremors of primordial arousal. I have felt the contractions in the belly, and the numbness and the tingles in the arms and legs and the way we sometimes feel like we are falling into oblivion and all things are coming to an end. I have known it all and I know now, finally, finally, it is God. I have given up the fight against life, surrendered to the power of my very own body, my healing temple. I tell my heart to beat faster, harder, to beat out of my chest, and it does. I tell the heat to rise to a peak, and I tell the tremors to intensify as much as they need to. I invite the storm so it does not end me. I beg the anxiety to increase. I beg the terror to do its worst. I know nothing can break me except my own refusal to live. I know I am stronger than I would ever believe.

I have told my nervous system to show me its terrifying healing power. I have relaxed into my own sweat and flesh and pounding. I have given myself willingly to the night and to the darkness, to her convulsions and contractions, I have become one with her and she has become one with me. Entered the death realm, was sucked into the heart of trauma, it was not happening to me but alongside me and with me and through me and it was finally a part of me and I was bigger than it all at last. And I was no victim, no helpless child, but the life force – yes, the fucking LIFE FORCE – that created a billion universes with energy to spare, with playful laughter and wild abandon and a twinkle in its eye.

Vibrating with warm energy, shivering with awe, I open my eyes again. I see you now.

Hello, my love.

Hello.

The worst has happened and I am alive. We are alive. Terror as portal. Yes, terror as portal. We are here.

Hello.

I have gone deep into her night and fog and I have found only a stronger version of myself, and I know this is possible for you too. I tell her not to break me and she does not. She listens, she does, when I talk with the fullness of my being, with a courageous heart, and with all my authenticity. She will listen to you too.

Do not fear the night, my love, do not fear her fog and her contractions, do not run when the dark material emerges and do not panic at the point of utter helplessness for that is the healing point. The eye of the storm will inoculate you. Her darkness will strengthen you if you let it, and she will show you things the daytime knows nothing of.

Trust the night! For she is you, you see – your own dark warrior heart, your own ache and longing for safety, and warmth, and home…

~ Jeff Foster

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Precious Loves!

Published August 21, 2020 by tindertender

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You Have Become Beloved Children Of The Multiverses! You Matter Here And Now!

You Are Sacred Love Since The Creation Of All Life! You Have Come Forth Into This Density Of Oppression To Reveal The Very Light That You Are!

You Are Here To Shine Your Light And Expand In Consciousness!

You Are Perfect As You Are And Anything Or Anyone That Tells You That You Must Follow A Path That Your Soul Tells You Is Darkness, Is Your Notice To Back Away!

To Those That Plan To Destroy Your Sacred Dwelling In Any Part Of The Planet, To Those Who Make Evil Plans To Destroy A Fetus Or Newborn For Convenience Is A Murderer! 

To Those That Call Darkness ‘Light’ And LIGHT, ‘Darkness’, BEWARE!

The Planet Is Facing Biblical Destruction Without Leaders That Are Real People, Not Witches, Clones And Liars!

They Will Take Your Money And Sense Of Well Being, Your Protection Of Homes And Property And Say They Are Helping You!

Beloved Ones! This Is Not Even Political. These Are The End Times! No matter What Happens, You Are Safe And A Sacred Soul! But You Have A Choice To Bring The Silent Majority Forth And Declare Your Rights,

And Live With Your Children And Families In Safety With POTUS As Your Leader. We Address This From A Spiritual Standpoint. He Is Of The Light! Other Countries Will Face The Same Choice Of Thriving Or Downfall If They Fail To Understand, ‘WE THE PEOPLE’ Is Their Soul Life Also!

Wake Up Beloved Ones And Take Care Of This Before You Lose Your Rights!

I Will Remind You Of Something You Might Have Forgotten! As You Arrived Into This Density, It Was Not At All What You Were Accustomed To Living!

You Came From High Densities Of Love And Peace. To Survive Here, The Memory Of Past Lives Were Lost In The Layers Of Consciousness, To Be Remembered When You Awakened.

The False Self, Or Identity You Chose, Entered The Matrix, And From This Point You Adapted And Became Brainwashed. Even The False Identity Began To Learn Defense Mechanisms To Survive.

You Knew There Was More But You Pulled In And Tried To Be Accepted And Lost Parts Of Yourself Along The Way, Just To Survive.

