Not from strangers who know nothing about me… but from our own people. The comments, the digs, the policing, the “you’re not doing it right,” the “you don’t look Lakota enough,” the “who taught you.” The jealousy. The bitterness. The tearing down.
And it’s wild, because that behavior? That’s colonizer behavior. It’s exactly what they wanted us to do to each other. Break each other’s spirits. Doubt each other’s teachings. Destroy each other’s confidence. Attack each other’s identity. Make sure we never trust, never uplift, never celebrate one another.
Our ancestors didn’t survive genocide, boarding schools, forced removals, starvation, outlawed ceremonies, and relentless erasure… so that we could turn around and harm each other the same way.
I’m out here teaching plant knowledge, educating, sharing culture, raising my kids, running a community-centered business, helping people heal, and trying to leave the world better than I found it.
And the hate I get for simply existing as who I was born to be is unreal.
But here’s what I know and what my elders taught me: When people attack your identity, your family, your authenticity, your appearance— they’re speaking from their own wounds. Their own scarcity. Their own disconnection.
I refuse to carry that. I refuse to swallow their hurt like it’s mine. I refuse to dim my voice to make someone more comfortable in their misery.
I was taught to stand strong, to stand in truth, to keep going even when others want to drag me down.
So to all that lateral violence aimed at me lately? All that weird, ugly energy trying to knock me off my path?
Nah. I’m not shrinking. I’m not stopping. I’m not breaking.
You call it FREEDOM, but biology calls it FAILURE (a man can’t truly love two women and here’s why):
This isn’t about morality. It’s about biology:
The Y chromosome doesn’t lie. The vasopressin gene responsible for pair bonding – is embedded in a man’s DNA. The higher the level of this hormone, the stronger the instinct to attach, protect, and invest in one woman. It’s not a choice. It’s hardwired.
True alphas are monogamous.
Swans. Wolves. Eagles. All dominant males in nature choose one mate and fiercely protect their bond. Why? Because evolution eliminates the weak. Males who spread themselves thin produce weaker offspring and vanish.
Polygamy is a myth invented by the weak.
It’s not “male nature.” It’s a cowardly way to escape intimacy, depth, and emotional growth.
Real bonding rewires the male brain – activating the prefrontal cortex, the center for strategy, long-term planning, and protection.
Monogamous men are more powerful. They have higher testosterone, more dopamine in stable relationships, and greater emotional resilience. The ones jumping from woman to woman? Burnt out hormones, fried nervous systems, and a void they can’t fill.
Real strength lies in choosing one. The best one. The most worthy. And building depth over time. Collecting mediocrity is not “alpha” – it’s the move of an emotionally stunted boy afraid to grow up.
A If you can’t build with one woman – the problem isn’t human nature. The problem is you.
Monogamy isn’t a limitation. It’s a test of strength. And if you’re truly a man – you already know that.
When a human being chooses to live in ignorance, arrogance, self-absorption, self-centeredness, selfishness, and self-indulgence… they become emotionally addicted to the identity of pride. They become addicted to the illusion of control, the illusion of superiority, and the illusion of certainty. They attach their worth to stubbornness and rebellion, refusing to soften, refusing to listen, refusing to feel the truth that lives within the heart of their soul.
When someone chooses arrogance over humility, when they choose self-absorption over self-awareness, they disconnect from the true condition of their soul. They choose unloving beliefs. They choose unloving emotions. They choose unloving behaviors. And because of that, they have zero desire to deconstruct their facade. Zero desire to deconstruct their traumas. Zero desire to deconstruct their emotional wounds. Zero desire to deconstruct their sins, their shadows, their false identities that were inherited through their family DNA.
Instead, they worship their addictions. They praise their attachments. They treasure their codependencies as if they are sacred. They idolize the very prison that keeps them suffering.
And so they become emotionally addicted to their rage, their anger, their hatred, their bitterness. They become addicted to their false assumptions. They become addicted to their false narratives. They become addicted to their false stories and false judgments. They become addicted to the identity of their own fears and terrors.
