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I Will Meet You

Published January 18, 2020 by tindertender

Written by Maria Palumbo: https://www.facebook.com/maria.palumbo.loves; https://mariapalumbo.com/

I will meet you

Father

In the men

that I meet

Until I let go

of the expecting

you will change.

Get better.

Stop drinking.

Get therapy.

You know, love yourself.

Love me.

I will experience your fire eyes

and words of hatred

until I am ready

to accept you

and stop sacrificing myself to help

you.

No amount of pleading

Crying

Waiting

Making you laugh

ever brought you back

for long.

You collapsing back

into you

And I learning what it is like

to be left alone.

Any hit or word of anger felt better

because at least it meant

you acknowledged

I existed.

Otherwise you would cry

lost

in your own demise.

Watching you suffer

always hurt

worse.

And the peace was never peaceful

for it meant something else

was coming.

What did they do to you?

I’d wonder.

And the question kept me soft

in my heart.

What did your parents do?

Who hurt you?

My care kept me close.

I felt indebted

Spending years of my life

trying to convince you

I cared.

Someone cares.

I promise.

I wanted to be the one that could save you

The one that stayed

for that would not be my mother

And you would remind me

of that daily.

I will keep trying to complete this cycle

Prove that I am lovable

Convince the unconvinceable

Until I can learn to live in peace

without you

and stop trying

to fill that aching

for you

When the peace has always been

the most difficult part.

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“You Are Loved”

Published January 17, 2020 by tindertender

Have you ever seen a complete stranger across a room, street, or hallway, and sent them a silent, “You are loved,” just for the good it might do?

I have.

But then, to me, they’re not really strangers.

Neither are they to you.

– The Universe

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Energy Is High

Published January 17, 2020 by tindertender

There are certain things that make us vibrate higher, and there are certain things that actually assist us in “broadcasting” or “announcing” ourselves to the unseen. This is not always wise, especially nowadays when there are so many different life forms out there picking up on our message.

Attracting the wrong kind of energy can be detrimental to health. Old habits die hard.

There is a hint of thought that maybe I should shut down, not be so ‘loud’ as to bring unwanted attention my way … but isn’t this the message women (Indeed, children of both genders) have been taught over generations?

Don’t be too loud.

Someone might come along and hurt you.

Be small.

There is a sickness in this world. And since we know that information feeds the energy, and energy feeds matter (physical form), then it is safe to say that the woes and hurts we see in this world are first manifested in the aether, a purposeful tearing down of the structure of matter.

The mind knows it, for it most often lives in this generated chaos. I say ‘generated’ chaos because there are those beyond time who input this chaos into the energy field, which is then transposed onto the human (and other) mind and body.

It’s all connected.

For the most part, you did not create the chaos. You responded to it. Which magnified it. You are the magnifier.

Recognize what is your creation, and which creations you are reacting to. Then do more of the first, leaving behind that which those beyond time (and those of time working with them) wish for you to claim as your own.

Create your own story.

Stop weaving reaction into the story you are being fed.

Consciousness and Memory

Published January 17, 2020 by tindertender

Shared by: https://twitter.com/aug_tellez

Each country has it’s own system of managing it’s genetic memory as collective consciousness.

The differences in each system equate to the inverse reflections of the whole that we are all equally missing some portion of.

This is similar to the illusion of consciousness functioning through exclusion in that what you are aware of is an inverse of what you are unaware of and your consciousness is a kind of shape of informational variation allotted by the proportionality of that dynamic.

That is a psyche illusion whereby you see the outlines of various shapes and your brain makes the invisible connections to provide the perception of completion.

We are doing that and what we are equally missing is equally creating a ‘virtual’ aspect of this reality that exists in our minds.

When the people can see each other without middle men hiding their harmful thoughts in between the messages, access to that dynamic is consciously unlocked.

This was known, there are natural locations that act as tunnelling and relay systems to integrate and synchronize all consciousness. That virtual system is part of this.

