When we say things such as, “I’m afraid I do not understand” we are limited in thought and potentials… for we have allowed the subconscious format of fear using the word afraid in our sentence at all.
These ingrained, unnoticed, habitual phrases need to be sniffed out and eliminated from our conscious and subconscious thoughtforms.
Have you heard the phrase “You are the company you keep”? Well, our creations will be treated with what our inner thoughtforms are, our inner dialogue. The inner dialog becomes the outer dialogue and then creation followed by reaction or response, repeated for who knows how long.
We have the choice of our creation only when we become responsible for our inner dialogue and guide the outer with empathy and care.
We truly are in this together, for our combined efforts of increased and united thought forms cause our greater reality. Each one is crucial to the whole.
Only by looking deeply into ourself can we begin to understand those outside ourself.
Begin from childhood and move up into the latter years. Experience in your mind the joys, the hurts and everything in between as though it were happening now.
If there was anger, fear, sadness and love, remember it, like you first remembered it. Feel it fully, and then release it.
This process of “making room for the next best thing” is a tough journey! Release of that we have built around ourself, to solidify our thoughts about ourself, are difficult, to say the least and quite painful and even life threatening to say the worst. Most of us will feel polarities of joy and suffering and all in between as we work it out.
Digging deep we will find that which we fear, and probably not all of it for a very, very long time. Trauma helps us get there quicker but it also causes us to build pretty thick barriers in our emotional and mental bodies.
Without this deep personal work, we are not fit to view another in any negative manner.
As we come near the other side we begin to see ourself in others.
Those who are suffering remind us of when we might have suffered. Perhaps we buried pain so deep and cannot face another in suffering for the personal pain it brings us. Or maybe we sometimes are cold, like maybe some tell us we are.
Taking responsibility for our words and actions is critical for the future of our togetherness. Yet one step further is required – we must take responsibility for our thoughts.
ALL action stems from thought.
If we fail to control our thought forms, we may not be capable of controlling our impulses. If we are incapable of controlling our impulses, we are not fit for the coming society.
Harsh? Not really when you view the larger picture.
People need to get control of their minds.
Stop blaming others and start being solution providers.
You are an older woman. Just look at you! Those beautiful wrinkles, that shining light coming straight from your forehead, from your eyes. Yes, you are a beautiful, older woman.
Let us begin to rephrase our internal dialogue. Notice it. If it sounds like something negative, flip it right away. Turn that self talk around! You deserve someone who adores you … let it begin with you … with me … with WE.
Accept all souls as they are. This is your true love for humanity.
Give … unconditionally.
It is time to release all. Suppress n o t h i n g.
This process involves cleansing those “frozen” energies that still cause you fear.
You feel different because you are.
Your true nature is love and unity consciousness.
The anchoring of the 5D Divine Matrix on Earth is near completion. Continue to hold your light.
We exist in times of unity. No matter what happens, unity is the future of this planet, period. So, the dark ones do all they can to keep people in isolation. They wish to make social distancing a permanent thing. It will not work.
There is one thing that “negatively” has impacted human consciousness for which very few are aware of. And that is humanity thinking that it is alone in the cosmos.
I must admit, it’s a bit heartbreaking when you think about the fact that the Light Forces of the Universe, in the billions, surround Earth and humanity in these times of great change, but you still have the majority of Earth’s people who go about their day as if nothing is happening.
Honesty, it is simple, yes? This alone can bring balance to your throat chakra.
The heart chakra is the most important step during this ascension process. It is the seat of your soul’s geometrical matrix.
The Solar Plexus, the seat of power. And when it is not balanced, you feel butterflies in times of anxiety, stress, fear. And it can actually pull in other peoples fear if not balanced.
Working and clearing your soul star chakra, once fully balanced, you gain access to the akashic records. This will be a gradual process, not a one time swoosh.
The veils of the illusion have begun to dissolve faster than before. This is causing confusion among the masses, as peoples past memories, present awakening, and future probabilities, are all merging in the NOW.
Crystalline body is what we are transforming to. This includes the animals as well.
When your thoughts are in alignment with the thoughts of the highest aspect of YOU, your I AM Presence, and the Godhead, you experience abundance in waves like the ocean.
