Interesting close up of the sun image on spaceweather right now… Who is in the Sun? This is around the region that just threw the Xflare.
Can anyone else see him?
If your emotions are a little whacky right now, know that the shitty attitudes, or any shitty attachments, are being blasted out of you.
Breathe.
Release.
Cry if you need to.
Scream.
Go for a jog.
Let it all go.
If you want to be a bad ass sexually empowered woman, embrace your inner hag.
Thats right.
The crone. The ancient old woman. The witch. The hag.
The crone archetype is an aspect of the feminine not exactly associated with sexuality.
Women groom themselves to be girls. The younger the better.
Paint those lips red and blush those cheeks like you are wet and ripe for impregnation.
Make them believe you are in perpetual ovulation.
Make them hard. Make them desire you.
Get that face lift. Suck in that belly. Bat those lashes.
Guess what.
The crone doesn’t give a fuck.
And that is her power.
She embraces her spider lines and swinging, sagginesss.
After all, this is what life does to the body of a woman…eventually!
Does that make you uncomfortable? Would you rather not see?
Her secret threatens to corrupt you.
She can make you wild.
She can reveal to you your power.
Your volcanic senseless holy.
Once she opens her mouth, the jig is up.
They tell you she is crazy.
Dangerous because she has broken out of that jail cell you call restrictions.
How would you have sex if you didn’t give a fuck about how pretty you look?
Or how flat your stomach is?
The crone is not an object of desire.
She is free to claim her own desire.
In a world that praises women for being objects of desire.
Where the more lust you can seduce the more value you possess, the crone is laughing with that cackle that only women of power have.
She does not possess the enchanting beauty of the maiden or the fertile reproductive juices of the mother.
She no longer bleeds. She no longer bares children.
Her sex no longer waxes and wanes with the moon, gaining and draining energy with each passing tide.
She is full.
The portal to her blood has been sealed.
She is drinking in the nectar. She is bathing in its luminous darkness.
Her sex is a diamond pressed and polished by years of experience and wisdom.
She has passed through all the phases of initiation as a woman.
That heavy web of social conditions all feminine creatures are baptized into.
She is unraveling herself from these webs.
She has liberated her sex from all their stories.
She is making it to the other side.
Freeing herself.
Without the ability to be a mother or a sex object, what is left of a woman and her sex?
I’ll tell you what.
Pure power that doesn’t give a fuck.
Crazy wisdom that knows how to make love to the moment.
Sex that ripples through every authentic cell of your body.
Sex that pulses with every tiny whisper of life knowing life.
If you want to find the seat of your sexual power.
Your real deep sovereign sexual nature.
Find the crone that lives in you.
Wild. Ugly. Innocent. Real.
The real initiation begins here.
Author: Maya Luna
Photo Art: Sarah Peirse
A poem that I wrote for my beautiful friend, but it fits many of the women that were at our Corn Ceremony last weekend, and many more that I know. We missed you.
With love,
~ Darlene V. Terry
She walks the mountains, valleys
Rivers, and creeks
Verdant meadows
Dusty, dry, desert gulches
Seeking, searching
With eyes sharp and quick
For the hidden magic
Behind, below, within
Heart shaped leaves
Round globes, medicinal sticks
Absorbing the knowing
Formulating formulas
Tinctures, salves, teas
Compresses, tricks
Bending the magic to her will
Healing wounds
Healing spirits, coughs, colds
Cuts, and nicks
The healing circling
In and around and through
Air and water, fire and stone
Love and song
Returning to heal her heart
Warm mystic, sacred
Powerful, and strong
Medicine woman
Mother, sing me a song
That will ease my pain,
mend broken bones,
Bring wholeness again.
Catch my babies
When they are born,
Sing my death song,
Teach me how to mourn.
Show me the Medicine
Of the healing herbs,
The value of spirit,
The way I can serve.
Mother, heal my heart
So that I can see
The gifts of yours
That can live through me.
~ Native American prayer
There are times we do not understand each other. We may think” You’re a crazy conspiracy theorist!” and when we discover the truth of what they spoke we fell humbled, embarrassed, and maybe ashamed if we treated them harshly for speaking what was truth for them.
At this point, the embarrassment of the past may prohibit us from apologizing, admitting we did not understand, but now do.
Yet we must apologize, mend broken relationships, and move toward harmony.
There are many things in this world which are half-truths, designed to separate and pit us against one another.
It is necessary to investigate before criticizing, and if we still do not fully agree, at least honor our fellow being from the space we are in, showing respect for the space they currently find themselves in.
In this way, we can properly learn from each other, becoming more than we were before.
If people truly understood that the things they do and say when they think no one is watching or listening is actually seen and heard by many in our neighboring, unseen realms, they might consider keeping a more peaceful inner dialog, and not do the things darkness tempts them with.
No-thing goes unnoticed. When folks think they’re being sneaky and clever, the only one they’re fooling is themself. All is known.
Since so many people have separated themselves from Creator and the love of life itself, they do not understand that they are choosing separation from Source, the essence of life. It is my belief that this is why they cannot sense the harm they do, for they are disconnected.
There are others who do what they are told … to gain power and respect, or authority over others … but the inside of them begins to fade, that goodness that dwelled there. They notice it and continue anyway … this time perhaps because of a fear that if they stop, they will be killed, or those they care for.
This cycle has to shift somehow, and it truly is in the hands of those who are being used, given instruction to cause more damage. The choice of what the future will be is in their hands, not their bosses. Their bosses are nothing without them.