NOW Is The Time To Be Brave, Strong And Free!

Bring The True Self Forward! Throw Away Doubt And Disbelief! Know That You Are A Multidimensional Being Of Sacred Light!

This Is Your Moment! This Is Why You Are Here!

Become The Light NOW And Save Your Land Before The Darkness Plays More Tricks!

Beware Of The Promises Made By Clones And Witches. They Only Seek Power To Destroy!

Remember Who You Are And Let’s Do This!

EN EEKE MAI EA!

I Love You So!

AYA

Gratitude

Published August 21, 2020 by tindertender

There is power in gratitude.

When you’re feeling down … depressed, fearful, angry … create a list of gratitude, and begin with being thankful for what you perceive is causing these emotions in you.

Be grateful to feel the powerful emotions, be grateful that whomever Or whatever is the source of this for you is present, and allowing you the opportunity to work through emotional blockages.

You may find that as your list grows, as you find the tiniest details of things to be grateful for in the moment, this conscious creation will take that powerful emotion and flip it into love and happiness.

There is great power in gratitude.

Use it to your advantage, and you will control your mind, your emotion, and your life.

As with all things, the more you practice, the greater control you will harness and wield.

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Oracle Reading 8-20-2020 p.m.

Published August 20, 2020 by tindertender

Stand Your Ground

Hold firm to what you believe in or are focusing on, because it is absolutely right. Know that Heaven and Earth are supporting you.

Mountain energy is powerful because it’s firmly rooted in the Great Mother and reaches high to the Great Father. If you’re feeling challenged or pressured at this time, know that your spirit is more powerful than you think. You are resilient and grounded, and the energy and air of the mountains is giving you the unshakeable strength to be who you are. Take time to root yourself deeply in the energy of the Earth before welcoming in the energies of Heaven. If you’re not sure what you need to do next, you’re being invited to stay exactly where you are, talk things over with those around you and know that change will come to you. You will be whole and well at the end of this current situation and it will not stand in the way of your future growth and expansion.

Be Fearless and Stand Strong

Don’t back down. Make your opinions heard. Don’t settle for second best.

If you’re experiencing fear at this time, know that this means that whatever is going on is important to you. Whenever you feel fear, you are on the verge of something big ~ perhaps a massive breakthrough that is really going to help you move forward. If you have a situation on your hands where you have to face someone or something that’s been unsettling you, know that you are being guided to call up your inner warrior. Don’t falter and don’t be frightened, because you have the energy to protect yourself now, and at all times.

Reading from the deck “Angels and Ancestors” oracle cards created by Kyle Gray

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Oracle Reading 8-17-2020 p.m.

Published August 17, 2020 by tindertender

Love and Let Yourself Be Loved

Welcome with open arms opportunities to give and receive love.

You are love, lovable and loving. The energy of love is surrounding your whole world at this time. Angels are swirling around you, encouraging you to open your heart and reveal the blessings that you have to offer. They want you to know that you are a highly loving being who deserves to give and receive love. If you are finding it challenging to feel love at this time, it’s important for you to give yourself credit where it’s due. You are also encouraged to welcome support from others. Learn to receive – don’t try and do everything on your own. If you are working on a relationship or are in a new relationship, energies are there which can allow you to forge a powerful connection with your partner. Love is in the air!

Feel Loved and Comforted

Allow yourself to be cherished. Mother Earth is protecting you with a shield of love and light.

You may have felt overwhelmed or out of control emotionally recently, but you are now moving back to your natural center and that will bring you to a place of clarity and openness. If you have felt u grounded, know that Mother Earth is here to root you and help you regain your sense of strength. You may not feel like a child, but in the eyes of the divine you are a child of light and it’s important you know that and feel loved.

If you have had challenges with your mother or with being a mother yourself, know that the energies of mother healing are with you to help clear any ancestral blockages that are preventing you from making this sacred love connection. You are being guided to make choices that are based on love.

Reading from the deck “Angels and Ancestors” aged by Kyle Gray

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Corruption of Sacred Symbols

Published August 17, 2020 by tindertender

The sacred whirling logs were corrupted by nazism …. people stopped using the sacred signs because of the fear, anger and hatred generated by its misuse and misinterpretation.

