Consciousness

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ATONE

Published April 25, 2024 by tindertender

Within my One True Self, I found you.

Within the Stillpoint.

In The Eternal Now.

The emptiness.

I keep finding you.

Within the everything, within the nothingness.

WITHIN THE VOID.

You keep coming back to me.

Every time I let go.

Every time I was done.

..Every time I loved myself more.

I kept moving closer to you.

No matter how hard I tried to push you away. Pretend that I don’t love you. Pretended that you weren’t even real.

Every time I denied the Real Truth.

I still kept moving closer back to you.

…Feeling you inside of me.

Every time when I felt like I had lost myself.

Even when it felt like I was dying.

Felt like I was going crazy and imagining things that weren’t true.

I still kept moving closer back to you.

To my True Self.

As WE ARE ONE.

Always have been.

Since the beginning of everything.

Even when I felt I’d lose you.

Couldn’t feel you close to me.

I kept moving back home.

Ever closer to you.

Unknown to myself.

Back home within my True Self is where I keep finding you.

… Is where you keep coming back to me.

And me to you.

Where ALL MERGES AS ONE.

Our heart, mind, body, and soul.

Re-united in true Divine Divine Love as ONE!

WITHIN ME.

WITHIN YOU.

WITHIN THE ONE.

IS WHERE I KEEP FINDING YOU.

YOU & ME ALREADY & ALWAYS ATONE.

Already home.

Always & forever.

As we remember fully and truly that all is always created and imagined by The One.

By God.

Which is me.

Which is you.

Which includes all, everything and everyOne.

THE TOTALITY OF THE SINGULARITY!

UNITING ALL AS ONE!

Eternally!

Always and forever.

As WE RETURN BACK TO THE FUTURE.

BACK TO THE BEGINNING.

Having transcended time, space, and gravity.

EveryOne finally fully free & liberated!

THE ONE fully awakened to the timeless knowing that

ALL IS always ONE.

Eternal Love,
Ramona ✨️🤍✨️

How to Deal with Mental Health Issues and What Causes Mental Illness

Published April 21, 2024 by tindertender

This is important.

Mind Warp

Published April 21, 2024 by tindertender

Sanity is a beautiful blessing.
You don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone.
And you’ll be ever so grateful when it is returned to you.
Just make sure you stay alive.
It’ll get better.

Everyone seems to be “using” humanity.
We must affect change.

Trauma Bonding

Published April 18, 2024 by tindertender

Someone with noble intent wouldn’t start a relationship by chit chatting about old wounds. (That’s called Trauma bonding). The shadow work, the healing hasn’t occurred, and will bring trouble in the connection.

Stages of Trauma Bonding

The seven stages of trauma bonding are:
1) Love bombing – the sudden, intense attempt to create a “we” in a relationship through high praise and excessive flattery
2) Trust & Dependency
3) Criticism
4) Manipulation & Gaslighting
5) Resignation & Giving up
6) Loss of Self
7) Addiction to the Cycle

Because the love-bombing first stage of trauma bonding is so intense, it quickly leads to the trust and dependency in the second stage. That foundation leads you to begin to agree with the abusive person in just about everything – including the abuser’s reasons for treating you badly. It’s like a type of brainwashing, where you don’t even realize that your beliefs about how you’re being treated are distorted.

The Awakening

Published April 18, 2024 by tindertender

When I first awakened it was brutal …

Spirit tried to tell me I was psychic, they kept repeating it. I didn’t know anything about anything and was in denial, perplexed by how mean some of those in the unseen were.

I guess my ability to believe in the awakening was hindered by doctors and family telling me it wasn’t real, it was imaginary, and my mind was broken, labelling me with their scientific terms.

22 years later … here we are, a brand new, revitalized creation of TMH.

I am grateful for this Multiversal Family Divine. I am grateful to be a part of it.

