For 20 years I heard the tormented screams and cries of children begging for someone to save them. For 20 years I yearned for silence, doing everything possible to keep self from falling into madness.
“Normal” people think being psychic means the mind is broken. They don’t hold back their cruelty in this regard.
Now days, big shifts are happening. The cries of the children are near silent, at least for me. (Thanks be to the Most High, my King, and our beloved family, this collective of Soul, with many skills and talents, expertise on many levels, in many realms).
Sometimes I like to listen to heavy metal guitar. I have a current favorite, Tommy Johansson. I don’t know if it’s his baby face or what, but he is fascinating.
Last night Spirit said silence is golden.
Yes. It is.
To be able to sit in meditation without the cries, without the taunting, the maddening and brutal attack upon my consciousness, is pure bliss.
However, I still hear them, these interfering dominators, god wannabees.
So occasionally, as I enjoy freedom of expression and free will choice, I choose what to fill my head space with. As I hear complaint, I smile. The darker aspect of self is pleased my taunting, tormenter companions disprove my choice. It pleases me greatly, for I actually enjoy it very much. The fact it upsets them is just a bonus.
Years ago, I had vision of a silent woman. She wore a burnt orange turban, matching dress. Her hands were folded at her waist. She had light skin. It was as though she was asking me for help. Later, she appeared again. Her headwear was a worn out scarf, not even pretty, and her dress was unmatched rags. She looked panicked. They punished her for appearing before me.
When I hear “silence is golden” I think of the children, I think of this woman, and many others I won’t get into at this time.
I get angry.
How dare you dictate to me what I contribute or don’t in this space? How dare you try to control my menu, my movement, my expression?
For twenty years we ALL heard the children. We ALL watched as men in the astral were in “rutting season”, seeking an energy source (lower chakra, sexual energy) suitable for them … all while the children cried.
I spit on them!
And I spit on those who would attempt to silence me.
Piss on you.
My King has stated you’ll get what you deserve. He is Truth. And I Am Patient.
Aho.
Oh don’t it hurt deep inside To see someone do something to her Oh don’t it pain to see someone cry How especially if that someone is her
Silence is golden But my eyes still see Silence is golden, golden But my eyes still see
Talking is cheap people follow like sheep Even though there is no where to go How could she tell he deceived her so well Pity she’ll be the last one to know
Silence is golden But my eyes still see Silence is golden, golden But my eyes still see
How many times will she fall for his lines Should I tell her or should I be cool And if I tried I know she’d say I lied Mind your business don’t hurt her you fool
Silence is golden But my eyes still see Silence is golden, golden But my eyes still see But my eyes still see But my eyes still see
When a human injures itself, it’s body can regenerate. When it’s emotional body is blown apart by heartbreak, it heals and is at some point able to love again.
Humans are the Genesis project. And perhaps now, the Regenesis project.
I’m curious about clones, the synthetic beings.
If they don’t have a chakra system, a connection to Source, when they cut themselves, or otherwise injure themselves, do they have the ability to regenerate like humans do?
Maybe that is why we are so hated. And why so many go missing every year. They require the essence of the products of the genesis project.
They can’t survive without harvesting this essence.
I truly believe most “people” are synthetic. Satan cloned the bioforms of many, using dna from the ancestry testing sites and such. He needed many warriors to come against the Most High and family.
They drained the essence out of humanity and used its power, it’s vitality, to try and conquer the Most High, Creation itself flowing in all beings. They harvested the vitality of the supposed “challengers” and used it against them.
Now that the essence is being returned, the synthetics are having a hard time, it seems. Now that a separation has occurred, it appears that which can no longer feed is fizzling.
Of course, I don’t really know if it’s fizzling, seems to be a sense of it rather than “proof”.
Honestly, I feel this is what’s behind the attempted imprisonment. They wish control of the vitality in humanity. Most of humanity have been locked down, mind wiped, disconnected and put in low vibrational situations. Purposefully this was done to prevent them from defending themselves and their essence, that gift from the Most High.
