“The ‘disappointment’ of others is not yours to hold. Please keep this in mind the next time an internet stranger (or anyone else for that matter) feels it necessary to tell you that they are disappointed because you didn’t meet the hopes and expectations they had for you.
When I hear ‘I’m disappointed that you…’ what I read from that is: ‘I’m disappointed to see that your worldview doesn’t mirror mine,’ ‘I’m disappointed that you’ve failed to match the version of you I created in my mind.’ “
Their “god” is Zilla, a black hole of endless shadow. They’ve been feeding it “Light” of life for century’s, the “life” of the missing.
This light has fueled their illusion of power for century’s, confessed right out of their own minds.
Women are sacrificed to this shadow realm as breeders. Children are too, as flesh to eat, and as suffering light energy to power their magic.
This potent energy of torment and suffering is utilized to cast “nets” over the collective field of consciousness. They cover the collective in this energy, having applied a magical cast to it, to keep the subconscious trapped in a fight or flight mode, a survival mode.
Sexual interactions allow them to “offload” karmic debt through “tagging” you as recipient. It’s an energy dump. This trick keeps the recipient trapped in the root chakra, enforcing the need for survival, especially once they shatter the heart, the soul, with betrayal. So now they’ve tagged you with their karma, and pushed you into south node suffering with betrayal.
They cover the populace with “chemical fog”. No one knows what kind of chemicals, but respiratory infections arise from them.
They line all the canned goods with estrogen, toying with the testosterone in men, causing slow or still sperm, and strange urges toward the same sex. They spin stories of past lives as women, and it’s “natural”.
They sacrifice anyone rising in energy, in light, to their shadow god, using heart attack magic, stroke magic, car accident magic, domestic abuse magic, on and on and on magic.
They hate you for the light you embody. They hate you because your light is necessary to make things work. They hate that you have it, and they don’t. They keep the sleepers sleeping in a drug and chemical induced state. They siphon the life force vitality thru suffering, an invisible affair.
They use others energetic signature to perform blood rituals, framing the essence with foul deed, hoping the Most High God will see them as filthy. They get into the heads of the collective and “drive” them into trauma leading to dramatic ends, and they condemn them for falling into their trap, sending them into this shadow.
These ones are “chosen” by the god zilla. They have been masquerading to be for, while against, the Most High with illusionary magic.
You, dear collective, have walked the walk of suffering, survived, and collected first hand testimony of truth. It may have been unknown, this data collection, yet you are amazingly detailed in your learnings. The knowledge you embody … good, bad, and ugly … is authentic and true, reliable.
Your willingness to be of service in some of the most traumatic ways, to bear witness to these brutality’s, has been the blessing needed for catalyst, to flip this script. Your experiences and suffering have value beyond measure.
This time, you don’t “go into the dark” to be trapped, drained, abused. This time you have wings, and you are soaring.
What is about to occur will be unsettling for many who don’t know what you know. They will be soul shocked by the brutality, the return to senders, for they are unaware of the crimes which brought on this need.
It takes a bit of insanity to counter a deep, black abyss of a soul eating shadow.
I support you in your mighty roaring.
Many of us see, most feel, and it is my hope that as in we, discernment has been seeded into others. Even though their minds may not know the truth, may their soul recognize it and be at ease while a clearing takes place.
Everything happens in the Spiritual Realms first. What you will be “seeing” has already occurred. Criminals selling the life force vitality of our family, the soul of our fabric, our existence, must be stopped.
There is a need for discovering the value of transparency, of trustworthiness, and of friendship. The lesson must be learned.
The God and Goddess of Time are sending them back.
Trust in the Most High during the coming chaos and know that through it all, “He’s got this”.
And so do you.
Song lyrics rolled through mind upon completion of this post …
Leaving’ it all up to you, oooo, ooooo. You decide, what you gonna do. Now do you want my Lu-oooove, or are we through?
