32 years ago I was in relationship with an older man. We were together for 7 years, I thought we would be married … instead he had an affair and even bought her a house, he was bored with me.
At first, I was extremely hurt, angry, betrayed. I questioned my value, once again, as it was rejected by one I loved, once again.
I had to move out, I lost my job, my dog was murdered, and I became homeless, living in my car. It was an extreme low point in my life.
Beginning: I had deep love for a man who could not love me.
Middle: I worked through my jealousy and hurt, found that love still existed in my heart for him.
Present: He is my best friend, longest known friend, once lover, now brother, and guardian.
Love does not end, unless we choose to kill it. Even through betrayal and abandonment, if we can remember the love, nurture it even when our heart is breaking, the love will transform, become something else, different, yet still powerful.
When our heart breaks, it is only expanding … and trust me, I know how it can put one into a spiritual dark well, and it can take a long time to climb out into the sun once more …. but expand, you will.
If you have been betrayed, rise above it and remember the love. Never forget the love. Perhaps this one is not meant to be lover, but is more compatible as friend. And should they choose to walk away, release them …. it brought necessary growth, in disguise.
My longest known friend? He now considers me to be his best friend. And I’m living in the house he bought for the woman who interjected herself into my relationship. And she knows I’m living here …..
It does not pay to break up relations. It does no good on the karmic trail to cause heart break for a sister, or brother. It does not do any good for self to take take take from another. It only prolongs the suffering that must come from such actions.
Be aware. Take care. Remember the love, regardless of those who bring suffering.
The controllers of this world subliminally program minds to perpetuate situations of suffering. We must not allow them to maintain this control.
Remember the love, feed its memory.
Do not attach to the suffering, for it is you who generates the energy of sadness and it is you who are feasted upon by the energetic vampires when you do.
We are on the KrystalBridge Fail-safe host 900 year ascension path as stated by Ashayana Deane & the team. This is a slightly modified but accelerated outcome compared to the standard ‘Bridge Zone’ project mentioned in the Voyagers Secrets of Amenti book with Ashayanas transcriptions from the Guardian Alliance.
From Ashayana’s latest updates: Due to ongoing Fallen Angelic Invasion and antics with this ‘Invisible War’ that is going on, Earth is currently occupied by a group called the ‘Fatale’ who have successfully infiltrated via ‘bodysnatching’ and are responsible for the current Covid-19 pandemic. They have taken lead with the UIR (United Intruder resistance) with this end times drama that is unfolding.
The final outcome will still be the same, as mentioned in the Voyagers II book ‘Secrets of Amenti page 462, where it states: “Between 2000-2017 Earth will make its transition from the present Fourth World of the D-3 Time cycle, into the Fifth World of the Bridge Zone and Taran ascension time cycles. Due to the Guardian’s Bridge Zone Project, the cataclysmic events originally associated with the “end times” prophecies have been largely avoided. Though there may still be warfare and geographical changes in some areas, the scale of these events will be much smaller than those foretold through ancient prophecies. There will indeed be a ‘cleansing,’ as predicted by some Native American traditions. As the Earth separates into higher and lower vibrating particle bases, Bridge Zone Earth and Phantom Earth each will be ‘cleansed’ of the other. Populations of the Bridge Zone Earth will rise to face a new dawn of evolution within the new Fifth World of enlightenment, progress and achievement. Those on Phantom Earth will not make this transition and will remain within the digressing Fourth World evolutionary cycle of a Descending Planet in the D-3 time continuum.
We are currently going through the 7 years of tribulation mentioned in the bible which otherwise mentions the opening of the seals, trumpets and four horsemen. The trumpets are regressive ET scalar wave technologies that are shaped like a trumpet that fire every year for seven years since Nov 2016 to help pull Earth into the full fall matrix via a wormhole. Guardian Alliance Chevron Burst technologies are counteracting this so to allow the KrystalBridge zone timeline to be preserved so those who choose the way of the Kryst will have an opportunity to align themselves with the positive timeline and experience ascension.
Going forward from here, we can expect more rapid Earth changes as the two worlds split and the new/old world of how we used to live in harmony with nature and one another is restored. Protect your energy, work on clearing yourself and any distortion/mutations in your DNA and biofield so you start resonating with the Krystic timeline and organic energies. The techniques in the workshops and PDF guides with the media file link below will help protect you and heal any distortions as well as anchor more Krystic energies into Earth’s grids, which will help heal everyone else and the planet.
A woman’s body is the bridge between Heaven and Earth
We are the Mandorla
We literally transport souls from Heaven onto Earth
We transport men from Earth to Heaven
Our sexuality is suppressed for this exact reason
Sex is essential for Ascension
The Ankh and Twin Flame Union
The Ankh is a symbol of the union between the divine female and masculine energy. The shaft and the womb, the blade and the chalice. The merging or the subconscious (female) and conscious (male). Heaven and Earth.
