All posts tagged Opportunity

Hidden Messages Of Mind

Published March 14, 2018 by tindertender

subconsciousIt never ceases to amaze me how my defenses stir, even when there is really no reason for it. First defense, then embarrassment and a desire to close the self down to certain situations. As I notice these energies in my mind and body  I find that there is a shift, quickly from one to the other, even to something like shame … which is weird.

When intention to share stems from a beautiful and loving space of the heart and finds itself faced with different formats … I hesitate to call it rules and regulations … but different structures, a feeling of not belonging, of being out of place, of separateness arises, even when the differences are subtle.

Here I thought I was doing quite well, yet this experience teaches me that in order to move forward I must allow myself to be exposed, and be open to learning new things without judgement. It is true, we are our own worst critic (although some would deny this). I am happy these emotions have shown themselves, for this allows me to further my personal work.

Remaining open can be quite difficult when the instinct is to shut down, turn tail and run. It is really a very interesting thing that is happening in my mind, so I’ll observe it and work with it and see where it leads.

Dawn Of A New Day

Published January 20, 2018 by tindertender

light-shining-dark-abstract-background-37706186Light shines in a darkened room, with it comes soft sounds of music. A hum sounds out as water is purified. My mind slips into forested trails where birds sing and critters roam.

Love longed for, near, yet far. A wall of glass, and invisible barrier, separates two … and more. An ache makes itself known, not sharing cause.

Direction for today is yet to be determined, choices presented are many. Massage sounds nice and so does a mineral bath, but what tugs at my heart strings is a stroll through the forest. This is where I will begin.

Nuance and Fine Lines

Published December 28, 2017 by tindertender

I met a friend, she and I traveled together. We were being followed by a group of males. Our vehicle, which was a small bus, stopped working. We found ourselves walking and did our best to duck in and out of places so as not to be seen. Danger lurked around every corner, behind every bush, it seemed most people were out to take what they wanted, to do what they pleased, regardless of how it affected anyone else.

I found myself in a cafe, alone, although there were other patrons. A man sat at the table in front of me, a military man. He was young, sipping his drink. I left the building for a moment, thinking it would be safe to leave by hand bag. Upon return, this man pointed out that I must have ‘dropped’ my bag before leaving, it was found on the floor, under the table, most of the money had been removed. I studied the face of this young man, and I told him that I hadn’t dropped it at all, and it was my belief he had removed the funds, and I wanted them returned. He agreed and returned them, stating I could not have proven it. I pointed to the server and mentioned the cameras in the facility and how it was possible to view the footage. The server smiled and nodded yes, it could have gone this way.

Meeting up with my traveling companion, we found a huge house and decided to walk into the entry which was open and led to a wide open space. There were doors which led into glass walled rooms, carpeted with light shag, cozy. Another female saw me and made it clear we were not permitted to be there, I left.

Am I also one who does what I choose, walking into places without permission, not considering anothers wishes? Or do I search for someone so that I might ask for permission, seeking refuge from a dangerous, outer world?

It is said that what we see, is simply a reflection of who we are. Although this may be true, (since we have ALL within us), many people put forth great effort to do the right thing, to steer clear of that which takes advantage of, or intrudes upon another.

We may consider doing something which we see, and know is not acceptable, it is our actions which tell the truth of who we are. While there are those who seem to do the right thing on the surface, it is what happens behind closed doors which tell the truth of who they are. Mimickers of good are not able to fake it all the time. Those who do good will confess to a wavering mind, humbled, perhaps even with a little shame, always the first to tell on themselves. This gives ample opportunity for the faker to beat them up and spew vile rumors, attempting to darken the purity of these ones, yet they only show the true color of their own heart.

It is in the nuances, very fine lines, easy to deceive those who are not listening and watching. “Observance” is a good habit to get into. Sit on a bench for awhile, and see. No need to speak, for there will be plenty of that going on already.



Endless Possibilities

Published December 26, 2017 by tindertender


A good, healthy life.
To be alone, yet not.
Developing skills dormant within,
Improving self.

