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No Point In Hiding

Published January 7, 2020 by tindertender

It is said the “lesson” will continue to visit until we actually get it. Unfortunately, we never really do.

Sure, we may never do certain things again, but there will always be something else that replaces it, a new lesson, if you will.

When can a human being actually say they’ve finally got it, know the unknown, seen the unseen, and truly mean it?

It’s not possible in my view. Perhaps this is because I’m living in the impossible.

I could vow to live more inline with all that is possible, yet I understand that preconditioning gave me more habitual patterns than could possibly be deconstructed in one life-time.

“It’s Not Possible”, she said.

Ha! And she also said, Absolutely anything IS possible, if you want it proper and true … Whatever that means”.

There just isn’t enough time. Some of these lessons take a lot of time! And effort … the mind needs to recoup after every breaking down and building up.

Two steps forward, one step back.

Why is this? Do you suppose it could be mass hypnosis of a sort? Surely I am not the only one who recognizes this, after all, I did not coin the phrase.

I find it strange that over and over we see how crisis of any magnitude tends to bring people together, as a unit, working for the betterment of the whole. Yet for decades now, times of ‘crisis’ has been used to separate people … war, segregation … many other examples can be found should one think about it. IT’S BASS ACKWORDS!

Time to get back on track.

It all starts with recognition.

The people, for the most part, are broken ~ all across the globe.

They prepare to destroy an enemy, whatever the level … yet willingness for preparing to love with equal or greater intensity is fading.

I’m of the mind this was, and is, a very purposeful intention, an intention of those not fighting in the battles and wars.

What kind of rats ass game is this anyway?

Somebody(s) have been ‘complying’ very well.

What is done in the light is seen in the light. What is done in the dark is also seen in the light. The tendency to build an illusion which says the dark is not seen in the light is habitual, another human trait.

There is no point in hiding anymore.

https://stillnessinthestorm.com/2019/05/designer-nanobots-changing-humanity/

It is these (above article) nanobots Elon musk is using to integrate the human mind to AI

My Name in Jewish Gematria

Published January 2, 2020 by tindertender

It is a little slow this morning so I look at my first and middle name matches in the Jewish Gematria (last names are fluid, so I excluded that).

Here are a few of my favorites:

Goddess of Healing

Fear Smasher

Breathing Light

Let Go of Pride

I am so blessed

She is the Legend

Breaks the Dark

There is no I

Immediate Action

The Great Healing

The Sacred Fire

The Form of God

Strange Angel

Tolerant

Keeper of the Flame

Fighting for Peace

Angel of the Lord

Galactic Alignment

The End Times

These are a portion of phrases which I deem of a positive nature. Of course, in this world of polarity there are the ‘not so positive’ phrases as well, however I choose not to ‘pay attention’ to those.

May 2020 bring much movement toward peace. Peace of mind, peace in the community, and in the world.

Elder’s Meditation 12-26-2019

Published December 26, 2019 by tindertender

“Believing people can soar beyond ordinary life.”

— Fools Crow, LAKOTA

We are created by God to be vision people. First we set the goal and then we see. If we create within ourselves a picture or vision and we hold that picture or vision in our mind, whatever we picture will show up in our reality. If we can see ourselves being educated, then schools and teachers will show up in our lives. If we picture in our mind a positive, spiritual person to be in our lives, we will attract this type of person in our relationships. How big can our dreams be?

Great Spirit, let my visions today be Your vision. Put within me a vision of the being you would have me be. Then help me to keep the vision in my mind.

http://wellbriety.com/meditations/

Quick, Successive Changes On The Horizon

Published December 26, 2019 by tindertender

“I’m happy, feeling glad. I got sunshine in a bag. I’m useless, but not for long. The future is comin’ on.”

The future is indeed comin’ on, quicker than I can even say the words. This future will be unlike anything we’ve known.

Many have been living a self-centered way. They’ve been purchasing things to fill voids, gifting things to feel needed, or to receive some sort of gratitude, so they can feel better about themselves.

How often do we give of our time and attention? Freely, without the need to manipulate another’s emotional status?

Time and Attention … the actual currency of life. To be more precise, Attention is the life currency. Coupled with thoughtful action coinciding with intention for the highest and greatest good for all … well, this is where the key resides … the key to true success.