“The Father and the Son do not sit on thrones as shown in an icon, because they are in the Light. And the Holy Spirit is Light and moves constantly and makes a roar: “Christ can be seen and has blood, because the world saw Him as a deceiver and a magician. He was no deceiver and no magician, but the Son of God. The Holy Spirit cannot be seen at all, but He goes around the whole world over our heads, with a roar, but no one hears it.” “But we must also listen to the Holy Spirit, in order to become right. That’s why He travels all over the world. The Great God cannot be seen.” “And He is very good. Love. And He loves sinners and is saddened for them. And He leaves them, He leaves them, to fall down in repentance. And when they fall down in repentance, then He loves them more than others. He loves the penitents the most.”
“Heavenly Father forgive me, my Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me, my Holy Spirit illuminate me. And then the answer comes from another place, not from the head where there is madness and fantasies but from the heart which is led by God which is full of Divine messages. The whole universe is not even a small ball in His holy hands. The mind cannot contain and tongue cannot express this. There is neither beginning nor end. The blueish-white light of His glory is boundless. We can only say one thing: THE TRUE GOD is the TRINITY. And He fills people with the light of His love from the top of their head to their nails and you do not know where you see from. I feel like a worm afterwards and I cry for my sins. I love the whole world and I hate myself. Only the Bodily eyes of the Saints see. To sinners like me from the machine of the heart to sweeten us and to repent. I confess this to you so that you do not have another impression of me. How good it is for God that even His most insignificant creatures like me He flatters towards repentance.
I pray, Your Eminence, that this light is always present in you to guide the distant people and me to the Bright Kingdom of GOD.
I kiss both of your hands and ask for your blessing.
Most folks present their powerhouse to the world. The more intimidating they can be the better. Scary. Reputation. Gain.
Other folks present their inner child, or the vulnerability of their inner child. Heart open, Light bright, seemingly nothing to be concerned about, weak.
When this vulnerability is attacked, it presents the Strength in Self, whatever is considered to be that strength, opportunity to respond to the measure moving against it, expanding, discovering.
What happens to the strongman who hid the inner vulnerability behind the reputation, when the reputation fails?
It is a very tough path, for there are many who spy it and enjoy crushing the vulnerability they see.
Great strength and resilience is manifested in this state. Overcoming the hurt of betrayal and outright cruelty.
It is a mental, emotional and energetic feat.
Open Heart.
Remaining loving, knowing that in your presence are those who make it their mission to destroy the innocence and pure intention in you, feelings of childlike wonder and joy.
Hurting.
Heart Open.
An apparent reckless willingness, to shoulder the pain, speaking openly.
Standing in the midst of ferocious, growling, hungry (needless?) eaters …
Heart Open.
Letting others see the truth of Love’s intent, its willingness to never shut down, to keep itself from the world, even while being buried into the ground.
Heart Open.
Courage … labeled as self-sabotage. Gathering wisdom and strength every time a hurdle is hopped and a few meters gained.
Heart Open.
Loving the Divine within the Temple housing the Soul.
Heart Open.
Learning as much as you can, about as much as you can … pertaining to Self, and the All that surrounds.
It’s time to pay attention to your “actions” because Mars is retrograde until February 2025.
(It seems some folks decided to ‘go forth’ anyway. Interesting visitations and events lately.)
During Mars Retrograde~
1. Don’t Argue, Fight or Start a War – Mars rules War. During Mars retrograde it’s a bad time to initiate a fight or dispute, because the aggressor usually backs off or loses. It’s a horrible time to start a war or begin a military action against another country because there isn’t a strong will or desire to complete the action. The invading country is likely to be the loser.
2. Don’t Have a Surgery – Mars rules surgery and is associated with surgeons. It also rules anything made of iron, including “cutting things.” If possible, avoid surgical procedures. Mars is a physical planet and during the retrograde, injuries and accidents related to carelessness (e.g. cutting) can occur more frequently. For that reason it’s considered a poor time for elective surgery. It’s not even a good time to find a new barber, hairstylist or any professional who works with a knife or scissors.