My wish for others and for me.
Opportunity to gain what is needed,
To advance in perceptible ways.
Supported by loving family.

Seen, unseen …
Disrupted only for benefit.
Forgiving heart, fortified,

Bigger picture to see.
Broadening imagination,
Attempt made to release
Implanted barriers.

Knocking down walls,
Assuming no limits.
Possibilities … endless,
Open mind.

A Free Ride

Published November 9, 2017 by tindertender

That’s what they’re after. That is what they have been taking advantage of all of these years … riding upon the backs of people who are full of integrity and care, who allow them to piggy back simply due to the compassion which resides in their hearts. There is a time though, when the load must be lightened. Constantly giving to those who consume, who take relentlessly, is no longer an option.

If you are one who has been the caregiver of an energetic vampire(s), you know full well what I am saying. Too long you have given, given so much that you have depleted your reserves, to the point where little remains for yourself.

They disrespect you as you allow them to walk upon your spirit, your soul. They laugh and tell themselves how smart they are, getting you to behave as they wish you to. But you see now … you see more clearly than you may have ever seen. You also recognize that self care is not selfish, regardless of what the takers want you to believe. You know that what they say is not your personal story.

You understand that the ending of a cycle is coming to a close, rapidly. You sense that the beginning of an era is upon you … upon all of us in the world. With eyes and mind wide open, you see the changes occurring in the masses, you relate to them, for these changes are also occurring in you.

Giving a free ride to those who choose not to work toward wholeness, preferring to be leeches of the world, does no one any good. The world needs you to rise, to shine like the magnificent spark of life you are. Take off the tether, walk your journey as it is meant to be walked. Give yourself permission to be free.

Personal Permission

Freedom ~ Breaking The Binds

Published November 6, 2017 by tindertender

Silence isn't empty

In the beginning humanity lived with a pure heart, joy filled and kind. In naivete they trusted and fell into that which causes unsettling emotions, predicaments arose which stripped them of surety and peace. As time continued, these defensive habits, practiced and utilized in order to form a barrier of perceived protection, were taught to others, ‘improved’ upon, the wall between each individual growing ever thicker.

Soon, people peered at each other with a paranoid fear, assuming that whoever they came into contact with had the intention of harming them. Their shields would raise and they would close off from them, staying in the dream they created within their own minds.

When they closed off, living decidedly in fear, they also closed off all possibility of love reaching them, they became trapped in an invisible cage. This cage, filled with pain and fear prohibits them from coming into the fullness of their being. They are afraid of being vulnerable, they are afraid of being hurt, they no longer take risks.

This mess we find ourselves in is stifling, yet it is still possible to break free from the bindings … we need no key, we need no permission, it is our right and all we must do is choose it.

Great courage is found in the hearts that are willing to stand in vulnerability. It is true that there will be those who throw invisible darts and attempt to get you to shrink, to retreat into the little cage once again. But you remember … you remember that joy is outside of these walls, you remember that there is true love waiting for you here. You have missed it so much, and you now know that only you are preventing the truth of it, and the experience of its reality.

And so you commit to feeling the pain, you know it well. You commit to it, for you know that on the other side is limitless love, and until you wade through that which causes suffering, you will not find it.

Your courage is commendable, for in your brave endeavors you show others how to unleash that which binds them. You provide hope as you present a path of release. You assist the world on its journey back to freedom, you grow compassionate understanding and the ability to rise, and to assist others in rising, with every step you take.

Let The Healing Begin

Published October 10, 2017 by tindertender

Life does not come about by promoting death. As we butcher our way through animals and trees, as the waters and land are poisoned, we essentially are murdering each other, and ourselves.

OM or AUM is the sound of the Universe – the sound of divine – its a powerful vibration – 432Hz is the vibrational frequency of nature around us. And when you combine them both, magic happens. The entire experience becomes divine, and it can help in our connection with the ONE.

Let the healing BE … Balance is a Choice.

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