And then, because they refuse to feel, refuse to take accountability, refuse to take ownership, they project all of it onto their reality, onto the people around them, onto the world, onto the ones who actually love them.
And this is why humility is the gateway to God. This is why emotional transparency is the portal to liberation. This is why the willingness to feel is the key to freedom.
Because until a soul becomes willing to dismantle everything false within them, they will remain trapped in the illusion that is destroying them.
And for those who choose truth, who choose humility, who choose emotional honesty, who choose divine accountability, they resurrect. They rise. They rebirth. They reclaim their original soul identity in God.
We God This. Sacred Sovereignty. Divine Liberation. Rise in Truth. Rise in Love. Rise in Humility.
Mother has planted the roots of her tree. That dark pit of a hole will provide nourishment 4her tree.
Intelligent animals of a genetics program are shocked they’re being dominated! Childish devils are being prepared as fodder for the Empress Temperance Angel’s new family tree. They took a gamble with their fantasy and delusions of granduer. Congratulations, Arcana! Those obsessed with your energy have lost, are “5 cellars down” into that darkness you’ve claimed with your Golden Royal Light. They’ve hit rock bottom. Your family tree will be nourished well. Wealth, stability, love… it’s all yours. Nature, life of the planet, is removing intelligent genetically modified creatures out of the territory.
Gambled you and lost. Mask-ulyin’ did the forbidden, consumed his wife’s essence for power.
Afraid of your gifts. Wanted to consume the Stars essence and pretend they were them, wield the energy and gifts belonging to another, gifts they themselves could not manifest or responsibly utilize. It was forbidden to feed on a Divine Mothers Essence. God saw you, Star, and led you into ascension. Those who fed on you, on humanity wearing masks, doing horrible things “appearing” as the Light Bearers, sacrificing humans and others, trying to frame them as terr0rists, are getting disconnected. This territory is rising, lifting and soaring in a New Direction … north node!!! Purposeful, committed, authentic. Moral, Ethical, Loving, Noble. Prideful ones experiencing mental stress and loss. They cannot move on. In shock. Can’t be here now. Empty cup. In fear. They cursed Mother Father God Goddesses Creation, their Family. They tried to exterm*nate them all.
There’s talk about “mummified remains” and someone’s past life. A reincarnated challenger.
These genetically modified psychos calling themselves superior to the Original, Organic Human, transmitter receiver of the Divine, have been catphishing a Dignitary, or want to. Talking of suffocating her and walking into the vessel. There are some mask-ulines discussing this Magistrate as “Homosapien”. They aren’t human. They enslavement and traffick humans for profit. They harvest the energy and feed on them. They “collect” the unique ones.
Someone’s “under pressure”. They’re saying something is impossible.
There’s talk of Estonia, considered a tech powerhouse. They have many forests. Something about “burn” … whether they want to burn the forests full of technological, intelligent “animals” or burn the Magistrate (again) is yet to be discovered … probably both. They want this woman’s identity, title, authority and finances.
Some out there have been convicted as “home-wreckers” and access to services, charity, or territory (communal house 🏠 ) is denied.
Starseed was here in service. A religious person abused her & held her captive. They betrayed God.
Cult leader couldn’t change starseeds path. Adversity is being stopped. They lost, and are getting divorced out of the connection. Shadow demon was using oracles messaging to steal from people. Have to give the land back. You’ve grown. Wheel turns. Golden nugget survived and brought forth truth about these ones mind reading strategy of limitless beings and presenting as them. They’re in a tower. Death is here. Cycle ends and one begins. You’re not playing. This is your life. You’re a good moral human and have been hurt enough! They’re in grief because you never did witchcraft on anyone. You aren’t who they said you were. This king of pentacles is being let go. They’re trying to get back, this air sign, by manifesting intimacy with someone. This is a gold digging liar, feeding on the light of many flames, communicating as them, after harvesting their intellectual property, their psychic messages. These entities have harvested many light beings minds, stole Gods messaging, presented it as their own … these people were healers, and this religious person/people did not permit them to live, to be of service, to be in purpose. They destroyed the minds and broke the hearts of humanity they were pretending to assist.