If you are not clear how to proceed with your life from this point. Stop, and ask the angels, you have many waiting for you to ask for their assistance. And watch for the signs.
You can call on Archangel Sandalphon to place a 5th dimensional “bubble” over you. This will uplift your entire energy to a higher frequency.
You are here because a call echoed through the cosmos, you volunteered, you were chosen. You are here to anchor and hold the higher light entering Earth. Assisting Earth as the new divine matrix becomes comfortable.
Without you, this shift would have not been possible. The shift in consciousness, and humanity to a higher reality, would have failed without your presence and support.
I say what I say from the heart. I do this not to boost your ego, but simply because it is truth.
When the physically coming together of Starseeds and those of the Galactics begins, it will be THEY, asking YOU, in amazement to share YOUR wisdom and stories, and how you were able to UPLIFT an entire world from the abyss of the 3D, all the way into the fifth dimension.
Reveal your truth. When you were born, your soul shone bright. As you grew, you were taught of right and wrong. You were taught how to think, how to live, how to believe in a way that makes you fearful to say no. To disagree is to risk alienation from family and society, and so you hide your true gifts and feelings behind a mask. That mask hides your light. Cast it aside. Embrace and live your truth, and let your soul shine once more.
(Current mood) Embrace the dark. You have been taught that all is either good or evil, negative or positive; good gives rise to good, and bad gives rise to bad. It is wrong to have feelings of anger, dislike or fear as these emotions are born of our shadow self. This is not Truth. Everything happens for a reason. Love can give rise to destruction, and hate can inspire acts of genuine love. The lessons offered by our shadow often teach us the most. Know your shadow self. Love it. Without darkness, the stars cannot be seen.
(Possible strength or weakness) Time to reflect. Have you been rushing along, living from one moment to the next without thought or care? Have you failed to notice and acknowledge all that you have achieved and accomplished? Stop. Take a moment to pause and reflect upon all that has happened and all that is happening. See how have you have grown. See all you have succeeded in accomplishing. Acknowledge and delight in your journey and understand how it has played a part in creating the you who lives in the present.
(The present) Be without Malice. You have been hurt, disrespected or disappointed by others. Another has let you down or betrayed you. It is normal and natural to experience feelings of anger, hurt and disappointment. To feel any and all emotion is natural, but you have choice always in how you respond. Do not allow your hurt to become a source of infection. Acknowledge it. Learn from it and your experiences, and then let the anger, hurt and disappointment go. Do not allow them to inspire retaliatory acts born of malice or spite.
(Choice one) Nurture all you love. Take the time to nurture the things you care about so that they may flourish and grow. Your hopes, your dreams, your body, your mind, your spirit, your creations, and your relationships; all that is you needs to be cherished, loved, honored and respected. Without care and attention, these aspects of self can fall into a state of neglect that does only harm to both you and the world around you. Nurture them, and they will bring you peace and fulfillment.
(Choice Two) Change is unavoidable. Every second of every day you undergo change. Your perception is altered by what you see, feel and experience from one moment to the next. Your body ages and moves closer to death with every breath. Autumn will always come to end the bounty of Summer, and the new hope of Spring will always follow Winter. Change is all around you. Do not let your fear bind you to the past and prevent you from enjoying your present and future. Stop fighting. You cannot resist the inevitable so choose instead to embrace it with acceptance and peace.
(Choice three) Focus, and then act. There is something you want or need to make manifest, but to make you dreams a reality you must focus your will upon that desire and do what needs to be done. Prayer alone will not give you that which you desire. There are things that you must do in order to have your hopes realized. Now is not the time for stillness or passivity. Now is the time to focus your will, your thoughts and emotions, and to get up and take the necessary steps.
(The next few weeks) Know your power. You have choice in all things. Your power is born of that freedom to choose, but with that freedom comes the burden of responsibility in all you experience even when you allow another to impose their choice or will upon you. You have the power to choose if you wear a saddle or bridle, or if another will ride upon your back. Own your power. Know it and see it in all of your choices and actions.