“What is true success?”, you might ask.

Success is that volition and action which results in the highest and greatest good for all.

The narrow thought processes which are the norm of today have hindered connection, and has made near impossible any action which can be of pure benefit to others … let alone self.

This will all be changing very soon.

Better to forgive the wrongs perceived done to us. Better to practice grace. Better to think of something, or someone, other than self.

Expansion will occur, whether ready or not.

If no practice is in place, this transition has potential of shattering the mind. And it will, for many.

For some, this has already happened.

https://youtu.be/LXiEwDnFzrk

I Dreamed …

Published December 25, 2019 by tindertender

… I was on a Space Ship.

I heard, “They Found Us!” And received a bag which looked like kibble for pets.

I was told “they like the salt” and I saw them … little round, slug-like alien creatures, and they devoured the salt kibble.

I looked in the river and there was a mound in the middle of it. There was a baby there, with its mother and father. The father looked dead, the mother barely alive, and the baby’s eyes were rolling around, but their bodies were not moving, almost as if paralyzed.

Then I thought of the biblical passage that states, “Ye are the salt of the earth”.

Nothing is as it seems …

The “Great Harvest” is upon us … and you’ve heard it directly from the higher-ups.

They aren’t even hiding it … sadly, the average human mind cannot fathom it as a potential/probable reality.

My question is, does the human actually need salt to survive? Salt is an ingredient in everything purchased. Everything. Are they keeping us nice and salty for a secret, or not so secret purpose?

“The minimum in a country like the United States is probably about 1500 mg a day,” Whelton said. According to the Food and Drug Administration(FDA), this is about the amount adults with high blood pressure should aim to consume each day. It’s also the daily amount the Center for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) recommends for babies under three years old.

Other organizations suggest that full-grown adults can get away with far less. According to the American Heart Association (AHA), the minimum physiological requirement for sodium is less than 500 mg a day — or less than the amount in one quarter of one teaspoon of table salt.

Do you understand? Let us repeat … According the American Heart Association, less than 1/4 of 1 tsp per day is needed to survive.

What is the real drive with food manufacturers and the amount of salt they put in Every. Single. Product?

https://www.livescience.com/61855-how-much-salt-do-you-need.html

They have human heads, with spider bodies

Published December 25, 2019 by tindertender

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The identity formed is dependent on those in the vicinity. The DNA and persona is extracted from an organic matrix growing inside. Basically, they are kept alive through a suspension of their termination through a symbiotic parasitic entrapment by the entity.

It hosts them to keep their consciousness alive to use it in a pliable repertoire of false identities to project and lure in or collapse the defenses of potential prey.

Some people are predators, in human bodies. The human was taken over and is hosted with minimal variation and pseudo self willed thought process patterns. It’s consciousness is based upon tricking our consciousness so it fits into every groove or ‘blind spot’ in our psyche.

As humanity ‘wakes up’, we see ‘in the dark’, where the webs and droppings of these psychic creatures exist. The same thing happens when someone turns the light on and roaches scatter. The point is that this is mental emotional.

As those mental emotional blind spots are reduced, we see how some were literally acting in full awareness of those blind spots and in fact using them, as their path, their walk way through the dark to communicate, share, grow, and feed themselves.

That is what we are seeing. Throughout the entire stretch of history, someone was always feeding on 90% of the progress and effort. We were spinning tires from the start and this explains the amount of internal this society has experienced.

If one is not careful, the very many selves and intentions they create in life will become so diverse and so paradoxical that they could possibly tear the individual mind attending them, apart. That is what was happening to us.

We were given a special formula designed to spread psyche through gradients and trends that created ripples and waves that took all the effort to hold this space together.

While our energy was diverted with that, we were being drained. Humanity had to learn how to control their emotions in the middle of an emotional war being waged by opposing sides of a circular power structure.

That power structure rotated around like a artificial satellite, catching whatever discoveries, inventions, or any real progress Humanity ever made. Since the beginning, we were stolen from. This is the point. We are living in the ancient past.

