My Name in Jewish Gematria

Published January 2, 2020 by tindertender

It is a little slow this morning so I look at my first and middle name matches in the Jewish Gematria (last names are fluid, so I excluded that).

Here are a few of my favorites:

Goddess of Healing

Fear Smasher

Breathing Light

Let Go of Pride

I am so blessed

She is the Legend

Breaks the Dark

There is no I

Immediate Action

The Great Healing

The Sacred Fire

The Form of God

Strange Angel

Tolerant

Keeper of the Flame

Fighting for Peace

Angel of the Lord

Galactic Alignment

The End Times

These are a portion of phrases which I deem of a positive nature. Of course, in this world of polarity there are the ‘not so positive’ phrases as well, however I choose not to ‘pay attention’ to those.

May 2020 bring much movement toward peace. Peace of mind, peace in the community, and in the world.

A Real Coup ~ Switchback

Published December 31, 2019 by tindertender

Humankind has been cut off from their direct command of the aether due to very complex implants that have been designed into their hybrid bodies by beings with enormous knowledge of creationary codes and geometric templates.

Which are able to erase certain abilities that you had originally been born with.

Even if you are here “officially” under contract as an Angelic Human, and not one of the many different “visitors” now evolving next to you under the Co-Evolution BioRegenesis Treaty of Palaidor which offer the promise of universal ascension out of this Time Matrix, you are still inside of an artificial human-like Avatar, and all of you share the very same “alien” implants that cut you off from knowing how to do anything more than walk around, bumping into things, wondering what is going on because of it.

They have handed you a phonetic language that further removes mankind from this command, backed up with an alphabet that reverses what the aether hears when you speak it, when you think those words, or when you write them down on paper or your screen.

The aether literally cannot hear you.

Then of course they put into place hundreds of different, highly precise programs that further widen the gap between your abilities and your access to them.

By controlling your media, your religion, your news, and your schools, they are able to make humans believe they are nothing more than talking monkeys.

And the reason for all this tremendous effort they have gone to, is because the true powers that had been placed inside of the Avatar of humans was so vast compared to their natural abilities, that if you were ever to wake up from your dream-state, and learn how to stand once again within harmony of the power of god-source, there would be absolutely no way they would ever be able to control your masses to continue to harvest you for unending free energy and free income.

https://twitter.com/decodingthehive

https://www.facebook.com/groups/DecodingTheHive/?ref=share

http://decodingthehive.info/handbooks/

My own, recent affirmation of this truth ::

https://opensenseme.com/2019/12/31/dreaming-wide-awake/

The question is, “How do we get around it?”

I for one do not desire to go around talking crap so the Aether understands I mean it’s polar opposite.

What If….. the more we say we do not want something, the Aether hears that we DO want it?

It would explain the horrors being shoved in our faces on a daily basis, to which we rebel …. and say NO More!

Is this actually a sick and twisted game the majority of us have not been trained how to play?

https://stillnessinthestorm.com/2019/05/designer-nanobots-changing-humanity/

It is these (above link) nanobots Elon musk is using to integrate the human mind to AI

Dreaming … Wide Awake

Published December 31, 2019 by tindertender

A young, bearded, no mustached man came to me in the moments between waking and sleeping this morning.

He said time was short, and he wanted to sing me a song.

His face was sweet. His voice was sweet.

I rose to thank him, hug him.

I looked at the paper where the words to his song was written.

Two lines, before the one about me stood out.

They said, “I don’t give a fuck about Donald Trump, I dream of his wife …” then the part about me … whatever it was.

My focus cut out after reading these words.

Disturbing?

Yes.

The sweetness of the face, the sweetness of the song, do not match the words or intention.

Completely backwards.

A friend of mine said that these ones (for this is not my first experience) have been “cut off”.

Hoping it remains so.

I’m certain you are already, but please guard The First Lady well Mr. President Trump. As you know, this is much bigger than the ‘physical’.