(Present influence) Surrender to the flow. Through choice and action you can steer the course of your life. But sometimes a need to control every outcome can have you caught up in a whirlpool instead of moving forward. You may move in the direction of your choosing,, but it may not be the direction in which you need to journey. Loosen your grip. Surrender yourself to the flow, and trust that you will find yourself exactly where you need to be.
(Past influence) Heed the messengers. It is easy to ignore the messengers and the signs they show you, especially when they bring a message you do not wish to hear. But now is not the time to ignore the messengers. Do not let your fear of change or discomfort silence their voices. It is time for you to stop procrastinating, to see and hear the truth, and do what is necessary. Heed the messengers for the wisdom they offer is born of your own intuition and need.
(Subconscious feelings and thoughts) Hear the ancient ones. The indigenous peoples of the world are those who have lived in harmony with the land for countless generations. Among them are the elders whose knowledge and wisdom can teach us of our relationship with nature, of living a life of empathetic awareness, and to better understand our role as caretakers of the earth. They can teach us the wisdom of taking only what we need, of wasting little, and of honoring all sacrifices made so that you may live and grow. Hear the wisdom of the Ancient Ones; learn from their knowledge, lore, and traditions.
(The next few months) Need and necessity. Night and day exist within the very same moment. Creation and destruction wear the same face. You only see one or the other because you are not seeing the whole. What you may see as harmful, another mat believe to be good. All is based upon perception. In nature, all occurs according to need and necessity not right or wrong. Ask yourself – Is there a genuine need to act? Is change necessary for your continued wellbeing and happiness? If the answer is yes, then act. If the answer is no, then do not.
I’m beginning (again) to realize this life does not make sense. What is the meaning of it … if you don’t have children, or a husband, or a job? At the end of it all, would anyone even knew I was here?
Not likely.
I can’t sit here and rightly cry about what might have been, for I chose it. All of it.
If a person lays crap here, and crappy attitude there, to that one, and over there to another, and so on … ALL of that will boomerang back. Little mini boomerangs being returned to the gifter … and the gifter cannot possibly catch them all, not even close. They will return, whacking the gifter up along side the head, hitting various parts of the body, tearing down the energetic and mental form. Perhaps even causing physical illness.
When will we tire of dodging boomerangs? Those turns which we create?
When we choose to put out nice stuff, rather than the stuff that hurts, it will not matter if we catch all the boomerangs. It won’t hurt so bad upon their return when we fail to make the catch if we choose to make our gifts to the others sweet.
I like writing. It assists me in paying closer attention to what I’m thinking about.
Maybe it’s time I practice being optimistic rather than pessimistic. It is said practice makes perfect, and I’ve practiced pessimism just about as long as I’d like … thank you very much.
Whatever happens, don’t go all dooms-dayer on anyone. They will not hear you.
Maybe I’m a distraction … to myself … imagine that. I’m in a river, and I do not swim well. I’ll have to do my best to simply float.
Sssshhhhh …. Control your mind, stop leaking.
The elusive butterfly.
He already knows what spices he’s going to use. What could spices be used for?
Pessimism states, he’s speaking of cooking me.
Optimism states, he’s thinking of bathing me.
Oh, the human mind. Always playing tricks.
Yay for Optimism! May it grow in minds, be shared by hearts, and become all encompassing throughout time, and the world.
I want you to take a long hard look at this picture because this is the reason “aliens” don’t want to talk to you. Not a joke, but for real.
I know, because I don’t just know them, I’ve known them, personally, for years. OFF-planet beings, not this nonsense of “Pleiadeans” acting like they come from that constellation when in fact they’ve been sequestered right here, underground, for eons and eons of time during Tara Urth Quarantine – hiding from surface “human” man and hiding their higher technology that could have stemmed this tide many times over by now. I mean from the actual beings who have absolutely the last word on what happens or doesn’t happen on this planet.
THIS. IS. FEAR.