3. Don’t Start New Activities – If you do begin a new enterprise during Mars retrograde, your efforts to produce results will meet with greater frustration than usual. Projects are likely to stall or not develop as expected. You’ll find your energy level is lower than normal, making it harder to produce the success you had intended. If you’ve already started something, slow down and reassess your plans, adjust expectations and work through obstacles that are getting in the way of results.
It’s not a favorable time to start a new business with co-workers and partners. You’ll find that people will be unusually argumentative, and easily irritated when projects or activities do not run smoothly. Often the discord is so great, that even people, who normally get a long well, become angry and disruptive. The results are often poor decision-making based out of frustration, instead of patience and open dialogue.
4. Don’t Begin a Law Suit or Divorce – A lawsuit or divorce can be a fierce battle. Since Mars rules wars and battles, it’s not a good time for initiating a legal action. A lawsuit that’s initiated has no punch, with a high likelihood that the plaintiff will back off or end up the loser. If you’re trying to mediate a dispute, you’re likely to find yourself in heavy disagreement and not able to find common ground with the opposing party. When you present your side of the argument, there’s a lack of energy and passion in what you say that doesn’t compel the mediator to your point of view. To obtain better results in a lawsuit or mediation, wait until Mars goes direct on May 20th. (Note: Often during this retrograde you’ll hear about many high-profiled, celebrity separations and acrimonious divorces.)
5. Don’t Buy Mechanical Things – Mars rules anything made of iron such as engines and cutting tools. This is not a reliable time to purchase an automobile or any mechanical equipment. Just in the same way that Mercury retrograde can play havoc with the operation of cars and other machinery, you’ll find that computers and other equipment break down break more during Mars retrograde. In fact, if you have any mechanical equipment in need of repair, use this period to get it done quickly.
Use the Mars retrograde period, to slow down and reassess what you want and desire – before you take further action.
I now close the unfinished stories, unresolved situations, and poorly digested past experiences.
I put an end, a enough, a much needed limit on what no longer makes sense in my life.
I agree to complete this phase of my life freeing myself from everything that tied me to the old and the outdated.
May my past experiences not bring me the weight of pain, but wisdom to guide my steps.
May I never remain in what constrains, suffocates or limits me.
May I know how to let go of everything that is unproductive, that I be open to the new!
I allow myself to flow with life, changes and transformations.
I put an end to all the pain that I had not overcome, all the emotional disappointments that I have suffered, all the scarcity that I have experienced, all the physical and emotional woes, and all the woes that have bound me in the past.
In the name of my Holy Presence I Am, I decree that all knots, all misunderstandings and all discrepancies be broken now.
I now break all old, unpleasant and challenging cycles.
I am aware that I have served my purpose for these cycles, and that they have served their purpose for me as well.
I move on with learning and maturing ready for the new cycle that begins.
I accept endings and open myself to the blessings of new beginnings, to all the love, to all the health, to all the abundance and prosperity that await me.
“Who art thou, and for what reason art thou here, O mortal?” the Angel asked.
For some people it’s not about love, it’s about need.
“If you want to change your personal reality, you’ve got to change your personality.” ~ Dr. Joe Dispenza
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What if I said yes to the moon? What if I let my calendar mind fall quiet and forget Let that incessant load of lists get parked Over there, by the side of the road That I used to follow when I thought I knew who I was when I thought I knew what I was ~ Clare Dubois, Founder of TreeSisters
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God disguised as a myriad things and playing a game of tag has kissed you and said, “You’re it – I mean, you’re really IT!” Now it does not matter what you believe or feel for something wonderful, Major-League Wonderful is some day going to happen. ~ Hafiz
Awareness … it’s a beautiful thing.
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Courageous is the soul who adventures into time and space to learn of their divinity. For while they cannot lose, they can think they have, and the loss will seem intolerable. And while they cannot fail, they can think they have, and the pain will seem unbearable. And while they cannot ever be less than they truly are – powerful, eternal, and loved – they can think they are, and all hope will seem lost.
And therein lies their test. A test of perceptions: of what to focus on, of what to believe in, in spite of appearances.
YOU are divine.
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God changes caterpillars into butterflies, sand into pearls, and coal into diamonds using time and pressure. He’s working on you too.
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