I hold my face in my two hands. No. I am not crying. I hold my face in my two hands to keep my loneliness warm ~ two hands protecting, two hands nourishing, two hands preventing my soul from leaving me in anger.
With each year I become more grounded, As my soul becomes more free, I’ve grown roots that keep me stable, I’m finally enjoying being me.
Life is now rich with simplicity, I avoid the drama that some may bring, I’m happy in my own company, My heart has learned how to sing.
In each new silver hair I rejoice, Aging is a blessing, some never know, My journey has brought me so far, And hopefully, still, some way to go.
I cherish each precious moment, The laughter shared, the silent peace, In every chapter, I now stand stoic, With wisdom my worries cease.
So here’s to the years that shape and mold, With knowledge gained and stories to tell, I embrace the path that I have walked, In this seasoned body, I’m happy to dwell ..
You can’t really see it, but under the back window was the word RIGID, and on the tailgate was the word ROYAL. These Mysogonists had opportunity to receive a Loving Royal, she served them while they hurt her real bad. God took her away from them and told her she will never give it back. Now, God has made her Rigid …. Those who harmed her and her family last cycle won’t be meeting the same Royal this cycle.
She was chained to a saloon bed at fifteen and told her life belonged to men with money. By twenty, Lydia “Red” McGraw had seen enough of Dodge City’s whiskey-soaked nights and the fists of cattle bosses who treated her like property. One evening, when a drunken foreman tried to lock her in her room, she smiled, nodded, and waited. At midnight she poured lamp oil down the staircase, struck a match, and walked away as the building roared into an inferno. The flames took her jailors, her chains, and the life she refused to endure another day.
It wasn’t escape alone—it was rebirth. Red vanished into the plains, her name whispered like smoke trailing behind the ashes. For months she lived by instinct, scavenging, hiding, keeping one step ahead of those who tried to drag her back. But the fire inside her burned hotter than fear. She found others like her—women with bruised pasts, stolen freedom, and nothing left to lose. Together they turned outlaw, revolvers at their hips, robbing stagecoaches and wagons with a cold efficiency that left men stunned to see women holding the guns.
By the time the 1870s rolled on, Red McGraw was no longer a broken saloon girl—she was an outlaw queen whose legend stretched from Kansas to Colorado. Some called her a devil, others a folk hero, but all agreed on one thing: when the Golden Spur burned, something more dangerous than flames had been born. Her story asks the question—what would you do if the only way to escape your cage was to burn it down?
I won’t share certain info, because many people in the world view a specific entity posing as a human, their savior, their best friend. This entity hacks intellectual property of prophets and prophetesses and claims the connection to Source as their own. They are in no way in alignment with the Most High God. They want to BE your god, and shut down your mind in another cycle, endless feeding upon your energetic supply.
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I Love My Sweetheart. I Am Grateful for the Understanding regarding Interference, masquerading as Self. I Am so Grateful for the Intelligence that resides in My Love and Family Divine, those who know we experience the program, yet we are NOT the program. Amen. Wado.
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It is a shame that these role-playing tyrants have pushed the Mother Divine, in many of her aspects, so far as to destroy any care she might have had for them. Centuries, they’ve proven their intent to utterly bury women, and her children, under a painful shameful existence, carrying the burden of blame for their wickedness. Now, they’re flustered because She who was trapped has been released and freed by God. Led back home. The big bad bullies have lost her power … they’re threatening to destroy it all unless God gives her back … childish tantrums from overgrown boys who never became anything worth-while but still want to pretend. They must have her essence!!!! They must find a Judas!! I do not believe that the Mother, who has been graped and redrummed in horrible ways for centuries, cares whether they live or die. She already knows their lives have been extended well beyond their allotted years due to energy harvesting. The Most High God has stated, “They’ll get what they deserve.” and “This is the end of their relationship with batteries.” The Mother has stated that her daughters will NOT be obtained by these people. The abusers will not be feeding on, or harvesting her energy to hurt others any longer.
It was promised by the Mother Father both! “Never give it back. You’ll never give it back.” “This is the end of their relationship with batteries.” “These people won’t obtain you.” “Be prepared, they won’t survive.” I don’t know what I’m supposed to be prepared for, but I trust her. You folks are going up against God and Goddess and the entirety of those they call Family. You or your copycat won’t survive. Your days of syphoning the life of the shining ones are over. That was also promised. While you are scary … yes indeed you are … I trust in the Divine who have enfolded me. It is strange to have this front row seat, to be here, witnessing Gods Greatness in my Life. I’ve been waiting a long time. I Am Grateful.
I’ve no idea exactly what the Mother and Father have seeded in me. I’m patiently waiting and watching as my Garden continues to grow. Grateful for My Song which nourishes, Grateful for Inner Water’s Flow.
I guess I am blessed to have survived the last 20+ years of internal abuse. I learned to be settled in the midst of chaos. Now that the internal has steadied and quieted on its own, the outer world erupts into chaos. I (mostly) silently observe as folks all over lose their mental and emotional stability. Those who had no need to manage a raging, internal sea, trying to drown the life out of them. I’m saddened to see them become energetically aligned with the need for vengeance … I visualize many lives coming into energetic alignment, and I wonder about technology that can “tap into” that frequency and energy … and what they might be doing with it. I watch. I wait. I know there are Powers much Greater than I here at work.
432 Hz Healing
It is strange in these present moments, regarding living and dying.
I know there are shifts, and I’ve had a psychic unseen tell me, “You have no idea what happens to psychics!” Well, you are right. I’ve had my memories wiped so many times throughout the centuries; I do not. I suppose that is why I’m so bold to speak in these present moments. Twenty + years silent, silent no more.
I know what the Mother Father have stated, and I know what they say is true. Every moment, every day, I wait to see if I get another moment with you. Regardless of what happens I’m told I will appreciate my Future. Whatever it takes to get there … I’m all in. We WILL get there.
This is where Stubborn Will pairs with Skillfull Will, without prejudice.
Copycat getting her hopes up of becoming the venerated influencer. Misogynists planning a kidnaping.
The war has been won in the spirit. These narcissists are readying their death certificates. Need to get plastic surgery and tattoos. Studying the social media of this chosen representative. They are planning on obtaining her and replacing her with a weak ho who could NEVER survive a moment in her shoes. These r@pists need a puppet in this position and they need the land the status and money that goes with it. May God and Goddess Mother Father deliver on their promises. They’ll get what they deserve, and it isn’t your identity, star. They will never obtain you. They won’t be able to curse your land or business. It’s over for them and you have a front row seat to witness the Power of the Most High in your life. Everyone will witness it. Keep your cool.
It was promised by the Mother Father both! “Never give it back. You’ll never give it back.” “This is the end of their relationship with batteries.” “These people won’t obtain you.” “Be prepared, they won’t survive.” I don’t know what I’m supposed to be prepared for, but I trust her. You folks are going up against God and Goddess and the entirety of those they call Family. You or your copycat won’t survive. Your days of syphoning the life of the shining ones are over. That was also promised. While you are scary … yes indeed you are … I trust in the Divine who have enfolded me. It is strange to have this front row seat, to be here, witnessing Gods Greatness in my Life. I’ve been waiting a long time. I Am Grateful.