Fear isn’t just a matter of being weak in the knees when surprised by a tiger in the jungle, it is a condition brought on by millions of years of being tricked and subjugated so many times they have officially lost their way and now succumb to the notion they are no longer gods, but actually physical bodies walking around entirely by happenstance alone as if evolution -you know, that incredibly insane myth that DNA alters itself to suit its surroundings and magically somehow just grows a different and secondary set of lungs or develops the ability to produce real fusion light in the absolute darkness they live in at the bottom of sea- that kind of evolution supposedly just changes all on its own. The hysterical, illogical and often infantile notion that genetics actually works this way. Let me tell you now, it doesn’t and let me remind you right now that you are no more a body than you are a plant.
You were never “born”. That concept is equally deluded. You WERE. You ARE. And you will always, always BE.
Read that last sentence again, because if there was ever one thing I’ve ever tried to pass along to this evolution is that. You. Are. God.
THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF THE CREATOR OF ALL THINGS.
You CHOSE to come into YOUR OWN CREATION to see what it was like to touch someone, something, anything. Something cold. Something “wet”. Something “material”, because where you come from there is NO SUCH THING as anything cold, wet or material. At all. There is only awareness.
And that gets damn old damn fast.
Especially to an awareness that has a clock speed millions of times that of the processor you call your human brain right now while you are in total lockdown, total isolation and total enslavement.
Let me make this one thing extremely clear right now, if you are willing to be so fearful of manifesting IN YOUR OWN CREATION that you are willing to wear a personal tent to protect you from YOUR OWN CREATION, you have just stepped over that edge where you are literally, in real life, giving away what we would refer to as your “crown”. You know, that thing that is supposed to herald a birth rite, a possession or what is secretly called your ESTATE as a living, breathing embodiment of the all-powerful, all-knowing, ever present creator god. That is creator with a lower-case, ABSOLUTE OMNIPOTENCE LETTER c and a lower case and equally OMNIPOTENT (look that word up right now) letter g.
I am nearly finished with this mission and will soon be out of your hair forever. But before I go I will do everything in my power to convey to you this one thing: you made everything you see before you.
You imagined it, studied it, engineered it, made prototypes of it, then you rebuilt it, then you rebuilt it again.
And again.
And again for millions, billions and trillions of times until it finally worked like what you see before you today. To say that mankind hasn’t even the faintest, SLIGHTEST notion of what the human body actually is, what the flora world actually is or the fauna actually took to bring into “creation” (holographic, 100% PROJECTED LIGHT) “reality” is a rudimentary understatement.
THIS…. IS YOUR WORLD. THIS IS YOUR CREATION.
YOU have NOTHING to fear being here in manifest form because you CAN. NEVER. DIE. You will only take another shape. Another form. But like all “energy”, you simply change shape into your next journey. The next odyssey. The next ADVENTURE. But what you will never do is fall victim to “life”. Awareness. Presence. Because simply put; “you will never cease to be aware. Ever.”
Because where it is you come from doesn’t have beginnings or endings, there is only the now. And now has always existed and will always exist with a different sunrise (IF YOU INVENT IT) and a different sunset (IF YOU PAINT THAT PICTURE) because YOU willed that from before any creature ever moved. Any sunrise or sunset ever existed. The TEMPLATE that you gave the “cosmeias” was that it would be forever adapting, changing and refreshing itself so the boredom of simply awareness would never overcome you again.
And THAT is what this WHOLE THING has been about since DAY ONE as far as “time” ever goes back: There HAS to be a spark of life in order to keep anyone -even a human who uses less than 10% of their own brain- from ever experiencing boredom and nothingness ever again.
This is a DRAMA folks. It was never EVER about “spiritual perfection” or “ultimate wisdom”, it has always been about entertainment. That’s why when you put a wooden spoon in the hands of a toddler he is thrilled for hours. Or when you place a car under his seat when he comes of age he is thrilled for years. Always extending excitement relative to the education and preparation of his awareness while within limited manifestation.
That was LIMITED MANIFESTATION….
Where a god LIMITS her senses. LIMITS her abilities and LIMITS her awareness down to 1/1728th of her actual capabilities in order to create a sense of ANTICIPATION.
There is NO SUCH THING as something more exciting than anticipation. I don’t care if you’re talking about wine, women, song or m$ny, nothing compares to a creator god’s ability to imagine the most outrageous, intense and utterly mind-blowing scenarios that come from anticipation.
