A year ago today, I heard myself pray, “I’m sorry I’m so stubborn. It was necessary in order to survive.” Right away the thought, “Why are you apologizing for it then?”
So I share with you.
If you did the very best you could in order to pull through the chaos, without hurting anyone intentionally, don’t apologize for making it. Recognize the resilience of your Soul and Spirit. Be grateful for what resides in you.
Stop saying sorry.
Say thank you, instead.
She went deep, and took me with her. Fascinating research and presentation!!
Be aware of the subtle energies of those in your environment.
Realizing they were against you, needing your services. You’re not required to be “servant” to the envious, jealous, deceitful ones who plan to get in your energy and claim your gifts, unaliving you into suffering if they could. Tricking you into a bad outcome.
Allow the “Two to be One”.
This connection you share … the two, separately, already intertwined with the Most High Divine … as One … are very, very strong. Transmitter / Receiver of The Most High God, Divinity itself moving through this couple, United, as it moves through no other pair.
Do not let “people” interfere with the Power of the Divine moving in you. They aren’t in this connection, they aren’t the ones TMH moves through, as it moves through you.
Listen to the Divine
Let it guide you
Let it lead you
Let it provide the people what they need
While monitoring them
And removing them, should they have desire to remove you.
Trust.
Blind Faith.
Comfortable in the Unknown.
Allowing it to be shown,
In Divine Timing.
As heartbreaking as it is to see your inheritance go to another because of deceit, as heartbreaking as it is to have a mother who plots against your very life … you learn that perhaps there is more meant for you that could not be found there, in those things …
So you begin to focus, unpack the delight that had been seeded within your Soul, and you grow connection to the Divine, the All That Is …
And you become grateful the first things happened, so the later things could be.
Amen, Amen, Amen …
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You …
It’s SO Beautiful.
If you didn’t already know the majority here aren’t human, you’ll know soon enough. They’ve been “farming” humanity for food and energy resources.
Intimate union is a closed loop exchange, a sharing of powerful potency. Masturbation spews the energy out into the ethers, any energy harvester can collect, then manifest using your personal signature.
Protect your essence.
It is Sacred.
“She drifted aimlessly in the dark void; a dark mist of energy not knowing whether She was awake or asleep. She only knew that she existed. Then, very slowly at first She became aware of a pull on her energy from somewhere else that was attracted to Her and She knew that their coming together was imminent. She was filled with pleasure at the thought of merging with a new energy and felt a new force emerging in her consciousness; the force of LOVE. She and He combined causing them to expand creating Space and Time and the birth of the Universe” ~ An Ancient creation story.
For me it was difficult to achieve. I am an intense individual who senses other energies greatly.
I will remember, although two people can be on different levels of awakening and find it difficult to relate to one another, it is still possible to have love for each other.
In allowing myself the freedom to express and experience fully, I gladly understand that those I love may not be able to relate to me as I would like. However, I still love and am so very appreciative they are, and have been a part of my life.
I will feel fully.
I will express honestly.
I will let my light shine vibrantly.
I will not take negativity personally.
I will love completely.
I will survive temporary waves of uneasiness.
I look forward to what is ahead.
Vampiric individuals, who have thrived on the energy of intentionally inflicted pain in others are giving up their castles to play a new role of ‘a good man or woman’.
They knew they’d have to shed their skin … hopefully they won’t be able to slither in on this New Chapter.
Hate to give the satisfaction, asking how you’re doing now
How’s the castle built off people you pretend to care about?
Just what you wanted
Look at you, cool guy, you got it
I see the parties and the diamonds sometimes when I close my eyes
Six months of torture you sold as some forbidden paradise
I loved you truly
Gotta laugh at the stupidity
‘Cause I’ve made some real big mistakes
But you make the worst one look fine
I should’ve known it was strange
You only come out at night
I used to think I was smart
But you made me look so naive
The way you sold me for parts
As you sunk your teeth into me, oh
Bloodsucker, famefucker
Bleedin’ me dry, like a goddamn vampire
And every girl I ever talked to told me you were bad, bad news
You called them crazy, God, I hate the way I called them crazy too
You’re so convincing
How do you lie without flinching? (How do you lie, how do you lie, how do you lie?)
Ooh, what a mesmerizing, paralyzing, fucked-up little thrill
Can’t figure out just how you do it, and God knows I never will
Went for me, and not her
‘Cause girls your age know better
I’ve made some real big mistakes
But you make the worst one look fine
I should’ve known it was strange
You only come out at night
I used to think I was smart
But you’ve made me look so naive
The way you sold me for parts
As you sunk your teeth into me, oh
Bloodsucker, famefucker
Bleedin’ me dry, like a goddamn vampire
You said it was true love, but wouldn’t that be hard?
You can’t love anyone, ’cause that would mean you had a heart
I tried to help you out, now I know that I can’t
‘Cause how you think’s the kind of thing I’ll never understand
I’ve made some real big mistakes
But you make the worst one look fine
I should’ve known it was strange
You only come out at night
I used to think I was smart
But you made me look so naive
The way you sold me for parts
As you sunk your teeth into me, oh
Bloodsucker, famefucker
Bleedin’ me dry, like a goddamn vampire
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Daniel Nigro / Olivia Rodrigo
vampire lyrics © Sony/atv Tunes Llc, Sony/atv Allegro, Daniel Leonard Nigro Music, Liv Laf Luv
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