The energetic pulse of the Planet at this time from the raising consciousness of the human collective with the Divine Solar plasma/ Solar flares increasing resonant frequencies are currently activating dormant DNA strands increasing each individual harmonic fingerprint.
Each soul has a divine harmonic counterpart which many refer to as Twin Flame. The energies at this time are creating many divine unions as contracted for this exact moment in time.
When you are in harmonic resonance with your divine counterpart this creates a circuit of tremendous force of opposing vibration female being magnetic and male being electric or positive and negative polarity.
When initial contact takes place the pull between these two souls is so great it is impossible to control. They will be drawn together against all odds by the Laws of the Universe.
When the electric male enters or plugs into the magnetic female a circuit is create in perfect harmonic resonance.
Once together in a sacred union the SEX will be explosive and the energy will flow like a circle between the two pushing out and blocks in their chakras opening up each chakra creating a full Kundalini experience.
Twin Flame Unions are important for humanity at this time as the sexual energy created during the union of energies is so potent it will allow each individual to bring more light and higher frequency photons into their energy body releasing density.
As each individual then moves about they will individually transmit this pulsating high frequency energy to others they interact with.
During Union between the melody and harmony the dominate female chakras balance the dominant male chakras and vise versa creating balance in each individual. This creates a zero point energy field between the merging chakras.
This zero point energy field is where FLOW STATE is achieved and new energy can be created, deep healing can take place, karmic debt is erased, and the Highest Frequencies of Love and Bliss are experienced.
This is why sex has been weaponized or programmed as shameful or sinful through societal constraints and organized religion. Many have been damaged through sexual energy being used in harmful and abusive ways and many souls carry this through lifetimes.
This has been used to prevent or block the Divine Unions from being open to this experience. As one of the counterparts is typically afraid of love, closeness, or sexual expression.
Porn has been used to numb men to the beauty of the union by programming the objectification of the female sexual body.
All of these blocks have been placed to prevent the divine unions from taking place preventing the powerful force that can be created with a Divine Circuit of Energy.
Everything is micro to macro so as these divine counterparts find each other beyond all odds this will also reflect in the collective. A merging of Heaven and Earth creating a portal where all life is created. The mandorla.
Where 2 souls become 1 bringing new life to the planet.
Prayer We have believed that love is to give and we have given it. In faith we served as best as we knew how. Always, when our bowl was empty, you saw that it was filled once again. Now we are strong in our belief that there is always plenty. We are rich in so many ways. Our love spreads to all we call our spiritual family. Truly, all who live on Earth are our relatives, for they all give to us and all work together in the greater scheme of life. I offer my friends and relations, my children and all creatures, that which you have given me. I have attained the consciousness of oneness. Our interconnections are clear. Guide me now, all the way home.
Your relationship to all things is becoming clear. Everything is consciousness in formation. Each tree and flower is a live, sentient being. Every crawling creature, the swimmers, the flyers, the four-leggeds, and the two-leggeds are beings with whom you are in relationship.
You are surrounded by these brothers and sisters. You are never alone.
We live in a cluttered world of things in the present time. Many of the things are dead in the sense that they have been created without consciousness. They were manufactured without a thought of quality and certainly no one’s personal energy. These things must steal life from you in order to exist. On the other hand, consider a gift handmade, or a pot made by a tribal craftsperson as the only cooking vessel for her family. These gifts are alive with the consciousness of their creator. They enrich your life every time you look at them.
In a cluttered world, you have been taught to ignore many things, things that do not serve your purpose. They are “trash.” Trash is a concept of the cluttered world of dead things. Even people have been thought of as disposable, forgotten. Some animals have been deemed worthless and killed. Yet the world continues to increase production of dead things, trash for us to ignore.
You can no longer ignore this waste. The Earth has come alive for you and everything lives. You become friend of the knife that cuts your bread which feeds you. You respect the shovel that digs the hole to plant grain which is your meal. You feel kindly toward the worm that aerates the soil that feeds the garden that grows your food. And life is suddenly full of friends.
Your bowl is indeed full now. Your values have changed. You are still in the world, but not of the world. The world is a different place to you now.
You are moving away from the idea of separation and toward the understanding that you are in relationship to all that is. Like any relationship to anyone, it is something to be developed and appreciated. It is a richly active thing. There are no longer dead and meaningless parts of life that burden and encumber you. This is a ride to true family and meaningful life.