Nothing.
So you can just forget all about the spiritual bullshit right now, because I am telling you after 16,000 hours on this non-stop train from hell to wake up Indigos and humans to prepare for the shift that is RIGHT NOW IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE that I’ve never one time heard the term “spirituality” from the being you have called god since the first day you stepped onto this playing field. Not one time I can recall now. What I HAVE heard about so often as to become mind-numbing though has been things like “taking self-responsibility” and “standing in one’s own authenticity” and being forthright, fair, just and honest and treating this planet and all living things with honor and respect above all else because every single tree branch, every snowflake, raindrop, desert, forest and field and EVERY FACE you have ever seen has been your own reflection against the looking glass.
That bully in school, your best friend that stabbed you in the back in jr high, your closest buddy you gave up everything to throw in with on his new venture that he wound up screwing you on – as well as every waterfall, sunset and breathtaking moment you have ever shared- has been…. you.
You, god. You creator. You the ONE I AM that brought all things into existence with the vibration of your word. You did that. And when I tell you that YOU DID THAT, you can know this one thing:
I would never, under ANY CIRCUMSTANCES mislead you about this, because I am tied hip-and-waist to you and YOUR FUTURE for the rest of what you can deem as “eternity” if I fail to get my message across authentically and ethically while you are within this last and final Stellar Activation Cycle, or the very last time while you are within your current personality or “flavor” of being you will ever know. If you fail this transition and you were ready and heard this voice, then I fail right beside you.
Fin.
So you can call this selfish if you want to, my trying so hard to get you that one final message or spark for you that one last inspiration if you like. But from what I’ve been told (and I do mean face-to-face with the being who brought you into this current manifestation), this is a good thing and not a self-service because it is in harmony or in so many words sympathetic harmonic resonance with the grand scheme of the aether. Helping you that helps me is very much a win-win in all things related to an evolution. At least this is exactly how I understand her message to be.
So now that I have spoken and revealed to your local fb cops where that message is coming from, you can expect a couple of things. One, this group will likely be taken over by their in-house team that has every reason to stop you from ever understanding that it was YOU who designed and created this world and the rest of the cosmeias, and two, in that event this may be the last message you’re ever allowed to hear from me. We can only wait and see which hand they choose to play.
I came to you 7 years ago with one message: to understand that you created everything you think is material existence and you will never, not now, not tomorrow, not 100 trillion years from now, ever, ever die.
I have given everything in this world to bring you that message. My home, family members who I haven’t seen one of since the day I abandoned my old reality immediately after that moment, all my possessions down to 2 suitcases from a sprawling estate that would take a month to move out of, my patents and claims on products now in circulation around the world and spent 2 solid years living out of a car and eventually a little trailer that didn’t have so much as a bathroom or shower, dying and being brought back to life in replacement bodies 3x in order to bring you this. I would mislead or lie to you exactly the same time I succumbed to forced vaccination: not in the coldest day in hell.
This is all about to be over folks. Make no mistake. The pawns have all been sacrificed, the Bishops, Castles and Rooks taken and all that is left now are the final few squares on this chessboard that will be referred to for millennia and eons across time as one of the most epic, traumatic and eventful evolutions to ever come into being in the history of all things. You will more than likely witness that transition, because it will be far sooner than man may ever expect. Label me insane now, write this off as delusion, but make no mistake, you are now down to the final wire of your experience as Gai Urth Tarans. That is about to change to either Aqueous Sun Tarans or Weasadek Phantom Matrix Antiparticle Tarans. Take your pick.
Like the fraternity I have worked with since contact, the IAFW, my deepest desire is to see you make this grade. If you have been sitting on the fence about decoding the hive or mission guide, I would suggest you give this another thought. The resonant tone of fear in the human body vibrates at exactly the same Hertz as the metagalactic black hole that has been recorded and measured by science that vanquishes and deletes life. The answers to what that is has been covered so exhaustively in the human handbook series that there is nothing left for me to write other than good luck. This is the transition. If you want to make it, you will stop the fear and welcome your next level.
Remove the mask and TAKE YOUR STAND RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW.
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