I am the wind that breathes upon the sea, I am the wave on the ocean, I am the murmur of the leaves rustling, I am the rays of the sun, I am the beam of the moon and the stars, I am the power of trees growing, I am the bud breaking into blossom, I am the movement of the salmon swimming, I am the courage of the wild boar fighting, I am the speed of the stag running, I am the strength of the ox pulling the plough, I am the size of the mighty oak, and I amthe thoughts of all people, who praise my beauty and grace.
—— The Black Book of Carmathan
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Twilight of the Idols, the Anti-Christ
Published February 5, 2025 by tindertenderEven the bravest of us rarely has the courage for what he really knows …

Worshippers of Samael
Published February 3, 2025 by tindertenderThis fellow is so interesting!
He mentions viscous stones the Mishnah get “water” from, or knowledge of a sort. Fascinating!!
Recently I heard an unseen adversary mention he couldn’t get “the stone” to appear … could it be these same stones?
Spirit said, those who play in blood will pay with blood.
Ancient Royalty
Published February 2, 2025 by tindertenderIs this why the “curator’s buyers” always say “no gingers” ?!?!
Religious nut jobs.
Historical Manipulation
Published January 16, 2025 by tindertenderKnowing what I know of the stories they’ve spun about ME, I no longer give much energy to dogmatic stories about anyone in history, of blind acceptance and need for hatred, hating the Light in Life which surrounds me.
Open mind.
Open heart.
This persons videos are very interesting. Food for thought …
Women ~ Spiritual Rebels
Leavin’ It Up To You
Published January 13, 2025 by tindertenderTheir “god” is Zilla, a black hole of endless shadow. They’ve been feeding it “Light” of life for century’s, the “life” of the missing.
This light has fueled their illusion of power for century’s, confessed right out of their own minds.
Women are sacrificed to this shadow realm as breeders. Children are too, as flesh to eat, and as suffering light energy to power their magic.
This potent energy of torment and suffering is utilized to cast “nets” over the collective field of consciousness. They cover the collective in this energy, having applied a magical cast to it, to keep the subconscious trapped in a fight or flight mode, a survival mode.
Sexual interactions allow them to “offload” karmic debt through “tagging” you as recipient. It’s an energy dump. This trick keeps the recipient trapped in the root chakra, enforcing the need for survival, especially once they shatter the heart, the soul, with betrayal. So now they’ve tagged you with their karma, and pushed you into south node suffering with betrayal.
They cover the populace with “chemical fog”. No one knows what kind of chemicals, but respiratory infections arise from them.
They line all the canned goods with estrogen, toying with the testosterone in men, causing slow or still sperm, and strange urges toward the same sex. They spin stories of past lives as women, and it’s “natural”.
They sacrifice anyone rising in energy, in light, to their shadow god, using heart attack magic, stroke magic, car accident magic, domestic abuse magic, on and on and on magic.
They hate you for the light you embody. They hate you because your light is necessary to make things work. They hate that you have it, and they don’t. They keep the sleepers sleeping in a drug and chemical induced state. They siphon the life force vitality thru suffering, an invisible affair.
They use others energetic signature to perform blood rituals, framing the essence with foul deed, hoping the Most High God will see them as filthy. They get into the heads of the collective and “drive” them into trauma leading to dramatic ends, and they condemn them for falling into their trap, sending them into this shadow.
These ones are “chosen” by the god zilla. They have been masquerading to be for, while against, the Most High with illusionary magic.
You, dear collective, have walked the walk of suffering, survived, and collected first hand testimony of truth. It may have been unknown, this data collection, yet you are amazingly detailed in your learnings. The knowledge you embody … good, bad, and ugly … is authentic and true, reliable.
Your willingness to be of service in some of the most traumatic ways, to bear witness to these brutality’s, has been the blessing needed for catalyst, to flip this script. Your experiences and suffering have value beyond measure.
This time, you don’t “go into the dark” to be trapped, drained, abused. This time you have wings, and you are soaring.
What is about to occur will be unsettling for many who don’t know what you know. They will be soul shocked by the brutality, the return to senders, for they are unaware of the crimes which brought on this need.
It takes a bit of insanity to counter a deep, black abyss of a soul eating shadow.
I support you in your mighty roaring.
Many of us see, most feel, and it is my hope that as in we, discernment has been seeded into others. Even though their minds may not know the truth, may their soul recognize it and be at ease while a clearing takes place.
Everything happens in the Spiritual Realms first. What you will be “seeing” has already occurred. Criminals selling the life force vitality of our family, the soul of our fabric, our existence, must be stopped.
There is a need for discovering the value of transparency, of trustworthiness, and of friendship. The lesson must be learned.
The God and Goddess of Time are sending them back.
Trust in the Most High during the coming chaos and know that through it all, “He’s got this”.
And so do you.

Song lyrics rolled through mind upon completion of this post …
Leaving’ it all up to you, oooo, ooooo. You decide, what you gonna do. Now do you want my Lu-oooove, or are we through?
On This Day ~ Memories
Published January 11, 2025 by tindertender“To be attached to things or people, both of which will surely vanish, can only bring despair, for eventually one is left with only a handful of dust or a frail memory.”
~ Leo Buscaglia
“Death teaches us that time past is gone and all the moaning will never bring it back. Perhaps the most irresponsible phrase is, “I should have.”
~ Leo Buscaglia
“He who isn’t busy being born is busy dying.”
~ Bob Dylan
“We are faced with the reality that if we wish to live fully and in harmony with life, we will have to become self-motivated students. We will have to be ready to risk, look inside ourselves, and proceed through trial and error. The job will be mainly ours. We will be required to be our own mentors.”
~ Leo Buscaglia
Never trust a man who doesn’t question himself.

Love yourself and BE LOVE. Love and Light have the same “quality”, they just are. They are a gift and can just be allowed or not. It`s simple in the end.

“Hate, it has caused a lot of problems in this world, But it has not solved one yet.” Maya Angelou
“No one is more hated than he who speaks the truth.” ~ Plato
… our life is not trivial, it is inspiring. It is not mundane, it is sacred. It is not understandable, it is mysterious …
We are a Divine work of art, something that God is making, and therefore something with which He will not be satisfied until it has a certain character. ~ C.S. Lewis
Thank You For Being A Friend
Published December 20, 2024 by tindertenderAs heartbreaking as it is to see your inheritance go to another because of deceit, as heartbreaking as it is to have a mother who plots against your very life … you learn that perhaps there is more meant for you that could not be found there, in those things …
So you begin to focus, unpack the delight that had been seeded within your Soul, and you grow connection to the Divine, the All That Is …
And you become grateful the first things happened, so the later things could be.
Amen, Amen, Amen …
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You …
It’s SO Beautiful.
Disclosure Soon?
Published December 17, 2024 by tindertenderIf you didn’t already know the majority here aren’t human, you’ll know soon enough. They’ve been “farming” humanity for food and energy resources.
An Ancient Creation Story
Published December 9, 2024 by tindertender“She drifted aimlessly in the dark void; a dark mist of energy not knowing whether She was awake or asleep. She only knew that she existed. Then, very slowly at first She became aware of a pull on her energy from somewhere else that was attracted to Her and She knew that their coming together was imminent. She was filled with pleasure at the thought of merging with a new energy and felt a new force emerging in her consciousness; the force of LOVE. She and He combined causing them to expand creating Space and Time and the birth of the Universe” ~ An Ancient creation story.