Déjà Vu

Published January 16, 2020 by tindertender

You are surrounded by the most powerful cosmic energies that human civilization has ever recorded.

The Schumann Resonance went from 7.83Hz for thousand of years to now over 50+ in the span of 8 years and your DNA is changing to adapt to this quantum leap in evolution.

That energy is ripping at the fabric of your brain and the particles inside your bodies, whirling around at mega-speed, so this naturally excites your Krystal Seed Atom that stores the memories that you make during your times within manifestation.

This creates a “hot spot” within your memory-banks for that time period, causing your memory to leap across to your current awareness, reminding you that yes, you have absolutely been here before, and you have done that same thing before in past games.

Because you are not only living in a simulation, but you are on a time loop.

The time loop replays a successful time in history where you were able to remain alive, not blowing yourselves up, and continually producing huge volumes of electrostatic energy that your gamers use for their various applications.

So you have literally lived out this same life thousands, if not many, many millions of times before. Deja Vu is merely bleed through.

Memories are possible events that could happen given your limited number of options in life. Each moment is fully mapped and recorded in advance to your manifestation, then held inside Aniline crystals awaiting your possible choice to play that moment out.

You can choose to replay any one of these trillions of possible events as many times as you choose. By now you have likely played out every possible moment you could have ever experienced on Earth since recycling through millions of lifetimes.

Déjà vu is just you replaying a moment you’ve already played out before and you remember.

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Easy Peasy Partnership

Published January 16, 2020 by tindertender

It’s not difficult.

It’s easy.

Everything is easy.

Time and space aren’t supposed to be the Harvard of the cosmos. They’re more like kindergarten… at recess.

The life you long for already exists. You’re supernatural.

I’m your partner.

Together we’ll get there and you can have it all.

See this,

~ The Universe

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THE PROJECT

Published January 15, 2020 by tindertender

Shared by: https://twitter.com/TYLER_18hz

THE PROJECT is a Mutant Egregor Reality-Hacking Wargame.

THE PROJECT is an organic growth, and it is being guided by a synchronous Order.

What is “THE PROJECT?”

“You don’t need a plan, or foresight, or anything else. If you have replication with variation, you will get Design out of Chaos and you can NOT stop IT.”

you can not know IT.

you can not “rule” IT.

That is why the first rule is, you do not talk about IT, simply because you CAN NOT talk about IT.

At least not with perfection.

IT will not be the will of a single individual, Or even a single committee, but rather, the will of an eVolving egregor.

Beyond OUR control. Beyond the comprehension of the individuals. Therefore, IT shall not be the ramblings of the ego, but rather, a memetic mind a vast network of Acrobats, story-tellers & lion tamers. Dictated not from a single source above, but from that which is also below.

“Can you divine what THE PROJECT is?”
“Can you create the philosophers stone?
“Can you ever know dangerous idea V?”
“Can you hear, and see, and taste the mind of GOD?

THE PROJECT is a mEta-meme, It spreads itself and is created from the inter∞twininG of otHer memes, it can be spread Through anYthing,

word of mouth,
soNgs,
wrIting,
daNce,
thEatre,
even perhaps body gestures,
smells and tastes.

IT is a construct of reality, produced from the very essence of the individuals participating in ITs construction.

IT exists symbiotically with the Participants of THE PROJECT,
ITs agents,
ITs writers,
and designers.

Reality Hacking is any phenomenon which EMERGES from the nonviolent use of legal digital tools in pursuit of politically, socially, or culturally subversive ends.

An Egregor (also “Egregore”) is an occult concept representing a “thoughtform” or “collective group mind”, an autonomous psychic entity made up of, and influencing, the thoughts of a group of people.

IT develops itself much like a self-organizing system. IT connects itself to its immediate environment through its host, organizing the surrounding system to suit its own end.

Integration

Published January 14, 2020 by tindertender

“One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.”

  • Dr. Carl Jung

The most important work one can do.