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Not Enough Love in the World

Published April 22, 2024 by tindertender

Sometimes I wonder where it is love goes
I don’t know if even heaven knows
But I know you had some dreams that didn’t quite come true
And now I’m not the one, little girl, who’s keeping you

I was either standing in your shadow or blocking your light
Though I kept on trying I could not make it right
For you girl, there’s just not enough love in the world

I know people hurt you so bad
They don’t know the damage they can do
And it makes me so sad
How we knock each other down
Just like children on a playground
Even after that ol’ sun went down

I was either standing in your shadow or blocking your light
Though I kept on trying I could not make it right
For you girl, there’s just not enough love in the world

Oh darlin’, this is still a shady little town
And sometimes it’s so hard to smile
For the world, for the camera, and still have something left
You don’t have to prove nothin’ to nobody
Just take good care of yourself

I’m not easy to live with, I know that it’s true
You’re no picnic either, babe
That’s one of the things I loved about you
But a time will come around when we need to settle down
Got to get off this merry-go-round

I was either standing in your shadow or blocking your light
Though I kept on trying I could not make it right
For you girl, there’s just not enough love in the world
For you girl (ogh no)
There’s just not enough love in the world
Not enough love
In the world
In the world
In the world

How to Deal with Mental Health Issues and What Causes Mental Illness

Published April 21, 2024 by tindertender

This is important.

Reintegration / Reunion

Published April 19, 2024 by tindertender

It truly does feel like a reunion. The energies have been a little edgier lately, more masculine. I’m thinking it is the reintegration of the Shadow Self. Perhaps you are feeling it too?

The Awakening

Published April 18, 2024 by tindertender

When I first awakened it was brutal …

Spirit tried to tell me I was psychic, they kept repeating it. I didn’t know anything about anything and was in denial, perplexed by how mean some of those in the unseen were.

I guess my ability to believe in the awakening was hindered by doctors and family telling me it wasn’t real, it was imaginary, and my mind was broken, labelling me with their scientific terms.

22 years later … here we are, a brand new, revitalized creation of TMH.

I am grateful for this Multiversal Family Divine. I am grateful to be a part of it.

And I am grateful to TMH for allowing me the challenges which permitted discovery of tremendous Resilience inside of Self, allowing Perserverance and Patience to grow and assist in the flow, as this was what needed to be created in me.

Loving, all the way.

The Lion and the Lamb

Published April 16, 2024 by tindertender

March 28!!! That is around the same time I was told … “Coming for you” …. Oooohhhh … this is exciting!!!!!

Star of Remphan

Published April 15, 2024 by tindertender

I’m not religious, and quite naive, however, this is interesting. Does anyone know more?

Star of REMPHAN

Lust Destroyed ~ Loses Favor with Love

Published April 14, 2024 by tindertender

As I sat in the bath I cried. The realization hit me hard and I called out to TMH asking, “Why do I have to die every time I fall in love?”

Three times in life I have loved a man deeply.

The first, aged 15-17, beat me, choked me, raped me, all under the nose of my “guardians” for he mooched his way under the roof and into security.

The second 18-20, innocent, sweet, and a slave to his phallus. I came home after work to find him and his ex on the sofa nearly naked. A heart shattering. Blind faith destroyed. Trust obliterated.

The third, aged 24-31, I won’t go into detail. Infidelity. A slave to his phallus. A moving out. Dog murdered, job lost, homeless, living in car.

It’s obvious someone cursed me. That every time I loved, I would also be shattered.

I’ve determined I’m no longer willing to “die” for love of a man. He has proven himself unworthy of the essence herein. I connect to TMH, my King of the highest heavenly mountain, and deny the rest.

After 22 years of conscious attack within the field of awareness (and 37 years prior of sleeper attack) I woke this morning feeling as tho I had been eclipsed out of their reach. I thought, it’s all well and good.

Solitude in my life, solitude in my mind. I need no ripples in my waters made by an other who feels the need to dictate my moves, my mood, my life. There is no value in such a connection and I’m not willing to pay the price. It simply isn’t an equal give and take. It’s parasitical, and I won’t feed into it any more.

I choose me. I am worthy of the value of the gift TMH has given ME. It’s weird how some say,”bring all that is yours as tho it is mine.”

I say, if you were worthy of such a gift TMH would have bestowed it upon you.

But he didn’t. He gave it to me.

Pawing … energetically, physically, by those who desire to TAKE the gift from me, to claim it, to control it, to flaunt the wealth of it to their friends… to hurt the source and play with hoes draining the essence, dressing up in the energy, prancing about as a lord.

No.

No more.

I choose me.

I choose to be eclipsed out of this energy.

TMH knows where I’m at if he needs me. If our family, true blue, needs me they know where I am.

I no longer entertain parasites who cannot win the battle with the snake they must live with.

I’ve no need.

TMH has provided.

And the whispered questions of “Who will be with the woman?” Go unanswered.

Hidden harvesters of the Stars, who don’t abide in Love.

Truth About Jesus, The Holy Books & Time Travel

Published April 12, 2024 by tindertender

The topics he touches on are important.