Morning: Today is a day to focus on success. There may be tangible things I want to achieve, specific tokens of achievement that I aim for. But I will also remember that success is measured in many ways. As I move forward toward my goals, I will not measure my success based on what others judge to be successful, but only by my own inner guide.
Evening: I know that I did my best today to focus on success, and that I am always successful in the ways that are most meaningful to me. Tonight I will rest knowing that the universe and all its energies support my success, in all its forms.
Wisdom from the higher realms will make you appreciate and share the riches of the Earth.
You’re looking in the right place for wisdom and spiritual riches. You’re generous because you think of others and their needs. You have an abundance of energy and the wisdom to use it wisely.
You are the stillness in the midst of turmoil, with inner knowingness and acceptance.
You’re becoming stable and calm and developing the ability to see through the curtain of your own and others emotions. You’re steady and at peace. This energy flows out from you and affects the well-being of others without your realizing it.
You have the quality of complete openness, absolute potential. You are connected to all beings. Everything is linked by the vastness of space.
You feel connected to all of life. You’re developing empathy for all beings and are beginning to understand others. You’re now noticing people’s similarities more than their differences and realizing that you’re at the dawning of your own conscious awakening.
To stand for your convictions and your beliefs is one of the most important and noble things you can do. Even more so now that every belief and action is being challenged one day after another.
The world is changing, it shifted from a slow transition to ferocious chaos and stupidity. Something this radical always has an agenda behind it, it’s up to you to see that agenda and act accordingly.
We are being herded and prodded like cattle. When is enough, enough, when do you become defiant, when do you stand up for yourself? Your family? Your tribe?
The longer you follow in suit the weaker you become. It’s time to walk against the current, it’s time to be the rock hard object that water breaks upon!
Morning: Today is a day to focus on the strength that I must have in order to do what I need to do. There are many kinds of strength ~ strength of character, the strength of my body, the strength of my beliefs. I can be called on at any time to use one or all of them. I can be strong when I need to be, and use my strength to protect, to defend, to withstand. I can use all of my strengths today, wisely and meaningfully, as and when I need to.
Evening: I know that I did my best today to focus on strength in all its forms. Tonight I rest knowing that when I needed to, I did my utmost to use my strength of body, mind and spirit.
1. Use platforms/products that have a mission (like censorship-free #Minds).
2. Follow those dedicated to exposing truth and re-share good information. Make a channel and invite friends for this specific purpose. Turn off the regular news. It is full of lies and stressors.
3. Prepare for more disruption which might include shut downs or changes in food/water supply, gas, medicine, travel, and/or finance. Make some basic plans to weather the storms ahead (without getting paranoid).
4. Get healthy. Eat right, move your body, and address any medical concerns through holistic doctors. Get off any drugs you don’t absolutely need. Taking action decreases anxiety and empowers.
5. Build community connections with those like-minded and don’t waste words on those with closed ears. Friends/family you can count on are priceless and should become our primary focus.
Be bold, and mighty forces will aid you. Take actions. Good luck favors the brave.
Today I will start a new journey. I will not wait until everything is just right. I know there will always be challenges, obstacles, and imperfect conditions. So what! I will get started now. With each step I will grow stronger, more skilled, and more confident. I will take a risk and I will succeed.
Pay attention to the subtleties. Look with new eyes. There are signs and omens everywhere.
Today I will open my eyes and acknowledge a deeper truth. I will pay attention to the omens that Spirit sends and receive the message. Every sign I need is here to guide and direct me. I will not be deceived. I am now excited and ready to welcome the miracles life has to offer.
We are all becoming. Surrender to your changes. Release your fear. Trust this powerful process.
Today I remember the infinite rhythm of life. I will not be afraid of the darkness for it is always followed by the light. I will not be surprised when the light seems to fade for it is just a part of the process. I know life is a circle of birth, death, and rebirth. I will not fear. I will embrace all that I am becoming and welcome change.
