Shedding a little Light on what’s happening now.
The last thing I wanted to do was jump in the damn pool with my clothes on. I didn’t care about the pics or the photo op. Real talk, I couldn’t have cared any less about the pool jump.
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But she did.
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She wanted it.
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My wife has been married before but never really had a proper wedding. It was down at the courthouse kinda shit.
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And this time she had a dream. She wanted the gown and flowers and location and cake and photographers etc. she wanted the fairy tale when in reality I’d have been just fine down at the courthouse.
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So I jumped in the pool.
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Not cause she made me. Not cause she’d have been mad or held it over me (she ain’t like that), I did it because it was important to her.
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And I’ve learned over the years that I have things that are important to me that she’d likely never give a damn about but I want her involved.
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So I jumped in the pool.
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Because I love her. And I love her dreams and her desires. I jumped in the pool not for the photo, I jumped in the pool for her.
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Her dreams may not be my dreams, but I wanted my queen to know her dreams were important to me. Her desires I care about.
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So I jumped in the pool.
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Fellas, jump in the pool.
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Don’t be an ass. Don’t be a stick in the mud. It ain’t a flex to push her down or roll your eyes at her dreams. It ain’t tough to mock her or call her your old lady. It ain’t a flex to keep her down, it’s a flex to push her out to fly! It’s KING shit to empower your woman to LIVE HER OWN LIFE!
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This is your fucking queen.
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You want her to treat you like a King? You want her by your side when you do your shit and live your life?
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Then stand by her. Do the silly shit. Take the photos. Dance in the middle of the restaurant.
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I want my baby to dream and I want her to know that I may not have the same dreams, but I support her and will take whatever pictures she wants.
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So I jumped in the pool.
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Love you baby.
I was walking along in the astral and a very tall male walked beside me for a moment. He stated he was seeking a Princess. I replied by saying, “I am No Princess!”
There was a scuffle up the road, and they started to run toward me in a menacing fashion. I turned heal and sprinted back to where I came from.
When they arrived, one females face was all bloodied. They stood there looking at me. I smiled and asked, “Are you friends?”
They looked confused, shaking their heads no.
I looked at the men and women around me and said out loud, “I Love my brothers and sisters!”
Then they started to chase off the bloodied one and those that were with her.
I exclaimed, “See how amazing they are!?!?!“
At work next day …
The General Managers dog, Stella came in for her morning treat. I heard myself say, “Good morning Princess! You ready for a snack?”
And then it hit me …
If I’m calling Stella the canine, and mine own, Snowy, Princess, then perhaps I too, am a Princess. I mean, why not?
Perhaps I Am a Princess, A Queen, and a Goddess! My Trine.
If I can see the female canine as princess … what is holding me back from seeing my own self as princess?
Something to ponder.
I love it when sincerity and transparency makes some people think me a little “off” … hahahha, the truth isn’t for everyone. But I know the right people love me, just the same … and I am grateful for them.
I sometimes wonder whether my “stepping out” of my safe place, my Comfort Zone, is an inspired event.
By who, is another thing I wonder about.
Could it be that there are those, seen, unseen, who long to know just how “big” I can be?
Are they friend? Or foe?
Is there such a thing when all is said and done?
Good comes from traumatic events, if only we are open to seeing it.
Does this mean I adore traumatic events? No … not in the slightest.
I am a sympathizer toward Life.
I am a Lover and a Friend.
Polarity of Self has already materialized.
My desire is that it does not revolve once more to where it once was …
Yet the Law states it will.
Could it be that humans and the critters we know of are the only beings who learn from trauma?
Could it be that what was given, shall be returned to the giver?
I think, yes …
It could be.
The Principle of Rhythm
“Everything flows, out and in; everything has its tides; all things rise
and fall; the pendulum‑swing manifests in everything; the measure of
the swing to the right is the measure of the swing to the left; rhythm
compensates.”
http://www.yogebooks.com/english/atkinson/1908kybalion.pdf
And yet … Who says this Law is a necessary one for ALL TIME?
I sit and listen as he plays his guitar. No singing, just beautiful melody.
Haunting at times, the din of the cafe fades.
I am taken to a place, forlorn and yet hopeful, for peace.
I envision a courtyard dance and romance. Lovers sitting on a short brick wall, holding hands.
Cacophony – watching as children chase each other in circle, dust of the road flying high, laughter.
Chickens and dogs crossing the street, there is no set rule for the way things ought to be.
It just ‘is’.
A green meadow – confusion as it is wondered which direction the river is. Where is the water?
A cantina, men in boots dancing, at peace with each other. Joy fills the air.
It is night and a fire is lit, out of doors, under the moon and stars. More dancing and merry making.
Relaxing, time to sleep.
But one keeps watch, for danger.
That “you” that is in memory still exists. That part of yourself that did not have a Are in the world is still within you.
It is your base.
If you do not appreciate where life has taken you, reach within.
Begin again.
Free yourself from fear of others perceptions.
Do not self criticize.
You are perfection in motion, and the flow that is you makes the Universe sing.
Dance.
Nourish the Soul ~ Drink in life. Use your senses to explore your world – to see, touch, taste, smell, hear and experience all that is within you and around you. Your journey through life is meant to be a sensory experience. Your life is meant to be a rainbow of color, full of emotion and sound. It is not meant to be a bland, tasteless existence of simply black and white. Be sensual. Explore yourself and your world every day and nourish your soul with every moment.
Seek Your Answers Within ~ If you find yourself confused, your intuition and inner voice drowned out by the answers, wisdom and advice of others then it is time for you to step away. Withdraw to a place of solitude. Like the bear, it is time for you to hibernate, to go within and seek the void, and to embrace the silence that dwells within. Within that silence are the answers to your questions, and because they are answers born of your truths, they will be answers that move you forward, instead of holding you still.
Be Without Malice ~ You have been hurt, disrespected or disappointed by others. Another has let you down or betrayed you. It is normal and natural to experience feelings of anger, hurt and disappointment. To feel any and all emotion is natural, but you have a choice always in how you respond. Do not allow your hurt to become a source of infection. Acknowledge it. Learn from it and your experiences, and then let the anger, hurt and disappointment go. Do not allow them to inspire retaliatory acts born of malice or spite.
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