It’s a quick, and honestly life-changing read. One of the agreements is essentially that nothing someone else does or says is about you.
It just isn’t.
Someone trying to cut down your dreams? Most likely, they’re projecting their fear of pursuing their own dreams onto you. Remember this the next time someone tries to talk you out of what your heart desires.
Today is a day to focus on removing obstacles. Some days it feels like doors shut, roadblocks go up, stairs become steeper. Obstacles can teach me things, I know. But sometimes enough is enough and it is time to clear them out. Today I remove any obstacles of thought or action that are keeping me from reaching my goals. These obstacles will diminish and my way will be made clear.
It is hating my ass A LOT. It is thinking HOW CAN I HAVE AN ASS LIKE THIS, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.
HOW AM I EVEN A HUMAN WOMAN PERSON THING.
And then about a day later, I am LOVING my ass. Like really really digging the shape, and the jiggle, and the softness, and how I can flex it. I want certain people to do things to it. Sending pictures celebrating it to my women on fire, of course.
I am taking advantage of this happy ass moment because I know, inevitably, I am going to hate it at again at some point. I am going to wake up in the morning and curse the gods of asses and the creative demons behind perfectly curated instagram photos with arched backs and waxed ass cheeks that look like the virgin ass cheeks of a baby deer.
I am going to demand that I AM GIVEN ANOTHER ASS OR ELSE.
How I feel about my ass is essentially, how I feel about my life.
Reality looks like:
Feeling decent, good even. Like hey, I am not doing too bad. Then a day or so later….
DEAR CHRIST WHAT IS THIS THING WE CALL LIFE.
WHAT AM I EVEN DOING.
My work now isn’t so much the doing or changing or growing or being better, but letting myself be loved and not looking for the ways so much in which I don’t feel loved.
For I am being loved. Deeply. Every day.
Love reminds me to get an Xray on my back, even when I don’t want to go.
Love is putting my heart, needs, feelings, first, even if it’s not convenient, or easy. If it hurts. Or is scary. Or is annoying.
Love is so blissed out to be with me, it is as if I never have a bad ass day. Ever.
Love is playing board games with me, getting mad at me, giving me the best org*sms of my life.
Love goes pretty easy on me and most importantly:
Love tells me my ass looks great.
Because it does.
In woman on fire we have good ass days and bad ass days, and we celebrate them all. No more avoiding or numbing out or wallowing alone.
We do that shit IN THE LIGHT OF DAY: together! Where we can finally laugh at ourselves and cry and hold each other from miles away.
We get reprieve for a moment from the addiction to self-flatulence and aggrandizement that can play in our heads.
PM me to claim one of our last few spots for this round of woman on fiyah.
The illusion is very easy to innerstand when one let go of how things SHOULD be and start embodying what actually are. Everyone is a POWERFUL CREATOR BEING.
You create with your Focus, Fantasy, Belief, WILL and action. But really everything is about FOCUS – What you focus on will manifest.
SO when you focus on everything you don’t want, woala. There you go, wonderful creation and you get to experience just that. The illusions are to keep everyone focusing on what they don’t want and feel very low, sad, anxious, stressed and all that. To break free is to really take back ones power of ones focus and at the same time OPEN ONES MIND = THIRD EYE.
It’s that easy as your mind keeps your beliefs and even when you focus on what you want, you’re beliefs are still a part of you and that means also what you manifest.
So open your mind completely and then focus on the absolute BEST CASE, MOST OPTIMAL DREAM SCENARIO. Also, trying to control how this manifests for you will block it all from happening so let go of that, of everything while continue to focus on the most profound dream of creation.
Also, your FAITH in it is SO POWERFUL. You HAVE TO TRUST YOURSELF – TRUST GOD – THAT THIS WILL MANIFEST. This way you are able to let go of everything and then use your heart as a GOLDEN COMPASS, to really calibrate one now moment at a time.
Still, there is also your souls evolution so you will get tested by being put in situations that you feel “bad”.
When this happens, you know that you have two options – one is to change your perspective of that situation so you love that one too – really feeling it deep inside of you. Or you could choose to learn that lesson another time as you’re not yet powerful enough to face that.
Both are perfect – follow your heart!! Your mind will play tricks on you, your gut will play tricks on you so always go FROM HEART TO GUT AND MIND, not the other way around.
For this dream to come true one really has to learn how to love it all but each soul aspect have very different journeys there so one can not tell you what is true for you in your saga where you are staring the leading role. IT IS YOUR MOVIE AFTER ALL. So trust yourself.
Trust God AND MANIFEST ONE NOW MOMENT AT A TIME. It is this easy, yet it’s very hard as we have the human ego aspect that wants to interfere. This is bypassed by letting go of ALL JUDGEMENT and just trust your path. IT IS THIS EASY. Dance with creation.
I had mentioned to an acquaintance that there seems to be less paranoia in smaller towns than in the city, which is why I travel for music and dance these days.
He stated he feels there is less intelligence in a small town, rather than less paranoia.
I told him that a difference of opinion is great.
He said, “Not when it comes to science.”
Okay, Fauci lover.
Eat the lies.
Lock yourself in your house.
I’ll continue to dance, and will do so until I die.
Morning: Today is a day to focus on cleaning. Cleaning out the things I don’t need. I will clean out and get rid of the negative feelings, regrets, grievances, grudges, and unhappy memories that clutter up my life. I no longer have room for these. I release them all, and I will spend the day with only good things, ideas, and thoughts that support me, in my heart and mind.
Evening: I know that I did my best today to focus on cleaning out what I don’t need. Tonight I will rest knowing that my heart and mind have released the debris of my old life, and made room for the new.