Power comes most cleanly by open sharing of ideas and methods which produce the greatest benefit for ALL. Assisting each other whole heartedly, without greed or need for power or control. Sharing and caring is pure at its core. This is the same concept as a good workout that strengthens the human bodies core. This Center is the foundation upon which all else rests, without it, nothing thrives.
There’s no such thing as clever beyond measure. There will always be one better, and there will always be a fall if honor and integrity aren’t in play.
There is a choice to be made. Do not proceed blindly, or without direction. Heed the signs and symbols you see along the way.
There is a call to action. That which has been hindering forward momentum, love and beauty in life is being cut away.
The warmth of courtly relationship will bloom. She and He are connected.
Protection and security abound in the Sanctuary they will dwell in. It is the Seat of Power.
Obstacles are overcome. A divide is bridged and new opportunities are presented, bringing gifts which warm the heart.
42 ~ Go after that which your heart desires. The divine realm will not let you down so long as you believe and trust in its abilities. Be open-minded and willing to give anyone that comes your way a chance.
10 ~ Trust your intuition and intelligence while following a course of action. It is high time you have faith in everything that you do. Keep your thoughts positive and pure.
24 ~ Continue doing what you are doing because you are about to reach your goals. No obstacle or challenge is great enough to hinder you from making your dreams a reality. Love will reign in your house and life.
29 ~ It is time for you to start having trust in yourself and your abilities. Believe in your capabilities, and you will achieve greatness. The humanitarian activities you indulge in will enable you to view the world in a different light. Keep away negative thoughts that will block you from giving love in abundance and receiving the same in return.
19 ~ You are starting on a new journey in life, and you have the blessings of the archangels. Approach new prospects with an optimistic frame of mind. Don’t forget your fellow-beings, and do all you can to make their lives worth living. Start being joyful and celebrate for your task is completed or is almost hitting the completion level. You will be full of blessings.
38 ~ This is the time for you to get your rewards. You are on the right path. Financial blessings are coming your way at the right time. Financial prosperity will only be a blessing to you if you are willing to help and be of service to the less fortunate in society. Your life will be full of joy, happiness, and affection.
9 ~ Keep your eyes open so you can get the slightest of divine messages. It is time to bond with the divine and spiritual. Be kind and humble to others, and indeed, blessings will flow your way. You are a compassionate human being. You care for others. Being selfless will draw you nearer to the divine realm than ever before.
32 years ago I was in relationship with an older man. We were together for 7 years, I thought we would be married … instead he had an affair and even bought her a house, he was bored with me.
At first, I was extremely hurt, angry, betrayed. I questioned my value, once again, as it was rejected by one I loved, once again.
I had to move out, I lost my job, my dog was murdered, and I became homeless, living in my car. It was an extreme low point in my life.
Beginning: I had deep love for a man who could not love me.
Middle: I worked through my jealousy and hurt, found that love still existed in my heart for him.
Present: He is my best friend, longest known friend, once lover, now brother, and guardian.
Love does not end, unless we choose to kill it. Even through betrayal and abandonment, if we can remember the love, nurture it even when our heart is breaking, the love will transform, become something else, different, yet still powerful.
When our heart breaks, it is only expanding … and trust me, I know how it can put one into a spiritual dark well, and it can take a long time to climb out into the sun once more …. but expand, you will.
If you have been betrayed, rise above it and remember the love. Never forget the love. Perhaps this one is not meant to be lover, but is more compatible as friend. And should they choose to walk away, release them …. it brought necessary growth, in disguise.
My longest known friend? He now considers me to be his best friend. And I’m living in the house he bought for the woman who interjected herself into my relationship. And she knows I’m living here …..
It does not pay to break up relations. It does no good on the karmic trail to cause heart break for a sister, or brother. It does not do any good for self to take take take from another. It only prolongs the suffering that must come from such actions.
Be aware. Take care. Remember the love, regardless of those who bring suffering.
The controllers of this world subliminally program minds to perpetuate situations of suffering. We must not allow them to maintain this control.
Remember the love, feed its memory.
Do not attach to the suffering, for it is you who generates the energy of sadness and it is you who are feasted upon by the energetic vampires when you do.
Control the emotion, do not be controlled by it.
I saw human beings on their hands and knees. There was a hole in the ground near their head. Their head was being sucked down into the hole, their necks stretching away from their bodies, becoming elongated like the ostrich’s neck.
This is symbolic of the state of consciousness of most humans.
Pulled into the shadow, the inversion which keeps their minds in a state of suffering.
Sucked into the lower realms where not only the mind (consciousness) is hooked and violated, but the bodies become home for parasitic attachment.
Until people understand they are purposefully kept in this state, by the news they watch, the theater of conflict and suffering, they will remain in this state of suffering, anger, rage, hate, war, fighting.
It’s time to focus on the blockages of the energy system and clear them. The system of this matrix has kept the majority in the lower three chakras, root, sacral, solar plexus. (Fear, anger, shame, guilt, revenge, lust). The blockage keeps the energies from moving in flow to the heart, throat and crown chakras, the Sacred connection to the Divine.
Pull up the consciousness. See from a larger perspective. View the whole game board, not just what some show and report on, but the whole picture.
Who are the players? What is their history? What is the agenda? Who owns the gates, including the human gates, portals walking? Who possesses the power? The control? Who is the dominator?
The war isn’t external. It is about the energies of the human being, and the control manipulation of it offers the puppet masters, the governing system. It’s thievery of the supply of Primordial Light of Source Creation dwelling in each …. who controls this energy, controls the populace, and it is done through manipulation. Manipulation of the sleeper mind, in the dark, dark hole of suffering.
Free yourself.
Start by shutting off the te-LIE-vision.
This portion of Source Creation IS you, claim it, do not let another posses and control it.
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