Rising Out Of Shadows

Published December 31, 2019 by tindertender

The days of “making an example” of people in order to generate fear of, and power/control over others is coming to an end.

Soon, people will rise, not only caring about self, but they will be sharing the good, the benevolence they hold within them, with others.

All will be risen in this manner.

All will come home to Love in this way.

Knock, Knock

Published December 30, 2019 by tindertender

Persistence isn’t about knocking on one door until the dang thing opens.

It’s about knocking on all of the doors.

Knock, knock,

~ The Universe

https://www.tut.com/

Embracing New ‘Form’ In The Formless

Published December 30, 2019 by tindertender

I’ve deleted Facebook, Minds and Twitter from my smartphone thinking social media a destructive activity.

Yet, sometimes, it just might be the necessary distraction we need … or is this idea only part of the wormhole I find myself in?

Partaking of the Earth in any manner, regarding foods and medicines grown, in no way insinuates ones life is for sale … or their spirit, or soul.

Creator (#1) gave us these things to sustain ourselves. Use of them is good, not to be harshly judged, unless it harms others, or self.

Life must be honored, all forms, all ways.

Past actions are the result of, sometimes, years of training by those in a corrupt world.

We now step out from this, into the New.

Vision blurred yet perfect still … is ‘alteration illusion’ present, or is it real?

Her Soul

Published December 27, 2019 by tindertender

“It’s like she had a soul that was way too big for her; it filled her to the brim till there was no more space, so it flowed out through her eyes.”

Do You Remember?

Published December 27, 2019 by tindertender

Written by Mia Allen, https://www.facebook.com/m.i.ashleyallen

do you remember when you were fourteen and you sang Amazing Grace all by yourself on a stage in an old church⁠⠀

you watched congregation unfold like the bills they placed in the basket ⁠⠀

the old ladies gathered around you after the service to tell you what a bright light you were, and that you’d sung beautifully⁠⠀

you were embarrassed ⁠⠀

but you stole a moment and quietly slipped away to the bathroom ⠀

you looked at yourself in the mirror ⁠slightly smiling, saying Thank You, God, for this life, and giving yourself something to be proud of, for that moment, on that day⁠⠀
⁠⠀
that was a really long time ago⁠⠀

and most of those ladies are probably dead⁠⠀

you don’t go to church anymore ⁠⠀

and most of the time the memories that informed your dreams just swirl around in your head ⁠⠀
⁠⠀
the placelessness of your experiences makes for a heavy placeless heart ⁠⠀

where do we put our memories⠀

our days when we felt whole ⠀

you wonder and wander til a single beam of light comes pouring through the trees⁠⠀

and you stop ⁠⠀

for a breath and to let it fall over your eyes⁠⠀

you listen to the birds and the wind dance with the leaves⁠⠀

you wonder to yourself if there’s ever been a good time to believe you were worth a damn ⁠⠀

if not then then maybe ⠀
never ⠀

or if not then then maybe ⠀
now ⠀

photo by @_chriseadicicco

Dog

Published December 27, 2019 by tindertender

It is my belief that dogs are outlawed in many religions because they try to stop males from being abusive.

My dogs would die trying to protect me from harm. Many others who have dogs will say the same thing.

They tend to put a damper on the actions of those who control through fear and abuse.

Long live DOG! Faithful companion and protector.

Since a young girl, I have had a dog, or sometimes two, as now. They are my family. They warrant much respect by me, and some in my life have even saved me from serious harm, if not death.

I pledge allegiance to this gentle, and when necessary, ferocious creature I call sister, or brother.

May they always be well, nurtured in lovingness, and honored as the royal guardians they are.

They would willingly die for you, in fact, many have … that’s really something in a world that seeks to crush the spirit of people.

If it weren’t for the unconditional love of this particular animal, many people would believe Love does not exist.

Some people in this world would like very much for others to believe this to be true, to trample the spirit of them thoroughly.

DOG will never let you forget Love is here for you, always, no matter what.