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Message Received 2:30 a.m. 8-26-2020

Published August 26, 2020 by tindertender

Received a number: 111911

Japanese sentence #111911 is

一いっ·般ぱん·的てき·に·言い·う·と、·日に·本ほん·の·人ひと·々びと·は·勤きん·勉べん·である。

meaning: Everybody is a person, a person, a person, a person, a person, a person, and a person.

The number 111 is a very powerful number, and signifies manifesting and manifestation of thoughts into reality.

This number is a combination of energy and attributes of the numbers 1 and the Master Number 11.

The number 1 signifies independence, motivation, uniqueness, new beginnings, leadership, progress, moving forward, inspiration and achieving success.

The number 11 signifies understanding your soul mission and purpose on this earth.

As a combination of these energies, the angel number 111 signifies spiritual awakening and enlightenment, inspiration, high energy, intuition and sensitivity.

The number 111 carries the vibration of leadership, creativity and independence, as well as optimism and tolerance of others. Its essence is also joy, inspiration, interactions with others, communication and self – sufficiency.

Number 1119 is a message that a phase, cycle or situation in your life is coming to an end, and/or your goals have almost come to fruition. Remain positive throughout these transitions and look forward to wonderful new beginnings and auspicious opportunities.

Number 911 is a highly karmic and spiritual number that encourages you to pursue your life purpose and soul mission as a lightworker. It tells of leadership and living life as a positive example in order to illuminate the way for others to follow. Number 911 is a vibration of spiritual enlightenment and awareness and of reaping karmic rewards for work well done.

Number 911 indicates that a new door has opened up for you as a product of your positive thoughts, intentions and actions. Make the most of this opportunity and walk forward with confidence and surety, knowing that you are fulfilling your karmic destiny.

Number 911 suggests that your goals are almost complete, and/or that you are coming to the end of a phase or cycle in your life. It is an indication that one door is closing and another is opening. The message is to allow the ‘old’ to be released so it is able to be replaced with the ‘new’.

References:

https://www.tanoshiijapanese.com/dictionary/sentence_details.cfm?sentence_id=111911&j=%E4%BA%BA%E3%80%85

https://angelnumber.org/111-angel-number-meaning-and-symbolism/

http://sacredscribesangelnumbers.blogspot.com/2012/08/angel-number-1119.html

http://sacredscribesangelnumbers.blogspot.com/2012/01/angel-number-911.html

Oracle Reading 8-24-2020 p.m.

Published August 24, 2020 by tindertender

Trust and Thrive

Come alive and thrive. Stand in your light and glory with grace and majesty.

You have an opportunity to thrive. Trust in all that you have to offer – all your gifts, strength and power – and make the most of it. You were born to lead and this can only become reality when you are willing to put yourself in that position. Stag energy allows you to feel safe because the antlers keep away anything that could interfere with your intelligence and presence, and their strength gives you the power to be agile in your thinking. You are being encouraged to retain your dignity and be proud of who you are and all that you’ve accomplished. This in turn will give you even more power to thrive. Onwards and upwards!

Honour Your Inner Knowing

Take action. Do what you know you need to do.

There is an old pattern rising up in you now and it’s time to deal with it and release it for good. You’re being encouraged to love and respect yourself enough to take the steps you know you need to take to move closer to where you’d like to be. You already know the answers. You know what you need to do. You may have been using delaying tactics or holding back, but now you are being guided to take action. Action requires courage, but your angels and guides are bringing you the courage to move forward. Take just one step. When you do, the next one will be presented to you.

Reading from the deck “Angels and Ancestors” oracle cards Ted by Kyle Gray

Let It Flow

Published August 24, 2020 by tindertender

… purge it, wash it clean.

Judgement and Transmutation

Published August 24, 2020 by tindertender

We all pass judgement.

We like this, we don’t like that.

We think others should be this way or that way, and if they do not measure up to our own thought forms, we pass judgement, often in a negative form.

We are liable for the output we generate.

Regardless if we are being judged, bullied, slandered … we ought to be very careful of our own output.

Be the example you would like to experience for self.

Plant the seeds of acceptance and tolerance.

Grow the garden you wish to see in this world shared by all life … create the peace you wish to enjoy.

As Creators, we must take responsibility for our Creation.

It is not the politicians fault we don’t like what we see. It is not the presidents fault, it is not our mother or fathers fault, or our mates … it is our own …

Sure, we are exposed to rotten judgements, actions and implants. Sure, it hurts us. Are we going to pass the hurt onto others? Are we going to skip the inner work and simply offload our pain into the world, creating more of the same? And blame others for the creation we ourselves participate in exacerbating, in growing?

It is time to take a deep look at self and the creation we are generating, through our own reactions, responses, and outputs.

Own it.

It belongs to you.

It belongs to WE.

WE can cause serious and beneficial change in this world … with attention, intention, and effort.

It starts with self, this positive transformation.

It requires your inner participation and transmutation.

You have every ounce of everything needed to do this.

You were born for this … in this moment of time.

Oracle Reading 8-24-2020 a.m.