And I am grateful to TMH for allowing me the challenges which permitted discovery of tremendous Resilience inside of Self, allowing Perserverance and Patience to grow and assist in the flow, as this was what needed to be created in me.

Loving, all the way.

Lust Destroyed ~ Loses Favor with Love

Published April 14, 2024 by tindertender

As I sat in the bath I cried. The realization hit me hard and I called out to TMH asking, “Why do I have to die every time I fall in love?”

Three times in life I have loved a man deeply.

The first, aged 15-17, beat me, choked me, raped me, all under the nose of my “guardians” for he mooched his way under the roof and into security.

The second 18-20, innocent, sweet, and a slave to his phallus. I came home after work to find him and his ex on the sofa nearly naked. A heart shattering. Blind faith destroyed. Trust obliterated.

The third, aged 24-31, I won’t go into detail. Infidelity. A slave to his phallus. A moving out. Dog murdered, job lost, homeless, living in car.

It’s obvious someone cursed me. That every time I loved, I would also be shattered.

I’ve determined I’m no longer willing to “die” for love of a man. He has proven himself unworthy of the essence herein. I connect to TMH, my King of the highest heavenly mountain, and deny the rest.

After 22 years of conscious attack within the field of awareness (and 37 years prior of sleeper attack) I woke this morning feeling as tho I had been eclipsed out of their reach. I thought, it’s all well and good.

Solitude in my life, solitude in my mind. I need no ripples in my waters made by an other who feels the need to dictate my moves, my mood, my life. There is no value in such a connection and I’m not willing to pay the price. It simply isn’t an equal give and take. It’s parasitical, and I won’t feed into it any more.

I choose me. I am worthy of the value of the gift TMH has given ME. It’s weird how some say,”bring all that is yours as tho it is mine.”

I say, if you were worthy of such a gift TMH would have bestowed it upon you.

But he didn’t. He gave it to me.

Pawing … energetically, physically, by those who desire to TAKE the gift from me, to claim it, to control it, to flaunt the wealth of it to their friends… to hurt the source and play with hoes draining the essence, dressing up in the energy, prancing about as a lord.

No.

No more.

I choose me.

I choose to be eclipsed out of this energy.

TMH knows where I’m at if he needs me. If our family, true blue, needs me they know where I am.

I no longer entertain parasites who cannot win the battle with the snake they must live with.

I’ve no need.

TMH has provided.

And the whispered questions of “Who will be with the woman?” Go unanswered.

Hidden harvesters of the Stars, who don’t abide in Love.

Divine Mother

Published April 4, 2024 by tindertender

I AM calling upon my Inner Mother, Source of creation
I AM a river of thy Divine Love
I AM Abundance
I AM lighting the path for all to see
I AM watering you with Love, wisdom and power
Within each and every breath I nourish you
I AM THAT I AM
I AM the Divine Mother

Cannabis and the Body

Published April 3, 2024 by tindertender

It’s wild to me that those who choose cbd and cbg over pharmaceuticals for pain and anxiety are treated as tho they’re addicts … when they’ve simply chosen the medicine that won’t harm their internal organs and bioform. Holistic is the way. It’s gentler on the House of the Soul.

Easter Morning :: Waking Message

Published March 31, 2024 by tindertender

Six days to right many wrongs.

Dense Energies

Published March 27, 2024 by tindertender

Flush the body,
Flush the energy.

Water holds memory.
Water holds energy.
If the energy of the body has been disrupted, or interfered with by some technology, it can become dense, dark, or chaotic.
The body is mostly water.
It affects to mental body, the emotional body.
To clear, the waters of the body need to be flushed, replaced.
Pour it in, until it pours out of you.
Don’t complain about bathroom breaks.
Water is our friend.
I have found that after pouring in (and out) 2-3, 20 oz waters, the energies begin to clear.

Sometimes while sleeping, energies from an unknown source are planted into the bioform. It comes into the armpits, the heart, solar plexus and root chakras. These energies are not yours. It’s a “dressing” someone wishes you to be seen as.