The tech used to define the control system that was used to protect parasites, can also lift the burdens that enslave everyone. The last ‘layer’ of the matrix is the self projected program that one is doomed to enslavement and in doing so contradicts one’s own liberation.

The mind is the most powerful and everything relies on the mind. If the mind cannot move forward (by remaining centered as everything else changes), then one’s reality can’t fully become what it actually is.

The Day Begins

Published December 21, 2019 by tindertender

“Cold hearted orb that rules the night

Removes the colors from our sight

Red is gray and yellow white

But we decide which is right

And which is an illusion.

Pinprick holes in a colorless sky

Let insipid figures of light pass by

The mighty light of ten thousand suns

Challenges infinity and is soon gone.

Nighttime to some, a brief interlude

To others the fear of solitude

Brave Helios, wake up your steeds

Bring the warmth the countryside needs.”

#MoodyBlues, Days of Future Past

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4N8klQ3WW0U&feature=youtu.be

Consider This …

Published December 21, 2019 by tindertender

A United Creation

Published December 21, 2019 by tindertender

My participation in your story is what gives it life. Your participation in my story gives it life. We should ALL consider this very carefully.

How do you see Life?

It’s a legitimate question and statement. We are co-creating, now. ALL beings, seen and unseen.

I can choose not to co-create your story. I can choose to change my story.

My outlook, my perspective.

Ours can be an accepted union, which it is, obviously, or it can be a continuous battle.

I do not like to fight … and yet I’ve been doing it my entire life Amid brief intervals of ‘peace’. (Constructed by whom?)

Are we truly Conscious, Whole and Free? The answer for most is, no. The gilded cage of the mind is our most present reality, and home (or prison).

When we can say Yes to being Conscious, Whole and Free is the day we will be at 100%. We are One. Even you, even me.

Meditate on dissolving the bars of the gilded cage of the mind.

Since my participation gives your story life, let me see your story, fully, and I’ll show you mine. Transparency is key, to all successes

Every story that is sleazy or false falls, maybe many times. Every story that is transparent rises, even though it may appear to fall at times, just like the air … which is actually very thin water, we breathe it, or it rains.

Let us Love in the time that we have, and Create the most beautiful Story, combined.

BEING MET IS PAINFUL

Published December 20, 2019 by tindertender

Written by Maria Palumbo ~ https://mariapalumbo.com/; https://www.facebook.com/maria.palumbo.loves

Being met is not what the new age goddesses say.

It is not about flexing a muscle.

Practicing a new rule.

Being in your feminine or being mysterious.

It is not nearly as sexy as we are taught.

“Do not settle until you are met.”

No one tells you that when you are MET it will HURT.

The ego is shaken, and you will experience what it is like to truly want something.

To really be all in.

You can no longer haphazardly vaguely be involved in your life. All of a sudden you WANT and you WANT BIG.

And to want something means there is an emptiness. To hunger means you have SPACE in your body, to let it in.

A divine delicious painful hungering.

All of the rules that worked before, won’t work here.

This one LIVES OUTSIDE of the rules.

All of the games you play and the ways you hide, won’t fly.

This one is IMMOVABLE and UNSHAKABLE.

All of the stories you have taught yourself about love, no longer exist.

This person wants to write a NEW story with you.

One where you both have no idea what you are doing other than you value the PARTNERSHIP over all other things like:

  • ego
  • being right
  • looking good
  • living safely outside of needing and wanting the other

It is DANGEROUS to really need someone else. To wake up in the morning and feel a subtle unease, until you can nuzzle their neck.

It is MORE dangerous to try to keep yourself from the need (that blessed wretched aching for another). In an attempt to stay safe. To keep things simple.

Being met is not pretty.

It means all of your parts are called out. All the ugly, the true, the mean, the gentle, the perfect, the dirty, called out to be loved and seen in a way you never thought possible.

And the ugly doesn’t want to be loved. It wants to hide and become worse and grow bitter and resentful and hold onto all the old beliefs like:

“I am not good enough to be loved by someone good.”

“I will destroy anything beautiful I have.”

“No one normal will want me.”

You get to live outside all the things you told yourself about love. And create something better. Scarier. But so much better.

https://mailchi.mp/ad1196350cb9/whyyoudothatthingyoudo