Published August 24, 2020 by tindertender

It is time for a fresh start. One cycle ends, and a new one begins. Rejoice: a new you emerges! You are blossoming.

It is wonderful to be alone and to be able to do as one pleases. Independence is a gift. It is time to create your own life. Run your own race. The time has come for focus.

A relationship of some kind is spotlighted. Re-examine your loyalties or commitments and see if they are still warranted. Petty jealousies must be put aside for the greater good.

Change is welcome. Allow the storm to pass, as it is necessary to clear the way. You are protected in your search for equality. Do not misuse your power.

Allow what you no longer need to be destroyed or reduced. Love your emotional authenticity. You are protected when expressing your true emotions in appropriate ways.

Think clearly about your next steps. It is time to uncover your purpose. Create something new. Take action; do not hide or hesitate. Balance your emotional extremes.

Reading from the deck “Goddesses and Sirens” created by Stacey Demarco

Photo: https://unsplash.com/@dsmacinnes

A Weapon

Published August 23, 2020 by tindertender

“The ancient Irish had a saying: ‘You don’t give a man a weapon until you’ve taught him how to dance.’ In other words, a different kind of learning is required before someone can be truly trusted with social power and potent things like weapons. If a man does not know the wounds of his own soul, he can deny not just his own pain, but also be unmoved by the suffering of other people. More than that, he will tend to put his wound onto others. He may only be able to see the wound that secretly troubles him when he forcefully projects it into someone else, in forms of abuse or violence.

So in the old culture-making idea, in order to properly bear arms a person must first become disarmed, as in becoming vulnerable and connected to something meaningful and supportive of life. The idea of forging the temperament of young men took precedence over the idea of simply giving them weapons at a certain age. The tempering of the souls involved discovering what kind of anger each might carry and learning about the inner line where anger turned into blind rage. Becoming tempered also meant immersing in the sorrow of one’s life and thereby being in touch with the grief of the world.

~ Michael Meade

Sub-Thoughts in Mind

Published August 23, 2020 by tindertender

What does it sound like in your head? Do you talk to yourself a lot? Thinking on overload?

You’ve heard, most likely by now, of the “angel on one shoulder and the devil on the other” saying do this, or no, don’t do that.

Are you aware tho, that the many who would have you commit error are also using your own voice? They mimic your voice and implant thoughts into your mind. You think it is your own thought, but it is not.

You have these implants, these thought forms, and you feel shame that they would even be in your mind, certain they are your own thoughts … after all, it sounds like your voice.

You may carry out a deed, thinking it your own desire. Most often it is not you … it is the tempter … swaying you. They have millennia of practice, they are very good at what they do. Hooking minds.

Personally, I have caught on to this bullshit. When I have a thought form that does not align with my heart, I reject it, knowing bullshit artists are working magic, hoping to get lucky.

The key here is knowing what is in your heart. The innermost portions of your soul. Your intuition speaks quite clearly should you listen … it’s the center, your solar plexus, your heart space … the seat of you.

The inner work must be done, investigating the tiniest details of your triggers, what is making you tick, finding out why you feel this or that way, removing blockages, visiting past hurts, forgiving others … controlling your emotions rather than being controlled by them. It starts with the inner knowing.

When you begin rejecting thought forms that are not in alignment with who you believe yourself to be, the attack will increase, it will be tough to continue rejecting the thought form. Hold sway … this is your life. Command it.

People in body will be influenced to certify the implant, they will goad you, coax you … know they are being manipulated by those who are out of body, or those who inhabit the aethers. Those closest to you are not actually the ones who hurt you most … they are being manipulated, unknowingly by those working hard, doing shady deals in the unseen … the occult, if you will.

This does not mean you stay and take it, for they will use the situation to wear you down … you see, it is you they want to stop, for it is you who carry true power.

You will be told to “be careful of what you say” to shrink, because others will be triggered by you. You will be coaxed into disrespecting your own voice, to stifle the stream of thought forms you do generate on your own. To stop the progress of standing in your own authority. To slow the flow that brings you into your true self … the desire by the unseen is to manipulate you through any miens necessary, and that includes manipulating those closest to you, using them to enforce the implant … the implant they too have received.

Once you recognize this truth, the dreams will start. Nightmares even. Threatening. You may even become telepathic, and be told you’re going to hell for being a bad person by someone claiming to be god.

Fear tactics … the greatest tool of a manipulator.

I’ve been told by a few of my closest relations that they have to hang up the phone or end a conversation because I “hurt their head” … they’ll tell me I’m not thinking right, that I’m wrong … they are being manipulated into trying to stifle my flow, to cause me to shrink and become unsure of self. It is sad, for when I put my foot down and say they do not have the authority to tell me what is right or wrong for me, I see the confusion on their faces …. a tell tale sign that they are manipulated.

I will not have any of the manipulations. There are those who choose to remain distant from me now that they know they are not able to control my output, my thought processes, and this is fine.

Feel for them. Love them … from a distance if you need to … I do … I greatly do love them all … but I will not allow a constant barrage of degradation against my own person, and I will not allow another to tell me what I should or should not think … not unless I personally invite the lessons, asking for the truth, desiring a teaching.