As we enter phases of the breakdown in society as it is currently happening, it means that the energetic fields get more destabilized and the outer conflicts and chaos increases. Many people are unaware that humanity is in an active war on multiple fronts. There is an active spiritual war being waged against humanity by nonhuman controllers extending to off planet conflicts and the parking lot of ET crafts sitting in the Kuiper Belt. Some of these groups are strong-arming the nations in western cultures to collapse democratic or libertarian based ideologies that support individual sovereignty in order to fall into the globalist slavery system of collectivism via techno-totalitarianism.
There are strange and unusual occurrences happening on these multiple dimensions of the planetary chess board. These hidden events bring the high strangeness in determining what if any of these energetic impacts will be manifested on our timeline or will those conflicts be neutralized and rendered invisible. I define neutralization of impacts to be that event or destruction that occurs during a false flag type of operation which goes under the radar in so that the majority of the population does not see or know what is happening. Most of us in this community should realize that we do not have an operating news media at this time. The mainstream sources of news are fully controlled propaganda machines run in coordination with military intelligence run by the Controller groups. This makes this time very difficult because we are being weakened by not having access to current information or knowing the position of hot warfare when it is being carried out. As an example, sadly, all the statistics we are given about the bio-weapon pysops are largely manipulated and skewed making it nearly impossible to tell what is what.
The battle is spiritual, as well as psychological, and as many of us may attest, the level of evil trickery, gaslighting and lies being told to the masses are beyond anything we can adequately describe in words.
In the distance, March 2022 is still hovering as a milestone point in the timeline which opens up directions in which many of us can begin to move forward with our lives. For many of us right now, it feels that we are being held hostage in a strange situation of wait and see, held in void of nothingness, some of us may feel isolated, imprisoned and immobile while many people around us still do not register that we are in an active war that is raging against everything that is human. As it has been mentioned several times, this is the time when we will suffer casualties in this war. People, place and things can come apart at the seams, because they have no idea what is happening, and they are believing the propaganda streams of lies and deceit. If we walk into the line of fire, we can get seriously hurt or be taken out. It does appear that when the time comes for the change and tipping point in the collective it will have basic themes, and those themes are presenting this week as being escalated, so I am sharing this with you now.
Many times the Controllers take advantage of holidays and weekends to carry out operations that they hide from the public. Those that are supporting humanity, we can call them white hats, also tend to use holidays or long weekends to enact some kind of strategic operation, they are well aware of satanic holidays, full moons, and other ritualistic days. This year end with the holiday season feels to have much more weight behind it, with current operations happening in the field right now. There is a lot of military from multiple countries involved in a series of war games and supposed drills.
This stage is wholly unpredictable, it is not possible to predict exact timing of collective events in the zero point no time spaces. Only God knows when this is happening, and it is in divine timing of a plan, we are not abandoned and we are not losing the war, although it can appear this way. The biggest challenge we all have is the immense grief of those people we love and care for being taken in by the darkness deceit and lies, and that many hurt themselves when believing these lies. Although when and if they leave their body it will be in a much better space as it will be a briefing life review and release of the mind control suffered on this reality plane. At this point, it is hard to tell what can be enacted to neutralize the effects of the bio-weapon, as we are seeing many benevolent actions and clearings happening en masse. I feel this is to prevent large die off of the injected population, but unsure of how much can be neutralized and what needs to happen as many souls will choose to leave.
The tipping point of shifting can happen anywhere between now and the first quarter of next year, which will be an big global type of event of some sort that is dramatic, cannot be hidden and the mainstream population will see it and know it. Once it is out the genie cannot be put back in the bottle, so to speak. Some heating up is happening now with this event. This is the important phase of the falling dominoes and wild cards, and noting that the Controllers have been doing all they can to hide the truth, subvert this benevolent agenda, re-direct and distract the masses so they will not figure out what is happening and who is behind all of the divide and conquer and bioweapon psyops. Those of us that can still think in the fog of war can see clearly the injection symptoms are the promoted variants.
Themes that may or may not present themselves as a BIG EVENT between now and March 2022 and ongoing.
• Surreal global events, such as declaring wars with other countries. The nuclear program in UK is called Trident with Poseidon craft and it connects to the red cube system. This will be mostly for show out of desperation if they pull this out, know that there will not be any type of nuclear event.
• Smaller false flag operations, black military intelligence run terrorism for distraction and cover.
• Collapsing of western financial markets and currency.
• Sudden deaths and disappearances of world figures, celebrity types, royals, such as the Queen in UK.
• People we were told were dead, are revealed to have been in witness protection and alive.
• Emergency Broadcast system being directed from military base or space program crew from satellite military systems.
• Temporary shut down of certain online services or internet access.
• Collapse and controlled demolition of controller structures, i.e. hospitals, medical system, airlines, travel industry, shipping supplies, etc.
• This may shut down supply chains in certain areas, such as in US we will not have access to certain goods or products from overseas anymore.