Reading from the deck “Magical Times” Empowerment Cards, created by Jody
I did many things. All that I embodied, I teach in woman on fire. One thing I did was I started hanging out with people that made me uncomfortable with how happy they were.
Not people who wanted something from me. Not people who distracted me awhile from my own shit, by always having a bigger catastrophe.
I started being with people who dwelled in possibility.
Who had no limit to the fun they had in their lives. To the love.
No unending pain. No sob story. Just ease.
They treated me well, which made me feel on edge. I was no longer being used by others, heavily leaned on, my boundaries weren’t always being obliterated by an immediate need of someone else.
Could I trust that? Did I want that?
I did not feel worthy.
I thought it was only a matter of time until they realized I was full of shit. I was some shaken broken being.
There was no passive aggressiveness.
So I was either bored, uncomfortable, or a little of both.
It was incredibly confronting.
Pretty soon they would realize I was NOT one of them. I was, “The Other.”
Depressed. Trauma in my background. Confusion. Self-esteem was shaky.
Made mistakes.
But they did not see that in me.
They saw and loved my essence. They helped me begin to trust myself. Trust them.
I forced myself out of the house. Into the hearts and lives of others.
I forced myself to get out of my head, which was very frightening in the early stages of depression.
To grow, you must sit with the discomfort of being with powerful people.
People who are not sad all the time.
People who are not living in regret.
People who embrace who they are and speak up.
People who are not apologetic about what is healthiest for them.
People who when they don’t like something, tell you to your face.
People who are CREATING their lives instead of reacting to their lives. Showing you it’s truly possible to do the impossible.
There will be plenty of people in arrested development:
trying to smoke
f*ck
whine
drug
complain away their lives.
You cannot surround yourself with them.
You get to be with ones that can make you jealous by how much they decide they get to have.
In woman on fire we use jealousy as a tool for intimacy. We name it, claim it, so it doesn’t get in the way. It actually becomes a GIFT to the person receiving it. What is possible when we all are showing up fully is more good than we ever thought possible.
To letting in the good. You don’t have to push it away anymore.
Mom had you be her confidant lover sister brother mother father husband wife
Now it gets confusing.
What is family, what does family look like?
What ARE boundaries?
What does it mean to have boundaries?
Who should I have s*x with, be naked with? Open my soul to?
Who is worthy of me, who deserves me? How much do they get to have of me?
You may want to put everything inside of you that moves. It doesn’t matter. Having little authority over your body, mind, heart growing up, it can be hard to find authority over yourself now.
Everything floods into everything. It’s hard to tell who is:
Partner Sister Co-creator Friend Brother Mother
S*x permeates EVERYTHING. Inappropriate boundaries feels NORMAL, healthy, even s*xy.
Siblings being attracted to siblings. Not sure of how to handle the attraction, therefore acting out at each other for attention.
Who deserves your allegiance? Who does not?
When all lines were crossed.
Father looked at you and your needs/feelings/body/health of your own, no longer existed.
He made you his:
punching bag savior devil victim perpetrator angel (the rare times you impressed him.)
Shouting in your face. Making mom seem like a welcome escape.
His love was terrifying.
Therefore you wonder: If I am terrified, then am I in love? If I am lost in a confusing web of unclear needs, is that love?
If the walls keep changing, is that love?
It feels like love.
In woman on fire we begin to separate you from everyone else. Untangle you string by string.
The ropes on your feet, around your hands, the ropes around your mouth, keeping you lost. You begin to shake free slowly, gently, from what they told you love was.
Maybe it means f*cking everything that moves, until you are sickened and so alone that you do not know what to with yourself. We will walk with you back home to you.
Maybe it means celibacy. Walking away from everything for a bit so you can feel the pulsating of your heart underneath your pu$$y. So you can feel how truly deeply they are linked. We will listen as you trust who you are again. What you really want.
Maybe it means somewhere in between. Letting in slowly your true desire. And being able to breathe deeply as the lights go on.
When you can see it all for what it truly is, you no longer live in the darkness of confusion.
I love you and I love this. Us. Together. Getting free.