I think a lot. I always have. There are many in the aethers who listen and attempt to interject conversation, as tho I was actually speaking to them in the first place.

I have conversations with self. I have great epiphanies, logic comes to play, common sense intrudes in the manipulators story … through my memory of ‘its’ presence.

Love is the root of fear. Yes, love can be manipulated, turned into fear or anger or pain … it can become love degraded … it is still love nonetheless.

I laughed a little at this, for those who want power and control must dirty love in order to attain it. They decrease its potency in order to control it. They are still absorbing love, however, simply a less powerful form of it. The control aspect comes by making love believe it is less than it actually is.

… Back to the invisibles implanting thought forms, using your own voice, and manipulating other people to make solid that thought form.

Do not be quiet. Let your voice, your thoughts be heard. If no one wants to listen to “deep thoughts by you” let them walk away, don’t allow them to change your thought … let them offer different perspectives, but your mind is your mind and it should be programmed by you, and you alone.

Know thyself … know what is yours, and what is manipulation … it is a very sensitive space and barely visible line between the two.

We’ve been trained into it from birth.

Untrain … and then retrain your mind and being, into that which you can have respect for, into that which you can love not just surface level, but deep, deep self-love.

You are worthy of your time and attention … attention is the most valuable currency known to ALL life … pay yourself first … if you’re ‘wallet’ isn’t full, you cannot properly pay it to anyone else.

My hope is that once you find your peace, you will also let it be heard, spreading across the land like rain.

Here are a couple references explaining certain mind control technologies, it is very real, and the unsuspecting are the test subjects.

https://www.history.com/mkultra-operation-midnight-climax-cia-lsd-experiments

Fire!

Published August 22, 2020 by tindertender

May every one understand their value.

Oracle Reading 8-22-2020 a.m.

Published August 22, 2020 by tindertender

Take Note of Intuitive Messages

Use your intuition. Practice discernment. See through illusions and blockages.

Lunar energies are surrounding your life, allowing you to understand what is standing in your way. Not everything is as it seems and you’re being guided to use your discernment. When the moon appears, intuitive or psychic urges are seen, so take note of any feelings arising at this time. They are messages from your soul and angels. The Moon shines her light on all that has been kept in the dark, so ask yourself if you are avoiding anything or refusing to deal with something of importance. If so, it could be holding you in the shadows when your Destiny is to be in the light. If you feel someone isn’t being completely real with you, know that their intentions will be revealed to you. The Moon has no secrets – she reveals all.

Embrace the Energy of Peace

Let go of the need to defend yourself and prepare to offer peace. You are safe.

If you have been exposed to a situation in which you have felt the need to protect yourself or defend what you feel is right, know that this is now coming to an end. You are being guided to know that the energies of light are entering to wash away all the darkness. You can drop your shields and protection. You are now in a situation that will honor you and honor your needs. Arguments are ending and disagreements are being resolved. Prepare to talk things through and offer the peace that you would like to enjoy. In order to move forward in a more fearless way, it’s important for you to let go of the idea that you can be hurt by this situation or the people involved, because this will only work against you. Know that your angelic guides and ancestors are standing around you, protecting you and taking you lovingly forward.

Reading from the deck “Angels and Ancestors” oracle cards created by Kyle Gray.

Balance

Published August 21, 2020 by tindertender

Balance between being Love and being asshole … I may have finally arrived.

What is balance exactly?

I was reminded of a single portion of it, pertaining to my writing.

If I write 10 things about light and dark, I ought to balance it by writing 10 things about self.

Self is worthy of its own attention just as much as any other is worthy of our attention.

The focus is often too much on what is outside of self … indeed, this seems to be the norm. Many are unwilling to dwell on self. I do not mean being selfish, want want want. I mean focus on the inside, what makes us tick, what does our inner child have to say, what care may we be neglecting for self?

The thoughts … are they always upon another, or others, or some thing?

Attention is the most valuable currency any form of life possesses, and ALl life has it. ALL life spends it. We give it away, here and there, yet how often does one actually sit with self and ponder what brings happiness, love and peace … to ones own life and mind?

There is plenty of chaos in this world, and most people are focused there, completely avoiding, or missing self-care.

I know, for I am one, and I see it everywhere I place my attention.

My current self-imposed task is to reign in my attention once more. To find balance, the balance that has gone catawonky.

It is give and receive.

We may be of service to others, and must balance it with service to self. Physical actions, mental efforts … not only do we give, but we are responsible for the receive … not any other person. WE give to others, WE must give to self.

If someone is demanding you give and give, and does not reciprocate, yet demands also that you never take time for self … these must be released … it is a form of vampirism.

Remembering to give to self, to care for and love self, seems to have become a lost art.

Mastering balance … it’s a challenge which requires continual conscious effort.

If the mind wanders there, pull it back to here for a time.

If it is focused on everything that is wrong, then it must also focus on everything that is right. Equal portions, in the same day.

Old habits are difficult to release.

Creating the new replacement patterns, ones that are of deeper benefit to health in body and mind more of a challenge.

Worth it?

Check in with body and mind and see what they say.

https://eazlblog.com/2017/09/25/neural-pathways/