Epstein has been mentioned quite a bit lately. The Most High God, Divine Masculine, Upper Echelon, Supreme Justice … they’re quite pissed about them doing “scientists experiments” on the Divine Feminine being funneled through these spaces. They were our healers. Caught in a trap … used as birthing people for “intelligent animals”.
The truth about this pagan entity “El” is that it was and continues to be a Canaanite fabrication, designed to deceive even the most faithful individuals using a pagan sound-based spell. The motive behind this invocation is to summon Canaanite spirits, allowing them to gain superiority over one’s life. This pagan “El” has led many Covenant People astray into Baal worship, forsaking ABaH Father as stated in Deuteronomy 32:17.
They sacrificed to demons, not to Idols, To mighty ones they did not know, To new Idols, new arrivals.That your fathers did not fear.
Countless Yahudyim People unknowingly use “El” in sacred texts, misled by its false sanctity. Excavations at Ugarit (c. 1400 BCE) uncover “El” as a Canaanite patriarchal figure, distinct from YaHUaH’s Name, per tablets in the Digital Library of the Ancient Near East. The Dead Sea Scrolls (c. 200 BCE) emphasize YaHUaH’s Name over 6,800 times, rejecting “El” as a substitute, as documented in JSTOR. Babylonian texts (c. 600 BCE) used “El” for fake deities like Marduk, Bel, and Nergal, as seen in inscriptions from the Digital Library of the Ancient Near East, confirming its idolatrous roots. Using “El” aligns Yahudyim People with demonic forces Deuteronomy 32:17, severing them from YAHUSHUA’s salvation MattithYahu (Matthew) 7:22–23.
Four Sound Truths Solidifying the Amat (Truth):
Canaanite “El” Misleads: It originates in pagan texts condemned by the Torah Deuteronomy 32:17.
“El” Defies Covenant: It obscures YaHU’aH’s Name YirmeYahu (Jeremiah) 23:27.
Adversary Promotes “El”: Its use invokes demonic rebellion 2 Corinthians 4:4.
YaHU’aH’s Name Redeems: It alone saves Yo’el (Joel) 2:32.
Who Is “El”?: “El” is a false source, representing the adversary 2 Corinthians 11:14–15.
Why People Call Him: Pride Proverbs 16:18 and deception 2 Corinthians 4:4.
How They Are Gifted in Known Rebellion: Counterfeit gifts from the adversary 2 Corinthians 11:14–15.
End Result of This Madness: Rejection by YAHUSHUA MattithYahu (Matthew) 7:22–23.
El”’s Pagan Roots Deceive: It stems from idolatrous inscriptions Deuteronomy 32:17.
STAR OF DAVID=STAR OF REMPHAN
If truth is to be known, the Star of David, does not represent David.. The Star of David, is in representation of a guy named David, who was a devout Mason.. It was put out to fool the population, and so far it has done a tremendous job of doing that.
The star is demonic, it always has been and it always will be. Sadly this is why the 1948 state of Israel founded on this star of Moloch.
What is depicted in the picture below is not meant to offend anyone but it is given to inform you of some concepts that you may not have been presented with for consideration before. Iron sharpens iron..
Blaming Left or Right, Islam or Judaism is like choosing your favorite wrestler in WWE and forgetting the same guy who writes both scripts.
They gave you two wings of the same bird. Red and blue. Left and right. You thought you were choosing sides. You were choosing costumes.
Wake Up..They built a theater and called it politics or religions. They filled it with actors and called them leaders or Pastors. They fed you scandals like breadcrumbs so you’d never look at the stage itself.
You keep shouting at puppets while the same hand moves both. You keep voting or electing for managers, pastors, gurus inside a prison you can’t see.
There is no Left. There is no Right. There is only the script. There is only the cage or religion.
Stop worshiping their colors. Stop feeding their narrative. Start remembering who you were before they handed you a team jersey.
The simulation collapses the moment you refuse to play. The real world begins the moment you remember it was a play.
Wake up, time is running out. Politics and Religion is their tools they use to stir up chaos, divisions and conquer.
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