Something has definitely shifted. I was wandering, getting my coffee, waiting for it to brew, and noted a perfect stillness within me. As tho some thing, or some energy, had been removed. I noted it, and gave thanks. Our team, guardians, protectors, all of those working in service on behalf of the essence of life flowing within all beings… remember them when you are feeling good. It’s symbiosis, and needs to be acknowledged. “There’s a whole lot more coming from this side of the apple”, they said. Show gratitude for the ease, and pray for assistance should it be vacant. The family of the Most High is diligently working on behalf of harmony … clearing chaos isn’t an easy task. Pray for their protection, while they do what you cannot. It’s the courteous thing to do, Should one choose to participate in this special relationship, consciously.
When you see a homeless person, who is scraping to get by, still able to smile … or a prostitute, or a mentally, or otherwise, incarcerated person … be wary of how you treat them. Many of them are God’s chosen people.
They insert themselves into the lowliest places, the roughest and toughest and dimmest places, to bring the light, to gather authentic information, to write their testimony. How do you suppose they will describe the world? You and me?
When the polar shift happens and suddenly they receive their divine inheritance, what testimony will they give the Most High? About you? About me?
If you’ve ever had hardship, you added the experience, all of the experiences, and who did and said what, who stood for you and who couldn’t care less, to your personal testimony. This really needs to be considered when we think of others if we are to be so bold as to be in this world as some sort of authority.
The testimonies of the so-called undesirables will be very intense, unbelievable stories of how they experienced people in this world.
They will not sugar coat their testimony. They’ll describe the truth of the experience, the truth of the state of the collective, as a whole.
Will the Most High be lenient when he receives these testimonies? When he reads the Akashic of his hidden warriors?
The secret chamber of the heart (San-skrit Ananda-Kanda, “the root of joy”) is one of the spiritual centers, or chakras, within your body for the release of God’s light.
The threefold flame anchored within this chamber is your divine spark-literally a spark of sacred fire from the heart of God.
It is your point of contact with the Supreme Source of all life.
You can send divine love from your heart to all those in need by giving this simple prayer daily.
O Love of God, immortal Love, Enfold all in thy ray. Send compassion from above To raise them all today! In the fuliness of thy power, Shed thy glorious beams Upon the earth and all thereon Where life in shadow seems! Let the Light of God blaze forth To cut men free from pain. Raise them up and clothe them, God, With thy mighty I AM name!
As the energy of chaos is released from your fields, mind body spirit, it may feel as though something is missing. You may wonder if the rapture happened and you got left behind.
Breathe.
You’re being returned to a state of purity, innocence and joy.
It’s going to feel uncomfortable as the burden of chaos you’ve been under is relieved. You may want to cry. You may be tempted to belittle self, the old habitual patterns of self-betrayal … Increase your self-care practices. Try not to embrace the old habitual patterns of negativity. They are clinging to you for dear life.
Don’t beat yourself up if you slipped into an old experience. It’s a memory fighting to survive. Gently acknowledge it, visit it, remember it, and release it once more.
Be kind to yourself as you flow into the new, and residuals slip away.
Narcissism isnt specifically about characteristic traits. Narcissism is a Spirit. This Spirit has the same characteristics, no matter which body it is attached to.
The spirit/soul of a “narcissist” is bound by that Spirit. They are puppets, who must behave in a particular way, exhibiting certain traits that will cause specific agitations, anger, or chaotic situations. It’s their purpose, to dominate a situation and bring chaos to it. They like to think of it as control. Perhaps in a way it is, controlled chaos.
When we separate ourselves from folks who have this Spirit attachment, they will get angry, defensive, insisting they are a benefit in your life. Some may threaten you for leaving. Some will certainly shoot mental knives at you, and throwing toxic, dark energy into your solar plexus.
Step back.
The “person” is gone, a shell remains, a “person”-ality puppeted by darker energies. You can literally feel it when it’s present, especially if you’ve been in Spiritual warfare with it for any length of time.
Release the guilt of severing attachment to such forces.
You don’t have to play their games.
You don’t have to accept being dominated, rewritten, controlled.