• EMP type of destruction or repurposing of some landmarks, such as the Whitehouse, Washington DC area. This area as a political capital is done.
• Awareness that many more people have been killed by the bio weapon injection than we are being told. They have been hiding deaths, and cataloguing who has received which vaccine lots. Genocide will be known and those involved ultimately prosecuted by tribunal. 5D benevolent groups were notified of human genocide violations recently, they are deciding what to do about that.
• Secret space program coordinated disclosure of their existence in breakaway civilization, and the technologies they have, exposing the war against nonhuman entities or demonic forces known as aliens.
• Human trafficking harvesting for blood and body parts, organ trafficking, pedophilia, and child adrenochrome farms in underground bases and bunkers and off planet supply.
• Existence of the deep underground tunnels and military bases that acted as cover for nonhuman demonic entities and aliens to prey on humans. Existence of underground cities used by the Luciferian bloodlines and nameless billionaires for hiding depraved satanic elite activities.
• Sudden implementation of new technologies or radical changes that impact society as we know it.
• Fall of mainstream media and invasion and/or breakdown of Israel.
As miserable as it can be at this time watching the harm and devastation that is happening in the world at large, and the fact humanity will have to recover from PTSD from all that has happened plus living through a real time genocide. Humanity does prevail in a much better timeline where the truth is able to be spoken and we regain our freedoms when emerging into a completely new version of this reality system.
As we hit the holiday season, it can get stressful and the outer events will seem even more crazy, if that is even possible! Thus, do your best to not take the negativity inside your heart, and keep your focus on spiritually strengthening yourself, asking for guidance and acting upon it, setting intentions for how to be of service after we go through this BIG EVENT. As the society breaks down some of us are slowly building our personal pieces to prepare for what is coming, and how we can best be of service to support humanity. This may be as simple as picking up pieces of broken family relationships, or helping people understand these changes and what is happening on the Earth during the ascension cycle. Some will not be willing to change, and that means they will have to be let go, as there will be no going back – it is adapt to the changes or time to leave.
This is a complicated topic of which I have spoken about in snippets through many different classes or newsletters, but many here that are newer may not have heard or read the previous information. Please do not allow fear into your mind over this information, it is the time to clear fear, quiet your mind, and develop your relationship with God and Christos. Connect with those things that make you laugh, feel loving and grateful, as well as focusing on things that hold deep meaning inside your heart. God and our beloved Christos family have our back, they are working very hard at our side, and there are many mysterious things happening that are blessings to help us all potentially experience miracles.
Do not succumb to the fear based narratives of what it looks like on the outer, as it is not the truth! There are many good and positive things happening for humanity that we cannot see on the outer yet. It will come in divine timing, and this shift will bring us to explore a new society so we will need to be flexible, adaptable, and connected to our heart and God’s holy spirit. Your intention to connect with God and have a good loving heart is enough, use common sense, listen to your loving inner Christos spirit do not give up – we are almost there! Energetic Synthesis
Change the way you think and you will change your whole reality.
There is opportunity to learn about your way of thinking. Not all you see is exactly the way you see it. Sometimes the mind can play games and sometimes our perceptions can be wrong.
Open your eyes and your mind, go beyond limits you have set for yourself and recognize that the way you see the world is how you will experience the world.
I humbly take the role that I see myself in now. I gladly take the step before me. I accept this new power and position. Though people may come to me, recognizing my talents, I shall overcome the temptation to live on their compliments and stop growing. I choose instead to continue to carry out the work you place before me, Great Spirit, always accepting my highest role in relation to my people. For the place you have given me among them, I am thankful.
I stand on the threshold of a deeper relationship with the Great Power.
My energy increases. Excitement pours through me. I breathe into these increased energies, knowing they could cause a bit of anxiety. I go for my larger goal. It is time to act.
I use this extra energy to move me forward into wholeness.
“You have been telling the people that this is the Eleventh Hour, now you must go back and tell the people that this is the Hour. And there are things to be considered . . .
Where are you living?
What are you doing?
What are your relationships?
Are you in right relation?
Where is your water?
Know your garden.
It is time to speak your Truth.
Create your community.
Be good to each other.
And do not look outside yourself for the leader.”
Then he clasped his hands together, smiled, and said, “This could be a good time!”
“There is a river flowing now very fast. It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid. They will try to hold on to the shore. They will feel they are torn apart and will suffer greatly.
“Know the river has its destination. The elders say we must let go of the shore, push off into the middle of the river, keep our eyes open, and our heads above water. And I say, see who is in there with you and celebrate. At this time in history, we are to take nothing personally, Least of all ourselves. For the moment that we do, our spiritual growth and journey comes to a halt.
“The time for the lone wolf is over. Gather yourselves! Banish the word struggle from you attitude and your vocabulary. All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.
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