JB Moore Crystal with Whirling logs. circa 1910 x 1920

The swastika motif goes back thousands of years in human culture. One of the oldest symbols made by humans, the swastika dates back some 6,000 years to rock and cave paintings. Scholars generally agree it originated in India.

In the Navajo culture the swastika or Whirling Log, represents well being, good luck and protection. It comes from tale of the Whirling Log.

 The Whirling Log

The hero of the story sets out on a long journey. At first the gods try to persuade him against going, but seeing his determination, help him hollow out a log in which he will travel down the river.

Along the way he has many misadventures which ultimately result in his gaining important ceremonial knowledge. In one such instance he and his craft are captured by the Water People who carry him down beneath the waters to the home of Water Monster. Black God threatens to set fire to Water Monster’s home and the hero is released, but not before being taught by Frog how to cure the illnesses caused by the Water People.

When he finally reaches the lake that is his destination, the gods catch his log and help him to shore. Wandering about on land the hero comes upon a whirling cross with two yeis seated on each end. From them he learns the knowledge of farming and is given seeds. He then returns home to share these gifts with his people.

As Above, So Below

This is another symbol that was hyjacked. I’ve learned that using it is a direct link to God.

It was stolen, minds manipulated in order to cause fear against using it. People are told they are satan worshippers if they do.

The fact is, when you use it, it creates a connection to Creator which is quite powerful. It is intimate, personal connection.

Use it with the left hand, not the right …. use it in its original form, With thumb connected to the two folded fingers, closing the gap, creating a circuit. Use it with your original, pure intention, infuse the symbol and whatever dance you create during your Creation generation.

When used with the right hand, it twists the intention into a backward meaning … as below, so above. Chaos ensues. We see the proof of it in this world today.

Use it to assist in creating heaven on earth in Union with the heavens and the King who dwells there. This is your birthright and intention for being here … you know this already in your innermost portions.

It is time for this world to recognize the symbols being used for evil … discover their roots and the original usages and intentions.

Reclaim your Sovereign connection to Divinity, to all that is balance … coming from a place of love rather than the fear ‘programming’.

The shadows do not exist without Light, they simply cannot. Destruction occurs, every time they try, for they must steal the light source and manipulate it toward backwards intentions … and it usually comes from our stolen, abused, and sacrificed children … allowed by minds that have been programmed to reject sacred symbols and connections, fear programming.

This is the true disconnect life upon this planet has been manipulated into accepting.

Time for homework … and release of the negative attachments to our sacred symbols.

These are only two of them … there are many.

Oracle Reading 8-17-2020 a.m.

Published August 17, 2020 by tindertender

Embrace the Energy of Peace

Let go of the need to defend yourself and prepare to offer peace. You are safe.

If you have been exposed to a situation in which you have felt the need to protect yourself or defend what you feel is right, know that this is now coming to an end. You are being guided to know that the energies of light are entering to wash away all the darkness. You can drop your shields and protection. You are now in a situation that will honor you and honor your needs. Arguments are ending and disagreements are being resolved. Prepare to talk things through and offer the peace that you would like to enjoy. In order to move forward in a more fearless way, it’s important for you to let go of the idea that you can be hurt by this situation or the people involved, because this will only work against you. Know that your angelic guides and ancestors are standing around you, protecting you and taking you lovingly forward.

Honor Your Inner Knowing

Take action. Do what you need to do.

There is an old pattern rising up in you now and it’s time to deal with it and release it for good. You’re being encouraged to love and respect yourself enough to take the steps you know you need to take to move closer to where you’d like to be. You already know the answers. You know what you need to do. You may have been using delaying tactics or holding back, but now you are being guided to take action. Action requires courage and your angels and guides are bringing you the courage to move forward. Take just one step. When you do, the next one will be presented to you.

Oracle Reading 8-14-2020 p.m.

Published August 14, 2020 by tindertender

Elegance ~ It is found in the beauty of Nature. The Lotus waiting to bloom. Be the swan on the water and glide.

This day I give thanks for the miracle that is me. For I, who was once an ugly duckling, have become something more. I will see the beauty in myself, others, and nature even when things aren’t perfect. I know that what I become depends on what I’ve overcome. I will find my rhythm, glide on the waves, and I will be a swan.

Healing ~ Bless all in need of healing. Hope, and Love. Spirit grant us strength and wisdom. Guide us to the path of wellness.

