Sanity is a beautiful blessing. You don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone. And you’ll be ever so grateful when it is returned to you. Just make sure you stay alive. It’ll get better.
Everyone seems to be “using” humanity. We must affect change.
Someone with noble intent wouldn’t start a relationship by chit chatting about old wounds. (That’s called Trauma bonding). The shadow work, the healing hasn’t occurred, and will bring trouble in the connection.
Stages of Trauma Bonding
The seven stages of trauma bonding are: 1) Love bombing – the sudden, intense attempt to create a “we” in a relationship through high praise and excessive flattery 2) Trust & Dependency 3) Criticism 4) Manipulation & Gaslighting 5) Resignation & Giving up 6) Loss of Self 7) Addiction to the Cycle
Because the love-bombing first stage of trauma bonding is so intense, it quickly leads to the trust and dependency in the second stage. That foundation leads you to begin to agree with the abusive person in just about everything – including the abuser’s reasons for treating you badly. It’s like a type of brainwashing, where you don’t even realize that your beliefs about how you’re being treated are distorted.
“Dream Lovers” tag the vaginal cavity and womb, or the phallus of the Divine. It’s the cord they use to yank back on them as they elevate, ascending into higher realms. Their pretend divine fems/masc use seggs magic together against the divine to assist in this cording. They “dirty” the divine by pushing the foul orgy magic, making them look like whores. They think they’ll elevate and rise into the kingdom, while the true divine get yanked back. They need you to remain so they can continue to drain your root and sacral chakras, your God-like Lifeforce.