This day I allow the Universe to show me the path to healing. I deserve vibrant good health and abundant energy. My immune system works better every day. I now let go of all anxiety. I feel afflictions in me dissolve. I honor my wonderful body with rest, good food, and moderate exercise. I will embrace my inner child. I will give myself all the love I need and I will heal my life.

Reconciliation ~ Remember the source of Love. A loving action is all you need to begin the process. Reach out with a simple first step.

This day I will pause and remember those I have left behind, my lost loves, and broken relationships. I will be brave and take a step toward healing the past. I will reach out with silent love but will expect nothing. For I know the most important mending needs to take place in my own heart. Looking back, I am filled with gratitude. For the good we had I am filled with joy. I will give myself all of the love that I ever needed. I will heal the past and I will be free.

Rebirth ~ No matter what happens you can find new wings. Rise from the past. Accept the positive change that is coming.

This day I give thanks for my trials and see them for the many gifts they bring. I know I grow stronger in the broken places. I know that the world will turn in my favor; that the dark night is over and a new day is here because the light has returned. I have ended things well and am ready for this new beginning. I will shine, because the whole universe is mine.

Gentleness ~ Strength is gentle. True kindness has wings. Love in action endures.

This day I let kindness grow in me. I will be gentle with myself and give my soul the love it deserves. I will focus on everlasting love and let it gently flow into the world. I am alive, my gratitude knows no bounds, and my heart now overflows with love and kindness.

Reading from the deck Magical Times Empowerment Cards created by Jody Bergsma

Oracle Reading 8-14-2020 a.m.

Published August 14, 2020 by tindertender

Unleash the Wild Within

Let your wild side up and out! Unleash your talents and your desires.

Are being reworded at this time ~ guided to reconnect with your rebellious heart, the part of you that likes to break the boundaries and go beyond them completely. If you’ve been holding back on your hopes or dreams, you’re being encouraged Th chase after ten now. Let the wolf energy within help you track down what direction you want to go in, and don’t let any traps or hunters go in the way of your freedom or your growth. The life you want is here!

Trust in Higher Forces

Trust in your angels, guides and ancestors. If you have given your power away, claim it back.

There are spiritual allies working in your favor and their miracles will unfold much more easily when you move into a state of trust. So call back your power and stop allowing external forces to divert you from the miracles you deserve. Hand over all of your concerns to your spiritual allies. When you do so, you allow them to send you intuitive guidance and messages that will allow you to correct this situation and come out on top. You have shamanic potential to move between the realms and connect with your guides in an extremely personal way.

Reading from the deck “Angels and Ancestors” Ted by Kyle Gray

Wee Hour Realization

Published August 13, 2020 by tindertender

They who constantly dish out pain or suffering are showing plain what resides in their own being. They will implode, their creation will expire, for they lack the skill or desire to transform their own bullshit, they simply offload it onto the unsuspecting, the innocent, and call it power.

They never create that which is good for it does not reside in them … it will always feed on the light and love of another. It is incapable of generating for its own needs, it will always be a feeder … never an actual producer of that which is good. It is insufficient in and of itself. It will fade without light, it will never be equal to benevolence. It will implode and become no-thing.

It is capable of taking love, like the thief it prefers to be, utterly incapable of seeing this truth.

On the one hand, the light is using life to threaten darkness. On the other, darkness steals what light is given. No respect is shown by either side of this warring nature. I’m stuck, indeed we all are, between two factions who refuse to cede to each other.

It is a Power Play.

All will be destroyed by this arrogant abuse of Will. On all sides.

If light truly does feed the dark, perhaps the dark is what it is because that is what it is feeding on, this is what the light gives it, or more likely … this is what the dark incites from the light. What does the dark feed the light? The same, the only thing it has available to itself … it is a reciprocation … a never ending reciprocation.

Why should those of the light use anyone to threaten the dark, knowing the dark has the power to put them in a hell?

Both factions are erring egregiously, and no one can see it, except the middle (wo)man being played against itself.

Neutrality seems to be the only solution. A non-exchange.

Let everyone stand still for a moment, for some time in their own space and being, and understand this war between light and dark is within them, being projected outward into the world.

Rest with it.

Come to terms with it.

This is the path of ascension.

Or perhaps this, too, is an illusion.